[CM] Paradise Nostalgia

When the alarm clock shook his body for the sixth time, Uriah's long-simmering anger finally broke out, sitting up abruptly and throwing it out of the window viciously.

She was motionless, with a gloomy face, waiting for the nerves that were tearing at each other to calm down again. This process was very long, but luckily it came to an end. Uriah brushed her hair back with her hands, glanced at the red date marked on the desk calendar, and walked into the bathroom irritatedly.

The flight to Germany is at 03:30 this afternoon. There are still about seven hours before Maeve Donovan dies. Last time she tried to persuade her to report the crime, she was not friendly, and the other party also said that she was nosy and did not want to get involved Reid, but the two parties broke up unhappy. She despised the female doctor in her heart, acted hypocritically, and underestimated BAU. On the other hand, she was depressed because she knew the ending in advance but could not explain it.

Uriah knew that some words could be seen in the other person's eyes even without saying them. When Reid avoided his eyes and turned to leave, she knew that she had lost him.

Every time I think back to that moment, my heart hurts.

The breakfast on the table didn't stimulate any appetite at all. Uriah stayed in the living room for a long time like a family's bones, and finally sighed wearily. She had already sworn that she would never appear in Reid's life this time, although the current The circumstances were a little off, but considering she was flying to Germany soon and wouldn't be back for at least two years, it should be negligible.

And Maeve, she doesn't know what method to use to save her life, she is not God, nor is she the Virgin, she always remembers several victims and serial killers in her head, but... how can she survive without being exposed? How about saving the lives of others without threatening your own safety?

Uriah had to admit that she was cowardly and despicable, she chose to ignore, and being silent was equivalent to being an accomplice.

"It doesn't matter anymore." She tore a small piece of toast and chewed it in her mouth. She did it again, not for the safety and happiness of others, but just to witness that person's life well with these eyes worry free.

But do you really want to fly away today?It doesn't matter if you postpone it for a day, if you leave at this time, you will always feel a little bit unable to let go! Uriah beat his chest angrily and called the airline with tears in his eyes.

This day is particularly long, the sun sets at a speed comparable to that of a turtle, but the temperature drops very quickly, and Miss Moon lazily rises to mid-air, elegant and bright outside, as if the night is romantic because of her.

Uriah looked at the time, it was already two o'clock in the morning, and she didn't get a text message or a call during this period, just like that time.At that time, she didn't dare to go to him, until later she mustered up the courage to meet him, did he say anything at that time, it seemed that there was only a terrible silence in her impression, he just glanced at her, as if he didn't see her , walked past her without even giving her a chance to apologize.

Apathy, boredom, blame, anger, pain, disappointment—the loved one can kill without any weapons.

Uriah covered his eyes, too bad, couldn't think anymore, almost cried again.She decided not to go on any longer, and now, it was time to turn off the lights and go to bed.She walked heavily to the entrance, pressing her fingers on the switch device. She didn't know what was going on, but her heart trembled a little. She moved her eyes to the door handle, and with caution and suspicion, she pushed the door lock and pushed it away——

Unprepared to see a miracle.

With his back to her, Reid was sitting on the small steps at the door. He also heard the voice, but as if he suspected it was his hallucination, he turned around very slowly.

Uriah stared at him in a daze, Reid's gaze became more and more condensed until her reflection appeared in his pupils, he looked a little dull, and then a trace of unbelievable panic appeared on his face, he helped the ground, and slowly Standing up slowly, I don't know how long I have been sitting, and I want to say something, but my head is blank and my throat is throbbing.

Uriah's heart was almost broken, no matter how dejected he looked, his mind was blank, and he couldn't control his body's instinct to hug him at all.

At that moment, as if the lonely ice surface was hit by falling stars from the sky, she penetrated the atmosphere at a speed of ten kilometers per second, crossed the vast sky with dazzling light, and shattered all his difficult pretense and peace The false image of him left an unforgettable impact and warmth in his heart and in his limbs.

Reid hugged her tightly and cried out in a daze. This kind of emotional outburst was too sudden. He couldn't control his fragility, so he just let it out. Hoarse, full of pain, as if asking her for help, "It's all my fault...it's all my fault..."

Uriah almost felt the same way, how could she not know the heartbroken despair, "It's not your fault..."

Her words were as pale as her face, any consolation seemed indifferent, her teeth bit her lips fiercely, and she tried her best not to tremble.

"She's gone...I lost her..." Reid closed his eyes, tears rolled in his eyes, burning his eyelids hotly, "What should I do..."

"It'll be fine... everything will pass..." Uriah responded with a cry. She was heartbroken and didn't know what to do. She tiptoed and stroked his messy hair. She didn't dare to say some words, only the hot breath over his ear.

[do not Cry]

[I love you]

[Please]

"What did you say……"

Reid sobbed a bit, his eyelashes were wet with tears, he wiped his tears with his palm, part of his rationality returned to his brain, and he didn't care about crying into a mess, he opened his big eyes and asked.

Uriah froze for a moment, gently pushed his embrace away, and said calmly, "Your body is so cold."

"...Really?" Reid took a few seconds to sort out his emotions, and asked slowly.

"Really," Uriah nodded, forcing a dry smile, "Come in and have a cup of hot cocoa to warm yourself up, I don't want you to get sick."

"Thank you."

Maybe the color of the lighting in the living room has faded from the cold, Reid felt his hands and feet gradually regained warmth and flexibility, this time he did not restrain himself, curled up his legs and curled up on the sofa, when Uriah came out with hot cocoa , I think he is cute and pitiful, like a Nixiu hiding in his golden cave.

"Is it better?" Uriah sat beside him, her legs were also curled up, her eyelids were half drooping, she looked a little tired, but she didn't wonder why he would show up at her door in the middle of the night, headless Holding her head and crying.

"Much better," Reid said hoarsely, hesitated for a moment, and asked, "Why didn't you ask me what happened?"

"Looking at your appearance, I probably know it." Uriah blew on the hot air lightly, with the aroma of hot cocoa around the tip of his nose, "The hard work of this job is unimaginable, I know you will encounter many unbearable things, and those The pain must be unimaginable."

"You're right," Reid said slowly, he knew it was difficult for him to forget what happened, and those horrible images would remain in his mind forever, maybe popping up to torture him from time to time, but now it doesn't seem so dangerous , he can confide to the person next to him, "I met Maeve six months ago, she found me by email... Later we often wrote to each other, talked a lot, unexpected things, before meeting her , I never thought that I would have such a smooth and unobstructed conversation with the opposite sex... She is a very good friend, gentle, funny, and understanding... I never thought it would be like this... She dared not ask me for help, I was afraid that I would be hurt by that person... Our first meeting turned out to be the last..."

Uriah silently sipped the hot cocoa, but she couldn't taste it at all. Maybe she couldn't help being a little lost now, and maybe she lost her sense of taste.

"Uriah?" Reid finished talking about his experience, and his mood calmed down a little. He didn't wait for Uriah's reaction, and called her name subconsciously.

"Huh? I'm here," Uriah licked his lips, wiped away the remaining traces with his fingers, and whispered, "It's very late, go to bed early, I have spare toothbrushes and towels, you can sleep in the guest room, uh, Are you finished?"

Reid handed her the cup obediently, with a look of confusion and embarrassment, "You... did I upset you? I'm sorry... I didn't mean to..."

"Nothing."

Uriah took the cup and suddenly moved close to his face. When he was stared at by those gray-blue eyes, his heart forgot to beat for a moment. He didn't dare to blink for fear of missing the fascinating scenery in her eyes, "Why? ,What's wrong?"

"Dark circles... are comparable to Oreos."

Uriah raised her hand slightly, just barely touching his eyes, and Reid didn't hide, but she didn't continue.

"Oreo? I think this description is too exaggerated——" Reid frowned, and didn't bother with the poor biscuit that was used as an adjective. Instead, he asked another question he cared about, "I just saw you cry, Why?"

"Infected by you." Uriah replied with a straight face, straightening his upper body, "Aren't you planning to go to bed?"

"Oh, I'm planning." Reid pursed his lips, and moved his butt obediently away from the sofa. He was about to go to the bedroom, huh?Is he going to stay here?

etc--

Reid's eyes widened, and a feeling of confusion rose to his cheeks. He was not ready to accept this fact, and some discoveries in front of him were like a bucket of cold water being poured over his head.

Something is wrong, something is missing - where did it go?

"Are you leaving?" Reid turned quickly, staring at her face from a few steps away, "Where are you going?"

Uriah paused and took a deep breath, "Yes, I booked a plane ticket for tomorrow, and I'm going to Germany, you know, exchange students, to promote international exchange and study."

"When will you be back?" Reid lowered his head, stood there straight, his eyes fell on the floor, and then asked.

"At least two years," Uriah said quietly, "I'm not sure, maybe longer."

"Is that so?" His voice also lowered, sad emotions were like waves eroding his chest, and he felt a huge loss, "Uh...I, can I continue to contact you? I mean, texts or calls, not very often, I promise, I just want to know..."

"No." Uriah said cruelly, she wasn't quite sure what she said, it must be lame anyway, "You will interrupt my study."

Reid was stunned for a rare moment, and he repeated in disbelief: "I, excuse you, study?"

Why is her answer always illogical and seems to make sense?Obviously he is the topic terminator?Why does she always say something unexpected?Why can't he always find a way to answer her correctly?Why?

"Yes," Uriah said nonsense blankly, "you will interrupt my studies."

[absurd! ]

Reid did not expect that he would have a day when someone would say "he disturbed WHO study". Never before, a sense of mission belonging to a genius academic master came to his heart inexplicably. He retorted plausibly for himself: "I started from Graduated from high school and entered Caltech, received a Ph.D. in mathematics at 12, a Ph.D. in chemistry and engineering at 16, and a BA in psychology and sociology at 17. I joined the FBI at 20 and was the youngest senior agent. I— —You know it all!"

"Sowhat, you're just interrupting my study." Uriah thought about the little ink in his stomach, and was almost unable to hold it in shame.

Reid stared at him with wide eyes, without blinking. His brown chestnut eyes showed a bit of grievance and sadness. He said softly, "Do you really think so, Uriah?"

[Too bad, she can't face this kind of look at all! ]

"I," said Uriah, who had a million excuses to stay away from him but couldn't find a reason to hurt him, her white flag was just about to be delivered to him, "I'm just kidding..."

[She's really ugly, it's okay, she can choose not to reply!Yes, she can choose to ignore it! ]

Reid froze for a moment, it turned out to be a joke!Maybe he didn't think it was funny at all because he never got someone else's laughing point. Although it was a bit awkward, but he was relieved anyway, and he couldn't help laughing, "Uh, really? Oh, haha, it's so funny."

"Hahaha... good night?" Uriah was on the verge of cancer, she awkwardly looked away, signaling that she was going to send the two cups in her hand back to the kitchen.

"Okay, good night."

Reid originally wanted to ask something, but he seemed to be unable to say it. He watched Uriah's back until the sound of closing the door disappeared, and then walked to his room in a daze.

[Trust her, it's just a joke. ]

The author has something to say: I'm so sleepy... Maybe the next chapter will be a reunion after a long absence?

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