bear prince in spring

When I was in college, I saw a passage from Mr. Tie Ning, and I only remembered it when I crawled the grid recently. She said, "I am not a celibate. I also have good expectations for marriage, but I have always been prepared to be disappointed. Because I feel that only by being prepared for disappointment can we usher in hope, but maybe I am not fully prepared.”

Lan Kun thought, either he couldn't cultivate well, or he had gone mad.

He called Zhu Mo and said, still cautious, as if he owed him, "If you are busy recently, the cat can be fostered with me."

Zhu Mo agreed, and for a long time to come, he really didn't give any news.

On the contrary, I can see Chang Mingluo occasionally.The young master dozed off on the back seat of the car that took him to school, he seemed to be not interested in everything, but he could eat, even though he was still a picky eater.Lan Kun tried to feed him chocolate cream cake according to his own taste, but the young master still disliked it but accepted it.

Chang Mingluo said that Zhu Mo has recently been busy changing the club, and he was the previous minister.This is a very good thing.

Everything seems to be gradually back on track, except that Lan Kun occasionally feels that he misses Zhu Mo a little bit.It's not the kind of hurt seeing the scene that reminds me of something specifically, or simply thinking about this person a little bit.

A friend told him: You must be lonely. There is a new bar on the corner of the street. It is a joint venture between brothers and sisters. Do you want to come and play?

Of course, you can’t open it blatantly. The store manager carefully set a few store rules with rimless glasses. When people enter the store, they won’t be as chaotic as some people think.

Lan Kun ordered a cup of Long Island iced tea and sat there in a daze. His friend's pearly sequins came over, "Why, I've been sitting here drinking alone since the beginning. I just saw someone come to chat with you, and it didn't work out?"

Lan Kun glanced at him, but said nothing.

His vacancy period was too long, and he didn't even bother to find a partner.

"Don't you still miss your little beauty?" His friend teased him, "What kind of person makes you miss him so much? If you ask me, he might not be as good as the boy who just came in. Just look at him! That figure, that face!"

Lan Kun thought, how do you know you can't compare, it's exactly the same.

Zhu Mo stood outside the crowd, nodded slightly to talk to people.He is a natural light source, even standing in the dark is enough to attract the attention of others.Half of the people in the bar cast their eyes on him, and for a moment Lan Kun felt that he was like a big argali in a pack of thin wolves.

This made him a little uncomfortable, so he walked over, approached Zhu Mo and asked, "Why are you here? Are you not busy?"

Zhu Mo seemed not expecting to see him, and didn't care too much about his tone of checking the post. After greeting him, he nodded, "It's over. They took me out to play."

"Come out to play..." Lan Kun frowned, "Do you know where this is?"

"Gay, right? I don't know much about it." I never thought that Zhu Mozhen's words were amazing, "They brought me to this kind of place to see."

Lan Kun's tongue was a little knotted, but he was still nervous, "Don't you think...unacceptable?"

"……well enough."

Someone shouted from the other side, "Brother Mo, this way!"

Zhu Mo's classmates, or friends, stood there surrounded by a shy little boy.The little boy blushed and peeked over, to be more precise, he was looking at Zhu Mo - the other people probably couldn't see them now, and whispered something to the people next to him from time to time, obviously planning for the current situation for a long time.The light from Kazuki's feasting and feasting lights illuminated that white and bare skin like a piece of cream cake.

"Yeah." Zhu Mo didn't notice it, maintaining the dullness and self-consciousness that a straight man of 20 years should have.He nodded to Lan Kun, "Then I'll go first, see you later."

He took two steps, stopped, turned around and looked at Lan Kun, with a little helplessness in his eyes.

Lan Kun thought that not all feelings are uncontrollable, and not all likings are involuntary.He has not been doing well enough, his age and experience are placed there, compared to Zhu Mo, he should be calmer and more self-controlled...

Lan Kun grabbed Zhu Mo's hand at the corner of his clothes and struggled, finally exhausting his strength in vain, but his movements remained unchanged.He stammered and said to Zhu Mo, "I, um, I still have a vacant room in my house. I just want to ask, now that you have a place to live, do you still want to rent a house?"

Zhu Mo raised his eyebrows, and didn't know how he reacted to Lan Kun's incoherent words.The group of people were still calling him, and Lan Kun heard him speak without any emotion, "You are drunk, let go."

Lan Kun didn't move, and looked down at the floor, not daring to look up.

Then Lan Kun felt that Zhu Mo came to break his finger, it must have used a little strength, and it hurt a little.Lankun stood there dumbly, not knowing what to do next.

Zhu Mo grabbed his stiff fingers, sighed after a long silence, and said to a boy who came to see the situation, "He drank too much, I want to send him home."

"Don't disappoint!" The boy was obviously not happy, so he glanced at Lan Kun again, and asked Zhu Mo vigilantly, "Who is this person?"

"My former landlord." Zhu Mo said casually.Two drunks who were helping each other bumped into each other, so he took Lan Kun into his arms. "Just wait for me, I'll come back after seeing him off."

The boy is not good to say anything.

Zhu Mo sent Lan Kun back to his own home.The cat was very happy to see him, and walked around him twice to hug him.

Zhu Mo helped the cat open canned cat food, poured warm water for Lan Kun and prepared hangover medicine to put on the bedside. Because it was cold at night, he closed the window, adjusted the temperature of the air conditioner, put Lan Kun on the bed and covered him with a quilt. Even changed the water for the turtle.Everything is done in an orderly and thoughtful manner.And then he left without explaining anything, the door was closed softly, everything that should be done has been done, and tomorrow I don't know if I will send another message and call to ask politely about the situation.

Lying on the bed, Lan Kun curled up into a ball, thinking in a daze, maybe they will be thankful for maintaining such a friendship in a while.Then after a long time, it was not a breakup or a dispute, but there was no reason to contact me anymore.Even if it's hard, you can still say to yourself: Ah, that's it, after all, I can't go back.Then feel at ease about all the helplessness of acceptance.

But now he really feels really uncomfortable...

The cat kept scratching at the window. Zhu Mo parked the car outside just now, and it was Chang Mingluo who forced someone to ration him.Lan Kun always felt that if Zhu Mo really wanted it, Chang Mingluo could really give him Youchang. It is said that this was one of the reasons why Zhu Mo ran away from home.Apart from his own indifference, the young master really treats this righteous brother as his family.And no matter how unassuming Zhu Mo is, he is still a rich young man who is liked by many people, so there is no reason to always wait and get used to Lan Kun's entanglements.

Lan Kun got up and got out of bed, hugged the cat in his arms, and opened the window.The autumn wind blows in, making it a little cooler.

He thought, what he was thinking about now was very embarrassing, like disgrace... It doesn't matter whether it's hypocrisy, dignity, or a mixture of the two. Gradually, he became the kind of person he hated the most, with a stern face and constant involvement.

The mobile phone in Lan Kun's hand rang a few times before it was connected. He could hear the people on the opposite side booing and joking. There were men and women.

"Zhu Mo." Lan Kun's whole head is not clear now, and he is groggy.He put his head on the window frame and said, "I'm sorry, the cat ran out when I opened the window. I don't know where it went."

"Maybe I'll run away tomorrow." He hiccupped, feeling the cold moon smiling at him, "Could you come over and help me find it."