my shadow lover

Born away from the Côte d'Azur, the hot wind beats the waves, and the sea breeze blows people up and down. The slender lady is easily blown into the sky, and the bride on the shore is also blown straight to the arms of the handsome and tall groom by the strong wind, and the flowers tremble with laughter. .

The tall groom is hugging the bride's slender waist tightly, the picture is indescribably beautiful.

For this grand island wedding, there were so many guests at the banquet that tourists from the nearby holiday villas also stood on the balcony to watch the scene of universal celebration.

The sea breeze was blowing the man's pure white shirt, making his handsome face look even paler, his lips had no color, and the big talking eyes in the past became dull and lifeless.Holding binoculars in both hands, his bitter smile was frozen at the moment when the couple kissed.After a long time, his blessing, as thin as a mosquito, came from the wind:

Happy Newlyweds, Whale.

The calm and windless conversation that night, the surrounding background seemed to be rewinding.

I am getting married.

A WeChat message from him suddenly came through the boring and tedious phone conference.

He still still remembers that his heart missed half a beat, and he forced himself to open the chat box with his trembling fingertips. His thoughts were messed up, his breathing was difficult, and his shrewd brains had all gone on strike. Helpless, he unilaterally stopped. Mobile meeting.

Folding hands together, carefully waiting for his next sentence, 1 minute, 5 minutes, half an hour passed.After that person sent such a sentence, the world seemed to evaporate, and there was no reply.The thread of rationality is broken.

Picking up the phone, gritted his teeth, and sent a '? 'In the past, the message was replied in seconds, as if the other party had been waiting for a reply, but the reply made his heart tremble again.

Hope to see you that day.

Seeing this sentence, he gently put down his phone, stood up slowly, walked to the balcony and swayed aimlessly, and then walked back and forth in the room unconsciously, his numb nerves felt as if he had been attacked by a blunt instrument, and the pain Slowly spread out and spread to the veins of the limbs, just like the limbs that were trained in Jiu-Jitsu back then, the pain was even 10 times more painful.

Shall we try it?Anyway, you're single, and I'm single, so the two of us just make do.

Memories are like wild horses out of box, beating wildly.

The big bastard has never been so organized and illogical in his speech, but he can always grab people's hearts and trap the other party in a place where he can't escape. He can only respond without being vague.

At that time, he was so stunned that he was at a loss, but he was a little excited. Zhou Zhou knew in his heart that he didn't hate this bastard, and he was even a little obsessed with his domineering and strong character.

But that night, they were all drunk, and he never mentioned this sentence after he woke up. Zhou Zhou has been looking forward to, waiting, and carefully maintaining the delicate relationship with each other.Waiting silently for the question to sound again.

In a blink of an eye, ten years have passed.

He was 31 and Whale was 33.

And today, he told himself, he was getting married.

Maybe he was tired of this ambiguous relationship;

Maybe he is tired of this tied-up CP life;

Maybe he just wants to tear off the label with himself.

So, he unilaterally announced the end.

It's just that the relationship that never started, how can it end?

Since he has already chosen to quit, why should he stalk and wait in this vortex?

Zhouzhou smiled at himself in the mirror, casually put on a pure white woolen sweater, put on a hat with sunglasses, and left the room.Walking slowly in the completely opposite direction to the wedding scene, motorcycles hurried past, all of them seemed to be rushing towards the wedding scene, even though martial law was already over there, how could the crazy fans not understand?Just no hesitation.

He put his hands in his trouser pockets, seemingly relaxed. Thailand really has a mysterious fate with them.

Along the way, some attentive fans recognized him, and they were pleasantly surprised.

Zhouzhou clasped his hands together as a plea for help, and a few fans seemed to understand something, and nodded with tears in their eyes.

He walked forward again, not knowing where the front was, he just wanted to go forward, the farther away from that person, the better.

There was a little girl pulling a bunch of colorful balloons and running towards him with a smile on her face.

The childish smiling face attracted his attention, and he couldn't help but stop and watch.

The roads in the islands of Thailand have a lot of bends, often before the car appears, the sound of the horn is heard from afar, just like now, but everyone does not pay much attention to the main force, probably already used to it.

At this time, Zhou Zhou noticed that the driver of the pickup truck that appeared at the corner was drinking wine and stepping on the gas pedal, and was still yelling.

His face darkened, and he was about to pull the little girl beside him to retreat to a safe place, but he stretched out his hand and the little girl ran to the middle of the road.

"Careful, come back quickly."

Zhou Zhou rushed over desperately, and slammed the little girl away. The truck braked continuously and hit her.

Boom!The broken body was hit back to the ground by the oncoming van.

Colorful balloons were scattered in the air, mixed with the little girl's cry, people's screams and the pool of scarlet blood.

His life is passing.

If I had known this, I should have gone to see him.