[Slam Dunk] Undefended heart

"how so……"

"Xiao Hiiragi is a strong boy, he will definitely get through this difficulty, we have to trust him!"

"I have long said that this operation is dangerous and should not be done so hastily."

"What's the use of saying this now, our top priority is to find a way to save Xiao Hiiragi!"

"Hezai, you are Xiao Hiiragi's attending doctor, what are you going to tell me?!"

……

The noise and weeping around seemed to exist in another space. Kaoru felt that the whole world was terribly quiet. She couldn’t hear anything except her own heartbeat. What she could see was only a red light outside the operating room, and everything else It's black and white...

The operation was suggested by her, the doctor was strongly recommended by her, and everything was done by her... In other words, Hiiragi's life was ruined in her hands!

This cognition was like a bolt from the blue, which made Xun stagger a few steps, and all the strength in his body seemed to be taken away at once...

Just when Kaoru was about to fall, a pair of strong hands supported her from behind, letting her fall into warm arms.

Kaoru turned her head slowly, and the moment she saw Rukawa, the originally dead eyes regained their brilliance again.

Kaoru grabbed Rukawa's arm and said a little excitedly, "Maede, he...hira..."

"I see," Rukawa heard Kazuya's words when he rushed to the hospital after the game. Rukawa held Kaoru's hand and told her in a firm tone, "We have to trust Hiiragi, he will survive came."

Rukawa's words gave Kaoru strength like a heart booster, Kaoru nodded, not only telling Rukawa, but also telling himself, "Yes, Hiiragi will definitely survive!"

Rukawa pulled Kaoru up to Kazuya, and asked, "Uncle, what's going on?"

Seeing his son appear, Qiandaiqiang perked up, and the others almost calmed down.

Kazuya recalled the situation of the operation, and said, "The atmosphere at the beginning was quite good, but after the anesthesia was administered, Xiao Hiiragi's condition began to deteriorate. Dr. Schulman immediately took many rescue measures, but Xiao Hiiragi's condition began to deteriorate. still……"

"Could it be an allergy to anesthetics?!" Zeren couldn't help but frowned.

At this moment, the door of the operating room opened, and Hiiragi was pushed out while lying on the hospital bed. He closed his eyes tightly, his face was as pale as life, Kaoru couldn't help but thumped in his heart. After taking care of it, Kaoru felt a little relieved, but luckily...

Seeing Hiiragi coming out, the others immediately surrounded her. Xun originally wanted to go there, but she still had something to ask.

When Dr. Schulman left the operating room, Kaoru hurried forward and asked, "Dr. Schulman, is the patient okay?"

Schulman took off his mask and looked at Xun with helplessness and apology, "I need to observe in the intensive care unit for a few days, and there will be no problem for the time being, but the patient should no longer be suitable for surgery."

"...Is it an allergy to anesthesia?" The word 'temporarily' stung Kaoru's heart.

"It may be an allergy to anesthesia, or it may be because the patient's heart is too fragile to bear the burden of surgery." As a doctor, Schulman is no stranger to death, but he still feels a little sad every time , especially this foreign patient is still so young.

Seeing Xun bowed her head and said nothing, Shulman patted her on the shoulder and sighed, "Sorry, I couldn't help you."

At this time, she should say some polite words, such as 'It's okay, I know you have tried your best, so thank you anyway', she has been good at saying this kind of hypocrisy since she was a child, but she Now I don't want to say anything!Thanks?Thank you... She just wants Hiiragi to live a good life!

Schulman also understood Kaoru's current mood, so he didn't feel any dissatisfaction with her attitude.

When Shulman was about to leave, Xun asked softly, "How long can he live?"

"Two or three months at most."

How about at least?Kaoru didn't ask any further, because she had heard Shulman's overtones...

Hiiragi, may leave at any time.

Three days later, Hiiragi's condition stabilized slightly, and he was moved back to the general ward.

When Rukawa came over, he saw Hiiragi sitting alone on the hospital bed looking through old acquaintances, with a slight smile on his mouth.

"Where's mother?" Rukawa put the food box aside, and then sat down on the chair beside the Hiiragi bed.

Hiiragi looked up at Rukawa, and couldn't help but glance at the door, "Mom has something to go to uncle's house, come over later."

"Hasn't she been here yet?" Rukawa knew very well who Hiiragi was waiting for.

If it was before, Hiiragi would feel very uncomfortable if he was seen through like this, but now, he has already seen it, so he replied truthfully, "Nanase doesn't need to feel guilty about me, she didn't What did you do wrong. Feng, help me persuade her."

"Yeah." Thinking of Kaoru who has disappeared for the past few days, Rukawa is angry and funny at the same time. A certain person usually looks invincible, but he never thought that he would act like a child when he encountered something that he couldn't solve. Hide, really~~

"By the way, I forgot to congratulate you on winning the Most Valuable Player Award in the county." Hiiragi was really happy for Rukawa, and he knew exactly how unwilling Feng felt when he lost the game last year.

"You can congratulate me when I dominate the whole country." Rukawa really hoped that Hiiragi could see that moment, no, he hoped that Hiiragi could always watch him grow and realize their common dream.

"Heh... the tone is not small, I will wait and see." Can he wait until that day...

Looking down at the old photos in the album in his hand, Hiiragi's eyes were full of nostalgia, "Time flies, you always liked to follow me when I was young, and you did whatever I did, you are such a clingy brother .”

Speaking of the embarrassing things in his childhood, Rukawa coughed dryly and said, "It's all in the past..."

Hiiragi looked at Rukawa with complicated eyes.

He doesn't like to talk too much, and Feng gradually talks less and less; he is often sick in bed in poor health, and Feng begins to lethargy; he likes basketball, and Feng is also obsessed with basketball; he likes her, but Feng gets her ...

"What's wrong?" Rukawa asked puzzled.

"It's nothing." Hiiragi withdrew his gaze, his expression normal.

"Are you hungry? Eat something first, it's all your favorite dishes." After speaking, Rukawa began to make arrangements.

"Yeah." Some words are better buried in my heart forever, let him take them into the grave together...

When returning from Hiiragi, Rukawa didn't go home directly, but went to Kaoru's apartment.

After ringing the doorbell many times, no one answered. Rukawa thought that Kaoru was not at home, so he was about to leave. At this moment, the door suddenly opened...

Rukawa was about to ask Xun why it took so long to open the door, but was scared back a few steps by the unkempt 'savage' who came out of the room, "Who are you?!"

"Feng is so annoying, don't you even know me?"

A familiar voice... In other words, this 'savage' in front of me is... Kaoru? !

Rukawa was completely speechless, he really wanted to ask Xun how she tortured herself like this in just a few days...

"Feng, why are you here?" Kaoru tied up her loose hair and regained her human appearance a little, but it was precisely because of this that Rukawa saw her thick dark circles under her eyes.

"Hiragi is very worried about you, let me come and see you." At first he thought it was because Hiiragi was worrying too much, but now it seems that there is still a need to worry.

When Kaoru heard this, she laughed at herself and murmured, "You wouldn't have come if Hiiragi didn't ask you..."

Seeing Rukawa looking at him dumbly, Kaoru knew his character and didn't expect him to say anything, so he walked into the house, "I still have something to do, if you want to come in and sit for a while, come in if you don't want to Come in, please close the door for me."

Hearing the sound of the door closing behind her, Kaoru twitched her mouth, what was she expecting...

Kaoru walked back to the study room and sat down in front of a pile of machinery and parts. While assembling, he used the computer to calculate the values.

"what is this?"

Kaoru was working hard, when the unexpected voice behind her really shocked her.

Kaoru turned around abruptly, and when he saw Rukawa, he couldn't help exclaiming, "Feng, why are you here?!" Didn't he leave? !

Rukawa gave Xun a strange look, and said, "Didn't you just come in when I wanted to?"

After Kaoru heard this, the corners of Kaoru's mouth raised uncontrollably.

"You haven't told me what this is yet?" Rukawa was obviously attracted by the pile of things in front of him. Is Kaoru busy with these these days?

Kaoru explained to Rukawa excitedly, "This is the time machine I'm developing!"

"..." What's the matter with this sense of sight in the world of Doraemon...

"Why are you researching this?" Rukawa finally couldn't help asking.

Kaoru stared at the semi-finished product in front of her with gentle and firm eyes, "I searched all the medical books and couldn't find a way to save Hiiragi, but the current medicine can't do it, it doesn't mean that the future medicine can't do it either, I think The only way I can think of to save Hiiragi is to create a time machine and send Hiiragi to the future world."

Rukawa was silent for a while, then asked, "Did it work?"

Kaoru's expression froze, and then he continued to immerse himself in research, "I haven't succeeded yet, and I haven't found the correct calculation method for some values, but as long as I give me some more time, I will definitely succeed!"

"How long have you been up?" Rukawa didn't show any expression on his face, showing no emotion.

"It's not important, is it?!" Her train of thought was interrupted all the time, and Kaoru became a little impatient.

Rukawa pulled Kaoru up without saying a word, and dragged her out of the study.

"Let go of me! Feng, what do you want?!" Kaoru desperately wanted to break free, but he still couldn't match Rukawa's strength, so he had to be dragged away by him.

Rukawa threw Kaoru on the bed and ordered, "Sleep!"

Kaoru got up from the bed and said anxiously, "Now is not the time to waste time, I have to find a way to save Hiiragi!"

"How long are you going to lie to yourself? This doesn't look like you at all!" Even if he is a genius like Kaoru, Rukawa knows that building a time machine is not a matter of a day or two. If it is so simple, why do you need those scientists?

In fact, Rukawa knew about it, so how could Kaoru not know about it?It's just that she doesn't have the courage to face it...

Kaoru buried her face in her knees, and said in an extremely suppressed voice, "Why didn't I study hard before... If I worked harder and smarter, things wouldn't be like this..." For the first time in my life Once, Kaoru felt that he was so incompetent.

"..." Rukawa felt that 99.999% of the people on earth would cry when they heard this sentence, and he was the one who cried stupidly, including him...

After venting, Kaoru finally recovered a bit, but she still insisted on getting out of bed.

"What do you want to do again?" Rukawa felt that he had to keep an eye on her all the time, otherwise she might do something crazy again.

"I want to go to the hospital to see Hiiragi." Since Hiiragi's operation failed, she hadn't visited him once, and Kaoru felt even more guilty.

Rukawa finally breathed a sigh of relief when he heard the words, "I think you'd better get a good night's sleep, and then dress up before going to see Hiiragi, otherwise I'm afraid that Hiiragi will be scared to death by your appearance."

"Am I that bad?" Xun asked suspiciously.

Rukawa took a small mirror from the table beside him, walked up to Kaoru and handed it to her.

Kaoru looked at herself in the mirror, and fell asleep instantly.

Rukawa smiled and shook his head, covered Kaoru with a quilt considerately, when he was about to pull away, Kaoru suddenly took his hand and murmured, "Feng, you must not die before me , otherwise I will completely..."

Rukawa is still waiting for the next article, not wanting that Kaoru has been silent for a long time, so it turns out that he really fell asleep.

Rukawa gently trimmed the bangs on Kaoru's forehead. He, who has always been slightly obsessed with cleanliness, didn't find it dirty at all. "Even if Hiiragi doesn't say anything, I will come to see you..."

Seeing that Kaoru was really asleep, Rukawa left quietly.

Kaoru slept until dawn the next day before waking up. She couldn't help stretching. Kaoru felt that she had never slept so contentedly before.

Recalling what happened yesterday, Kaoru couldn't help laughing, she lost her composure in front of Feng...

Looking sideways out of the window, Kaoru decided to go to the hospital to visit Hiiragi today, and he still had to face what had to be faced.

On the corridor to the ward, Kaoru met Reiko Xiyuanji who was coming towards her. Her eyes were red, and it was obvious that she had cried, "Reiko..."

Xiyuan Temple was stunned for a while, but he didn't stop for any reason, "Hiiragi is waiting for you, you go quickly."

After saying that, Xiyuanji left straight away. Looking at the back of Xiyuanji, Kaoru couldn't help but sigh.

Walking outside the familiar ward door, Kaoru reached out and knocked on the door.

"Come in."

The moment Kaoru pushed open the door of the ward, I saw Hiiragi looking at her with a smile, without any surprise in his eyes.

"You seem to know that I'm coming." Kaoru walked over and put the tulips she brought into a vase.

Hiiragi shook his head, "I just heard your knock on the door."

"Is there any difference in the sound of knocking on the door?" Kaoru was slightly puzzled.

"You can hear it with your heart." Under the embellishment of orange tulips, the whole ward looks much more lively...

Kaoru sat down beside the bed, "I heard from Chiyo's mother, are you ready to be discharged from the hospital?"

"Well, I want to spend more time with my family." He didn't want to spend the last time in a deserted hospital.

Kaoru lowered his eyes slightly, suppressing the sadness in his eyes, "I'm sorry, I still can't help..."

"Don't apologize," Hiiragi took the initiative to hold Kaoru's hand for the first time, his eyes were unprecedentedly gentle, "You have done enough for me, really."

Seeing Kaoru looking at him with complicated eyes, Hiiragi sensed his overstepping, quickly withdrew his hand, and explained, "For me, you are an important friend and an important family member in the future."

friends, family...

No matter how deep the relationship is, he and Xun can only and only be limited to this kind of relationship, because he is a person with no future.

Death is too close to him, so close that he can reach it by closing his eyes. To be precise, he is a person who has already died once...

When his heart stopped beating, he told himself he couldn't die!No, he could die at any time, but he couldn't die on that operating table at that moment, because if he did, Kaoru would be sad and guilty for the rest of his life, so he told himself that he had to come back alive!

"Hiragi, what are you thinking?" Kaoru couldn't help but ask when Hiiragi seemed to be fascinated by what he was thinking.

"It's nothing, I just think the flowers bloom very well."

In the white ward, the flowers bloom just in time...

The author has something to say: "v "The chapter about worrying about Mao Sang can be written with some joy by me, is it really the rhythm of my mother~~【Shame#】