Orange Savior

At that time, both of us heard our parents say that in order not to affect the life of the two families, it is best for the two of us not to meet again, but we insisted not to leave the school. Even so, the relationship has deteriorated step by step.It is estimated that after graduation, they will really separate. "After Chen Feng said the last sentence, he took a sip of tea, and his floating thoughts settled down.

"It's okay, I will take proper care of your brother, after all, I heard that your brother has a better personality than you."

"Yeah! He's better than me, that's why Dad chose him." A look of disappointment flashed across Chen Feng's eyes, and in Gu Chen's eyes, it was like seeing the Big Bang.

Gu Chen hurriedly turned his head to the side to see Chen Feng's eyes looking down at the tea leaves in the water cup, reached out and stroked his hair and said, "It's okay, you are better than me, I choose you."

Chen Feng pushed his hand away with a smile and said mysteriously: "It's scary for me to behave badly."

Gu Chen forced a smile, "I already knew."

In fact, what kind of person Chen Feng is, Gu Chen knew from the time he met him. The reason why they were friends in the past was because they both longed for the qualities that they lacked and the other had. I hope that someone can see through themselves at a glance. When such a person appears, this person will be a shining existence, and everyone else will be reduced to the background.

At this time, Chen Feng thought of the quarrel between his parents in the room with their voices lowered. It was the first time he and Chen Ze heard their parents quarreling. In the past, they were always like a model couple. Feng thinks, it should be because there is no love, so there is no strength to quarrel. Marriage is just a union, it is life, not love.It was also the first time that the two brothers heard their mother's stubborn and weeping voice saying, "I must divorce this marriage, and it doesn't matter to anyone else." The father said in an angry, helpless and trembling voice: "They just grew up. Have you never thought about them if you want them to separate?"

Li Yan continued: "I don't care, I also have my choice. In fact, this marriage and their birth are not what I want to choose."

"I know I can't satisfy you, but you ruined us."

"You can blame me, I want nothing but one of them."

Chen Sheng was silent for a long time, and said, "Ah Ze, follow me!"

"Okay." Li Yan wiped the tears off her face.

"We won't see each other again in the future."

"it is good."

The two people outside the door froze immediately as if they had heard the news of the sentence, without saying a word.Chen Feng's head was blank, his face was ashen, and he couldn't even move. Chen Ze slowly raised his lowered head to look at Chen Feng who was leaning against the wall, and called softly: "Brother."

It's been a long time. In fact, Chen Ze no longer calls Chen Feng his elder brother. They often call each other by their first names, but Chen Ze can only call him elder brother in such a situation.Chen Feng looked at Chen Ze with red eyes, and smiled helplessly, brother, you must always be lucky like this.

Afterwards, Chen Feng always felt that he was an unlucky person, and the luckiest thing was meeting Gu Chen.When the family broke up, he lost the most important person in his life for a long time. He was buried in his studies and struggled with his mother. The meaning of life was just to live.Fortunately, the parents agreed that the children would no longer have any contact with each other after the divorce, but Chen Ze insisted on reasoning that he must study in the same school as Chen Feng until he went to college. That was also the first time Chen Ze resisted his family. This is also the meaning, and the parents also took a step back and agreed to this decision.However, from then on, when Chen Feng saw Chen Ze, he no longer felt like a family member, and began to have a relationship like a classmate. Even when Chen Feng saw his father at the school gate on a certain weekend, he was at a loss. Yes, Chen Sheng would turn a blind eye when he saw Chen Feng. After receiving Chen Ze, he immediately drove away, endured all the way, returned to the apartment, and shed tears silently. His beloved father chose his dear younger brother. No, he hated no one, he hated himself for being unlucky.

When we arrived at the gate of the school, it was deserted for a while. Gu Chen greeted the doorman skillfully. Gu Chen was the kind of student that even the doorman, the head teacher of the next class, and the parents of classmates would know. Greetings, no one wants to know anyone, no matter how outstanding his grades are, he will not assume any position or role in the class, but within the scope of his duties, he will perform and complete responsibly, just like being a student, he never I made a mistake, the only time I made a mistake was when I got depression and took a break from school, and only returned to class after making up for a long time.Therefore, they seem to be complementary existences, but in fact, people whose souls attract each other will have the same characteristics in essence.

When walking up the long slope, Gu Chen said: "Last night you talked about your depression, I'm sorry I wasn't ready to respond, of course you should be very mentally prepared, I can understand that your confession is for me Is it? If yes, I want to tell you that no matter what you do, I want to be with you."

"Didn't you tell me not to place too much hope on you?" Chen Feng raised his head, his face against the sunlight passing through the gaps in the leaves.

"That's what I said on the spur of the moment. I'm just overwhelmed. You know, I don't know how to comfort you."

"Then you should also know that this disease does not need comfort."

"Ah."

After finishing their homework, the two said goodbye at the school gate. On the way home, Gu Chen went to Xinhua Bookstore to look for books about depression, but he didn't understand anything, so he carefully picked a few books and went home. Feng doesn't want to take his illness too seriously, but Gu Chen is worried. Ever since he heard the news, he seemed to feel a thorn stuck in his brain. He had insomnia all night last night, and guessed that if one day they couldn't go back to the past Or if they drift away, they will suddenly feel afraid because of this incident, fearing that this incident will defeat them.After meeting Chen Feng again, although the two of them were in the same formal relationship as a year ago, there was a gap between their minds, and the gap that couldn't be resolved even if it was opened up made Gu Chen grieve, but people can't keep in the same state forever, and they are depressed The disease was not found by him, but by it.

Chen Feng met Chen Ze on the way home. It turned out that he didn't go home. Chen Sheng was very busy this weekend. About an hour's drive.

It was 03:30 in the afternoon, and Chen Ze knew that he hadn't eaten dinner yet, so he said, "Would you like to come to my house and sit down, and I'll cook for you."

"Okay." Chen Ze saw light in his eyes.

In Chen Ze's heart, he has never been able to understand why Chen Feng alienated himself. In the past four years, except for the year when he disappeared, every time Chen Feng saw Chen Ze in school during the three years of junior high school, he would avoid him. Sometimes they don't even say hello, people who know the two of them feel very strange, if they don't know each other, they will think they are the same person.In the year when Chen Feng disappeared, shortly after school started, he received a text message from Chen Ze asking, "Where are you? Why didn't you come to school?"

But Chen Ze sent text messages intermittently for several weeks, and he didn't dare to ask his classmates, so he went straight to ask Chen Feng's class teacher, and the reply he got was: "His mother said he was sick, so he went directly to apply for a suspension of school." .”

So only when Chen Ze sent a message asking: "Are you sick?"

Only then did I receive a "Yes." reply, and another sentence: "Don't worry, I'll be fine soon." They didn't exchange any more messages afterwards.

In fact, not long after the second semester of the third year of junior high school, the depression had already begun to show up, but it seemed to be getting better intermittently. Chen Feng didn't know, but felt that he might be affected by Gu Chen's incident and became depressed. Even his grades before the high school entrance examination were better. He also got the grades he wanted in the senior high school entrance examination, and depression was something he never thought about.It's just that after the senior high school entrance examination, I got caught up in Gu Chen's matter again. Not long after I went to Beijing with Li Yan, my grandmother noticed it after Li Yan's wedding. It wasn't until the medical certificate came out and I read the words on it that I knew exactly what I had. Because Li Yan returned to Guangzhou to work shortly after marriage, Chen Feng stayed with his grandmother for about ten months and spent a whole spring, summer, autumn and winter together, but there were also two full seasons when he lived confused and helpless. In the trough of help, for a period of time, I sneaked into a nearby high school, often sitting on the sidelines of the field, idly watching a football game that did not score for several hours, longing to see the shadow of Gu Chen in a running figure, and then Going home in despair, lost everything about him, that year, he lost his faith, because he loved an unsuitable person, he lost his light, so everything became indifferent, because of illness, Or is it because of Gu Chen?

"Chen Feng." At the door of the apartment, Chen Ze woke up and thought of Chen Ze who had drifted back to a year ago, and Chen Ze realized that he hadn't taken out the key to open the door.

Snapped.In the world separated by this door, he is finally not alone.

At that moment, I thought you loved me

The school started in the summer of 2006. This was Susie's last year at Huaqiao Middle School. Although her grades could not keep up, she might not be able to get into Nanshan No. [-] Middle School in the senior high school entrance examination, but she knew that Lu Sen would definitely pass the exam, and she had had enough of this school. Some of the school, teachers and classmates here can no longer be described as disgusting, so they decided to try their best to escape from here.

When Susie was admitted to Huaqiao Middle School in Miancheng City from Liangjin Town, even though it was purely an accident, when she stepped into Huaqiao Middle School for the first time with anxiety, her mother sent her to the dormitory to tidy up the bed and sundries, she was dazed aside, It seems that I can't believe that I have left home and started living together.Mother sent her to the classroom again, picked a seat,