The brook wind is in the forest
Chapter 9
This night, An Feng had a long-lost dream.
In the dream, she and Lin Xi were separated. She walked alone for a long time, and then someone appeared, holding her hand and walking until the two of them were gray-haired. The man looked back at her and smiled softly. , she remembers that face very clearly, it was the person she met during the day
What a strange dream, An Feng thought.
That dream was like an omen, and An Feng saw that person again not long after.
After class, An Feng and Lin Xi were dragged by Zhou Weishe to the school's outdoor basketball court to watch the friendly basketball match between the Law Department and the J Architecture Design Department.An Feng and Lin Xi have never been interested in this kind of excitement, but they have two roommates who love to join in the fun.
The open-air basketball court was packed with people screaming.
The four of Lin Xi sat side by side on the first row of stone steps. An Feng saw the red jersey No. 8 on the field at a glance. Perhaps that person was too eye-catching, and An Feng's eyes couldn't help following his figure. An imperceptible trace of joy quietly bloomed in her heart like an unknown flower in the mountains. She let the emotion grow and ignored it. An Feng knew that her heart became very strange because of him, but she didn't want to admit it.
Lin Xi on the side bumped An Feng with his elbow, pointed at the red jersey No. 8 on the court, and said excitedly, "Look, the No. 8 player on the court is Gu Xuan. I didn't expect such a fate to be here Met in the same school, ah! Why didn’t I meet before, but luckily it’s not too late now.”
An Feng didn't expect that she had seen him a long time ago, and it turned out that he was the male god who secretly followed Lin Xi with her.
Seeing that An Feng didn't respond, Lin Xi pushed again, "Xiaofeng, why don't you respond? It's not okay to be so indifferent. Get excited and turn the usual state of stagnant water into a huge tsunami, huh huh! Huh huh Huh! Huh! " Lin Xi shouted at An Feng.The saliva was almost sprayed on An Feng's face.
"Lin Xi, don't shout at An Feng, look at the handsome guy, this is a rare opportunity." She said.
"Ah, I didn't expect that Gu Xuan is still so handsome, no, he is even more handsome and attractive than before." Lin Xi sighed.
"Who is Gu Xuan?" asked the head of the house.
"The most handsome one on the field." Lin Xi said.
"You know that handsome guy, why didn't you tell us earlier, and didn't introduce him to us." The head of the house looked "hungry and thirsty" like a basketball court.
"I know him, but he doesn't know me." Lin Xi spread his hands.
"Could it be that you have a crush on him?" the Sheriff guessed.
"I just appreciate it. As long as he is handsome, he is my male god. Also, don't you think Xiaofeng is a good match for male god?" Lin Xi said.
The head of the house glanced at An Feng, then at Gu Xuan on the field, and nodded, "It's true that the aura is very good." Then he turned his head and asked Zhou Wei next to him, "Do you think they are a good couple?"
An Feng, who was assisted by Lalang, still put on a cold face and did not participate in their conversation, because An Feng knew that if she spoke out at this moment, they would definitely be teased by them together with various words.It's just that the person who will be molested now will be the dazed Zhou Wei.
The head of the house smirked, "Looking at Zhao Ze, I'm so stupid, my eyes are almost glued to him."
Lin Xi also jokingly said, "Hey, I can't get tired of watching this almost every day, yes, although this Zhao Ze is not as good as the male god, but he looks good, maybe it will attract another one after another." Stubble little bees, little butterflies."
The head of the house and Lin Xi sang together and cooperated perfectly. "University is a good environment for dating. Maybe after the competition is over, how many elementary school girls will rush to confess to Zhao Ze."
"What kind of passive reserve, in this world where everything depends on speed and efficiency, can only lag behind others. Today's little girls are very active."
Zhou Wei was completely suppressed and molested by the two of them, unable to retaliate at all, she could only "hum" arrogantly.
An Feng, who thought he had escaped a catastrophe, didn't react much when he saw Gu Xuan walking this way, until he stood in front of him and pointed to the mineral water in her hand, "You can drink it for me Drooling?"
Gu Xuan suddenly appeared in front of her and talked to her. An Feng didn't know how to respond for a while, but just nodded stupidly, and handed over the one in his hand.
When Gu Xuan raised his head and drank it, An Feng realized that she had already drank that water! "this……"
As if knowing what An Feng was going to say, Gu Xuan smiled and said, "I don't mind."
An Feng clearly felt Lin Xi and the others' fiery eyes cast on her and Gu Xuan.
"After the game, can you wait for me?" Gu Xuan said.
Reason told An Feng that she should refuse. After all, they were not familiar with each other, so they should have nothing to say.Although she thought so, she nodded in a strange way.
Gu Xuan was obviously very happy to get the answer, and said with a smile, "See you later."
After Gu Xuan left, Lin Xi and the others who were originally acting as invisible people immediately began to interrogate the "prisoner" An Feng.
"Xiaofeng, it's so embarrassing for you to hide Chen Cang secretly from me and the male god Gu Xuan!"
"I didn't expect An Feng to leave the order first in our dormitory!"
"Quickly recruit from the truth!"
An Feng's shoulders were pinched by Lin Xi's hands and shook vigorously. He was so dizzy that he could see the stars in the daytime, "Stop, I said."
Lin Xi, the head of the house, and Zhou Wei all stared at An Feng with a curious expression on his face. An Feng held his forehead and said, "I only met him yesterday, and I only know his name now."
Lin Xi had a look of disbelief, "I showed you a picture of the male god before, why didn't you recognize him, he's so handsome!"
"The photos you took are either profile or back, who can recognize them, and it's been so long." An Feng said.
"That's right." Lin Xi suddenly said.
The head of the house and Zhou Wei asked, "Listen to what you said, you have known that handsome guy for a long time, tell me how you met?"
"It's a long story, but looking at Xiaofeng and Guxuan's male god, I think you are really compatible." Lin Xi said proudly, "Hahaha, I've drawn back the red line."
"Don't talk too far, now I want to ask how they met." Zhou Wei reminded.
"Say it quickly." She said.
The matter was very simple, An Feng finished it in one sentence.It can be heard from Lin Xi and the others that a youth school idol drama can be filmed.
"Xiaofeng, the male god is a hero saving the beauty, your fate is destined, otherwise you have walked so many times under the tree without being bitten by a snake, and you were bitten by a snake when you met the male god. I'll create another opportunity for you!" After Lin Xi said this, An Feng felt that Gu Xuan was the one who was bitten by her snake.
Then She Chang said, "The grace of this drop of water should be repaid by the spring. You not only have to repay, but also repay, after all, the male god saved your life." The snake is not poisonous, and she was not saved by him.
"That's right, the most traditional way to repay a favor is..." Zhou Wei said in a long voice.
"Promise with your body!" Lin Xi and the head of the house agreed tacitly.
An Feng said helplessly, "You guys think too much."
Lin Xi, the head of the house, and Zhou Wei rarely found a chance to tease An Feng, and they kept laughing and watching An Feng not talking, which made An Feng feel uncomfortable.
After the basketball game was over, Lin Xi and the others consciously kept a large distance from An Feng. This distance could not only clearly see the faces of An Feng and the male god, but also ensure to hear their voices.
While peeping openly, Lin Xi and the others lamented how well the two stood together.
Since then, An Feng may not have felt it, but Lin Xi can clearly notice her changes. There are a little bit of starlight in those eyes that were originally quiet and as dark as the night sky.
Sure enough, it didn't take long for An Feng to tell Lin Xi that she had someone she liked.At that moment, Lin Xi suddenly had a premonition that An Feng would gradually walk in front of her, farther and farther, until she could no longer see her...
Although he was very happy for An Feng, he felt a faint sense of loss in his heart.After all, they have always existed like each other's shadows. No matter who they meet, they can't compare to each other's position in their hearts. Lin Xi also knows that she and An Feng will eventually be separated one day. Friendship will not be stained by the wind and frost of the years.
Lin Xi sometimes felt that An Feng was in a relationship as if he had never been in a relationship. If An Feng hadn't gone to the library alone to go to two people, she wouldn't have been able to tell that An Feng was dating Gu Xuan.Because she is not like the female classmate in the dormitory next door who talks on the phone with her boyfriend in the corridor every night, nor does she have the stickiness of being with the person she likes all the time when she just fell in love, and she never mentions Gu Xuan when she talks.
Sure enough, even if An Feng fell in love, he was still An Feng.In An Feng's words, even if they are together, they are still free to each other and have their own space and life.If you love each other without having to stick together all the time, even if you are separated by thousands of miles, the relationship will not disappear, but will grow little by little in the longing.
Although An Feng usually called Lin Xi when he went to the study room, Lin Xi, who was not a light bulb, resolutely refused.He also sent the photos of Gu Xuan secretly taken to An Feng, and said earnestly, "I almost deleted all the photos after graduation, and only a few essences are left. Don't let me down. Also, you can We must be good and stay together for a long time, otherwise I will never believe in love again."
An Feng went to the study room, and Lin Xi occupied the entire dormitory by himself.The head of the dormitory and Zhou Wei came back and saw Lin Xi reviewing in the dormitory alone, and couldn't help but tease, "Your Majesty, why isn't the Empress here?"
Lin Xi sighed, "The queen ran away with others, the noble concubine has other people in her heart, and the prime minister has a different heart, so what good is it for me to guard the country?"
She said. "The barbarians from the north have invaded the imperial city, and you, the emperor, will soon become the king of subjugation." Then, he threw a roll of toilet paper to Lin Xi, "You hang yourself!"
"Hey, I'm on my way!" Lin Xi shouted.
"Be a strong emperor." Zhou Wei patted Lin Xi on the shoulder and said.
Chapter 10
At the end of the summer vacation of his junior year, Lin Xi really rented a single room very close to the school.After paying the rent, Lin Xi rented a small electric donkey by himself several times to transport all her and An Feng's luggage away. During the period, mats, clothes hangers and so on fell in the middle, causing people on the road to rush to this place. While watching, Lin Xi suddenly felt a little ashamed, so he could only pretend to be calm, picked up the things and continued to drive away.
The single room that Lin Xi rented was on the fourth floor. After she piled up her luggage on the stairs on the first floor, Lin Xi carried the heavy luggage up the stairs alone. Excitement, this is something she has been looking forward to for a long time.After tidying up the room, it was dark, but there was no electric fan in the stuffy room. Lin Xi almost relied on the spray to keep spraying water on his body while fanning the air. It took a long time before he slowly fell asleep.
The next day, Lin Xi went to the supermarket with great enthusiasm to buy a bunch of daily necessities, and even sent a few photos of the room to An Feng who was doing a summer job.
When An Feng came, Lin Xi had already put everything in order.
Lin Xi is such a person, she will try her best to achieve whatever she wants, and she really did it.No matter what Lin Xi does, she will bring An Feng with her, and there will always be a place for An Feng in her plans.An Feng also knew that she had been under Lin Xi's care until now, and enjoyed Lin Xi's care and help with peace of mind.
Sometimes An Feng wondered what his own existence meant to Lin Xi.Maybe Lin Xi is afraid of being alone, but An Feng is lonely. They seem different, but they are so similar.
At night, An Feng was lying on the bed looking at his mobile phone, and by the way, he glanced at Lin Xi who was sitting in front of the table peeling apples, and reminded, "Be careful, don't cut your fingers again, and then keep calling me, it's okay to call me use."
After hearing this, Lin Xi said triumphantly, "Don't worry, I've prepared a Band-Aid."
An Feng couldn't laugh or cry, "Can't you cut it well and try not to cut it?"
"I'll try my best." Lin Xi said, looking at the apple in his hand.
"Xiaofeng, Xiao~feng, Xiao~feng, Xiaofeng..." Lin Xi elongated his voice.
An Feng turned his head and asked, "What are you doing?"
Lin Xi said, "It's nothing, I just want to call your name."
Then he said, "Xiao~feng, Xiao~feng, Xiao~feng, Xiaofeng~"
An Feng ignored it this time.
Lin Xi said unwillingly, "Xiaofeng, I called you so many times, why don't you answer me?"
An Feng, "..."
Sometimes Lin Xi would always do some unreasonable things, until now An Feng has practiced to ignore Lin Xi's state at any time.
After eleven o'clock, Lin Xi lay on the bed screaming hungry, after all, she only ate one apple before.An Feng ignored Lin Xi, because she knew very well that as soon as she answered the call, Lin Xi would take the opportunity to ask her to go downstairs to buy a midnight snack.Although you will be asked to go if you don't talk to me, at least you can delay.
"Hunger has devoured my reason, and my stomach needs a warm comfort. Xiaofeng~ can you buy me a Malatang~" Lin Xi, who was hungry, yelled enough, and she still asked An Feng to buy it.
Although he knew that he would go to buy supper after all, An Feng still had to struggle and persuaded, "If you eat this meal, then your hard work this week will be in vain, and it will also waste money, bear with it, sleep You can have breakfast tomorrow."
"Experts have said that to lose weight, you need to lose weight in a healthy way, and you can't go on a diet to lose weight. This is not good for your health." Lin Xi reasoned one after another. Motivation to continue to lose weight. I'm starving to death now, I can't bear it at all. Xiaofeng, I entrust my life to you!"
Hearing this, An Feng resigned himself to get up and get dressed.
Lin Xi, who had once again won the revolution, gave an order, "I want a Mala Tang."
An Feng went out and went downstairs to a small stall not far away. The cheerful boss saw her and greeted her with a smile, "Little girl, you are here again. It seems that you like spicy hot food very much."
The person who likes to eat is not her but Lin Xi, but An Feng didn't bother to explain, so he agreed with a smile.
After buying it back, An Feng didn't forget to tease Lin Xi, "Eat it, get up tomorrow and weigh yourself, and you can see the increased number."
Lin Xi turned a deaf ear and ate with big mouthfuls, as if he had been hungry for several days.
After eating, Lin Xi rubbed his chubby stomach, "Xiaofeng, let's go on a trip together after graduation, and draw a successful conclusion to our student career."
"Well, there is still one year left after graduation, so I want to go on a trip now to change my mood. Anyway, there are still a few days before school starts, so let's go tomorrow. Where should we go? Dali?" Lin Xi said .
Although she is not very interested in traveling, but when she heard Lin Xi talking about traveling with great interest, An Feng calculated the money in her hand. If she went, her two-month wages would be cut by more than half, but An Feng still replied "Yes".
After receiving An Feng's answer, Lin Xi immediately picked up his mobile phone to book tickets online, and said, "If you have money, you can go anywhere you want, and you can do everything with a mobile phone. The best time to go to Dali is in spring, but summer is better when there are fewer people. I will go to Dali this year, and next year I will go to Beijing to watch the national flag raising and climb the Great Wall." The more I talked, the more excited I became, "When we both have money, we will travel abroad together. First, we will go to the nearby countries, and then we will travel to Europe. , and finally America."
It's just that what Lin Xi didn't expect was that not only did they not go on a trip as promised after graduation, but the parting came suddenly...
The next day, Lin Xi and An Feng simply took a small suitcase full of their belongings, and boarded the bullet train bound for Dali.
An Feng looked sideways at the scenery outside the car window, the green mountains, the clear blue sky, and the floating white clouds. He couldn't help but think of the summer when Lin Xi took her to the small town. The two of them walked together on the path among the green wheat fields. Passing by in a whirl, the long voice of the old man came from a distance, calling them to come back for dinner...
It seems that every time Lin Xi goes somewhere, it seems that An Feng is with him, but in fact, it is Lin Xi who gives An Feng a different experience.Because if it weren't for Lin Xi's side, An Feng would never have the idea of going to a strange place, nor would she have those unforgettable memories.
Sitting next to him, Lin Xi took out the earphone and plugged it into the phone, and habitually put the other earphone into An Feng's ear.From before to now, whenever they ride together in the car, An Feng sits by the window and watches the scenery, while Lin Xi wears earphones, listens to music and closes his eyes to rest.
When they arrived in Dali, Lin Xi and An Feng went to the hotel to check in, packed their luggage, and went to have lunch.The two slowly enjoyed the humanistic customs in Dali.
The next day, Lin Xi and An Feng went to Cangshan Mountain early in the morning. They walked on the stairs leading to the top of the mountain. Before halfway there, the two of them were exhausted. They stopped and walked to a higher place, and the scenery was unobstructed, which is rare for An Feng. He picked up his phone and took a few photos.
When Lin Xi saw it, he couldn't help joking, "It's really rare, Xiaofeng, you are actually taking pictures. This is for the male god Gu Xuan to see. No one can do it just to show these dry scenes." Stretching out his hand, he said, "Give me your phone, and I'll take pictures for you."
After thinking about it, An Feng handed over the phone, stood stiffly on the side and let Lin Xi take pictures, "No way, Xiaofeng, why don't you keep a straight face, relax, why don't you just take a picture, come on, look Smile for the camera."
An Feng said, "It's not that you don't know that I hardly take pictures. I feel very uncomfortable in front of the camera. You can just take pictures casually."
Lin Xi disapproved and said, "How can I do that, I have to take pictures of you beautifully, you're such a goddamn god!" After taking a few photos, Lin Xi suddenly covered his face, "Ah——I really look forward to the day you get married, the godmother will wear a suit You must be handsome! Of course, Xiaofeng, you will definitely be more beautiful in a wedding dress."
An Feng took the phone back and said, "It's too early to get married."
"What's so early, graduate in one year, work for two years and get to know each other in every way before you can get married." Lin Xi said with a smile, "Anyway, I will be your bridesmaid when you get married. Similarly, when I get married, the bridesmaid will also be married." It must be you. We have to stand closest to each other, look at each other, and bless each other."
"It depends on who of us gets married first." An Feng said with a smile.
"It must be you who got married first, I don't even have anyone I like now." Lin Xi said firmly.
"It's hard to say." An Feng said as he walked forward.
When the two reached the top of the mountain, An Feng took many photos of Lin Xi along the way. In Lin Xi's words, although she didn't have a boyfriend, she could send them to her parents.
In the end, they just rested and went for a walk, then took the cable car down the mountain. Taking the cable car was Lin Xi's strong request, because she was afraid of heights, maybe because of her fear of heights, the more afraid she was, the more she wanted to conquer, not overcome.
During the whole process, An Feng looked at Lin Xi's various ways of death indifferently, "Since you are afraid of heights, you insist on taking the cable car, isn't this self-torture?"
Lin Xi insisted, "I'm not afraid of heights, I'm just afraid of heights, which are two different things." He shook his legs as he spoke, "Look, my legs are not weak, and my head is not dizzy. I'm just afraid of falling. I'm right. This cable car doesn't feel safe."
An Feng, "..." You still have to ride if you don't feel safe.
In the few days in Dali, I basically went to all the places I wanted to go, but I did have a lot of food, and I still complained that I didn’t eat really delicious food until I left Linxi.
Chapter 11
In the last year of university, Gu Xuan was going to go to Germany for further studies. Before leaving, An Feng looked at him calmly, "Just say what you want, I'll listen."
"I want you to wait for me." Sure enough, it was what Gu Xuan would say. He didn't ask her if she would like to wait, but directly said that she wanted her to wait for her.
An Feng didn't feel much about the five years they were going to be apart, because it was just a short period of time in her heart. In their future lives, she would definitely miss him and miss him very much sometimes. , miss him very much...
"Okay, I'll wait for you." An Feng looked at Gu Xuan firmly and said softly, "Let's just make an agreement. We won't meet or contact each other during the five years we've been separated until the day you come back. You still love me, let's get married." As he said, An Feng gently put his arms around Gu Xuan, "If you don't like me anymore, please tell me not to wait any longer, don't lie to me, I won't bother you."
Gu Xuan hugged An Feng tightly in his arms, his voice was hoarse and low, "I won't lie to you, you will haunt me forever."
Autumn is here, and the flowers of the two rows of eucalyptus trees on the school road turn from yellow to red. Before An Feng had time to walk underneath with Gu Xuan, he left...
After Lin Xi knew about it, he said to An Feng, "Although I admire Gu Xuan very much, it's too much for him to let Xiao Feng wait for five years. No one can predict what will happen in five years, because of time, because of distance, your feelings are a little bit What should I do if I disappear, people say that long-distance relationships are easy to break up."
"Anyway, loving him has exhausted all my enthusiasm. I think, apart from him, I won't have the strength to fall in love with anyone else." An Feng's tone was flat but firm.
Lin Xi knew An Feng just as An Feng knew her. Since An Feng said he would wait, he would wait forever.
"I have a hunch that you will stay together until the end of your life." Lin Xi said.
An Feng looked at the dark night sky, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, "I think so too."
After Gu Xuan's departure, An Feng was still the same as usual...just more in a daze, but he worked harder than before.
In the second half of the semester, Lin Xi joined a private company to work, and An Feng passed the judicial examination and went to practice in a law firm.Walking out of the school gate, leaving the greenhouse where an apology can be forgiven, and stepping into the society, they are like flowers that are immediately exposed to the outdoors, enduring the storm and scorching sun.
The two work equally hard in different jobs. Although Lin Xi is talkative, cheerful, and gets along well with his colleagues, there are always problems of one kind or another in the process of work.A little thing is enough to make her doubt herself, she can't even find the motivation to move forward, and then she starts to get bored, and has to continue working day after day, nothing happens, but she is wronged, and she doesn't know why this happens Feeling.Lin Xi was not satisfied with the status quo.
Unlike Lin Xi, An Feng mostly chooses to accept what happens to her, and she doesn't experience much fluctuation in her heart, perhaps because she has a clear and clear goal.
After returning to renting a house after work, Lin Xi began to complain, "Ah——in such a cold day, I arrived at the company early in the morning and had to wash the cups and clean up, do a lot of chores, and was criticized for not being careful when I was done. The floor is dirty. What's the matter? Do you want me to keep an eye on it all the time! I'm here to work, not to clean."
"Also, they always ask me to run errands to sell milk tea or something, and they don't give me any money, so I'm too embarrassed to ask them for it. But I'm just an intern, and the money from several cups of milk tea is a lot of money for me. And I also If you're not a nanny, why do you still have to play with the boss's children!" Lin Xi said with a displeased face.
An Feng pointed out sharply, "For the work, for the salary."
"Ah——I really want to resign." Lin Xi shouted for the nth time.
An Feng knew that Lin Xi had always been strong in action, and would do whatever he thought of.It's just that Lin Xi insisted on doing this job for two years, which made Lin Xi complain a lot.
After complaining, Lin Xi's suppressed mood eased a lot, "Xiaofeng, how about you?"
When An Feng came back, he kept sorting out the documents, without raising his head, and said, "It's similar to your situation, mainly doing chores."
"Also, our rented house is too small. There is no place to walk with two beds and two cloth wardrobes. It is freezing cold in winter, and it becomes like a steamer in summer. It leaks when it rains. If the rent wasn't cheap enough, I really don't want to live anymore." Lin Xi glanced at the small house with a look of disgust.
"As long as you can live there, it's just a place to rest anyway." An Feng said indifferently.
"No, I want to live comfortably. The room should have air conditioner, washing machine, kitchen and living room. If I live well, I will feel better and be motivated to work." Lin Xi said.
"If you want to live in a good place, you have to have money first." An Feng said calmly.
"It's not that we can't afford to share the rent, but it's hard to save money because of the high expenses." Lin Xi wondered.
Since then, Lin Xi has been thinking about moving.As long as he had time, he would look for houses online, and there were more and more houses he was interested in. However, An Feng had already left when Lin Xi actually moved out of here. In the end, Lin Xi moved again by himself.
On the day of graduation, after taking graduation photos and taking several photos with the dean, Zhou Wei and the others, Lin Xi excitedly dragged An Feng around the campus that he hadn't seen for a long time.
Walking through the winding covered bridge and entering the small pavilion in the lake, An Feng lay on the railing, looking at the large lotus leaves and lotus flowers swaying in the wind on the lake.Compared with Lin Xi, who was running around in the pavilion, who was both reluctant and excited about the school, she now misses Gu Xuan who is far away in another country. She thought they could graduate together, but she didn't expect to be separated for so long .
The emotion called longing spread in his chest, it was sour and astringent, and from time to time there was an urge to see him urgently...
Lin Xi stretched out his hand and shook An Feng's eyes, "What are you thinking about?" Before An Feng could answer, he continued, "Could it be that you are thinking about Gu Xuan?" An Feng would not admit that he was thinking of Gu Xuan.
An Feng glanced at Lin Xi, who was laughing "hehe", and said, "I'm wondering what to eat next?"
"That's right, what should we have for lunch? It's been a long time since I've eaten in the canteen, and I miss it. Let's go to the third floor of the canteen, where you can pay in cash." Sure enough, when the topic of eating was brought up, Lin Xi's attention was diverted up.
"Lunch is settled in the dining hall, so what shall we have for dinner?" When it comes to eating, Lin Xi always thinks about what to eat for the day, and even thinks about what to eat for breakfast the next day.From An Feng's acquaintance with Lin Xi to the present, Lin Xi's most frequent sentence is "what to eat". Once, he had a brainstorm and said that he would open a restaurant in the future, and the name would be "what to eat".
"You don't have to think about what to eat tonight, there will be a party tonight." An Feng interrupted Lin Xi's thoughts.
"Party, Xiaofeng, I'd have forgotten if you didn't tell me, maybe something fun will happen tonight." Lin Xi said with anticipation.
In the evening, Lin Xi, An Feng, the head of the house, and Zhou Wei sat around the corner of the table and chatted. There was no excitement that Lin Xi wanted to watch.There was a hint of reluctance in the smiles of everyone present.
No matter how much reluctance and sadness of parting, it will only turn into a saying that there is always a feast that never ends, but we all know in our hearts that even if we reunite after many years, we will not be all together.Some people, once gone, are never to be seen again.Some feelings fade, and they are no longer willing to spend time on maintenance and management.
Chapter 12
At forty in the morning, An Feng waited for a call from Lin Xi.The door downstairs was closed, and she couldn't get in without a card, so she asked her to throw the key through the window.
A few minutes later, Lin Xi opened the door and entered the room, reeking of alcohol.
Lin Xi was sitting on the armchair, his cheeks were flushed, and he was talking nonsense, complaining, "I really, really hate gatherings between colleagues, because they always like to toast you, and you can't push it away. No It's really embarrassing to say that drinking is not giving face, but I can't refuse. After all, I am a colleague, so I can't hurt my friendship, I still have to give face.
I don't understand that when a few people get together to drink, what is there to drink? It's better to lie in bed and read novels or videos.Young people of today!It's better to go home, sleep well, and live a healthy life after partying and drinking so late every day. "
"Because of loneliness." An Feng said.
"Wouldn't it be lonely if a group of people gather together to drink? It's a waste of time to indulge yourself. If you have time, you might as well read a book to enrich yourself."
"If you don't want to go so much, just refuse." An Feng said.
"I said that I can't hurt the peace, and we will see each other every day in the future. And they have invited many times, and they can't refuse every time and have to go there once or twice. Sometimes I feel that it is their right to invite myself to a party between colleagues. My kind of approval, but I really don't like to drink, and I don't want to come back so late like I am now."
"Then you just keep worrying." An Feng said that he couldn't help.
Lin Xi didn't want to listen to An Feng's opinion, but needed an audience to vent his dissatisfaction, so he continued to complain, "
And they always match me up with Xiao Xu in the company intentionally or unintentionally, and they keep saying in front of me how good Xiao Xu is, how good he is has nothing to do with me, if he likes me, I must like him, Isn't this unilateral coercion?
There are other colleagues who think that they are suitable, that's just what they think, and they don't consider my feelings at all.I hate putting my personal feelings on the table as someone else's talking point.I have rejected that little Xu so many times, his attitude is obvious, why can't he let me go?And discussing work matters with him is not cooperative at all, the reason is that I didn't talk to him about other topics. "Speaking of which, Lin Xi snorted coldly and said disdainfully, "I don't like people who don't distinguish between public and private.However, if this continues, I really can't go on. "
"Didn't you lie to them that you have a boyfriend, why are they still matching you with that Xiao Xu?" An Feng was puzzled.
Lin Xi looked sideways at An Feng, and said, "Do you know what they said?"
"what did they say?"
"They say that long-distance relationships are fruitless. As long as you are not married, everyone has the opportunity to choose. Hehe, they use long-distance relationships as an excuse to persuade people to break up, and use long-distance relationships as an excuse to be fair and honest. What's wrong with people now? They still persuade I said I’m still young so don’t hang on a tree, tsk tsk, I don’t know how to evaluate this kind of people who persuade people to cheat and still say it’s good for you, even if they have a good relationship with Xiao Xu, I hope I can be with him I can understand, but it's overkill.
Fortunately, I don't have a boyfriend, otherwise it would be difficult for him to clean up after he knew about it.People who say that long-distance relationships have no results are those who can’t persevere or don’t want to persevere. If they can’t do it, it doesn’t mean that others can’t do it.
Xiaofeng, you and Gu Xuan will definitely stay together until the end of life. "
Then he said, "The young people nowadays are not serious about their relationship at all, and they are impatient. On the one hand, they don't believe in love, and on the other hand, they seek comfort in goofy TV dramas and novels. The young people nowadays—" Lin Xi said with a mouthful A young man completely forgot that she had just left school to work not long ago. On the contrary, the young people she spoke of had several years more work experience than her, and some were even married and had children.
"Also, female colleagues always ask about the brand when they get together. Although I understand it, I am not interested at all. After all, the salary is so little, why bother to stick to famous brands."
"I can't stand people liking it." An Feng said.
"Actually, when women get together to chat about brand-name cosmetics and bags, they are more or less showing off, and I feel completely out of touch."
"Don't talk about this, should we talk about life and ideals?" An Feng said.
"Let's not talk about this. Talking about ideals with real people is an extremely naive expression. Instead, they will try their best to change you and make you like them." Lin Xichang sighed, "I really want to resign, Although everyone is very nice, I can't stand those seemingly well-intentioned matches. Xiaofeng, why don't you support me? When will you become rich?"
An Feng replied without thinking, "Okay."
"I don't want it anymore, Xiaofeng, as long as you earn enough money to open a store, I'll be the store manager and work for you. You don't have to worry about anything, so I will be free and you will be at ease." Lin Xi imagined.
"Then what kind of store do you plan to open?" An Feng cooperated.
"I've thought of the name a long time ago, it's called "what to eat". As for what kind of store it is - I haven't figured it out yet, or open a dessert shop, there are all kinds of desserts and all kinds of desserts , the decoration of the store must be very elegant..." Lin Xi continued.
"Okay, the water is already hot, hurry up and take a bath
In the dream, she and Lin Xi were separated. She walked alone for a long time, and then someone appeared, holding her hand and walking until the two of them were gray-haired. The man looked back at her and smiled softly. , she remembers that face very clearly, it was the person she met during the day
What a strange dream, An Feng thought.
That dream was like an omen, and An Feng saw that person again not long after.
After class, An Feng and Lin Xi were dragged by Zhou Weishe to the school's outdoor basketball court to watch the friendly basketball match between the Law Department and the J Architecture Design Department.An Feng and Lin Xi have never been interested in this kind of excitement, but they have two roommates who love to join in the fun.
The open-air basketball court was packed with people screaming.
The four of Lin Xi sat side by side on the first row of stone steps. An Feng saw the red jersey No. 8 on the field at a glance. Perhaps that person was too eye-catching, and An Feng's eyes couldn't help following his figure. An imperceptible trace of joy quietly bloomed in her heart like an unknown flower in the mountains. She let the emotion grow and ignored it. An Feng knew that her heart became very strange because of him, but she didn't want to admit it.
Lin Xi on the side bumped An Feng with his elbow, pointed at the red jersey No. 8 on the court, and said excitedly, "Look, the No. 8 player on the court is Gu Xuan. I didn't expect such a fate to be here Met in the same school, ah! Why didn’t I meet before, but luckily it’s not too late now.”
An Feng didn't expect that she had seen him a long time ago, and it turned out that he was the male god who secretly followed Lin Xi with her.
Seeing that An Feng didn't respond, Lin Xi pushed again, "Xiaofeng, why don't you respond? It's not okay to be so indifferent. Get excited and turn the usual state of stagnant water into a huge tsunami, huh huh! Huh huh Huh! Huh! " Lin Xi shouted at An Feng.The saliva was almost sprayed on An Feng's face.
"Lin Xi, don't shout at An Feng, look at the handsome guy, this is a rare opportunity." She said.
"Ah, I didn't expect that Gu Xuan is still so handsome, no, he is even more handsome and attractive than before." Lin Xi sighed.
"Who is Gu Xuan?" asked the head of the house.
"The most handsome one on the field." Lin Xi said.
"You know that handsome guy, why didn't you tell us earlier, and didn't introduce him to us." The head of the house looked "hungry and thirsty" like a basketball court.
"I know him, but he doesn't know me." Lin Xi spread his hands.
"Could it be that you have a crush on him?" the Sheriff guessed.
"I just appreciate it. As long as he is handsome, he is my male god. Also, don't you think Xiaofeng is a good match for male god?" Lin Xi said.
The head of the house glanced at An Feng, then at Gu Xuan on the field, and nodded, "It's true that the aura is very good." Then he turned his head and asked Zhou Wei next to him, "Do you think they are a good couple?"
An Feng, who was assisted by Lalang, still put on a cold face and did not participate in their conversation, because An Feng knew that if she spoke out at this moment, they would definitely be teased by them together with various words.It's just that the person who will be molested now will be the dazed Zhou Wei.
The head of the house smirked, "Looking at Zhao Ze, I'm so stupid, my eyes are almost glued to him."
Lin Xi also jokingly said, "Hey, I can't get tired of watching this almost every day, yes, although this Zhao Ze is not as good as the male god, but he looks good, maybe it will attract another one after another." Stubble little bees, little butterflies."
The head of the house and Lin Xi sang together and cooperated perfectly. "University is a good environment for dating. Maybe after the competition is over, how many elementary school girls will rush to confess to Zhao Ze."
"What kind of passive reserve, in this world where everything depends on speed and efficiency, can only lag behind others. Today's little girls are very active."
Zhou Wei was completely suppressed and molested by the two of them, unable to retaliate at all, she could only "hum" arrogantly.
An Feng, who thought he had escaped a catastrophe, didn't react much when he saw Gu Xuan walking this way, until he stood in front of him and pointed to the mineral water in her hand, "You can drink it for me Drooling?"
Gu Xuan suddenly appeared in front of her and talked to her. An Feng didn't know how to respond for a while, but just nodded stupidly, and handed over the one in his hand.
When Gu Xuan raised his head and drank it, An Feng realized that she had already drank that water! "this……"
As if knowing what An Feng was going to say, Gu Xuan smiled and said, "I don't mind."
An Feng clearly felt Lin Xi and the others' fiery eyes cast on her and Gu Xuan.
"After the game, can you wait for me?" Gu Xuan said.
Reason told An Feng that she should refuse. After all, they were not familiar with each other, so they should have nothing to say.Although she thought so, she nodded in a strange way.
Gu Xuan was obviously very happy to get the answer, and said with a smile, "See you later."
After Gu Xuan left, Lin Xi and the others who were originally acting as invisible people immediately began to interrogate the "prisoner" An Feng.
"Xiaofeng, it's so embarrassing for you to hide Chen Cang secretly from me and the male god Gu Xuan!"
"I didn't expect An Feng to leave the order first in our dormitory!"
"Quickly recruit from the truth!"
An Feng's shoulders were pinched by Lin Xi's hands and shook vigorously. He was so dizzy that he could see the stars in the daytime, "Stop, I said."
Lin Xi, the head of the house, and Zhou Wei all stared at An Feng with a curious expression on his face. An Feng held his forehead and said, "I only met him yesterday, and I only know his name now."
Lin Xi had a look of disbelief, "I showed you a picture of the male god before, why didn't you recognize him, he's so handsome!"
"The photos you took are either profile or back, who can recognize them, and it's been so long." An Feng said.
"That's right." Lin Xi suddenly said.
The head of the house and Zhou Wei asked, "Listen to what you said, you have known that handsome guy for a long time, tell me how you met?"
"It's a long story, but looking at Xiaofeng and Guxuan's male god, I think you are really compatible." Lin Xi said proudly, "Hahaha, I've drawn back the red line."
"Don't talk too far, now I want to ask how they met." Zhou Wei reminded.
"Say it quickly." She said.
The matter was very simple, An Feng finished it in one sentence.It can be heard from Lin Xi and the others that a youth school idol drama can be filmed.
"Xiaofeng, the male god is a hero saving the beauty, your fate is destined, otherwise you have walked so many times under the tree without being bitten by a snake, and you were bitten by a snake when you met the male god. I'll create another opportunity for you!" After Lin Xi said this, An Feng felt that Gu Xuan was the one who was bitten by her snake.
Then She Chang said, "The grace of this drop of water should be repaid by the spring. You not only have to repay, but also repay, after all, the male god saved your life." The snake is not poisonous, and she was not saved by him.
"That's right, the most traditional way to repay a favor is..." Zhou Wei said in a long voice.
"Promise with your body!" Lin Xi and the head of the house agreed tacitly.
An Feng said helplessly, "You guys think too much."
Lin Xi, the head of the house, and Zhou Wei rarely found a chance to tease An Feng, and they kept laughing and watching An Feng not talking, which made An Feng feel uncomfortable.
After the basketball game was over, Lin Xi and the others consciously kept a large distance from An Feng. This distance could not only clearly see the faces of An Feng and the male god, but also ensure to hear their voices.
While peeping openly, Lin Xi and the others lamented how well the two stood together.
Since then, An Feng may not have felt it, but Lin Xi can clearly notice her changes. There are a little bit of starlight in those eyes that were originally quiet and as dark as the night sky.
Sure enough, it didn't take long for An Feng to tell Lin Xi that she had someone she liked.At that moment, Lin Xi suddenly had a premonition that An Feng would gradually walk in front of her, farther and farther, until she could no longer see her...
Although he was very happy for An Feng, he felt a faint sense of loss in his heart.After all, they have always existed like each other's shadows. No matter who they meet, they can't compare to each other's position in their hearts. Lin Xi also knows that she and An Feng will eventually be separated one day. Friendship will not be stained by the wind and frost of the years.
Lin Xi sometimes felt that An Feng was in a relationship as if he had never been in a relationship. If An Feng hadn't gone to the library alone to go to two people, she wouldn't have been able to tell that An Feng was dating Gu Xuan.Because she is not like the female classmate in the dormitory next door who talks on the phone with her boyfriend in the corridor every night, nor does she have the stickiness of being with the person she likes all the time when she just fell in love, and she never mentions Gu Xuan when she talks.
Sure enough, even if An Feng fell in love, he was still An Feng.In An Feng's words, even if they are together, they are still free to each other and have their own space and life.If you love each other without having to stick together all the time, even if you are separated by thousands of miles, the relationship will not disappear, but will grow little by little in the longing.
Although An Feng usually called Lin Xi when he went to the study room, Lin Xi, who was not a light bulb, resolutely refused.He also sent the photos of Gu Xuan secretly taken to An Feng, and said earnestly, "I almost deleted all the photos after graduation, and only a few essences are left. Don't let me down. Also, you can We must be good and stay together for a long time, otherwise I will never believe in love again."
An Feng went to the study room, and Lin Xi occupied the entire dormitory by himself.The head of the dormitory and Zhou Wei came back and saw Lin Xi reviewing in the dormitory alone, and couldn't help but tease, "Your Majesty, why isn't the Empress here?"
Lin Xi sighed, "The queen ran away with others, the noble concubine has other people in her heart, and the prime minister has a different heart, so what good is it for me to guard the country?"
She said. "The barbarians from the north have invaded the imperial city, and you, the emperor, will soon become the king of subjugation." Then, he threw a roll of toilet paper to Lin Xi, "You hang yourself!"
"Hey, I'm on my way!" Lin Xi shouted.
"Be a strong emperor." Zhou Wei patted Lin Xi on the shoulder and said.
Chapter 10
At the end of the summer vacation of his junior year, Lin Xi really rented a single room very close to the school.After paying the rent, Lin Xi rented a small electric donkey by himself several times to transport all her and An Feng's luggage away. During the period, mats, clothes hangers and so on fell in the middle, causing people on the road to rush to this place. While watching, Lin Xi suddenly felt a little ashamed, so he could only pretend to be calm, picked up the things and continued to drive away.
The single room that Lin Xi rented was on the fourth floor. After she piled up her luggage on the stairs on the first floor, Lin Xi carried the heavy luggage up the stairs alone. Excitement, this is something she has been looking forward to for a long time.After tidying up the room, it was dark, but there was no electric fan in the stuffy room. Lin Xi almost relied on the spray to keep spraying water on his body while fanning the air. It took a long time before he slowly fell asleep.
The next day, Lin Xi went to the supermarket with great enthusiasm to buy a bunch of daily necessities, and even sent a few photos of the room to An Feng who was doing a summer job.
When An Feng came, Lin Xi had already put everything in order.
Lin Xi is such a person, she will try her best to achieve whatever she wants, and she really did it.No matter what Lin Xi does, she will bring An Feng with her, and there will always be a place for An Feng in her plans.An Feng also knew that she had been under Lin Xi's care until now, and enjoyed Lin Xi's care and help with peace of mind.
Sometimes An Feng wondered what his own existence meant to Lin Xi.Maybe Lin Xi is afraid of being alone, but An Feng is lonely. They seem different, but they are so similar.
At night, An Feng was lying on the bed looking at his mobile phone, and by the way, he glanced at Lin Xi who was sitting in front of the table peeling apples, and reminded, "Be careful, don't cut your fingers again, and then keep calling me, it's okay to call me use."
After hearing this, Lin Xi said triumphantly, "Don't worry, I've prepared a Band-Aid."
An Feng couldn't laugh or cry, "Can't you cut it well and try not to cut it?"
"I'll try my best." Lin Xi said, looking at the apple in his hand.
"Xiaofeng, Xiao~feng, Xiao~feng, Xiaofeng..." Lin Xi elongated his voice.
An Feng turned his head and asked, "What are you doing?"
Lin Xi said, "It's nothing, I just want to call your name."
Then he said, "Xiao~feng, Xiao~feng, Xiao~feng, Xiaofeng~"
An Feng ignored it this time.
Lin Xi said unwillingly, "Xiaofeng, I called you so many times, why don't you answer me?"
An Feng, "..."
Sometimes Lin Xi would always do some unreasonable things, until now An Feng has practiced to ignore Lin Xi's state at any time.
After eleven o'clock, Lin Xi lay on the bed screaming hungry, after all, she only ate one apple before.An Feng ignored Lin Xi, because she knew very well that as soon as she answered the call, Lin Xi would take the opportunity to ask her to go downstairs to buy a midnight snack.Although you will be asked to go if you don't talk to me, at least you can delay.
"Hunger has devoured my reason, and my stomach needs a warm comfort. Xiaofeng~ can you buy me a Malatang~" Lin Xi, who was hungry, yelled enough, and she still asked An Feng to buy it.
Although he knew that he would go to buy supper after all, An Feng still had to struggle and persuaded, "If you eat this meal, then your hard work this week will be in vain, and it will also waste money, bear with it, sleep You can have breakfast tomorrow."
"Experts have said that to lose weight, you need to lose weight in a healthy way, and you can't go on a diet to lose weight. This is not good for your health." Lin Xi reasoned one after another. Motivation to continue to lose weight. I'm starving to death now, I can't bear it at all. Xiaofeng, I entrust my life to you!"
Hearing this, An Feng resigned himself to get up and get dressed.
Lin Xi, who had once again won the revolution, gave an order, "I want a Mala Tang."
An Feng went out and went downstairs to a small stall not far away. The cheerful boss saw her and greeted her with a smile, "Little girl, you are here again. It seems that you like spicy hot food very much."
The person who likes to eat is not her but Lin Xi, but An Feng didn't bother to explain, so he agreed with a smile.
After buying it back, An Feng didn't forget to tease Lin Xi, "Eat it, get up tomorrow and weigh yourself, and you can see the increased number."
Lin Xi turned a deaf ear and ate with big mouthfuls, as if he had been hungry for several days.
After eating, Lin Xi rubbed his chubby stomach, "Xiaofeng, let's go on a trip together after graduation, and draw a successful conclusion to our student career."
"Well, there is still one year left after graduation, so I want to go on a trip now to change my mood. Anyway, there are still a few days before school starts, so let's go tomorrow. Where should we go? Dali?" Lin Xi said .
Although she is not very interested in traveling, but when she heard Lin Xi talking about traveling with great interest, An Feng calculated the money in her hand. If she went, her two-month wages would be cut by more than half, but An Feng still replied "Yes".
After receiving An Feng's answer, Lin Xi immediately picked up his mobile phone to book tickets online, and said, "If you have money, you can go anywhere you want, and you can do everything with a mobile phone. The best time to go to Dali is in spring, but summer is better when there are fewer people. I will go to Dali this year, and next year I will go to Beijing to watch the national flag raising and climb the Great Wall." The more I talked, the more excited I became, "When we both have money, we will travel abroad together. First, we will go to the nearby countries, and then we will travel to Europe. , and finally America."
It's just that what Lin Xi didn't expect was that not only did they not go on a trip as promised after graduation, but the parting came suddenly...
The next day, Lin Xi and An Feng simply took a small suitcase full of their belongings, and boarded the bullet train bound for Dali.
An Feng looked sideways at the scenery outside the car window, the green mountains, the clear blue sky, and the floating white clouds. He couldn't help but think of the summer when Lin Xi took her to the small town. The two of them walked together on the path among the green wheat fields. Passing by in a whirl, the long voice of the old man came from a distance, calling them to come back for dinner...
It seems that every time Lin Xi goes somewhere, it seems that An Feng is with him, but in fact, it is Lin Xi who gives An Feng a different experience.Because if it weren't for Lin Xi's side, An Feng would never have the idea of going to a strange place, nor would she have those unforgettable memories.
Sitting next to him, Lin Xi took out the earphone and plugged it into the phone, and habitually put the other earphone into An Feng's ear.From before to now, whenever they ride together in the car, An Feng sits by the window and watches the scenery, while Lin Xi wears earphones, listens to music and closes his eyes to rest.
When they arrived in Dali, Lin Xi and An Feng went to the hotel to check in, packed their luggage, and went to have lunch.The two slowly enjoyed the humanistic customs in Dali.
The next day, Lin Xi and An Feng went to Cangshan Mountain early in the morning. They walked on the stairs leading to the top of the mountain. Before halfway there, the two of them were exhausted. They stopped and walked to a higher place, and the scenery was unobstructed, which is rare for An Feng. He picked up his phone and took a few photos.
When Lin Xi saw it, he couldn't help joking, "It's really rare, Xiaofeng, you are actually taking pictures. This is for the male god Gu Xuan to see. No one can do it just to show these dry scenes." Stretching out his hand, he said, "Give me your phone, and I'll take pictures for you."
After thinking about it, An Feng handed over the phone, stood stiffly on the side and let Lin Xi take pictures, "No way, Xiaofeng, why don't you keep a straight face, relax, why don't you just take a picture, come on, look Smile for the camera."
An Feng said, "It's not that you don't know that I hardly take pictures. I feel very uncomfortable in front of the camera. You can just take pictures casually."
Lin Xi disapproved and said, "How can I do that, I have to take pictures of you beautifully, you're such a goddamn god!" After taking a few photos, Lin Xi suddenly covered his face, "Ah——I really look forward to the day you get married, the godmother will wear a suit You must be handsome! Of course, Xiaofeng, you will definitely be more beautiful in a wedding dress."
An Feng took the phone back and said, "It's too early to get married."
"What's so early, graduate in one year, work for two years and get to know each other in every way before you can get married." Lin Xi said with a smile, "Anyway, I will be your bridesmaid when you get married. Similarly, when I get married, the bridesmaid will also be married." It must be you. We have to stand closest to each other, look at each other, and bless each other."
"It depends on who of us gets married first." An Feng said with a smile.
"It must be you who got married first, I don't even have anyone I like now." Lin Xi said firmly.
"It's hard to say." An Feng said as he walked forward.
When the two reached the top of the mountain, An Feng took many photos of Lin Xi along the way. In Lin Xi's words, although she didn't have a boyfriend, she could send them to her parents.
In the end, they just rested and went for a walk, then took the cable car down the mountain. Taking the cable car was Lin Xi's strong request, because she was afraid of heights, maybe because of her fear of heights, the more afraid she was, the more she wanted to conquer, not overcome.
During the whole process, An Feng looked at Lin Xi's various ways of death indifferently, "Since you are afraid of heights, you insist on taking the cable car, isn't this self-torture?"
Lin Xi insisted, "I'm not afraid of heights, I'm just afraid of heights, which are two different things." He shook his legs as he spoke, "Look, my legs are not weak, and my head is not dizzy. I'm just afraid of falling. I'm right. This cable car doesn't feel safe."
An Feng, "..." You still have to ride if you don't feel safe.
In the few days in Dali, I basically went to all the places I wanted to go, but I did have a lot of food, and I still complained that I didn’t eat really delicious food until I left Linxi.
Chapter 11
In the last year of university, Gu Xuan was going to go to Germany for further studies. Before leaving, An Feng looked at him calmly, "Just say what you want, I'll listen."
"I want you to wait for me." Sure enough, it was what Gu Xuan would say. He didn't ask her if she would like to wait, but directly said that she wanted her to wait for her.
An Feng didn't feel much about the five years they were going to be apart, because it was just a short period of time in her heart. In their future lives, she would definitely miss him and miss him very much sometimes. , miss him very much...
"Okay, I'll wait for you." An Feng looked at Gu Xuan firmly and said softly, "Let's just make an agreement. We won't meet or contact each other during the five years we've been separated until the day you come back. You still love me, let's get married." As he said, An Feng gently put his arms around Gu Xuan, "If you don't like me anymore, please tell me not to wait any longer, don't lie to me, I won't bother you."
Gu Xuan hugged An Feng tightly in his arms, his voice was hoarse and low, "I won't lie to you, you will haunt me forever."
Autumn is here, and the flowers of the two rows of eucalyptus trees on the school road turn from yellow to red. Before An Feng had time to walk underneath with Gu Xuan, he left...
After Lin Xi knew about it, he said to An Feng, "Although I admire Gu Xuan very much, it's too much for him to let Xiao Feng wait for five years. No one can predict what will happen in five years, because of time, because of distance, your feelings are a little bit What should I do if I disappear, people say that long-distance relationships are easy to break up."
"Anyway, loving him has exhausted all my enthusiasm. I think, apart from him, I won't have the strength to fall in love with anyone else." An Feng's tone was flat but firm.
Lin Xi knew An Feng just as An Feng knew her. Since An Feng said he would wait, he would wait forever.
"I have a hunch that you will stay together until the end of your life." Lin Xi said.
An Feng looked at the dark night sky, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, "I think so too."
After Gu Xuan's departure, An Feng was still the same as usual...just more in a daze, but he worked harder than before.
In the second half of the semester, Lin Xi joined a private company to work, and An Feng passed the judicial examination and went to practice in a law firm.Walking out of the school gate, leaving the greenhouse where an apology can be forgiven, and stepping into the society, they are like flowers that are immediately exposed to the outdoors, enduring the storm and scorching sun.
The two work equally hard in different jobs. Although Lin Xi is talkative, cheerful, and gets along well with his colleagues, there are always problems of one kind or another in the process of work.A little thing is enough to make her doubt herself, she can't even find the motivation to move forward, and then she starts to get bored, and has to continue working day after day, nothing happens, but she is wronged, and she doesn't know why this happens Feeling.Lin Xi was not satisfied with the status quo.
Unlike Lin Xi, An Feng mostly chooses to accept what happens to her, and she doesn't experience much fluctuation in her heart, perhaps because she has a clear and clear goal.
After returning to renting a house after work, Lin Xi began to complain, "Ah——in such a cold day, I arrived at the company early in the morning and had to wash the cups and clean up, do a lot of chores, and was criticized for not being careful when I was done. The floor is dirty. What's the matter? Do you want me to keep an eye on it all the time! I'm here to work, not to clean."
"Also, they always ask me to run errands to sell milk tea or something, and they don't give me any money, so I'm too embarrassed to ask them for it. But I'm just an intern, and the money from several cups of milk tea is a lot of money for me. And I also If you're not a nanny, why do you still have to play with the boss's children!" Lin Xi said with a displeased face.
An Feng pointed out sharply, "For the work, for the salary."
"Ah——I really want to resign." Lin Xi shouted for the nth time.
An Feng knew that Lin Xi had always been strong in action, and would do whatever he thought of.It's just that Lin Xi insisted on doing this job for two years, which made Lin Xi complain a lot.
After complaining, Lin Xi's suppressed mood eased a lot, "Xiaofeng, how about you?"
When An Feng came back, he kept sorting out the documents, without raising his head, and said, "It's similar to your situation, mainly doing chores."
"Also, our rented house is too small. There is no place to walk with two beds and two cloth wardrobes. It is freezing cold in winter, and it becomes like a steamer in summer. It leaks when it rains. If the rent wasn't cheap enough, I really don't want to live anymore." Lin Xi glanced at the small house with a look of disgust.
"As long as you can live there, it's just a place to rest anyway." An Feng said indifferently.
"No, I want to live comfortably. The room should have air conditioner, washing machine, kitchen and living room. If I live well, I will feel better and be motivated to work." Lin Xi said.
"If you want to live in a good place, you have to have money first." An Feng said calmly.
"It's not that we can't afford to share the rent, but it's hard to save money because of the high expenses." Lin Xi wondered.
Since then, Lin Xi has been thinking about moving.As long as he had time, he would look for houses online, and there were more and more houses he was interested in. However, An Feng had already left when Lin Xi actually moved out of here. In the end, Lin Xi moved again by himself.
On the day of graduation, after taking graduation photos and taking several photos with the dean, Zhou Wei and the others, Lin Xi excitedly dragged An Feng around the campus that he hadn't seen for a long time.
Walking through the winding covered bridge and entering the small pavilion in the lake, An Feng lay on the railing, looking at the large lotus leaves and lotus flowers swaying in the wind on the lake.Compared with Lin Xi, who was running around in the pavilion, who was both reluctant and excited about the school, she now misses Gu Xuan who is far away in another country. She thought they could graduate together, but she didn't expect to be separated for so long .
The emotion called longing spread in his chest, it was sour and astringent, and from time to time there was an urge to see him urgently...
Lin Xi stretched out his hand and shook An Feng's eyes, "What are you thinking about?" Before An Feng could answer, he continued, "Could it be that you are thinking about Gu Xuan?" An Feng would not admit that he was thinking of Gu Xuan.
An Feng glanced at Lin Xi, who was laughing "hehe", and said, "I'm wondering what to eat next?"
"That's right, what should we have for lunch? It's been a long time since I've eaten in the canteen, and I miss it. Let's go to the third floor of the canteen, where you can pay in cash." Sure enough, when the topic of eating was brought up, Lin Xi's attention was diverted up.
"Lunch is settled in the dining hall, so what shall we have for dinner?" When it comes to eating, Lin Xi always thinks about what to eat for the day, and even thinks about what to eat for breakfast the next day.From An Feng's acquaintance with Lin Xi to the present, Lin Xi's most frequent sentence is "what to eat". Once, he had a brainstorm and said that he would open a restaurant in the future, and the name would be "what to eat".
"You don't have to think about what to eat tonight, there will be a party tonight." An Feng interrupted Lin Xi's thoughts.
"Party, Xiaofeng, I'd have forgotten if you didn't tell me, maybe something fun will happen tonight." Lin Xi said with anticipation.
In the evening, Lin Xi, An Feng, the head of the house, and Zhou Wei sat around the corner of the table and chatted. There was no excitement that Lin Xi wanted to watch.There was a hint of reluctance in the smiles of everyone present.
No matter how much reluctance and sadness of parting, it will only turn into a saying that there is always a feast that never ends, but we all know in our hearts that even if we reunite after many years, we will not be all together.Some people, once gone, are never to be seen again.Some feelings fade, and they are no longer willing to spend time on maintenance and management.
Chapter 12
At forty in the morning, An Feng waited for a call from Lin Xi.The door downstairs was closed, and she couldn't get in without a card, so she asked her to throw the key through the window.
A few minutes later, Lin Xi opened the door and entered the room, reeking of alcohol.
Lin Xi was sitting on the armchair, his cheeks were flushed, and he was talking nonsense, complaining, "I really, really hate gatherings between colleagues, because they always like to toast you, and you can't push it away. No It's really embarrassing to say that drinking is not giving face, but I can't refuse. After all, I am a colleague, so I can't hurt my friendship, I still have to give face.
I don't understand that when a few people get together to drink, what is there to drink? It's better to lie in bed and read novels or videos.Young people of today!It's better to go home, sleep well, and live a healthy life after partying and drinking so late every day. "
"Because of loneliness." An Feng said.
"Wouldn't it be lonely if a group of people gather together to drink? It's a waste of time to indulge yourself. If you have time, you might as well read a book to enrich yourself."
"If you don't want to go so much, just refuse." An Feng said.
"I said that I can't hurt the peace, and we will see each other every day in the future. And they have invited many times, and they can't refuse every time and have to go there once or twice. Sometimes I feel that it is their right to invite myself to a party between colleagues. My kind of approval, but I really don't like to drink, and I don't want to come back so late like I am now."
"Then you just keep worrying." An Feng said that he couldn't help.
Lin Xi didn't want to listen to An Feng's opinion, but needed an audience to vent his dissatisfaction, so he continued to complain, "
And they always match me up with Xiao Xu in the company intentionally or unintentionally, and they keep saying in front of me how good Xiao Xu is, how good he is has nothing to do with me, if he likes me, I must like him, Isn't this unilateral coercion?
There are other colleagues who think that they are suitable, that's just what they think, and they don't consider my feelings at all.I hate putting my personal feelings on the table as someone else's talking point.I have rejected that little Xu so many times, his attitude is obvious, why can't he let me go?And discussing work matters with him is not cooperative at all, the reason is that I didn't talk to him about other topics. "Speaking of which, Lin Xi snorted coldly and said disdainfully, "I don't like people who don't distinguish between public and private.However, if this continues, I really can't go on. "
"Didn't you lie to them that you have a boyfriend, why are they still matching you with that Xiao Xu?" An Feng was puzzled.
Lin Xi looked sideways at An Feng, and said, "Do you know what they said?"
"what did they say?"
"They say that long-distance relationships are fruitless. As long as you are not married, everyone has the opportunity to choose. Hehe, they use long-distance relationships as an excuse to persuade people to break up, and use long-distance relationships as an excuse to be fair and honest. What's wrong with people now? They still persuade I said I’m still young so don’t hang on a tree, tsk tsk, I don’t know how to evaluate this kind of people who persuade people to cheat and still say it’s good for you, even if they have a good relationship with Xiao Xu, I hope I can be with him I can understand, but it's overkill.
Fortunately, I don't have a boyfriend, otherwise it would be difficult for him to clean up after he knew about it.People who say that long-distance relationships have no results are those who can’t persevere or don’t want to persevere. If they can’t do it, it doesn’t mean that others can’t do it.
Xiaofeng, you and Gu Xuan will definitely stay together until the end of life. "
Then he said, "The young people nowadays are not serious about their relationship at all, and they are impatient. On the one hand, they don't believe in love, and on the other hand, they seek comfort in goofy TV dramas and novels. The young people nowadays—" Lin Xi said with a mouthful A young man completely forgot that she had just left school to work not long ago. On the contrary, the young people she spoke of had several years more work experience than her, and some were even married and had children.
"Also, female colleagues always ask about the brand when they get together. Although I understand it, I am not interested at all. After all, the salary is so little, why bother to stick to famous brands."
"I can't stand people liking it." An Feng said.
"Actually, when women get together to chat about brand-name cosmetics and bags, they are more or less showing off, and I feel completely out of touch."
"Don't talk about this, should we talk about life and ideals?" An Feng said.
"Let's not talk about this. Talking about ideals with real people is an extremely naive expression. Instead, they will try their best to change you and make you like them." Lin Xichang sighed, "I really want to resign, Although everyone is very nice, I can't stand those seemingly well-intentioned matches. Xiaofeng, why don't you support me? When will you become rich?"
An Feng replied without thinking, "Okay."
"I don't want it anymore, Xiaofeng, as long as you earn enough money to open a store, I'll be the store manager and work for you. You don't have to worry about anything, so I will be free and you will be at ease." Lin Xi imagined.
"Then what kind of store do you plan to open?" An Feng cooperated.
"I've thought of the name a long time ago, it's called "what to eat". As for what kind of store it is - I haven't figured it out yet, or open a dessert shop, there are all kinds of desserts and all kinds of desserts , the decoration of the store must be very elegant..." Lin Xi continued.
"Okay, the water is already hot, hurry up and take a bath
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