All men are like my ex

After dinner, Shi Yinan's hands were full of the smell of sea prawns, and there were still orange prawn yellows between his fingers, which needed to be washed carefully to wash them off, while Bai Yichen's fingers were clean and pink. The tip is like a bud branch, just looking at it feels pleasing to the eye.

He got up and wanted to clean up the dishes on the table, but Shi Yinan stopped him with his hand and said, "You've been tired all day, go take a shower and rest first, Bai Weihuan and I will clean up these things."

But today he didn't do anything at all, and Shi Yinan and Bai Weihuan helped prepare the cumbersome ingredients for dinner, so Bai Yichen was stunned when he heard that, and said to Shi Yinan with a smile: "I didn't do anything today, Besides, Mr. Bai is a guest, how can we let him pack these things?"

"It's okay, I'm used to helping my mother clean up at home." Bai Weihuan had already heard Shi Yinan's warnings and threats, so he only dared to echo Shi Yinan's words, not deny them.

Shi Yinan added: "I will give him a salary increase."

"That doesn't work either." Bai Yichen rolled up his sleeves and stacked everyone's empty bowls together. The short four words showed his persistence.

Shi Yinan understood Bai Yichen's temperament, and knew that once he made a decision on some matters, even ten trains would not be able to pull him back, but he also felt that Bai Yichen was so persistent because Bai Weihuan was a "guest".

So Shi Yinan said to Bai Weihuan: "Then you go back first, Yichen and I can clean up here."

"Huh?" Bai Weihuan didn't expect Shi Yinan to change his mind so quickly, before he recovered, Shi Yinan had already pushed and pushed him to leave.

"Can I really go, Mr. Shi?" Bai Weihuan asked in a low voice.

Shi Yinan urged him: "Get out of here."

Bai Weihuan asked again: "Then can I still raise my salary?"

Shi Yinan glared at him: "You don't even wash the dishes, you still want to raise your salary?"

"Then I'd better go wash the dishes, I want to raise my salary." Bai Weihuan said frankly, how easy it is to wash the dishes, much easier than those things in the company.

"You better go, don't think about it." Shi Yinan sneered.

"Alas..." Bai Wei sighed happily, took his coat and left in frustration.

When Shi Yinan sent him to the door, he suddenly said without beginning and end: "Don't call Yichen 'Mr. Bai' from now on."

Bai Weihuan was stunned for two seconds, and subconsciously asked, "Ah? Why?"

Shi Yinan would not admit it, he was upset because he heard Bai Yichen also call Bai Weihuan "Mr. In short, you change your name, and if you do well, I will give you a salary increase."

After he finished speaking, he didn't even glance at Bai Weihuan's expression after hearing his words, he turned around and went back to the villa to look for Bai Yichen.

When he walked to the door of the kitchen, Bai Yichen was wearing an apron and was arranging the dishes in front of the counter, carefully putting them into the dishwasher one by one. Because of the movement of bowing his head, his neck was exposed a lot, and it was as slender as the long neck of a white swan, which could be broken with light force.

This should have been a warm scene, but when Shi Yinan looked at Bai Yichen, he felt soft and astringent in his heart. He stepped forward and hugged Bai Yichen from behind, wrapped his arms around his waist, and squeezed hard. He tightened his grip a little bit, hugged Bai Yichen tightly in his arms, and sighed softly: "You go take a shower first, I'll just wash these dishes."

Bai Yichen was taken aback by Shi Yinan's sudden approach, and when he came back to his senses, he spread his oily hands and kissed Shi Yinan's chin from the side, and said as if to comfort him, "Why are you here to help?" Busy, there's a dishwasher here."

"I've washed it for you before." Shi Yinan let go of him, walked to his side and snatched those bowls from Bai Yichen's hands without any explanation, "Since there is a dishwasher, it would be even better. Just come and get it, you go take a shower and change your pajamas first."

Bai Yichen couldn't compete with him, so he could only wash his hands, put his arms around Shi Yinan's neck and kissed his face, and said, "Then I'll go take a shower first."

"Okay." Shi Yinan brought his right cheek closer and said to him with a smile, "I want this side too."

Bai Yichen smiled, raised his head and kissed him on the right cheek, making a "boom".

Even though they were two people in their 20s, they were stickier than ordinary couples, so the smile on Bai Yichen's face remained until he went back to the bedroom and saw the smile on his face in the bathroom mirror. smile.

He was slightly taken aback, and kept the smile on his face, leaned closer to the mirror and looked at himself carefully, but there was a difference between a smile that couldn't help but a smile that was deliberately maintained, even though Bai Yichen tried hard to maintain it, the smile still lost its original shape of nature.He stretched out his thin white fingers, gently stroked the corner of his own lips, and then brushed across the eyebrows of the person in the mirror.

The person in the mirror had pale skin, blood was hard to see, and his peach blossom eyes, which were flushed from a smile, were slightly narrowed, which made him look sickly and flirtatious.His youthful appearance had faded away, the browbones were engraved with the warmth and restraint left by the years, but he was still as beautiful as ever.

Bai Yichen always knew that he was good-looking, otherwise his animal-like adoptive father would not have stopped beating him after he grew up, but he had a dirtier mind.

But even though God is so merciful to him and makes the passage of time slow down on his body, Bai Yichen still found a few faint fine lines at the corners of his eyes when he almost pressed his face to the mirror .

Bai Yichen sighed with some annoyance—his best years had already passed away while waiting for Shi Yinan.

If it was in the past, Bai Yichen was convinced that Shi Yinan loved him deeply, this kind of deep love was enough to resist the erosion of the years, and after they grew old together, they would definitely still love each other as before.

But later Shi Yinan left without hesitation and shattered Bai Yichen's dream, and he realized that Shi Yinan's love for him was not so deep, maybe when he was old, Shi Yinan was in a high position and had a lot of money. He would cheat when he was surrounded by beautiful women. Maybe it was only because of guilt and the beauty of first love that this heartless man still loves him so much.

Shi Yi Nan cannot be allowed to leave him.

From the time when Shi Yinan appeared in front of him again, Bai Yichen's only obsession was this one, no matter whether Shi Yinan was willing or not, he would never allow Shi Yinan to leave again.

Bai Yichen hooked the corners of his lips, took a hot bath, wiped some moisturizing lotion on his face, and went to bed, wrapped in a dark red nightgown, reading a book by the bedside lamp.

After Shi Yinan opened the door and came in, what he saw was Bai Yichen's thin white legs crossed on the quilt, he walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, held Bai Yichen's calf and kissed his ankle.

Sensing the soft touch on his leg, Bai Yichen put down the book and looked at Shi Yinan, at the same time he raised his other foot, and put it on Shi Yinan's leg.

"I'll take a shower first." Shi Yinan said to Bai Yichen, stroking Bai Yichen's fair ankle.

"Go." Bai Yichen lay down in another position, and continued to lift the book to cover his face. He looked serious and abstinent, but his words from the back of the book made people feel hot all over, "I'll wait for you on the bed."

Shi Yinan took a deep breath, pulled up the corner of the quilt on the side, and covered Bai Yichen: "I'll cover you with the quilt later, and you'll be sick again later."

Bai Yichen put down the book after he entered the bathroom, looked at the closed door of the bathroom and raised his eyebrows, then kicked off the quilt, turned over and got out of bed, and opened the drawer to bring him up from downstairs. Drink the water for the medicine, then turn off the light in the room, and kiss Shi Yinan when he comes out of the bathroom.

In a daze, Bai Yichen thought of their ridiculous time in college again.

After everything was over, Shi Yinan kissed him in the dark and asked, "Shall we go take a bath? I'll help you wash, or you won't sleep well, right?"

"No need." Bai Yichen hugged him and shook his head, "I'm really sleepy, don't bother me, I'm going to sleep..."

Bai Yichen was really sleepy, Shi Yinan was so physically strong, he hugged him for over an hour, and his medicine started to work, and now he was so sleepy that he could hardly open his eyes, so he had to pull the quilt over his body to cover it up , murmured in a low voice: "No... I'm going to sleep..."

"But you will really get sick." As long as it was about Bai Yichen's health, Shi Yinan's attitude was always tough, but after he finished speaking, he didn't get any response from the young man. He turned on the light and saw that Bai Yichen Yichen lay on his chest with his eyes closed, breathing heavily, apparently falling asleep.

Shi Yinan turned on the light and waited for a while. After Bai Yichen fell asleep more soundly, he lifted the quilt covering the two of them, went to the bathroom, filled the bathtub with hot water, and adjusted the water temperature to a certain level. The temperature was extremely comfortable, and then returned to the bedroom to carefully lift Bai Yichen from the bed, and went to the bathroom to clean his body.

The body in his arms was extremely light, clean and fair, his skin was so pale that there was no blood at all, and his ribs were so thin that he could almost see his ribs—there was really no extra flesh on Bai Yichen's body, as if he had given birth The serious illness that is almost dead, the serious illness is entangled, and the illness disappears like a thread, that's why he is so weak.

It's a little funny to say, after Shi Yinan came back, this was the first time he saw Bai Yichen naked, because in the past days, Bai Yichen always turned off the lights when he had sex with him, and he was not allowed to turn on the lights. Lamp, and usually wear pajamas when lying on the bed, and always do not expose the body.So when Shi Yinan saw his body today, he suddenly realized that Bai Yichen had really lost a lot of weight. Even in the most difficult days when he just graduated, he had never been so thin.

At this moment, Bai Yichen, who was lying in the bathtub with his eyes closed and motionless, gave Shi Yinan an illusion, as if he had died.Shi Yinan had to put his palm on his chest, feel the weak beating of the heart in his chest, to be sure that Bai Yichen was still alive.

Why is Bai Yichen dying like this?

There is no need to think about this question, Shi Yinan can know the answer, but this answer Shi Yinan dare not admit it, because it will undoubtedly cut his heart out and throw it in the sun so that everyone can see what kind of man he is. Scum.

He scrambled in the mall and used all kinds of shady means to achieve his goal. Anyone who knew him knew what a vicious, vicious and despicable person he was.Shi Yinan himself admits that he is a brute with no conscience, he has almost no feelings of pity, sympathy, shame, guilt, etc. that normal people should have. This may have something to do with his childhood experience, but the experience It's just another factor, the biggest possibility is that he was born with a cold heart and no heart.

But there is one person who is an exception. He once thought that if he used his indifference and ruthlessness on this person, he would suffer retribution, and he would definitely grow old in self-blame and guilt for the rest of his life. There will never be such a day.

But he did it in the end, no matter how he evaded, the fact is like this - he betrayed his lover for power and money, and left the person who loves him the most in this world and will never leave him.

Shi Yinan didn't have any expression on his face, his facial features were deep and his brows were always slightly furrowed, which made him look serious and indifferent, even a bit dark, so his enemies would not dare to despise this opponent just because of his youth.

He still has this expression now, looking calm and reliable, but his breathing has become disordered, his hands are trembling slightly, and the shame and shame that had been suppressed during the day struck again, whipping his remaining conscience. , Shi Yinan took a deep breath, and persuaded himself in his heart: You have come back now, and you will not leave, Bai Yichen still loves you that much, and you have countless time in the future to make up for past mistakes.

After repeating this three times, Shi Yinan finally calmed down a bit, he half hugged Bai Yichen, and cleaned his body with his hands.

Maybe Bai Yichen was really tired, this kind of movement didn't wake him up, he just moved a little uncomfortably, the left hand that was resting on Shi Yinan's neck dropped and hit the edge of the bathtub, making a "bang" The dull sound was extremely painful to hear, but he still didn't wake up, only hummed twice in pain.

On the contrary, Shi Yinan was startled by him, and quickly grabbed Bai Yichen's wrist to check if he had hurt himself, but upon seeing that, Shi Yinan's whole body froze suddenly.