Orange Savior

Throwing Chen's coat to him, "Put on your clothes quickly, go home and take a shower, I will be late for late repair."

Walking out of the stadium together and saying goodbye to the teaching building, Gu Chen almost used a running speed to complete a series of pushing out the bicycle from the bicycle shed and then ran home to take a shower. Only after exercising would he go home after school in the afternoon to take a shower. bath.Chen Feng went to Class [-] on the third floor alone. There was no one in the class. He didn't turn on the lights in the classroom, went straight to his seat, took out his mobile phone, and fell asleep with his earphones plugged in.

The sudden vibration of the phone shocked Chen Feng's nerves, and he opened a message, which was Liang Xingzhuan.

He asked on the message: "Why haven't you contacted me for so long? How have you been recently?"

Chen Feng considered his language, and only conveyed a few words, "I'm having a good time." Then he felt that something was wrong, and asked, "How about you?"

"Very good. It's cold and I'm going to play. There's more and more homework. It's so cold here. I had a cold and a fever a while ago and only took a rest for a few days. You don't have a cold or a fever, do you?"

"The weather here is very good, I can still wear short sleeves occasionally, and I won't catch a cold or have a fever, but the weather is a bit changeable."

"If I go to Guangdong to find you during the winter vacation, will you take me in for a while?"

"Okay, when is the winter vacation?"

"About mid-January."

"Okay, tell me in advance when you come over."

"Chen Feng, you are so kind."

"It's okay, I'll wait for you."

Less than 3 minutes after Chen Feng turned off the phone, Liang Xing sent another message: "I forgot to ask, you and yours, are you okay?"

"Well, it's good." Chen Feng replied briefly, seemingly without emotion.

Afterwards, the message from Liang Xingzhuan never came, and Chen Feng slept for a while before hearing the vibrating sound of the phone, and only two words, "That's great."

Chen Feng smiled knowingly, and pressed a few words on the phone, "We'll talk about it when you come."

"Ah."

After the senior high school entrance examination, two months after going to Beijing, exactly in September, Chen Feng was found to be suffering from depression. It was the first day of treatment. On the way home, he passed by a middle school. He suddenly stood there, looking through the tall He watched the boys on the basketball court running, shooting, wiping sweat, waving, shouting, his body seemed to have been gouged out, his eyes were red, his vision was blurred, he couldn’t see anything up.Grandma asked gently: "Want to go in and have a look?"

Chen Feng replied: "I want to go home."

"Okay, let's go then!"

That time, Liang Xingzhuan saw Chen Feng for the first time. From the moment he stood on the other side of the iron net, Liang Xingzhuan noticed him.

In mid-September, Liang Xingzhuan had already started school for half a month, and he was a freshman in Beiyun Middle School.

In mid-October, except for the follow-up visit, Chen Feng hadn’t been out for a month, cooking, eating and watching TV with Douyou and grandma every day. After his health improved, one afternoon, he walked to Beiyun Middle School, an ordinary middle school You can't go in and out casually, but because one of the security guards lives in the same block as Chen Feng, knows Chen Feng's grandmother, and has heard about Chen Feng, so every time Chen Feng goes to Beiyun Middle School, the security guards will open the door and let him in. walk around.

When he entered Beiyun for the first time, he found the football field directly, but no one was playing football. He sat on the stone steps in a daze, with earphones plugged in his ears, and listened to some back rockers whose names he could not remember.Not long after, he walked to the basketball court to watch the students play basketball. He was probably in class at this time. He remembered Nanshan No. [-] Middle School. He used to be like them, basking in the sun and enjoying sports. Before, he could have no one. At that time, he had already lost Gu Chen for three months. He thought that these three months would last his whole life, and his depression would follow him for the rest of his life. So what is the meaning of life?

Liang Xingzhuan recognized Chen Feng when he walked over. He observed Chen Feng while playing on the court, and found that he was not wearing a school uniform. He was probably a senior who had left school.In the middle of the game, Liang Xingzhuan took the initiative to change the game, went to sit beside Chen Feng and drank a sip of water, took advantage of the opportunity to say hello to Chen Feng, and then started a conversation.

"Did you leave school?" Liang Xing asked.

"Correct."

"No wonder you have to wear a school uniform."

"Oh, I'm not a student of Beiyun."

"Ha, what are you doing here?"

Chen Feng thought for a while and said, "I live nearby, so I have nothing to do to come and sit."

"Listen to your Mandarin accent..."

"Cantonese."

"Wow, it's so far away, I haven't been there before."

"Beijing is also far away."

"Seeing how you really want to play basketball, do you want a round?"

Chen Feng hesitated, and said, "No, I'm going to leave."

"Where to go?"

"Go out for a walk."

"Okay!" Liang Xing turned around and left.

Not long after Chen Feng went out, there was a park more than ten minutes away from this road. Chen Feng wanted to go there for a walk, but suddenly there was a voice calling from behind.

"Hey! Wait a minute."

When Chen Feng turned around, it turned out to be Liang Xingzhuan, who asked, "Don't you have to go to class?"

"Skipped class." Liang Xing raised his eyebrows and said proudly.

"Why?" Chen Feng frowned and asked, they were standing five meters away.

Liang Xingyuan approached Chen Feng step by step, and said, "To get to know you!"

"why?"

"Because you don't know my name yet, and of course I don't know your name either. Hello, my name is Liang Xingzhuan, Liang Chaowei's Liang, the star of the stars, the star that the stars rotate on their own." Liang Xingzhuan raised his hand first. , and then explained his name.

Chen Feng was stunned, and then said: "Hello! Well, my name is Chen Feng, and Chen... is the very common surname Chen, Feng from Maple Leaf."

"Where are you going?" Liang Xingzhuan took the initiative to put his arms around Chen Feng's shoulders, and Chen Feng avoided it.

"The park ahead."

"Do we know each other?"

"That's it."

"Are you friends?"

"should be."

Liang Xingzhuan accompanied Chen Feng to sit on the wooden chair in the park for half an hour. He couldn't sit still because of his irritable personality. Seeing Chen Feng's gloomy look, he said, "You seem... very lonely. You look like you, don't you have any friends in Beijing?"

"No." Chen Feng's eyes looked at the lake in the distance, without focus.

"Then I'm your first friend in Beijing"

"Yes!"

"Why come here you don't have to go to school"

"I'm sick, I'm taking a break from school, or I'm escaping." Chen Feng replied.

"The air in Beijing is so bad, it's fine if you don't get sick, and you still come here to recuperate" is really a true Beijinger.

At that time, a gust of wind passed over the lake, Chen Feng said: "But I have nowhere to go."

"Guangdong's medical conditions are not bad!"

"It's not bad, so I should have come to escape, to escape failure."

"Oh!" Liang Xingzhuan suddenly asked in a low voice, "May I ask what disease you have?"

"Psychopathy."

Liang Xing was stunned for a minute, and muttered, "But you look quite normal."

"Yes, when it's normal, it's like a normal person, but when it's abnormal, it wants to die."

Liang Xing thought about it, why is this person so complicated?

"It's depression, it's not serious, and I haven't thought about dying yet." Chen Feng confessed that he was afraid of scaring him if he continued.

"I see." Liang Xingzhuan said with a smile: "The first day I met you, did I ask too many questions?"

"No, it's not a big deal." The neighbors living near Chen Feng knew that Chen Feng had depression, and it was no secret.

"Then let me ask again, what exactly did you fail to avoid?"

"It's better if I tell you once."

"I can't ask for it."

Chen Feng suddenly turned his head and said, "Then give me a reason to tell you."

"Well, I want to know you and be friends with you, because I think you are very suitable to be a friend. If I know you better, our friendship will increase rapidly." Liang Xingzhuan is like a child, because he can make friends with you. friends and get carried away with joy.

"How old are you?"

"Thirteen, what about you?"

"sixteen."

"I can't see it, so you should be in the first year of high school this year!"

"I also don't see that you are so young that you have only graduated from primary school not long ago."

"What? I'm already a junior high school student." Liang Xingzhuan immediately frowned.

Liang Xingzhuan, a junior high school student, and Chen Feng, a high school student, are almost the same height. Anyone who sees them as the same age, turns out to be three years behind. Liang Xingzhuan has a more mature face than his peers, but he is still a child Heart.

"Okay, let me tell you, I've liked someone for three years, but it's not three years. I failed to confess my love to him, and then fled to Beijing. I found out that I was suffering from depression, so I couldn't go back to Guangdong, and then I dropped out of school here. Restoring your illness." Chen Feng was very surprised that he was able to confess to Liang Xingzhuan, the former self would never be like this, probably because he felt that he would not become friends with him.

"After liking her for so long, she must have suffered a lot. Then she must be a very good girl."

Chen Feng turned his head to meet Liang Xingzhuan's eyes, and said slowly, "He's a boy, I like boys, and I'm gay."

"what?"

"Do you feel surprised? Weird? Or disgusting?" Chen Feng, who had nowhere to vent his emotions, was suddenly excited!

Liang Xingzhuan took a deep breath and said contemptuously, "I don't believe you."

"His name is Gu Chen, he is my classmate in junior high school, he likes to play football, basketball, drink alcohol, eat oranges, wear black, like girls, a little..."

"Enough." Liang Xingzhuan interrupted him, and continued: "If you don't want to be friends with me, just tell me, why are you telling such nonsense lies!"

Chen Feng was silent, and then said: "Why do I not want to be friends with you? Is it so difficult to accept homosexuality in this era?" In the past, he would never refute such things.

"You don't look like a fucking gay! How could you like boys?" Liang Xingzhuan's voice raised a few degrees.

"Are you mad because I'm gay?"

"I'll get lost!" Liang Xingzhuan grabbed his schoolbag