the soul side

The eldest cousin thinks that Cheng Yiming is probably really crazy, who can't tell the truth, but if he really wants to practice those nonsense, maybe there is something wrong with his head?

"Come on, tell me how you're going to get over it. You're a jerk and you still want to re-establish social rules?"

Chu Yiming's eyelashes drooped with a shadow of indifference: "I've spent my whole life doing what I want. You can only sit in an office all your life and brag about your success to the younger generation. The social rules are too far away, so stop me It's enough to step on it."

The eldest cousin looked at Cheng Yiming's indifferent expression and said such rebellious words in a natural and relaxed tone, creating a sense of unreality and illusion.

This person is Cheng Yiming?

It would not be an exaggeration to say that he is a demon without emotions.

The eldest cousin finally condemned him with hateful eyes: "Don't you have feelings?"

Chu Yiming replied lightly with a question: "Why do you have feelings that hide filth and drag your life down?"

The eldest cousin stared at him and nodded heavily: "Okay, you are amazing, then I want to see how happy your smoky dreams can make you live, but I want to see if you can win or not The phoenix tail is on, let's wait and see, waiter, pay the bill!" The eldest cousin straightened his clothes angrily and stood up.

When Cheng Yiming received this recording, listening to Chu Yiming's calm discussion tone, his heart almost jumped out of his throat.

The Cheng family role model who was invincible in memory was worthless by Chu Yiming in this way. In the end, his cousin left angrily, obviously really angry.

My God... How will he face his big cousin if he goes back.

Scolding my cousin and second aunt before was also a last resort under such circumstances, and it is reasonable for Chu Yiming to do something to give them a bad start, but it is really incomprehensible for Cheng Yiming to take the initiative to go to war and stir up trouble this time. .

The big cousin spoke politely, but he was whipped like this.

Cheng Yiming immediately called Chu Yiming, with the panic left by the video in his tone: "How can I face big cousin after you do this?"

Chu Yiming also immediately asked a question: "Why are you facing him?"

Cheng Yiming's tone was raised a bit: "We are relatives, and he has always been very kind to me, how can I get along with him in the future?!"

Chu Yiming asked abruptly, "Do you love him?"

Cheng Yiming got stuck on the phone, and it took a moment to realize what Chu Yiming was talking about: "What are you talking about!"

Chu Yiming got a little angry, and the irritability in his heart was quietly lured out: "Love is not worth a lot, why do you have to get along with him if you don't love? Can't you leave him? The sweetness of being good to you You swallowed it without even thinking about it. In this world, people who give you sweets are good people. People who are good to you may want to control you, want to blackmail you, want to coerce you, you agree and accept it, and you are in pain again. What? You are surrounded by people like this, you made them yourself, you let them understand that as long as they treat you well, you will be obedient, I am taming them with whips, and they are taming you with sweets."

Cheng Yiming's ears were ringing from the scolding. Chu Yiming's words not only scolded him for being weak, but also scolded him for what he deserved, and that he deserved it.

Countless grievances overflowed with uncontrollable heartache: "You are the one who can do this kind of thing! I am the one who can't do this kind of thing! We are so different! When you have a grand life plan, I I'm still endorsing, my life has always been like this, and of course I can't compare with you!"

Hearing Cheng Yiming's trembling voice, Chu Yiming pinched the root of the mountain, so reasoning is the most troublesome thing: "Cheng Yiming, listen carefully, this is not scolding you, it's logic, you agree with your cousin's remarks Accusing me, you think he is not wrong, because you agree with him, you think he is right, so you can't refute his point of view, you can't resist their restraint on you, you stand in their camp from the beginning Opportunities for them to besiege you, to figure out for yourself what your dreams and your life are all about."

After finishing speaking, Chu Yiming hung up the phone. This was the first time in a while that he hung up the phone on his own initiative. In the past, Chu Yiming always asked Cheng Yiming to hang up the phone. The words are finished before the end.

There seemed to be a place in his heart that was shattered by Chu Yiming's ruthless words, and countless painful emotions poured out. What happened to his dreams and his life?

Underneath this short line of words is the oppression that has been dark for more than ten years, and the sudden breaking of the shackles brought the crying of the child named Cheng Yiming in the depths.

Chu Yiming heard the noisy voice outside the door, and Yang Hua yelled: "Will you explain to me? What will you explain to me? Cut off all ties with that vixen immediately!"

Turn on the computer, put on the earphones, and start listening to the online class. After about 10 minutes, the phone screen on the desk lights up, and the three letters cym are displayed on it.

Chu Yiming watched the phone ringing on the table for a while before answering.

Cheng Yiming's voice was very low, without even the slightest sense of breath: "I was too excited just now, you are right, so what should I do next?"

Chu Yiming stopped the lesson that was playing: "Think clearly about what you want, face it well, and when you understand it thoroughly, we can go back to our respective places."

Cheng Yiming replied weakly: "Okay."

Chu Yiming went to wash up after listening to the class, Yang Hua was panting and angry in the living room, Cheng Fen hid in the room, he walked around as if there was no one else, Yang Hua stared at him several times and finally did not dare to scold him One sentence.

She understood that they couldn't afford to provoke this son anymore, and he would be stabbed if he provoked him, and the pain was so painful that he didn't even dare to touch him again.

After packing up, Chu Yiming put on the blindfold and lay down to sleep. His sleep quality was stable, but Cheng Yiming didn't sleep all night.

Cheng Yiming stood barefoot in the kitchen alone, the incandescent lamp in the kitchen made him look quite lonely, the range hood was on, and after standing for a while, he took out eggs and tomatoes from the refrigerator.

Beat the egg mixture, scald the tomatoes, peel and cut into pieces. This is the first dish he cooks. He uses the pot of his roommate. The roommate is a bit picky about food. He often organizes toothbrush festivals for them in the dormitory.

At that time, he found it very interesting to watch his roommate cook, and the warmth that food gave him was the most direct. Compared with the painful love he received in the past, the warmth of food was much purer.

Of course, his roommate was very happy with his idea of ​​learning how to cook, pointing to the pots and induction cooker: "You can use whatever you want."

After the oil was heated, he carefully poured the egg liquid into the pan, and there was a burst of frying oil in the pan. He hurriedly changed the fire to the lowest fire, and his roommate was beside him laughing.

The tomato scrambled eggs were not mushy at all, and the fluffy eggs were wrapped in tomato juice. The roommate was amazed: "Cheng Yiming, amazing!"

Pick it up and take a bite, but it's hard to say.

Cheng Yiming stared at the plate of beautiful scrambled eggs on the table and thought for a long time. They were also eggs and tomatoes. He made them better than his roommate, so why did they taste so much worse?

This question immediately trapped him in curiosity, and he went further and further without looking back.

The hot scrambled eggs were served on a white porcelain plate. Cheng Yiming took a pair of chopsticks and sat at the dining table to eat slowly. The warmth of the food entering the stomach after chewing made people feel very at ease.

The combination of the two ingredients gave a new taste to the taste buds and the soul, and he ate the whole plate of tomato scrambled eggs one bite at a time. Cheng Yiming stood up with the plate and walked back to the kitchen to clean the plate. Rinse with water.

After scrubbing the tableware and putting them in the disinfection cabinet, Cheng Yiming walked to the living room and sat down in a daze, until dawn.

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