Narcissistic after his death

Su Shiyuan has been alone for a long time, and he has long forgotten what it feels like to be praised by others.

Although I can give myself a sense of self-satisfaction, if I can get the affirmation of others, the feeling is still different and wonderful. It seems that the regret that there is still something missing from perfection has finally been filled, and I am so happy that I am at a loss.

The whole body is hot, but it is the heat of excitement. This is probably the point that attracts many people to long to get along with others.

Su Shiyuan thought.

He looked up at Wo Zining in embarrassment, the long eyelashes kept scratching his own palm because his eyes were blinking rapidly, it was itchy and comfortable, just like the feeling he felt in his heart at the moment.

It took him a while to panic to think that this would be considered childish and weird by Wo Zining, so he put down his hands, trying to pretend that everything just now was an illusion, but when he met Shang Wo Zining's eyes, his mind Yi Bai smiled awkwardly inexperienced, pretending that all previous efforts were wasted.

But even if he is like this, Wo Zining is very tolerant, his expression seems to be more gentle, as if he is afraid that he will be uncomfortable.

Really, except for the name, it seems that Wo Zining is doing well so far.

Su Shiyuan felt warm in his heart, and began to show Wo Zining around the villa.

After the light was bright, Wo Zining began to look around.

Sure enough, the surrounding area was messed up by cobwebs and smoke because it hadn't been cleaned for a long time.However, everything is covered with a dustproof cloth, so if you live here, cleaning should be more convenient.

Looking at the surroundings, Su Guangshan probably hasn't been here in six years, leaving this villa completely unused, and there is no need to worry about cleaning.

However, it is a miracle that the lamp can still be used after such a long time. It is still a place where there are more rainy seasons and the air is relatively humid.

After seeing the living room where he was, he followed Su Shiyuan to look elsewhere in the villa.

This villa is where Su Shiyuan has been living since Wo Zining and Su Shiyuan separated. Wo Zining has never seen it before, and Su Guangshan doesn't let him see it.Everywhere the eyes looked was unfamiliar, but Wo Zining opened his eyes wide, trying to remember the appearance of every place, even if only dust-proof cloth and dust could be seen in those places.

This is the last place where Ah Yuan lived before his death, and it is also the place where Ah Yuan often stayed after his death. It contains the track of Ah Yuan's life.

Wo Zining remained silent while watching, with a heavy and sad face.

Su Shiyuan didn't have the self-consciousness to introduce everything, he didn't have any memory, and he didn't know when to introduce and when not to introduce, so he said what he wanted to say, and he didn't want to say it if he didn't want to.

In addition, he stays alone for a long time, and when he is alone, he hardly speaks, so he gets a little tired when he talks a lot, and he basically acts according to his temper.

Every time he came to a room, Su Shiyuan pointed at random with his hand, turned sideways to let Wo Zining in to have a look, and then played with ten fingers at the door while watching Wo Zining carefully admiring him boredly.

Wo Zining cherished the appearance of observing his home, which made his heart a little satisfied.

Not long after arriving at the study, Su Shiyuan finally stopped his quiet look and introduced it lively.

Wo Zining just looked into the distance when he entered the door, and his nose was a little sore.

The things that Su Shiyuan was willing to take away were all placed here...all in those cabinets, and through the glass, all the items were kept spotless to the outside.

If you only look at the same, it seems to be the same as before; but if you look at it together, you will see those strange appearances and strange cabinets in different orders, and you will know what a change is.

What I saw before my eyes was a strange yet familiar picture, and what I heard in my ears was Su Shiyuan's familiar introduction.

When Su Shiyuan gets excited, he likes to babble, but he doesn't have a lot of vocabulary, so when he speaks, he speaks in a simple and rough manner, similar to him, which is completely inconsistent with his literary appearance and the habits of literary youths.

Forget it, Su Shiyuan may have said too much to the outside world, and he still doesn't remember that he has said it to Wo Zining, and he often repeats it in Wo Zining's ear, so now there is no need for Su Shiyuan who has become a ghost to introduce, as long as As soon as he heard the first sentence, Wo Zining could repeat what Su Shiyuan was going to say.

Wo Zining really repeated it in a daze, Su Shiyuan was stunned for a moment, and suddenly burst into the biggest smile.

"Do you like it too?" Su Shiyuan was pleasantly surprised as if meeting a bosom friend.

Wo Zining was stunned for a moment, and said with some reservations: "I understand it, and later I found it a bit interesting, and I learned a little more."

That's what it means to like it!

Su Shiyuan understood it in this way, and couldn't help but get closer to Wo Zining, and looked at Wo Zining with wide eyes.

What Wo Zining was most afraid of was his eyes, but Wo Zining held back and didn't back down, and even squinted his eyes and smiled at him, as if he was also happy because he met someone with the same hobbies.

This is the eye contact of meeting bosom friend!

Su Shiyuan, dizzy with excitement, immediately decided to share all his treasures.

He stretched out his withered hands, and with some difficulty moved the moving glass on the cabinet that needed to be pushed left and right.

His strength is weak, his hands can't use much strength, and his fingernails are still long, so it is really difficult for him to move these things.

But Su Shiyuan was very puzzled. In his memory, it was not that hard to push these moving glass. Could it be that this bookshelf is also conscious and does not want outsiders to move the things inside?

He opened up his own brain, and when he realized it, he thought it was funny.

But it's still weird.

Wo Zining probably saw that he was struggling to move, so he came to help him.

Su Shiyuan has always been big-hearted, and usually puts his doubts behind him after he doesn't need to do it himself.

Maybe it's just that the hand friction is not enough today to move the moving glass, or there is a problem with the moving glass. Anyway, it's not a big deal, so ignore it.

Su Shiyuan casually thought of some reasons for this strange phenomenon, then put it aside perfunctorily, and thought about other things.

Wo Zining could guess why Su Shiyuan did this:

When Su Shiyuan led him close to one door after another, the door was already open before he got close, so Su Shiyuan didn't need to open the door.

But this moving glass is different from the door. Maybe Su Shiyuan didn't have the consciousness to open it when he was far away, and now he decided to open it temporarily, but Su Shiyuan also thought that he was a human being, so he had to do it by himself. Same, naturally it cannot be opened.

After opening the sliding glass door, Su Shiyuan pointed to the books inside, and asked Wo Zining which one he hadn't read and which one he wanted to read, and Wo Zining said one that he had read but thought it was good, and wanted to review it, Su Shiyuan said Carefully pulled it out.

Wo Zining knew about Su Shiyuan's problems, and he was not allowed to damage or dirty his things, even if there were a little creases, even if the pages were slightly bent, or if there were obvious fingerprints on the pages, otherwise he would be angry.

Wo Zining also studied under his instruction for a long time before he learned the "Su-style cherish reading method".

He remembered that he had conflicts with Su Shiyuan because of this back then, scolding Su Shiyuan secretly in his heart, when he was too angry, he was unwilling to read the books Su Shiyuan bought, or Su Shiyuan himself lost his temper and felt that he had lost his temper with him. Forgive him.

In fact, it was just a bickering between ordinary couples. Su Shiyuan didn't lose his temper very much, but I love it so much. Su Shiyuan panicked and opened his wet eyes to beg for forgiveness. Su Shiyuan obviously forgave as soon as he asked for forgiveness, and he still pretended He continued to pretend to be angry and enjoyed himself for a while.

The corners of Wo Zining's eyes were a little red, and he lowered his head to take the book handed over by Su Shiyuan, pretending to be intoxicated, and kept his eyes on the book, creating the illusion that he lowered his head to read.

When Wo Zining took Su Shiyuan's book, Su Shiyuan actually regretted it a bit, but he didn't want to be erratic and weird, so he handed it to Wo Zining.

I was afraid that Wo Zining would break it in my heart, so I kept staring nervously.

This is a somewhat nervous action, no matter how much Su Shiyuan cherished it before he was alive, he would not be like this, and he would finish it with a sentence or two of anger when he collected the book.

Wo Zining felt as if he was being stared at by some animal, like a light on his back, but he didn't hate Su Shiyuan because of it. Although some chills invaded his body, he enjoyed being under Su Shiyuan's all-round attention.

Just ignore those lifeless weird eyes, close your eyes and imagine:

A Yuan looked at him, A Yuan thought about him, A Yuan accompanied him...

I just feel... If life can always be like this, it would be really wonderful.

But he didn't like to make A Yuan bored because of himself, so he closed the book, tilted his head and suggested, "Would you like to pick a book for us to read together? Or should we talk together? I prefer to do things together. "

Su Shiyuan has played all the interesting things in this room thousands of times, and it's not too late. But since it was suggested by Wo Zining, the thoughtful Su Shiyuan naturally accepted it.

Su Shiyuan turned around and went to the bookshelf, tiptoed to pick up a book that was placed higher, and turned around again, ready to sit next to Wo Zining to read it, but he saw Wo Zining put the book on the table and unconsciously touched it with both hands. Touching both arms, it seems to be very cold.

"Are you cold?" Su Shiyuan asked suspiciously.

In this weather, the indoor temperature is lower than the outdoor temperature, but it's not that cold, and he didn't turn on the air conditioner.

Wo Zining admitted, and said with some embarrassment: "It's a little bit, I get cold easily, and I'm afraid of cold."

This place is already shady and cool, and Su Shiyuan exists like a refrigerator, and the ghostly atmosphere around him also makes people in a state of tension, easily shivering and chilling.

Wo Zining originally wore loose and thin clothes in order to adapt to the weather outside, so he was naturally cold.

After listening to Su Shiyuan, he immediately suggested: "Then let's go to the bedroom. There are still bedrooms that have not been visited. There are quilts in the bedroom. We can sit on the bed and read, and sleep when we are tired."

"it is good."

Wo Zining closed the book, and habitually checked whether the book was wrinkled, which could be straightened in time; where it was dirty, it could be cleaned in time.After checking, Wo Zining held the book loosely in both hands, and then stood up.

Su Shiyuan blinked his eyes, and suddenly blushed a little, because he felt that Wo Zining's movements were flowing, smooth, natural and beautiful.

If Wo Zining knew about his mental activities, he would definitely hold back his laughter:

Of course, Su Shiyuan would think it was smooth, natural and beautiful, because this was the procedure that Su Shiyuan, who was particularly troublesome in some respects, had planned and forced Wo Zining to learn.

Su Shiyuan's movement of holding the book was similar to that of Wo Zining, he took a step forward shyly, and left a sentence in a low voice: "Then follow me."

"Wait, I'll close the moving glass first." Wo Zining glanced around and said suddenly.

Only then did Su Shiyuan realize that he forgot about closing the glass because he was watching Wo Zining.If dust got in, it would be difficult to clean, and he didn't like cleaning.

He looked at Wo Zining with a little remorse and a little relief to deal with everything he left behind, and then bowed his head more shyly to lead the way.

In the corridor as bright as day, two people were walking, but there was only one shadow, and only the footsteps of Wo Zining could be heard.

Su Shiyuan didn't realize it himself, but Wo Zining chose to ignore this reality.