A Grass's Bizarre Adventure in Wonderland

"So do you understand? Everything that happens, everyone's karma has its necessity and its unique meaning." Xuan Ye, who woke up from the chaos, floated alone in the dark space , a green ball is surrounding the side, speaking incomprehensible words: "Many times and many things, we tend to have an idea of ​​'if only we did that at that time', but in fact, the reason why you did it at that time Do that just because you have to do it, you will do it, so never regret what happened, know every choice you have made, every word you have said, every thing you have done Everything will bring you different changes and endings, because everything cannot be changed, everything you see is conservative and orderly, just like the stars must shine at night, the sun and the moon are always in two positions Face is a truth."

"Is everything just now my fantasy?" The scene just now is still vivid in my mind, knowing that this is the test given to me by the Lord God, Xuan Ye asked aloud.

"Yes, but no." The ball suddenly transformed into an old man in green robe sitting cross-legged beside Xuan Ye, "These are just one of the infinite possibilities you face, as I said, different choices will lead to different endings. "

"That is to say, if my choice will affect the fate of myself and everyone around me?"

"It's not just you, everyone is like this." The wise eyes of the green-robed old man shone brightly, "Sometimes a lot of things depend on a single thought, and you never know how the choices you make lightly will bring to the fate of others Great change."

"I see. You are telling me to think twice before acting and not to make irreparable mistakes due to impulsiveness?" Finally realizing that the Lord God was admonishing himself, Xuan Ye's tone became more respectful.

"When you can really do this, power will naturally appear in your heart." The green-robed lord god disappeared after speaking, and only Xuan Ye was left thinking quietly in the empty space that was becoming dark again. Thinking about it, this is indeed the case, I have made countless mistakes because of impulse, if I can change this, maybe Hua Yi is still by my side now.With a helpless sigh, Xuan Ye secretly vowed in his heart that he would never act on his will in the future, so as not to do anything he regretted.

"Who is it!" Xuan Ye came back to the still space from the hole of nothingness, and realized that something was wrong, put on the real dragon armor and sacrificed the Xuan halberd, holding it tightly in his hand to be careful, when suddenly a white shadow appeared in the In front of him, he habitually stabbed with the black halberd but was lightly blocked. Looking at the man with a cold face holding a dust whisk in front of him, he opened his mouth wide in surprise.

Ah... here... where is it?Huayi was groping forward in the endless darkness alone, unable to see the way back, nor the way back.Hua Yi walked alone in the darkness for an unknown amount of time, it seemed like a few minutes, and it seemed as long as millions of years.Hua Yi didn't know why she was trapped here, she just felt that her light body lacked a sense of reality.Knowing that it would be futile to go any further, Hua Yi simply sat in the darkness and hugged her knees tightly and curled up. Maybe a person who was alone in the darkness for a long time would always have some shadows in his heart, and Hua Yi didn't know what he should do at all. Yi began to think back on all her experiences so far, lamenting that she was always being used as a gun to reward her good intentions, and at the same time, there was a helpless smile on the corner of her mouth, but she didn't find anything creeping up and entangled her shadow in the dark.

"Don't you realize that everything you're going through is what you asked for?" There seemed to be a mocking voice in the darkness.

"I just did what I wanted to do. As for the result... how can I control it?" Hua Yi retorted directly.

"You are so selfless and don't care about gains and losses, you only want to help others, but you end up in a miserable situation where everyone scolds and even your soul is exiled to this place of nothingness. Is it really worth it?" The sarcasm in the words is more obvious, " Hua Yi, Hua Yi, you are so stupid, hopelessly stupid."

"I just can't bear to watch others suffer! Is this stupid? I just want to help others, what's wrong!" Huayi raised her decibel a little.

"Don't talk so righteously! In fact, you are only looking for your own value by helping others. After all, you are the most humble and lowly grass and tree god! If there is no Daoist Lu Ya, you are nothing!"

"I do not have!"

"Don't deny it! You are not so noble and selfless at all! You just want others to recognize you and make you feel that you have value!"

"It's not like that! I didn't think about it that way!"

"Hua Yi, Hua Yi, how long are you going to wear that mask of hypocrisy? I feel really sad for you, you can't even face yourself!"

"Shut up!" Huayi's emotions gradually lost control, and her voice became more and more hysterical: "That's not the case at all! I never thought about it that way!"

"Think about it, how did the people you helped treat you? They framed you, planted you, used you, and even wanted to kill you. After others have treated you like this, you still want to help them with all your heart, regardless of your own life. Dare to say that you are not looking for a sense of presence?"

"I said it! I never thought about finding such a thing as presence!" Hua Yi roared angrily, holding her head tightly, her body trembling uncontrollably, her eyes full of horror.

"Still quibbling!"

"I do not have!"

"Look at what you look like now! Look at your hypocritical face! How disgusting!" Hua Yi suddenly appeared in front of him with a fake smile, that smile was perfect and hypocritical, "Look up for yourself , This is what you really look like, how ugly! The hypocrisy is disgusting!"

"this is not me!"

"This is you! It's the self you haven't dared to face! It's the self you've been carefully disguised!"

"To shut up!"

"Why? Guilty? Afraid? Afraid to accept the true self? It's normal for you to do so. Why don't you dare to admit it?"

"Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll tell you to shut up—" Hua Yi, whose restraint was about to collapse, stood up and punched away the illusion in front of her. The illusion turned into smoke and appeared on the other side: "You have done so much for others, you should get something back, now, accept me, so that you have the strength to teach those who bully you and look down on you. "

"I do not need!"

"Then what about Xuan Ye relying on them? Their life and death have nothing to do with you?"

"What do you mean?"

"They will soon face death, not only them, but even the whole prehistoric world will perish hahahaha——"

"What did you say!"

"Hey, as long as you accept me, you will not die, you will become the ruler of the new prehistoric world, and then you will be the supreme existence, no one will dare to bully you and look down on you, you are the only one in the world, how can you Isn't it beautiful?"

"If they're not here, what's the point of me wanting these?" Hua Yi suddenly calmed down, "You don't need to brainwash me or tempt me, I know what I'm doing and what I should do, what you said Those are just conjectures, and they are the dark side of people’s hearts. Yes, I did think about it, but I found that what makes me more happy than finding a sense of existence through doing these things is the touch and joy of others after they get help. Happy, got it!"

"Hahaha——you are really stupid, hopelessly stupid, just like that idiot Liang Qiu!" The sneering voice did not appear after a burst of wild laughter, and only Hua Yi was left curled up again in the darkness. The heart-wrenching words resurfaced in my mind.

Yeah, why am I the only one who has to suffer this?

What am I doing wrong?

I obviously did nothing wrong?

So why exactly?

In the end why ah!

I'm the only one who suffers from this kind of unfair treatment again and again!

Why!

Why in the end!

Due to the uncontrollable anger, Huayi's pupils dilated a little, and her face gradually became ferocious. She reached out to cover her face and tried to suppress her rampage, but found that she couldn't control it at all.The darkness that had been expelled earlier coiled around her heart again, gradually dyeing Huayi's heart into pitch blackness, and she was about to be swallowed by the darkness, and suddenly she was pulled into a warm embrace, and the intense light that burst out shattered the darkness, along with The darkness in Huayi's heart was expelled without a trace.

"Hua Yi!" The sunlight he hadn't seen for a long time stung Hua Yi's eyes, and the familiar voice from his ear completely froze him, "Xuan Ye?! Why are you here!" Pulling back from the darkness, Huayi habitually pushed him away, and saw thousands of expressions flash across his face, sadness, joy, guilt, self-blame, and finally freeze in the joy of regaining what was lost. "Hua Yi, seeing that you are still alive and standing here is the best atonement for me."

"Where is this place?" Hua Yi looked around and saw that she was in the wilderness with beautiful mountains and clear waters, she couldn't help asking in doubt.

"This is one of my newly created mirror worlds. I built it according to your liking." Only then did Hua Yi notice the reason for deliberately keeping a certain distance from them, and she was completely relieved when she saw that he was safe and sound: "That's great, I'm relieved to see that you're fine!"

Hearing the words, Ping Xu couldn't help but stretch out his hand to cover his heart, Hua Yi's warm touch still lingered in his heart, if it wasn't for his saving his life that day, I'm afraid there would be no such person in the world as Ping Xu, and since then he has vowed to The one who gave everything for Huayi didn't want to see Huayi being manipulated arbitrarily, and couldn't agree with the master's idea. He had awakened the main god of Liangqiu as required, and what he had done for her before was also considered repaid. Thanks to Master's nurturing grace.Once the emotional balance is tilted, it will be unstoppable. From that moment on, Pingxu has strengthened his belief and decided to carry it out to the end without regretting it.