Miss Lin Family of the Red Chamber

After Uncle De went to Suzhou, Meng Yan received a letter from the capital. Meng Yan stayed in the academy for the whole afternoon, and went directly to the backyard to find Meng after she came out.

The door of Meng's room was tightly closed, but Meng Yan did not push the door to enter.Ever since Meng Yan found out that she was in the dark pavilion in Meng's jewelry box, Meng's mood became deep again, and Meng Yan couldn't figure out what she was thinking or struggling with.But Meng didn't say anything about Meng Yan and didn't ask.

Meng Yan stood for a while before speaking.

"Mother?"

Mrs. Meng in the room quickly answered.

"come in."

Meng Yan pushed the door open to enter the room, went around the screen and walked to the inner room, Meng Shi sat on the bed again and looked at the jewelry box, the jade pendant deeds and other things.

"Mother." Meng Yan sat next to Meng Shi and called Meng Shi softly before speaking again. After a long time, Meng Shi suddenly opened her mouth.

"When my mother gave birth to me, she suffered from dystocia, and she didn't get pregnant for more than ten years. I heard from my father that my grandfather was the concubine of the family...Because my biological mother was not favored, I suffered a lot since childhood...After we got married, my grandmother was alone, and my grandfather I don’t want my grandmother to suffer. My grandparents have always had a deep love for me, and my father has been taught by my grandparents since I was a child, and I have only my mother... For the next 14 years, the Meng family has a harmonious family, and I am very happy.

After my 14th birthday, my mother suddenly had a happy event. My father and mother couldn't help being overjoyed, and I was also happy for the upcoming younger siblings.But this kind of happiness didn't last forever. When my mother was six months pregnant, my father was injured when he was on a business trip... I didn't want to come back, but the condition didn't get better, but it got worse. My mother gave birth prematurely because of worrying about my father... because again The younger brother who had dystocia finally did not stay, the mother was hit and fell ill, the grandmother was hit and went away, and not long after, the father and mother followed the grandmother one after another, and the once happy family was torn apart.

The news was sent back to the ancestral house, and the owner of the ancestral house sent someone to send a message to me to bring the family property back... It's just that there is no other property at home... for the treatment of my parents...they have been sold...but in the end I still Failed... Patriarch sent someone to pick me up... I knew if... I would be sent... Fortunately, Aunt Du arrived in time... Said that my parents had promised me to... I have to get from Patriarch's hands Get away...Although later...I also complained...But she was kind to me after all...In the past few years, I thought it was like this...I didn't expect it to be like this...Is she kind to me...But I……"

Meng shi was sobbing that she couldn't speak, filled with endless guilt...

She knew that the old lady was looking forward to seeing her grandson, but she made the old lady unable to do so until she died... But she would not have wanted her life if Jia Shi was not so vicious...

Meng Yan 'supposedly' didn't know about Mrs. Lin, so she didn't know how to persuade Mengshi, so she could only let Mengshi cry bitterly to vent the helplessness, pain and guilt in her heart.

It was only after listening to Meng Shi talking intermittently for half an hour that Meng Yan realized that Meng Shi was serving Lin Ruhai as a concubine.She didn't know what happened to the Meng family, but she knew from Meng's terrified and inescapable attitude that she couldn't even mention it.Although it was agreed at the beginning that the house would become a concubine, although Meng felt resentful in her heart, she was still very grateful to Mrs. Lin.

Especially now that she knew that Mrs. Lin had treated her sincerely and made plans for her, her gratitude and guilt reached the peak at one point, so she was so sad.

What puzzled Meng Yan was that Mrs. Meng never mentioned her aunt, Mrs. Zhang. She remembered that Mrs. Lin had mentioned that it was because Mrs. Mrs. Zhang entrusted her to pick her up at the Meng family. Meng's, and also mentioned that Da Zhang and Meng's biological mother, Xiao Zhang, have a very good relationship. Meng should know about Da Zhang, why she has never mentioned it.

There is also the Zhang family of the Meng family's uncle's family. Although the little Zhang family is a concubine, she was raised at the knees of her aunt and loved a lot since childhood, and the Zhang family's Qingliu is a family of poems, books, etiquette and education. What about such a prosperous family? He would do such a thing as abandoning an orphan girl of the Meng family regardless of the name of benevolence, righteousness and benevolence.

The fact that the Meng family has not seen any contact with the Zhang family and the Zhang family for so many years is really strange.

We still have to inquire about this matter again, but after a long time, we still don't know if we can find out from Lin's residence. If it doesn't work, we can only pin our hopes on the capital.

After a long time, Meng finally stopped crying, and Meng Yan straightened her thoughts before asking.

"Mother, you haven't told us what happened back then? Why are you in Miaoyue Temple?"

She saw what happened back then from beginning to end, but she wanted to know what Meng Shi thought about what happened back then.It's just that after so many years, the Meng family has been silent on this matter.

"Let's forget about this..."

Meng Shi really didn't want to mention the grievances between her and Jia Min. She has seen the changes in the pair of children since entering the city. She knows her daughter somewhat, so she didn't say anything. The two of them regarded the matter between her and Jia Min as an ordinary backyard struggle, wives and concubines, and jealousy. Of course, Meng didn't know that Meng Yan knew it from the beginning to the end.

"Mother, what is it, why are you hiding it from us? We will go back in the future, and we will always live together. No matter what, you should tell us to take precautions. My brother and I are no longer small The child is gone, you should let us know too."

Meng Shi pondered but didn't speak, Meng Yan didn't want her to drag it on like this.

"Mother."

"Don't shake it, I didn't want to bring it up again..." Meng held Meng Yanyao's little hand and lost her memory: "It was the Double Ninth Festival six years ago..."

Meng narrated the events of that year.

The jewelry box was slammed shut with a bang, and Meng Yan said angrily, "Mother, are you saying that the Jia family wanted to set fire to you!"

"Don't be angry, my mother is doing well now. My mother never thought that my wife would be such a cruel and ruthless person when she looked at Wen Wanxianshu. Although my wife and concubine are at odds, my wife who came into the mansion is very kind to me." Meng Shi He snatched the jewelry box from Meng Yan, fearing that Meng Yan would break it.

Meng Yan gritted her teeth angrily and said, "Hmph, I'm afraid this is just a kindness on the surface. Who knows how insidious she is behind her back? She can even do murder and arson in her own home, let alone other things."

"Maybe that's the case..." Meng shi sighed silently, and she never thought that Jia shi, who has always been well-known outside, is such a person with vicious thoughts behind her back, and she has always been unwilling to think of people like that.

"Mei Xiang and Xiao Yi are loyal. I don't know where the Lin family will bury them. Find a time to pay homage to them. If it wasn't for their help, there would be no brother and I." After a moment, Meng's face pretended to be inadvertently brought the topic to Mei Xiang.

"It's time to worship the two, Xiaoyi and Meixiang..." Mencius's heart was full of gratitude after mentioning the two; Xiaoyi and Xiaolan had served her since childhood, and she and the two were masters and servants There is sisterhood, and although Mei Xiang has something to ask for, she is kind to her in saving her life... Thinking of Mei Xiang, Mrs. Meng finally remembered the words Mei Xiang said before she left.

"Old lady, it's Mrs. Jia, it's Mrs. Jia..." It was Mrs. Jia who drugged the old lady. The old lady's death must be because of the medicine. Mrs. Jia, it was she who killed the old lady... Mrs. Meng was suddenly shocked Enlightenment, grief and indignation followed by incomparable remorse and self-blame.

Mei Xiang clearly said, how could she forget, how could she forget, if she... maybe the old lady wouldn't have gone that early...

Endless remorse overwhelmed Meng Shi.

Meng Shi is a delicate but also very thoughtful person, and it is precisely because Meng Yan knows this that she does many things but does not tell Meng Shi.Seeing Meng Shi like this, Meng Yan knew that Meng Shi had entered a dead end again.

She is very clear about Mei Xiang's affairs, and she can guess Meng Shi's thoughts well, knowing that Meng Shi must have taken the matter to herself again.But in Meng Yan's view, those things have nothing to do with the Meng family. It is not a matter of a day or two for Jia Min to get rid of Mrs. Lin who is an eyesore and annoyance to her. Even if Mrs. Meng ventured back that day, not to mention whether she could see Mrs. Lin across Jia Min, even if she told Mrs. Lin, she might not be able to save Mrs. Lin. It was clicked by Jia Min.

"Mother, this matter has nothing to do with you..."

"No, it's me. If I go back and tell Aunt Du that she won't..."

"Mother, are you sure you can see the old lady when you go back? Will Mrs. Jia let you see the old lady? You have seen Mrs. Jia's methods, let alone going to the Lin Mansion to see the old lady, I am afraid that you will die when you go back. "

"That's what I said, but if I go back, maybe there will always be a way..."

The Meng family that Meng Yan said naturally knew it, but it was inevitable for the Meng family to blame herself; the meaning of doing or not doing it, success or not, is ultimately different; Meng family was stuck between doing and not doing it.

Looking at Meng's sad and guilty expression, she knew that she would not be able to figure it out if she didn't use harsh medicine, so Meng Yan said cruel words cruelly.

"Mother, you also said that Jia's methods are cruel, and that you can't guard against her in the Lin Mansion. If you really go back, my brother and I may not have a chance to be born. The old lady has been looking forward to her grandson. If my younger brother and I lose the chance of being born because of your return to the Lin Mansion, the old lady will really never die.

If the old lady knew that you were doing it for me and my brother, she wouldn't blame you.The old lady has already gone, and it will not help if you blame yourself. Instead of this, you might as well think about how to expose the truth so that the old lady can rest in peace. "

Seeing that Ms. Meng was silent and silent, I don't know if she listened to her own words, maybe she didn't, maybe she was thinking about her words, but Meng Yan didn't intend to say anything more, no matter how much she said, it's not as good as Ms. Meng herself can think just work.

Meng Yan jumped out of bed and quietly left the bedroom. She didn't look back and didn't see the surprised expression on Meng Shi's face looking at her back. Meng Shi opened her mouth and didn't say anything for a long time.