my shadow lover

The seventh day

The cruise ship arrived at the port in the early morning. The whale hugged Xiaobai and sat in a taxi, looking at the street scene outside the window with heavy eyes.

I have so many thoughts, but I don't know where to start.

"Xiaobai, you will always be by my side, right? After dawn, I will take you to meet someone, someone I will never see again, and tell him that I will never forget him , I will never forget him, no matter where he is, I will never forget him."

Have you ever regretted a decision you made over the past 10 years?

Sitting next to him, Zhou Zhou muttered to himself.

You once said: Don't be afraid of regrets, don't leave regrets.

For a while it became my motto too.

But I regret it now, I regret being involved with you for 10 years, I regret singing that song for 10 years, I regret that I got so deep in the beginning, and I regret wasting 10 years of time.

If everything can be done again, I must not take on the web drama Addiction, so that I can not meet you, maybe we will meet again in other cooperations in the future, and we can become good brothers without pretending to be strangers.

Your name will not be taboo in my lines.

If everything can be done again, I will definitely let each other have a good start to meet each other.

Unfortunately, there is no repeat.

Life is not about making movies, you can start over after NG.

We are all directors of our own lives, and my role is over.

Whale, it's nice to have you by my side at the finale.

Accompany me through the last stretch of the road.

The taxi stopped downstairs in the community, Whale hugged Xiaobai, bowed his head and quickly walked into the elevator.

I don't know how I fell asleep, I just remember falling unconscious on the bed.

Xiao Bai was sitting on the bed, watching the gradually appearing figure, walking over meekly, rubbing his trousers.

Zhou Zhou bent down, unexpectedly he could actually touch Xiao Bai's body.

Is this Cinderella's 12 o'clock?

Everything is so dreamy?

"Let's go and see what's in the refrigerator." Holding Xiaobai in his arms, Zhouzhou came to the kitchen, and when the two-person refrigerator was opened, there was only beer left.Zhouzhou opened the other side with the last hope.It was filled with quick-frozen food, which should be Brother Zheng's masterpiece, and he felt relieved when he saw that there were tomatoes and eggs.

Chef finally had a chance to show his skills.

He burrowed into the refrigerator and fiddled for a long time, moved out a bunch of usable ingredients, and put them on the counter to thaw.

I thought it would be beautiful, to be a snail girl.

It's a pity that God didn't believe in his culinary skills, so he denied the opportunity to perform this time.

Whale rubbed his eyes and stood in the corridor. He vaguely heard a sound from the kitchen and came walking.

The whole person froze.

The eyes are not big in the first place, but this time I tried my best to make them as round as possible.

Zhouzhou?Zhouzhou?Zhouzhou?

He subconsciously pinched the base of his thigh hard, but it didn't hurt, so this was a dream?

"Are you awake? There are still 3 hours before dawn, are you waking up from hunger?" Zhouzhou looked at him with a smile: "Wait, I'll cook for you right away." Rolling up his sleeves, Turn around and face the washbasin.

The whale thought of a distant noun: Soul Return Night? .

So this is Zhou Zhou coming back?

Anyway, it’s just a dream, so why bother so much?

"What will you do?" Stepped forward and pushed him away.

"Scrambled eggs with tomatoes! This is my specialty."

"I'll do this, you go and break some eggs for me." Taking away the kitchen knife and cutting board, the whale quickly got to work.

In this way, Chef Zhou was squeezed to the side and became a helper.

"You! You haven't eaten the meal I cooked for you." The whale turned its back to him, washing and cutting.

"Then who have you done it for?"

There was a pause, as if there was no one in particular.

"I only did it for you alone."

"It's almost there."

Turning around and looking at him, Little Huya couldn't hold back anymore.

"Hey, there aren't many ingredients here!" Noticing the frozen ingredients on the counter, he looked through them, ribs, pork belly, chicken, and even a black fish.

"Don't you like to eat meat? Today, my brother will let you eat enough."

"Then hurry up and do it, I'll wait." Zhou Zhou said bluntly.

"Come on, boss."

Time passed by like this little by little.

The hot dishes were placed on the table one by one.

Finally, the two sat down side by side, and neither of them spoke.

"Move your chopsticks!" The whale broke the silence.

Zhouzhou passively picked up the chopsticks and began to eat silently.

And the whale just watched him quietly.

Somehow, tears came out.

They both knew in their hearts that this time was both a reunion and a farewell.

"How are you doing there?" You couldn't help asking.

Zhou Zhou stopped eating meat, "It's okay."

"Did you see the angel?"

"I didn't see an angel, but I met a devil."

"And that kind of thing."

Zhou Zhou put down his chopsticks and finally raised his head to look at him.

"Well, actually, I've been by your side all this time."

The whale turned his eyes away, trying to hold back the tears in his eyes.

"During this time, I have feelings. I can feel that Xiaobai is you." He was just pretending to be stupid.

Zhou Zhou smiled in relief.

"The food you cook is really delicious."

"Can you not leave?"

The two spoke at the same time.

The whale said first: "What do you have to do to get you back? If the price is for me to accompany you, then I don't care."

"I won't come back, I still have to rush to reincarnate. You can't spoil my good deeds!"

He couldn't stop laughing, sadness invaded his whole body, no matter how many words he said, his tears were drowned.

"Where is it? I'll wait for you." Looking at him, ignoring the tears, she stared straight at him.

"I don't know, maybe in 18 years he will be a good man again." Zhouzhou picked up two glasses and poured them half a glass of water.

"Cheers, just take it as seeing me off."

The whale didn't suspect him, and drank it all in one gulp, only to find that Zhouzhou hadn't drunk a drop.

"You..." He belatedly realized that something was wrong with the water.

"Whale, forget about me, just pretend that we have never met before, I am very happy to see you this time, and I can still tell you what is in my heart, in fact, I have always loved you very much, and I always just want to be with you , It's a pity that the fate between us is too thin to support the promise of this life. Since you can't support it, then stop entangled, forget about me, and start your new life as if I have never been with you appeared in the world."

"Zhouzhou..." He wanted to catch the figure who was walking away, but his body seemed to be melted, limp and unable to move.

"I will remember this day, with the memory of you, reincarnated as a human, and I will always remember you, whale, I love you."

Zhouzhou, Zhouzhou, don't go.

Seeing him gradually falling asleep, Zhou Zhou stood up.

Death was already waiting at the door.

"Let's go, I've been waiting for you for a long time."

Close your eyes, the past and the past will be completely broken.

The sky was slightly bright, and a ray of morning light penetrated through the thick curtains, projecting on that sleeping handsome face, as if all good things would come to him.

The delicacies on the table disappeared one by one, as if nothing had happened.

In this world, there was once such a person who loved you deeply.

Until the end of my life, I still refuse to stop loving you.

Maybe you will never know that there is someone who will live forever and reincarnate with love for you.

In fact, you don't need to know, because the loved one is always confident.

You just need to enjoy being loved, and let him bear those frosty swords.

Even if we never see each other again, I will love you forever.