Ode to Pear Blossoms Part 1

On the plane, Yuan Yi listed all the materials to be prepared for the event, and then explained some trivial matters to the staff next to him. The stewardess asked for a blanket to cover his face and close his eyes.

But he couldn't sleep, his mind was full of what Yi Zhen said before boarding the plane.

Yi Zhen said: "In such a big city, I feel that I am floating every day. I have been floating since I was a child without any ability. I don't know who I am, where I belong, and where I belong. Every time I have a chance, I grab it like a life-saving straw, for fear that one day it will disappear, just like I live with you now, and I am also afraid that one day you will become richer and I will become more and more rich. Poverty, I finally moved away from you, and I started to live alone again."

"Monkey said, people like us have low self-esteem, and we have deep-rooted hatred for rich people, but when rich people get close to us, we feel flattered and happy, because we want everything if we don't have anything. I want money and family. But the little self-esteem in my heart will come out to make troubles from time to time, making myself in a dilemma, and others will look at it as a hard-to-get, which is also uncomfortable."

Yuan Yi has never heard such a long speech from Yi Zhen. This long inner monologue comes from someone like Yi Zhen, which is even weird. distance, you don't even want to understand me" posture.

For a person like Yi Zhen who is proud and low self-esteem, he can dig out all his little thoughts and tell him all about it. Yuan Yi didn't know how to say it for a while, and felt a little touched when he felt cheap, and he felt like he was soaking for a long time The hard beans finally softened a little, showing signs of sprouting.

Yuan Yi said to him at the time: "If you lack something, you will feel inferior in some place. You don't understand this truth, and you will also say what you lack, and you can make up for it. Now grandpa, an old man, knows your thoughts, put down your self-esteem and take the initiative. Come here to help you make up, if you keep guarding that worthless self-esteem at this time, you are really a fool."

Yi Zhen didn't speak anymore, but he went in when the time came, so he could only take his bag and get on the plane.

He was a little anxious for Yi Zhen. He knew his grandfather's temper. He was not the kind of old man who would take the initiative to help others. To do this was the limit of his grandfather. If Yi Zhen didn't go this time, he would do it again in the future. There is no chance.

Of course, Xu Dehai would probably help Yi Zhen if he knew about it, but by then Yi Zhen's household registration would say that he was from the Xu family.

Yuan Yi frowned, thinking that Yi Zhen belonged to Xu's family instead of Yuan's, he was inexplicably blocked. This kind of thinking was almost like a neurosis, but he just felt blocked.

Early the next morning, Yuan Yi opened his eyes and called Yi Zhen: "Where are you?"

Yi Zhen opened his misty eyes and said, "I'm at home."

"Why are you still at home? Hurry up and pack up to find my grandpa."

Yi Zhen looked at his watch, it was only six o'clock, and said with a wry smile, "The Public Security Bureau goes to work at nine o'clock."

Yuan Yi blinked: "Oh."

Yi Zhen smiled silently: "You are really crazy."

After hanging up the phone, Yi Zhen couldn't fall asleep anymore, so she got up, went to the bathroom, washed her face, and looked at herself in the mirror.

In fact, what Yuan Yi said was right, if he continued to guard his worthless self-esteem, he would be an idiot, but Yi Zhen's household registration book showed his mother: Liang Xiu.

For this reason, he could not accept Grandpa Yuan's kindness.

He hastily ate two slices of bread and went out.

I took the subway and transferred to a bus again, and arrived at Maobiao Hutong.

He looked at his watch, it was only a quarter past seven, at this time Grandpa Yuan should be up.

The renovation of the old city in Beijing was in full swing in the past two years, but in recent years, the courtyards have been more and more protected. No one dared to make any decisions about the courtyards in this area, so that this small area still seems to be like ten years ago, even the old locust tree next to it None of them were cut, which is nice.

He turned his head and glanced at Qiuyuan. The brown-red gate was still the same as before, but when he saw the gate, the first thing he thought of was not when he and Xu Dehai lived there, but when Qiu Peijue stood at the gate and looked at him. said those words.

Yi Zhen usually has a bad memory, and basically forgets many trivial things, but he will always keep some scenes in his heart, like ice cubes, which cannot be melted even after years of baptism.

At this time, a nanny's car drove into the small hat-brimmed alley, and it stopped at the intersection because the alley was too small to enter. A boy came down, about eighteen or nineteen years old, with a handsome face and a soft walk.

He passed by Yi Zhen, turned his head to look at Yi Zhen, and slowed down.

Yi Zhen lowered his head slightly and did not speak.

The boy stopped at the gate of Qiuyuan, turned around: "Are you... are you Yi Zhen?"

There was something like surprise in the boy's eyes: "Do you remember me? I'm Chen Qingyuan."

Yi Zhen looked at him, nodded and said, "I remember."

Chen Qingyuan smiled: "Long time no see, I almost didn't recognize you."

Yi Zhen didn't know what to say, he never knew how to greet people, especially when old friends meet.

"Are you here to find my master? She's inside, you..."

"No." Yi Zhen said.

"Oh, then..." Chen Qingyuan was also at a loss for words. Yi Zhen had changed too much. Now the boy in front of him had completely lost the softness and cuteness he had when he was a child. , which made Chen Qingyuan not know what to say.

"Goodbye then."

"Goodbye."

Chen Qingyuan turned around slowly, opened the door and entered the autumn garden, looked back at Yi Zhen before closing the door.

Yi Zhen went to the door of Yuan's house and knocked, and it was Yuan Tong who opened the door.

Fairy Tale was surprised at first, and then asked in surprise, "Brother Yi Zhen, why are you here?"

Yi Zhen said, "I'm here to see Grandpa Yuan."

Yuan Tong quickly took Yi Zhen's hand and entered the north room: "Grandpa! Your future grandson-in-law is here to see you!"

Yuan Wangchun came out of the back room, looked at Yuantong's shameless face and said, "If Zhen'er really likes you, I'll go and match him with a pair of reading glasses like grandpa's."

Yuan Tong pouted: "Tch, grandpa, you don't know how to hurt people at all!"

"Okay, you go and play."

Yuan Tong saw that this situation meant that his grandfather wanted to chat with Yi Zhen's brother, so he went back to his room wisely.

"Have you figured it out yet?" Yuan Wangchun looked at Yi Zhen and said.

Yi Zhen replied: "Grandpa Yuan, my mother's name is on my household registration book. Although she...is not able to support me now, I have the obligation to support her, and I also have the qualifications to support her. Therefore, That's very kind of you."

These few words were said in a leisurely manner, it could be seen that Yi Zhen had thought carefully.

"Have you made up your mind?"

"I figured it out."

Yuan Wangchun smiled helplessly: "Boy, do you know how many foreigners want this opportunity."

"I know."

Yuan Wangchun suddenly felt better, and said, "I remember you were good at calligraphy when you were young. Let's go and write with Grandpa Yuan."

Chen Qingyuan let out a deep breath after entering the door. When he was talking to Yi Zhen just now, he was a little nervous.

Now that he's flourishing in the entertainment industry, he can be regarded as a relatively popular niche in the past two years. Although the dramas he filmed are not well-received, many little girls like Chen Qingyuan's type, and they have a lot of fans.

It's rare for him to meet someone who is so cold to him like Yi Zhen.

This kind of coldness made him embarrassed, and it also felt very fresh. He found that Yi Zhen's height had become very tall, even a little taller than himself, and he looked like a big boy.

Chen Qingyuan couldn't help thinking, how old is he now?It seems that he is only thirteen or fourteen years old, and this contrast makes him feel happy.

Walking through the yard, he thought of how harsh he was to Yi Zhen when he was a child, and couldn't help but blush.

How proud I was at that time, no one paid attention to it, and after spending a long time in the entertainment industry for a long time, I realized that Qiuyuan was the cleanest place at that time, and that Yi Zhen was the cleanest person .

He always thinks of Yi Zhen from time to time, especially when he first broke into the showbiz.

At that time, because his singing was not recognized by everyone in Peking Opera, and there were no good TV drama resources, everyone treated him coldly, and no one took him seriously.

When several directors went out to drink, they would sometimes ask some young actors to accompany him. He was like a plaything to please others on the wine table. He remembered that once the director next to him deliberately spilled wine on him, and then wiped his pants with a towel. He reached into his pants.

Although there was a lot of anger in his heart at the time, he didn't just turn over the table and leave for his own future. He told himself to bear it thousands of times, and he learned to deal with this kind of thing. In the end, he even learned how to smile after suffering a loss Greet people.

At that time, he thought of Yi Zhen when he was a child, although the impression of the little Yi Zhen at that time was already a little vague in his mind.

He thought of bullying him with his younger brothers and sisters when he was a child, and told them not to talk to Yi Zhen.

He thought that he didn't want to eat at the same table with him, isolated him, and forced Yi Zhen to hide in a corner to eat.

He thought back then that he was afraid of Yuan Yi next door, but he didn't have the courage to confront him head-on.In order to get rid of Yuan Yi's provocation, he even beat Yi Zhen with a stick.

He even found a group of dubious people to bully the eight-year-old.

Looking back now, Chen Qingyuan felt that he was simply the scum of scum.

Sometimes when he thinks about these things, he feels that maybe everything he is facing now can be called retribution.

Later, I became popular and my situation got better, but when I dreamed back in the middle of the night, I still had dreams. I dreamed that a table of directors was feeding me drinks one by one, and all of them were full of fat and fat.

Every time he woke up in the middle of the night, he would think, if everyone has a shadow, then at this time, Yi Zhen would also have nightmares because of the shadow he brought to him?

Qiu Peijue saw Chen Qingyuan entered the yard, and stood at the door to greet him: "My big star, why don't you have time to come and see the master!"

Chen Qingyuan smiled, and followed Qiu Peijue into the north room.