Narcissistic after his death

Seeing Wo Zining urging him to go to the guest room to sleep, Su Guangshan, who was speechless, finally didn't force him to ask any more questions.

He arrived at the guest room, looked at the familiar furnishings in the room, and thought in a daze that these years seemed to be illusory, as if it was the day when Su Shiyuan happily brought him to live in this new house.

I thought I would never come here again...

Su Guangshan closed his eyes.

The body is very tired, but the spirit is greatly relaxed.

Although he knew that Su Shiyuan was still dead, Su Guangshan was really satisfied when he knew that Su Shiyuan was "alive" in another form, instead of nothing when he died.

A Yuan had too many regrets during his lifetime, and it is really great to have the opportunity to "live" and enjoy.

Now that he can think about the problem quietly, he gradually understands Wo Zining's luck.

Indeed, if Ah Yuan could live a happier life now, it would be better than anything else.

Su Guangshan turned on the phone, sent a message to his Xiaojia that he would go back later, then closed his eyes and went to sleep peacefully.

He thought he wouldn't be able to fall asleep, but he didn't expect to fall asleep soon after closing his eyes, and he slept very well.

On the other side of the master bedroom, when Wo Zining entered, he found that Su Shiyuan was already asleep. He went to bed cautiously, keeping his eyes on Su Shiyuan's side face, and was willing to close his eyes until he felt sleepy.

It may be that Su Guangshan asked him if he explained to Su Shiyuan the reason of the year. In the dream, he returned to the year.

In fact, although there was no third party involved in their separation, it was quite bloody.

If possible, Wo Zining would like to stay with Su Shiyuan for the rest of his life.

The relationship between them for so many years is not only love, not only friendship, but also an inseparable family relationship, which is intricately intertwined and very difficult to separate.

But Wo Zining was diagnosed with a serious illness at that time, the same illness as his father.It is very difficult to cure, and it costs a lot of money and requires a lot of effort.

Wo Zining is actually not an orphan, he still has a mother alive.

Back then, his mother didn't want to spend a lot of money and effort on his father's illness, and she didn't want to work hard, pay a lot, or even owe debts, just for the result of the hard-to-get good result.So his mother only lasted for a month, and promised to leave all the money to his father, divorced, alone, and left easily.

After that, there was no news, and Wo Zining didn't bother to look for it.

Grandparents and grandparents are quite indifferent to Wo Zining. During Wo Zining's father's serious illness, he spent a lot of money and his spirit changed drastically, which put a lot of pressure on Wo Zining.

At that time, going to school to see Su Shiyuan every day, receiving the food and water that Su Shiyuan cared about every time, every time talking to Su Shiyuan about his troubles, listening to Su Shiyuan's soft and warm comfort was the happiest thing for Wo Zining up.

After his father died, Su Shiyuan naturally became the most important person of Wo Zining.

But now Wo Zining has the same disease...

Wo Zining didn't want Su Shiyuan to worry about his illness. He took care of his father for so long and knew that taking care of patients was tiring.

The chance of curing this disease is extremely low, and he doesn't want Su Shiyuan to suffer for his possible departure.He's been through it and knows that pain is hard to heal.After his father left, he walked out for a long time, and he still shed tears whenever he thought of his father.

What Wo Zining didn't want even more was that Su Shiyuan had the slightest possibility of leaving him because of his illness. He couldn't bear Su Shiyuan's departure.At that time, he thought it was impossible for his parents to separate, but his mother still left... It's not that he didn't trust Su Shiyuan, but he really couldn't take any risks.

So he said that after living together, he gradually felt that his feelings were fading, he didn't love Su Shiyuan anymore, and wanted to separate from Su Shiyuan.

The process of separation was very painful for both of them, and Wo Zining couldn't recall those suffocating times at all.

In order to get better treatment and cut off Su Shiyuan's thoughts, he avoided Su Shiyuan and went abroad without telling Su Shiyuan where he went.

So decisive, the separation was naturally very successful.

Originally, I wanted to work hard to heal and go back to see Su Shiyuan later, but when Wo Zining left Su Shiyuan for treatment abroad, he often fell into the pain of no motivation, and his mood was very anxious. He needed to cooperate with a psychiatrist for treatment, which was more time-consuming and laborious. .

When the treatment process was the most difficult, Wo Zining imagined that if he was cured and returned to China in the future, he must hug Su Shiyuan tightly, bury his head in Su Shiyuan's arms, and whisper the pain to Su Shiyuan, so that Su Shiyuan could comfort him and love him more he.

But man is not as good as heaven, because his self-righteous way of leaving for Su Shiyuan's good, instead made Su Shiyuan face a more painful situation than him.

He still had the hope of being together again, but Su Shiyuan not only did not have that hope, but also added an additional injury from him.