The apex of the actress

Most people would not choose to buy a house in a cemetery, and they always feel that it will be a bit unlucky, but this old man's home is nearby.

This place is close to her wife, she can often come to talk to her, the parents are short, plain and trivial, it is obviously a lonely person, but here, it seems that two people are dependent on each other.

No matter it is wind, frost, rain, snow, or scorching heat and winter, she comes every day.

This is the only thing she feels that she still has something to look forward to in life after living for so many years.

Although outsiders do not understand.

They don't understand why they have to pay homage to a dead person every day...

But she knew that if she didn't come to see her, then she would also become a dead person.

The first time Shen Xiwen met the old senior was at her home, so she knew the exact location.

From here to her address, it only takes 10 minutes.

Before Song Zijin left, he followed the old senior's reluctant eyes to look at the photo on the cemetery. It was a beautiful young woman wearing a cheongsam.

The most charming woman she has ever seen.

She probably guessed that her age should be about the same as her own, and she probably guessed why the old man stopped directing movies when his career was in full swing.

She once thought that when a person stood on the altar and announced his withdrawal from the circle, it was because he was afraid that his status would decline in the future and his reputation would be ruined, so he decided to keep the best of himself and leave a legend.

But looking at it now, she felt faintly in her heart that it should have something to do with the woman on the tombstone.

The senior has always lived alone. Although she is old, she can take care of her own life. Occasionally, she will find a part-time worker to help clean up, so the house is still tidy and clean.

Everyone was very quiet on the road, and the old man didn't speak until he got home: "You must not like being treated as another person..."

Song Zijin was silent.

It was true at the beginning, she didn't like being treated as someone else, but when she saw the light in the old man's eyes later, she felt that if she could make an old senior happy, it seemed nothing.

Anyway, she was only acting as that person temporarily.

The old man suddenly laughed again, but it was not a joy from the heart, but a bit sad.

"Actually, I can tell the difference. Everyone is unique and there is no substitute."

"I just have one more wish."

"Everyone says that I am a genius director, but what they don't know is that all my works are inspired by my beloved wife. In my works, I rub her different personalities into solid shapes and become One fresh life after another."

"It's like dough, do you know the dough?" The old man said and drew a circle with his hand, "It's what is used to steam steamed buns. On a piece of dough, many small doughs can be separated. After these small doughs are finally shaped, They are separate entities, but in fact, they are one in themselves."

It's been a long time since she was so happy as today. When she was in a good mood, she immediately talked more. After she finished making the analogy to Song Zijin, she realized that it was unnecessary, so she wrinkled her face, and her wrinkled face squeezed into a ball , looks very funny.

It is also very sad.

Song Zijin glanced at Shen Xiwen who was silent behind her, smiled and shook his head, "Grandma, please talk more, I like to hear you talk."

The old man was happy again in an instant.

"My first play was a gift for her. We fell in love that year."

"After that, every year or two years, I will make a film for her. I will film for her whatever she likes. In fact, I am not very good at all. Other directors are only as good as a film from the preparation to the end. A few months, but I need to prepare for a year or two."

"At the age of 25, we got married."

"She is not like an adult at all, she has a child's heart, but in career, she supports me as always."

The smile on the old man's face suddenly disappeared, leaving only endless regret.

"At the age of 30, she accompanied me to the snow mountain to shoot a scene, and encountered an avalanche. Now I am still alive, but she has become a ghost."

The old man didn't speak anymore, and she is still alive now, but her heart died with that person that day.

For 55 years, she blamed herself for the original accident for 55 years, but no matter how much she repented, the person she loved would never come back.

How much she wanted to go with her, but she still had to bring a gift to atone for her sins. If she was empty-handed like this, that person would definitely be unhappy...

In her life, she had given endings to many people, but she couldn't write her own ending.

The scene 30 years ago was originally filmed for her wife, and she wrote the script neatly and word by word.

That play was different from other plays.

That scene was written by her herself, and it belonged to their story.

She wanted to film this movie in her lifetime, so that she could explain something even if she went to see her wife in the future.

She wants to tell her wife, "In my life, no matter how many movies I have made or how much I have achieved, it is all because of you. If you are gone, I will not care about anything."

Yep, she's always wanted to do this drama, she just couldn't find the right candidate.

When she first met Shen Xiwen, she felt that she was as beautiful as possible, but she was not like her beloved wife, but more like herself.

But at that time, she also felt that perhaps Shen Xiwen would bring her another suitable candidate.

now……

She looked at the two little girls who were right in front of her, and took out a mahogany box from the locked drawer, which contained the wish book that had been sealed for many years.

Song Zijin looked at the pasted script, which had obvious tear marks.

Yes, because of this drama, how could she not hate her after losing her beloved wife?

It's just that she didn't know why the old man chose to face it bravely.

Song Zijin didn't dare to ask. Although the scar had scabbed over, digging it up would still be a heart-thirsty pain.

The old senior handed the script to her tremblingly, with a faint smile on his lips: "Once a person gets old, he thinks about it. Now I just want to prepare a satisfactory gift for my wife before meeting my wife."

The old senior is different from ordinary people. Ordinary people are most afraid of death, but when she talks about life and death, she is joyful from the bottom of her heart.

Song Zijin thought, the senior has guarded her wife for 55 years, so he must be impatient to meet that person...

There is only one 55 years in life.

But she used it all to guard a wisp of dead soul.

Song Zijin didn't dare to accept this script, she would rather be a stand-in.

That script carried all the expectations and loves of the old senior in his life, and she was very afraid that if she didn't do well, she would live up to her wish.

But if you don't answer it, it seems to be a disappointment.

Song Zijin was in a dilemma, and could only look at Shen Xiwen as if asking for help.

Shen Xiwen took over for her first, this decision was not made hastily.

Ever since the senior recognized Song Zijin and was willing to tell her past stories, she knew that Song Zijin would get this script.

She believed Song Zijin could do it.

Moreover, the old man doesn't have much time left. Song Zijin is the person closest to her beloved wife. She is the first person that the senior thinks is suitable after searching for decades. keep looking.

The old man turned his gaze to Shen Xiwen, and smiled at her to express his gratitude.

"Go back and read the script and think about it carefully. If you really don't want to shoot, you can refuse." She looked at Song Zijin again, at the person who had the shadow of her beloved wife.

"I'm a little tired, goodbye!"

Whether to see you again, she didn't know.

But she looks forward to seeing you again.

Song Zijin and Shen Xiwen bid her farewell politely, and when they went out again, their hearts were much heavier.

"Do you really think I can do it?" If she hadn't faced such high expectations, Song Zijin might not have doubted herself, but now, she couldn't guarantee what she would look like in the end.

Shen Xiwen held her hand tightly, the palm was her usual warmth, just like her personality.

"You can definitely do it!"

Song Zijin remained silent. If it were before, she would have kept 100% trust in Shen Xiwen's words, but now she is still a little flustered.

She hadn't thought clearly about whether to take this drama, but she thought about another thing.

The two returned to the car, and as soon as Ji Yao saw them, she put on her earphones in advance to avoid being fed dog food later.

"Shen Xiwen." After the vehicle started, the scenery along the way kept changing. Song Zijin knew the general changes of those scenery. There must be tall buildings behind the shade of trees, but she didn't know the specific appearance of those tall buildings and what kind of surroundings would be around. environment.

The same is true of life, you know its general trajectory, but you don't know what else is waiting for you in this trajectory.

She shifted her eyes from the scenery to Shen Xiwen, her eyes fixed, it was rare to be so solemn.

"What's wrong?" Shen Xiwen met her eyes.

Whenever Song Zijin looked like this, there must be something to announce.

She knows her all too well.

"How about, let's make it public..." Song Zijin suddenly didn't want to wait any longer. Even if it is made public now, it doesn't matter if others say that she is not worthy of Shen Xiwen. Anyway, one day, she will be worthy of her.

"it is good."

Shen Xiwen turned her head calmly, without saying another word.

She seemed to react coldly, but in fact she was excited and didn't know how to answer.

The last time I was in this mood was when Song Zijin agreed to be her girlfriend.

If it weren't for Song Zijin's reluctance at first, she really wanted to show off to the world that she had found her lover, and she wanted to introduce her to everyone she knew, telling them, "Look, I have liked her for many years, from now on, She's mine now."

This kind of behavior is extremely childish, but it is also what she wants to do most.

"If you don't want to, forget it first."

Although this kind of thing does not require the person concerned to be very happy, Shen Xiwen's indifference is beyond Song Zijin's expectations.

She suddenly remembered that for so many years, Shen Xiwen had never had any scandals, and her fans also liked that she kept herself clean.

She used to only think about herself, but she never thought about whether Shen Xiwen would be afraid of losing fans.

If Shen Xiwen really doesn't want to do it now, she doesn't mind anything.

Song Zijin lowered his eyes, although he was a little disappointed, he could understand.

"I've been waiting for your words." Shen Xiwen spoke suddenly, her voice was like a spring breeze, brushing Song Zijin's cheeks and dripping into her heart.

Song Zijin raised his head, just as he wanted her to say it again, his lips were kissed.

The man's eyes were shining with stars, and there were bright stars.

There is what she wants, the answer about her life.