Orange Savior

A lifetime is a lifetime.

Chen Feng also went forward and hugged him behind his back, saying, "Take back what you said."

"What? You still won't let me love you?" Gu Chen smiled suddenly, facing the sun.

"I don't want to hear you say anything about my promise." Chen Feng was suddenly happy and sad, with mixed feelings in his chest.It seems that he has not been loved for a long time, but in fact, he has been afraid of being loved and losing love for many years.

"You really can't stay with me forever? It's okay to lie to me!" Gu Chen's tone seemed to be joking, but Chen Feng knew it was definitely not.

How could Chen Feng not love Gu Chen, and didn't want to accompany him until his twilight years, but a lifetime is too long, a promise is just a sentence that has nothing to do with love, it can't represent anything at all, and even once it is said, it will be blown away in the wind.

"I don't want to lie to you, I just don't like promises, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" Chen Feng leaned on Gu Chen's shoulder, speaking in a muffled voice.

"Maybe I just miss my grandpa a little bit, talking nonsense!"

Chen Feng touched his head.

"Go back!" Gu Chen said.

Walking on the path in the field, the fog in the distant mountains dissipated, and the sun came out from the sky. Gu Chen walked in front with his pockets in his pockets, his hands clenched tightly.

"I'm sorry, actually I want to wait until we are seventy or eighty to tell you, look, I've been with you for the rest of my life!" Chen Feng said after a long time, his words really sounded like a voice coming from the fog.

Gu Chen didn't understand in a daze, he probably only understood the first three words of such a romantic sentence, he turned his head and stared at him with wide eyes.

"No one can know in advance how long the company will last." Chen Feng said.

"I understand what you mean, I really understand." Gu Chen really understood, he went back and put his arms around Chen Feng's shoulders, gave him a kiss, and said, "It's so cold, let's go!"

"Ah."

They walked on the road against the morning light, went home to pack their clothes, bid farewell to Grandma Gu and aunt, took the bus back to Miancheng, rested for a few days, did not touch any homework, and went home to concentrate on the test papers when they arrived at the station nautical mile.

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After the New Year's Eve, the world is silent again, and the days after the carnival are still dominated by tranquility.Susie was standing on the side of the road in front of her house, and there was a thin figure beside her, which was her mother Li Juan. She accompanied Susie while waiting for the bus from Liangjin Town to Miancheng Mountain. The wind in January was very gloomy. There were occasional cold winds, Susie wore a school uniform and a coat, added a gray scarf, kicked the pebbles on the side of the road with canvas shoes, or walked back and forth on the side of the road, because of the cold, The second is because of habit. When waiting for everything, I am used to walking back and forth, and I can't stop for a moment. My mother chats with her one after another.

"Wear more clothes at school!" she said.

"Yeah." Suzy replied.

Seeing that the car didn't come, Li Juan complained: "Why is the car so slow today? It's always on time when we don't wait, but when we wait for it, it's slow. This place is really, really. When you wait for the bus, you will wait until you get angry!"

Suzy sighed and complained again.

During Susie's teenage years, she knew that Li Juan was a woman who was soft on the outside and strong on the inside, but a woman was always a woman, and she couldn't escape some simple fates.

After waiting for another ten minutes, Susie looked at her watch anxiously several times. If it was later, there would not be enough time to go to school, because there was always unfinished homework, and she asked Xiang Dong to have dinner together. , the car turned a corner from the end of the road and drove into Susie's sight.

Saying goodbye to Li Juan, both of them remained calm. When Susie got on the bus, she took out the change and stuffed it into the coin slot. The driver was a 40-year-old uncle with a bloated figure. He was very familiar with some people on this route. , because although he has a fierce face, he is actually a driver with a sharp mouth and a bean curd heart. He recognizes Susie, because Susie is often teased by him, "Why does such a big person want your mother to send you to wait for the car?" Susie is always helpless. Explanation: "My mother is very busy at home!"

Susie found a place to sit down, and the car was still bumping on the winding road. The school time was mostly three or four in the afternoon, and many students like Susie entered the car one after another on the road. They were dressed in different school clothes. Because it is winter, the air conditioner is not turned on and the windows are not turned on. Soon, a cloud of turbid air fills the car. Susie feels that the air is warm, and her head slowly begins to swell. Drowsy, even if she was sitting, she could be squeezed so that she couldn't move around. She turned her head to the car window and watched the trees whizzing by outside the window.

The first time he took this route home many years ago was with Feng Yi, the first and last time.Susie pulled out the memories about him in her vague memory. So far, she only dared to recall, but did not dare to visit his tomb once in person.

At that time, in the still bumpy car, they each grabbed the wristbands in the car and tried their best to keep their balance. Susie was a person who almost lost her sense of balance in the car. Feng Yi made fun of her, and they talked facing each other .

"What do you think of your school?" Feng Yi asked.

Without thinking about it, Susie just said, "It's nothing, I'm just not used to it, and I feel that my grades can't keep up at all."

"Me too, but no, I must overcome the knowledge I have left behind, and you too, you can't give up. It's only the first year of junior high school, and there is still time."

When he talks, there seems to be light in his eyes. He is happy. Feng Yi is like this. Even when he is in trouble, he just calmly analyzes himself and finds a solution. He is very competitive, so he used to be in primary school. Far ahead of No.1.

Susie smiled slightly, her eyes were always dull, not because it was late at night, but because she went to a place she didn't like, and found that she was very uncomfortable and couldn't be happy. She didn't know it at the time, this was the beginning, she saw The firmness in Feng Yijiong's bright eyes,

Susie thought he belonged to this city, otherwise, why gave him hope.

It has been five years. When Su Xi thought of Feng Yi, he was still the boy in the brand new Nanshan No. [-] Middle School uniform. He had a dark complexion and a short cut. He was so ordinary that he couldn't be recognized in the crowd. Feel.For a while, they looked at each other in the carriage but were silent. The setting sun outside the window shone into the carriage and shone on each other's faces, like hope in the twilight, the warmth before the darkness came.

Strangely, Susie always recalled the memory of returning home with Feng Yi. She knew Feng Yi in the fifth grade. She had a lot of memories about him, but many of them had been forgotten. Only this part, he remembered clearly , even the feeling of the setting sun that day is vivid in my mind, maybe because it was the last time Susie saw Feng Yi, and in the years after his death, Susie chewed on that memory repeatedly, ruminated constantly, and gradually formed A clear image exists in the hippocampus.Every time Susie thinks of talking about each other's ideals in the sunset, encouraging

There will be no more time for the other party to grow up, and there will be a stabbing pain in the heart.

Su Xi remembered Feng Yi saying: "Nanshan No. [-] Middle School is very good, you must pass the exam, and we can fight together in high school!"

"Well, good!" This is Suzie's first goal of learning in her life.Feng Yi said many, many things, and the phrase "must pass the exam!" echoed throughout Susie's life for the next three years.

Although Susie longed for the outside city since she was a child, she didn't have any specific goals. Even when she finished her elementary school exam and applied for a middle school exam, she filled it out casually, but she did well in the exam. went to middle school.When she was in Liangjin Primary School, Susie didn't have any pressure to study, so she got mixed up for six years without knowing it. In a sense, this was the first goal Susie wanted to fight for in her life.

Four or ten minutes later, the car arrived at Nanshan No. 10 Middle School Station. She walked into the school gate with her schoolbag on her back. She came to the place where he used to live. He was no longer there, but Susie thought silently that she would live with his dream. Live in Nanshan No. [-] Middle School.

Take a deep breath, it's time to climb the hill!

Near the seven o'clock attendance time, Susie and Xiang Dong leaned against the railing of the balcony outside the classroom, Susie put her hands in the pockets of her school uniform, while Xiang Dong shrank her hands into the sleeves of her school uniform, two clean Faced with the bitter cold wind, the endless stream of people downstairs kept trotting into the teaching building. Su Xi and Xiang Dong were chatting about some boring topics, but they were actually trying to find Lu Sen and Chen Chen in the crowd downstairs. Ze's figure, just not mentioning it in silence, they had talked too much about their topics before, to the point where they knew everything.

Finally, the bell rang for evening reading, and it was already dark and no one could see.

When Susie returned to her seat, Song Qing greeted her excitedly, and immediately told Susie about an article she read recently, and she wanted to recommend it to Susie, and Susie said yes!

Susie has been relatively introverted since she was a child, and she doesn't know many friends, and even fewer friends.And when she first met Song Qing, she and she hit it off as if they had met each other, especially when it came to topics, they always had things they couldn't finish talking about.She walked into Song Qing's heart step by step, and Song Qing quickly opened her heart to her, and their relationship has made a qualitative leap since then.

Su Xi lived in the same dormitory with Song Qing and Xiang Dong. Song Qing and Xiang Dong had a very good relationship at first, while Su Xi and Xiang Dong were on better terms. Later, it gradually became a threesome. Soon Xiang Dong and Song Qing had some personality differences. There were always some minor quarrels, and Su Xi acted as a lubricant between the two of them. Over time, they got in touch with Song Qing, sparking sparks in their personality and thinking.

But Susie feels that Song Qing and Xiang Dong are always two girls with different personalities, Xiang Dong is like a life partner, she is very interesting, she spends a lot of time with Susie to do boring things, and there are always many tricks , like to