you lost me

Jiang Huangzhi, who had been sleeping at home for a few days, had a fever again as expected, which was worse than last time, and the fever reached [-] degrees. This time, the doctor not only gave him an infusion, but also prescribed a lot of medicine.

The oppressive atmosphere in the hospital made Jiang Huangzhi breathless.

Recalling the psychiatrist who came to the hospital, the doctor asked him: "Do you sometimes lose hope in life? Want to escape?"

The doctor was asking him implicitly: Have you ever thought about dying?

Jiang Juanzhi shook his head and denied, "No."

This is true, because of the existence of Yu Ming, he never thought about death, at least he would not think about such extreme things when he was awake.

This made his psychiatrist heave a sigh of relief, and he didn't increase the dosage of the medicine. He told him as always: "Make more friends, relax more, find something you like to do, don't stay alone all the time, it's not good for the condition. "

it is good……

"Cough, cough, cough." Jiang Juanzhi took off his mask and coughed until his lungs were hypoxic.

Qin You pricked the needle for him a few times, and patted his back lightly: "Why are you weaker than girls, I really don't want to see you in the hospital."

A little girl who was waiting for the infusion was very dissatisfied and said, "Who said girls are weak! It's human nature to be sick!"

"Yeah." Jiang Huanzhi put on his mask again.

"Little beauty, are you afraid of pain?" Qin You lowered her voice, "It won't hurt if my sister blows to you."

The little girl glanced at her: "Auntie, hurry up, I have to go home and do my homework after the infusion."

Jiang Huangzhi pursed his mouth under the mask, holding back a smile.

Qin You is a chatterbox, the kind who can't stop talking: "Why are you here alone, where are your parents?"

"My mother sent me here and went back to work. She will pick me up after the infusion." The little girl just "hissed" when the needle pierced the delicate skin.

Qin You touched her soft little hand: "Aren't you alone when you get an injection alone?"

The little girl looked at Jiang Huangzhi with a sweet smile: "This brother is also alone, why is he so lonely, two people together make two people."

"Besides, my mother is just busy, and it's not that she really doesn't care about me."

Jiang Huanzhi softened his heart to the innocent but sensible little girl: "You are really sensible. When I was your age, I had to cry in my mother's arms for a long time after getting an injection."

"Why haven't I seen you cry now." Qin You put away the tools.

Jiang Huanzhi paused, and said softly, "Why are you crying when you grow up?"

When I was a child, I could vent my grievances unscrupulously in front of my family. When I grow up, I have nowhere to express my sufferings. I can't digest them even if I chew them up and swallow them in my stomach.

Qin You has a job and can't chat with them all the time.

"Brother, I have a magic." The little girl mysteriously clenched her non-injected hand into a fist and stretched it out in front of Jiang Luzhi's eyes.

"What magic?" Jiang Juzhi had a smile in his eyes.

She stretched out her fisted hand, with a dandelion sticker on her palm.

"My mother posted this to me. She said that the flower language of dandelion is strong and fearless. She hopes that I can have my own sky even if I leave her like dandelion~"

Jiang Huangzhi felt that this little girl had a mind that did not belong to her peers, she was very interesting and knew a lot of truths that belonged to her.

"I know from watching TV that there is one person in the world besides my parents who will love me very much."

Jiang Wangzhi didn't expect to talk about this topic, so he didn't want to say anything more, so he asked, "Who else is there?"

The little girl sat on the chair, her legs couldn't reach the ground, she dangled her two short legs and said, "A boy I don't know, he will wait for me when I grow up."

Jiang Wangzhi asked her suspiciously: "Do you know him?"

The little girl shook her head: "He will be the best person in the world, just like the prince in a fairy tale."

The world of children is pure, they have infinite reverie about the future, they just wait for time to teach them that not all love is as beautiful as in fairy tales...

Jiang Huangzhi would not do such cruel things: "Well, yes, you will grow up obediently now, and now your parents treat you the best."

The little girl's infusion dose was small, and she was quickly picked up by her mother who rushed over, leaving only Jiang Huan in the infusion area, and Qin You who came to see her whenever she was free.

"Brother, are you okay? Please, please send it to me."

Qin You answered a phone call that made her furious: "Oh, my brother is really sick. He bought a parrot and thought it was too noisy, so he insisted on giving it to me. I'm so busy every day, how can I have time to raise it? Please treat it after cooking it Eat parrot soup to replenish your body."

"Parrot?" Jiang Huanzhi, who was nearing the end of the infusion, became more energetic, "Is it the kind that can imitate human speech?"

After confirming that there was no one around, Qin You sat down next to him: "Yeah, my brother is an editor, the kind who calls all day to urge manuscripts. He said that parrots learn from him all day long, and the author listens to the phone like a duet."

"Or, I'll buy it." Jiang Juzhi touched his pocket, remembering that Qin You's wallet was still there, "Xiaoyou...my wallet."

"Ah, no! It's great that you can help raise it. I don't want to eat parrot meat." Qin You took out Jiang Huazhi's wallet from his white coat, "Hey, hey, you don't put money in your wallet, but take it with you."

Indeed, he forgot to put in the money, Jiang Huangzhi took it with some embarrassment: "I'll give it to you next time."

"I said no, you don't think of me as a friend too much." Qin You took out his mobile phone and called his brother.

"Brother, I have found my next home. You can send the birdcage and the bird to Jiang Wangzhi's home, and bring some gifts by the way, what a trouble you have solved!"

Qin You turned on the loudspeaker, and Qin You asked across the phone: "Jiang Ruzhi, where is your address? I'll send it to you later."

Jiang Huangzhi had no choice but to report the address.

"It's so far away, it might be a little later, don't mind." There was a sound of typing on the keyboard on the phone, presumably he was still working.

"It can be delivered tomorrow, too."

Qin You quickly said: "No, it can't stay in my house anymore, I will go crazy."

After hanging up the phone, Jiang Huangzhi's infusion was also finished, Qin You said: "If you feel better tomorrow, you won't need to use the infusion. Take the medicine on time and you will recover soon."

"Thank you."

After leaving the hospital, Jiang Huanzhi bought a lot of vegetables on the way home. His physical fitness is too bad to eat instant noodles, but he hasn't cooked for so long, and he doesn't know how good he is.

As a result, after staying in the kitchen for a long time, I found that the seasoning sauce had expired, so I had to cook a pot of tomato and egg noodles, and the taste was okay with a little salt.

Turn on the TV, the weather forecast is another rainstorm warning, and it will rain endlessly after autumn...

Ding dong.

The doorbell rang, and Jiang Juzhi opened the door. Qin You carried a brand new white birdcage, inside which was a green parrot with a small red mouth chirping: "Hello! Hello!"

Qin You entered the house apologetically, and hung the birdcage on the window sill: "I'll trouble you to take care of the chicken."

"Chicken? Isn't this a parrot?" Jiang Juzhi poked its little wings with his finger.

Qin You rubbed his sore arm and sat on the sofa: "It looks like a chicken."

"Do you know why it bothers you?" Jiang Juanzhi sat on the carpet in front of the noodle bowl.

"I don't know." Qin You casually looked at the noodles in his bowl, and swallowed.

"Chicken is a dignified parrot." Jiang Juanzhi picked up the bowl, and happened to meet his gaze, "Do you want to eat? I still have it in the pot."

Qin You said happily: "Is that okay? Then I won't be polite."

"It might not taste good, because only salt is added." Jiang Huangzhi scooped out all the noodles left in the kitchen and handed them to him.

"Thank you, it's definitely better than instant noodles." The taste is indeed very light, but Qin You is a person who is easily satisfied. Urge out the work in your hand."

Jiang Huanzhi put a piece of chopsticks noodles in his mouth in a gentle manner, swallowed and said, "Are you a manga editor?"

"No." Qin You said, "It's the editor of romance novels."

Qin You mentioned the title of a very popular magazine at the moment. Although it is a series of short romantic stories without nutrition, the monthly sales volume should not be underestimated.

"Editor-in-chief? Very powerful." Jiang Huangzhi was full after a few mouthfuls, and when he put down his chopsticks, he turned off the TV.

"It's okay, I'm still exhausted." Qin You stacked two bowls together, holding the chopsticks, "Is the kitchen right there?"

Jiang Huanzhi stood up: "I'll do it."

"There's no reason not to wash the dishes for nothing." Qin You went into the kitchen, squeezed in dish soap skillfully, and turned on the tap to rinse the dishes.

Inexplicably, the tall figure overlapped with the person in the memory, Jiang Juanzhi leaned against the door and said in a low voice, "Thank you."

Qin You smiled and turned back: "You're welcome, I'll come to Cengfan again when I have time, but next time I need to add seasoning."

It was about to rain heavily, Qin You didn't stay long, and went back after talking about the precautions for Xiaoji.

Jiang Huanzhi put his hand into the birdcage, and the chick jumped onto his index finger very docilely, fluttering its wings, not at all as irritable as Qin You described, it was too cute.

"Chicken." Jiang Juzhi sat cross-legged on the carpet and called it.

"Hello." The parrot's voice was very similar to that of a human.

"chick."

"Hello."

Jiang Huangzhi thought for a while, and changed his name: "Qin You."

"Qin You." Chick is definitely the best among parrots, and he learns quickly.

"Jiang Huanzhi."

"Wang Wang Wang."

Is three words too hard for it?Jiang Huanzhi thought about it, and finally said carefully: "Yu Ming."

"Yu Ming." Xiaoji poked his head forward, imitating it perfectly.

"Yu Ming."

"Yu Ming."

……

Jiang Juzhile repeated these two, and Xiaoji took the trouble to follow suit.

"Yu Ming."

The chick was silent for a while this time, and the little paw moved two steps on the finger.

Jiang Juanzhi lowered his head and said with breath without making a sound: "I love you."

"Yu Ming, I love you."

The little chicken connected the two sentences together: "Yu Ming, I love you! Yu Ming, I love you!" Spreading its wings, it repeated several times.

Jiang Juzhi was amused by it, and the whole living room was full of one person, one bird, talking and laughing.It was obviously very fun and interesting, but the corners of Jiang Juzhi's eyes were moistened a lot. I don't know if it was because he laughed too freely or something.

Why is this scene so sad?