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"Headwind" Author: Mr. C
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[Anyone who has a dream should support it, because it is not easy to stick to the dream. 】
know why i like corners
know why i like locking doors
know why i like late night
The world of mortals has its own greed, hatred and ignorance
They laugh at me and I can't live without fireworks
They say I roam among thousands of flowers
They always ask You Changjing how many babies you have
Laughing and scolding the secular world
To put it bluntly, it's just to save my life in this world of unrequited love.
But it turns out
The sound of the heart wall collapsing can be so vigorous
Who said that a moth to a flame is doomed to be a tragedy
I want this light and heat to live in my blood forever
*The author of this article, You Changjing, is realistic and friendly.The plot of the story is purely fictitious and does not involve any real people or events.
Content tags: Inspirational people in the entertainment industry grow counterattack
Search keywords: Protagonist: You Changjing┃Supporting roles: Lu Dinghao, Lin Chaoze, Chen Linong, Lingchao, Lin Yanjun, Zheng Ruibin, Cai Xukun┃Others: idol trainees
☆、Headwind|Some people will become seeds
一
You Changjing was staring at the empty auditorium...
Screams, cheers, and countless dreamlike images whizzed past his mind like a revolving lantern.
It was their debut performance, and they officially took the stage. After the performance ended smoothly, everyone went to the backstage one after another.
When Chen Linong left, he wanted to pull him, but he froze the moment he saw his eyes.What kind of look is that?It was not until many years later that Chen Linong finally found some suitable words to describe it.
The heart of a child is born to die.
Although Chen Linong felt You Changjing's dedication and love for singing when he was in Dachang, it was not as touching as the expression in this look.It is a kind of toughness to defend the dream with all the energy and enthusiasm, leaving no room or retreat.
After vicissitudes of life, the infatuation has not changed, and one should get something.
However, with Chen Linong's current level of Mandarin, it is obviously impossible to describe him at the moment.He only knew that You Changjing was very happy, and very happy and happy.He thought he understood, the moment he saw that look, he was delighted that he finally caught a glimpse of the hidden world of You Changjing, as well as all his persistence and dreams.
A long-cherished wish for many years will be fulfilled in one day.
A subtle emotion spread quietly.So he smiled, looked at that person gently for a while, and walked away quietly.
The stage hadn't had time to be cleaned, and the ribbons that were sprinkled along with the encore were all lying on it docilely and quietly.You Changjing didn't mind at all, he sat on the ground and looked up at the auditorium opposite.One by one, his eyes slid along the neatly arranged seats in front of him to the leftmost position in the last row, which is both the top of the mountain and the corner, a place that is easy to be forgotten if you are not careful.
In June last year, he huddled in that corner enviously watching CoCo, the radiant senior on the stage, controlling the audience.Nowadays, the young man carries the seeds of singing in his arms, guarding them cautiously but unswervingly.
You Changjing thought, maybe the lights were too dazzling that day, or the color of the mic was too appealing.All in all, once some ideas fall into place, they will take root and sprout wantonly in my heart, grow wildly, and be overbearing to the point of being unreasonable.
"I couldn't sleep when I went back last night. I feel so happy. This stage is what all singers dream of. I, You Changjing, He Dehe, can stand here and sing for you. Each of you has worked harder than me. Thank you." He remembered the words he couldn't help saying to the fans in the audience when he was on the scene, and his eyes were slightly red.
From the hidden corner of the door, he could see the moon as cold as water outside. He gently raised his hand to cover his face. It was obviously a silent scene, but he felt crystal tears falling from his fingers.
"You Changjing, it's finally done."
On May 2018, 5, the first performance of "NINEPERCENT" FANMEETINGTOUR came to an end.Shanghai Meiben, 6 people sat in the stadium and shouted "Happy debut" to him and his teammates in unison.
"When you want something, the whole universe conspires to make it come true." - "The Shepherd Boy"
two
The existence of Xia Ye and Maemi with seasonal characteristics is the first difference You Changjing realized between Malaysia and China.
On September 2014, 9, You Changjing, who had just finished high school and had already lost weight, dragged a suitcase that was not too big or small, and walked into NUFA slowly and full of curiosity. Where to stay for four years.
The summer in Nanjing is actually hotter than many cities in mainland China, but obviously this is nothing to You Changjing.The kid who couldn't stay idle just after walking to the creative block stared at a pair of Kazilan's big eyes, and walked towards the tree by the roadside blinking.
"Wow, this tree looks so amazing. The bottom is dry, but there are so many green leaves growing on it, it's so beautiful." I whispered to myself, and the students passing by had eyes Those who passed by Gao Leng didn't squint at him, and some looked at him from afar because they were curious about what he was doing. He secretly glanced at each expression, but he didn't mind it and found it very interesting.
Trees have an arrogant vitality, whether they are lush or withered, he thinks they are beautiful.After one winter, no matter how dry the branches are, as long as they catch a little bit of life, they will be able to bloom in spring.Their death is slow, and they keep the dead tree standing till it falls to dust.
So in You Changjing's subconscious mind, he has always felt that trees are a good existence.
Although others may not understand the brain circuit of a certain Malaysian.But one day later, when he said to Yu Mingjun seriously, "I think you look like this tree", Xiao Yu still smiled and accepted the kindness that this sweet little brother gave him. Weird setting.There is no other reason, just because he felt the kindness and gentleness of that person from this sentence.
Leaning the suitcase by the tree, You Changjing stood at the intersection of the creative block and seriously took his first photo in NAFA.Then he wrote down his feelings about this place in the Ins full of ritual: it is beautiful.
At that time, he did not know what the journey of studying at NUFA would mean to him in the future.
three
The dream of youth is the true projection of the future.
How hard you work, sweat never lie to you.There may be shortcuts in this road of life, but there are still more twists and turns.Repeated efforts and challenges will certainly seem lonely, but if you don't go on, how can you know that everything is impossible.
In the first three months after arriving at NUFA, You Changjing gained three catties in response to the occasion.Although he was not as exaggeratedly fat as in high school, after experiencing extreme weight loss, he still compromised a little under the temptation of the delicious food in the Magical Continent.
But his luck seems to be not very good, in terms of stealing food.
"Student You Changjing, what are you holding in your hand?"
It's over, and I was caught again.
"Ah, hello, Teacher Zhang. My... just came here and bought it for my roommate, hahaha."
"Really? If it's cold, you'll have a stomachache after eating it. Send it to your roommate while it's hot."
Looking at You Changjing, who was standing at the door of the store with a small box of fried chicken and looked at her stupidly, Teacher Zhang Dandan felt distressed and helpless.If he didn't force this kid to participate in this year's campus singer competition, he wouldn't have to force himself not to eat for several days.But if he could be a little thinner, it would indeed be more beneficial to his game, so I acquiesced in his extreme weight loss behavior.
But everything has two sides. The other side of being extremely hungry is the extreme desire for food.
Seeing the child at a loss and a little shy, teacher Zhang Dandan subconsciously followed his words and bypassed the matter.
"After you go back, you should practice the key points that the teacher told you last time. There will be a competition in a few days. But don't be nervous, just treat it as exercise, you know?"
"I see, thank you teacher. I will definitely practice hard."
Watching the teacher he respected walk away, You Changjing put on the earphones silently, took the small box of fried chicken and walked slowly towards the dormitory building along the shade of the tree.
four
Teacher Zhang didn't know that You Changjing wasn't nervous at all about the upcoming competition.
Before he formally came to NUFA to study, he had actually participated in quite a few singing competitions in Malaysia.
You Changjing, who is in his teens, after domineeringly singing his own speaker through a circle, he announced to his father even more domineeringly that he is going to participate in the singing competition.
A young boy with no experience in the world actually wanted to participate in a competition in front of the public, and then openly accept other people's comments.Even though Father You, who had already heard him sing, never doubted his son's strength, he still grabbed the little bastard by the collar in a very simple and rude way and grabbed him back.
You Changjing refused to accept it, and You Changjing was very angry.
After a strong ideological struggle, You Changjing reluctantly parted with his nasi lemak.Seeing the lone change in his hand, which was only enough to take a car ride, You Changjing couldn't help but feel mortified, and shouted at his sister who had already run away: "You little bastard, my nasi lemak is only enough to replace you! How much is it?!!!”
The younger sister replied to him remotely without looking back, "Big fat pig, don't forget that I secretly took the key to release you. If you don't play well and embarrass me, I will go back and tell Dad, hahaha."
You Changjing, KO!
From Johor to Kuala Lumpur, 100+ kilometers, 4 hours.You Changjing finally arrived in KL in the bus, and the young man's enthusiasm for dreams finally calmed down a little at this time.
He said in a later interview that he rarely rebelled because he was afraid of being scolded.
He smiled slightly at that time, and was teased by his teammates that the most rebellious thing was probably stealing food.He responded softly and didn't refute anything, but his mind automatically remembered this willful and persistent persistence when he was young.He thought, in fact, this first step was the boldest and most rebellious one in his adolescence that had been well-behaved and calm for many years.
Nowadays, in the rest room of TV2's "Quan Rou Singing Contest", some people are practicing their vocals, some are repeatedly digging dance details in the corner, and some are pulling the corners of their clothes for help with makeup.It seemed that everyone was very busy, and no one was talking. There was more tension in the air than anything else.
What about You Changjing?You Changjing... He was sitting on the ground eating an apple.
For the relief of tension, some people talk, some people sleep, and some... It's very simple, through eating.
You Changjing was actually not hungry, he was just nervous and felt that he needed to find something to do.He has always had a clear goal, knowing that he is here to sing, so he doesn't care about dancing or other talents.Although he is actually good at dancing, if there is only one trade-off between the two, he will choose the former without hesitation.
When he bites the apple with his lips and teeth, it can not only meet the prerequisite for him to sing and sing physically, but also give him a sense of satisfaction that he is not nervous psychologically.This is You Changjing's unique little recipe, and it is perfect.As a result, when everyone in the big factory tried their best to run for the C position, his imageless appearance of biting an apple with his chin in his hand frightened Cai Xukun who was sitting opposite him into a daze.
Starting from the "Quanrou Singing Contest", You Changjing has been in various singing competitions since then.
Box, The Voice of Campus, Beastar, Banana Entertainment's global recruitment of trainees... He cares about rankings, but he doesn't really care about rankings that much.For him, the competition is more about training his mind while practicing his singing skills.
The trees in the school are still as lush as ever.
You Changjing only had enough time to walk back to the dormitory from the grocery store to listen to 4 and a half songs. He pushed the door in and took his thick music book on the desk, and then he turned around and prepared to leave.
Before leaving, I greeted my roommate and gently closed the door.
"I brought you the fried chicken from the commissary, remember to eat it while it's hot."
☆、Headwind|I will take the difficult road at every intersection I choose
一
You Changjing likes to sit by the window or on the balcony.
Wherever there is an open view of the sky, as long as he has enough time, he can sit still for a long time.In Lu Dinghao's words, You Changjing in a daze seemed to be a sky-watching stone, poking and humming without moving half an acre of land.
The benefits of being rich are sometimes very straightforward.
Coincidentally, the premiere of "NINEPERCENT" FANMEETINGTOUR turned out to be in Shanghai.
He remembered that when he was a trainee, he could see half of Shanghai from the building of Banana Entertainment.The continuous coastline in the distance looks like the twisted and twisted lines in my own music score, with twists and turns in a trance.
And his home is on the far side of the coastline.
A bird returning from afar flew by in the sky, and he squinted his eyes to see it, but only saw the whitish blue sky.
"Chang Jing, what are you looking at?"
"Oh, looking at the difference between the sky here and the sky at home."
He didn't even have to look back, he could tell who the subject was just by his accent and tone of voice.Since the end of the game, Chen Linong seems to be more and more attached to him.
Chen Linong, who straddled his long legs and took two steps at a time, stepped forward, leaning against him and looking up in the same posture.
"What about the result? Did you see anything?"
He turned his head to look at the young man's usual ignorant expression, and suddenly thought that in the past year or so, Lu Dinghao and Lin Chaoze never seemed to ask what he was looking at.But every time, she would silently squeeze to sit beside him and watch with him.
After watching it for a while, Lu Dinghao will yell that there are so many mosquitoes here that they have bitten Lao Tzu's tender skin, You Changjing, you pay!Then the three of them will start chatting nonchalantly, running around with each other, sometimes complimenting each other, sometimes attacking each other, hilariously clutching their stomachs and taking out all the black history of each other to humiliate each other in turn, no one will let go who.
This mysterious interaction of the Banana Iron Triangle will be staged every once in a while.The cycle is uncertain, depending on when You Changjing feels homesick.For this kind of silent and tacit understanding but also very magical triangular chat behavior, others have evolved from the initial panic to the later calm and turned a blind eye.
You Changjing remembered that when they sang "Quit Smoking", Teacher Li Ronghao suddenly mentioned Malaysia to him, and when he was excited, he would talk endlessly, with bright eyes, wishing he could fly back to the place he was thinking of right away. Johor.
But the air in Langfang is dry, without the scent of nasi lemak; the night is a bit cool, unlike Malaysia where you have to fan yourself for a while when you sleep on a bamboo mat; everyone here likes to talk to themselves, but they None of them can chat with themselves in Malay.
You Changjing felt that he seemed to be homesick again.
Lu Dinghao, who was talking to Zhu Zhengting in the distance, looked at You Changjing with a feeling, and then he walked straight over.
There is no nonsense, and he said, "You are dressed like a cook. I feel that you will be able to make dough quickly." You Changjing not to be outdone said that I just like the style of the cook. .
You come and go, gag, laugh and curse, those faint homesickness seems to disappear with the words in the air, as if it has never been there before.
"Changjing?" Looking at You Changjing, who was obviously distracted, Chen Linong came up to him and called out again.
"No. They're all the same blue and the same white."
He came back to his senses and smiled, looked at Chen Linong seriously and answered with his usual soft accent.
He thought a little lonely, why is the sky still so unchanged even though the people he sees are different and the place he stays in is also different?
He didn't know what happened to him recently, but the more time went forward, the more he went backwards.The past memories are like thoughts growing in the body, the more he makes them obey, the more they will come out with claws and claws.
If memories have tails, he thinks they must be wagging at him very cheerfully and arrogantly.
two
Memory is never forgotten.
Even if it is covered with dust, it will only grow quietly in the corner where the sun does not shine.When I turn it out one day, the thick dust will blind my eyes, making people want to cry uncontrollably.
“TRAINEE18是上海香蕉计划演出经纪有限公司于2016年12月20日成军的首批18名练习生组成的。这批练习生在保持练习生们常态及专业培训的同时,加入香蕉娱乐独有的艺人培训体系,将被全方位打造成为最国际化的中国新偶像。”
Li Ruotian, the famous Banana publicity general, stepped on the stool in the lounge carelessly, reading the news report word by word for everyone, with a slightly exaggerated posture.Lu Dinghao insulted him, "92 characters in one breath, you are really good, why didn't you see your breath so full when you practiced singing?" Before Li Ruotian had time to refute, the silly brother Gao Maotong next to him expressed surprise, "Brother How do you know it's 92 characters? Have you counted it??" Lu Dinghao rolled his eyes, "I guessed it."
You Changjing and Lin Chaoze were sitting on the sofa next door, hearing the whole process of the conversation, thinking about how Lu Dinghao was holding on to the computer last night, the two shrunk their shoulders and laughed so that the whole sofa was shaking.Lu Dinghao came over with a pillow from a distance, and at the same time he roared angrily: "You Changjing, Lin Chaoze, what are you two doing hideously behind? The whole sofa is shaking, you guys are trying to open up a new world." Do you want to play something new on the route?"
Lin Chaoze has always been unable to win against Lu Dinghao. In battles like this language, usually only You Changjing, who is not surprising and endless, and Lin Yanjun, a rotten master, can fight against him.
At this moment, student You Changjing, who is a foreign friend, didn't understand the meaning of Lu Dinghao's sudden car, but he also knew that it was definitely not a good thing.When he was about to reply with a few words of past, he heard a Taiwanese idol drama tone that was once popular with thousands of girls in mainland China from a corner far away from the crowd.
"Oh, our little sun Lu Dinghao has grown up. He knows how to quietly search his own news to see that he can drive a car with ease. It's not bad. But idols don't talk about 'I', do you want to Change? It looks like you are not a lady at all."
Lu Dinghao skillfully pushed the other pillow past with more force.
The culprit, Gao Maotong, hid in the distance and secretly clicked his tongue, tremblingly giving a thumbs up to his close roommate.
Lin Yanjun, I respect you for being a man.
three
Time went back to October 2016, and the weather in Nanjing was still hot. You Changjing, a freshly released third-year student, booked himself a ticket to Shanghai.
"As an olive branch to all Chinese young people, Shanghai Banana Project Performance Brokerage Co., Ltd. launched the global recruitment of trainees." Looking at the slogan on the promotional page, the roommate yelled, "My God, is this Wang Sicong's company? Is it Wang Sicong, the legendary Disciplinary Committee of the entertainment circle? Is it really Wang Sicong?" You Changjing was so noisy that countless Cong Cong Cong Cong Wang Sicong echoed in his head, and finally couldn't bear to roll his eyes in a particularly tactful way. The roommate said, "Student, do you want to know more about the repeater?" "You Changjing, don't think that I won't hit you because you are cute."
You Changjing smiled and went to coax people again.
The logo of Banana Entertainment lingers in my mind.He doesn't care about Wang Sicong or anything else, what he cares about is the phrase "Singers should have a stage."
On October 10, at the global recruitment audition for Banana Entertainment trainees, No. 22 You Changjing got the only Pass card in the group.The semi-finals, the finals, time flies and on December 87th, Banana Entertainment TRAINEE12 was born in the eyes of a small group of people.
You Changjing, Gao Maotong, Li Ruotian, Ying Jun, Lin Chaoze, Lin Yanjun, Qiu Zhixie, Bei Lulin, Lu Dinghao, Jiang Jingzuo, Zhou Junjie, Cai Zuoyuan, Qiang Dongyue, Zeng Ni, Wang Yiran, Wang Manjun, Liu Niyi, Fu Jing.
18 people, 18 kinds of youth.Bearing the same name, they started the journey of young people chasing their dreams.
Since then, those matches one after another have also become You Changjing's dream.If the later "Idol Trainee" was a turning point in You Changjing's life, then the Banana Entertainment TRAINEE18 group he joined at this moment is the beginning of another life for him.
Until many, many years later, You Changjing, a top vocalist who has left the traffic artist and became a substantively popular singer and is honored as "Mr. You", remembers the sentence he wrote on the mirror back then. You will feel the infinite warmth and throbbing in your heart.
I love bananas.
——By You Changjing.
four
Train, rest, train again.
Trainees, everything starts with an apprentice.
While practicing while waiting for the opportunity to debut, cruel training and boring life took over the main body.In order to stand out in the fierce competition, both the company and the trainees themselves will work very hard. The company has strict requirements on the trainees, and the trainees will also have stricter requirements on themselves.
The three words "trainee" sound cool, but they are nothing without debut.Only when the self-charging is completed and the opportunity is met, can the debut be successful.But if the opportunity does not come, then maybe all the hard work over the years will be in vain, or maybe it will never stand on the stage again.
The first thing You Changjing did when he joined Banana Entertainment was a bit funny to say.It's not practicing singing or dancing, but eating weight loss meals.
From joining the company at the end of December 2016 to entering the factory at the end of December 12, You Changjing ate countless weight-loss meals on bananas during this year.
From a slightly fat boy, he was successfully transformed into a skinny sweetheart.It's not like You Changjing has never been curious about the taste of the company's normal meals.Until one time, Lin Chaoze couldn't help but feel sorry for his pitiful little eyes, and secretly gave him a taste after avoiding Sister Na's supervision. Since then, he has been unwavering, automatic and obediently eating his own weight-loss meals.
As for the reason.
"It's really delicious, but I will gain weight after eating it. So I have to lose weight quickly so that I can eat with confidence like everyone else."
Losing weight is about being able to eat more delicious food.
For this kind of mentality that most students who lose weight will have, Lu Dinghao seems very helpless, but seeing You Changjing's figure gradually thinning, he is happy that his efforts have finally achieved results, but at the same time he is really distressed .
In fact, regarding the supervision of You Changjing's weight loss, the people around him are roughly divided into three types.
The one headed by Lu Dinghao and Lin Chaoze strictly supervised him to lose weight, and on the other hand couldn't help feeling sorry for him, so they turned a blind eye to let him eat from time to time. The type headed by Chen Linong Lingchao is an absolutely tough soul supervisor who controls all his snacks and never relaxes, and guards him to sleep at night to prevent him from stealing food. The most useful and bleakest; The group headed by people, who not only eat with them, but also try their best to help feed and cover also occupies a large part.
All in all, Teacher You's journey to lose weight is long and far-reaching.
This reminded You Changjing of his tough high school days.
A dark and fat little fat man who doesn't look good in clothes.But this little fat man also has a dream of standing on the stage and singing.In the eyes of others, this is undoubtedly ridiculous.
In a later interview, You Changjing said that when he was the fattest, he once weighed more than 180 catties.Also because I was too fat at that time, I didn't experience any stories of being crushed and chased.
The reporter asked sensitively, "Did anything bad happen?"
He smiled lightly, "No, they are all very happy."
五
Red sunlight poured in from the glass window behind him, and the young man buried himself in the wet sand like a tired water bird.
He was as confused as a tide watcher, quietly watching the ebb and flow of the tide, but he didn't know how to save it.
You Changjing woke up from the dream.
He felt like he was back in high school when he was indescribably fat.Memories from the past are like tangled spider webs, entangled with him, sticky.If you want to tear it apart, it will become more complicated and entangled.
His heart suddenly beat very fast, and when he wiped his forehead, it was cold sweat.
He looked around, black and white, yellow and green, turned into silent gray at this moment.
It's like the fat and tough adolescence in memory.
Do you want to say that something bad really happened to him?Actually no.
He gets along very well with his classmates. Everyone likes him very much, brings him snacks, and often asks him out to play.Although he would make fun of him, he didn't care much.He always felt that people joked with him because they had a good relationship.
Everyone regards him as an extremely cute mascot, and he has become their indispensable pistachio.
His popularity is really good, and he keeps his posture very low.
One day, when You Changjing passed by the door of the teaching building, he heard the students whispering.
I heard that the fat senior in the third grade jumped off the building.
——Ah, it’s because of studies, right?
——I heard that the relationship between his parents is not very good.
——Could it be because of a broken relationship? Didn’t you get rejected when you confessed to a senior two days ago?
——I think it was because he was too fat that he was rejected. That day after school, I saw the senior was blocked at the school gate and laughed at him as a toad who wanted to eat swan meat.
——Oh, it's too pitiful, obviously he is very cute.
You Changjing didn't know what kind of reaction he should have.
It was only at this time that he had a deep understanding of the "impermanence of life".
He suddenly remembered a handwritten bookmark he had seen on the book he borrowed in the library.
I clearly have big and bright eyes, but you only call me cute.
I speak softly, softly and delicately, but you only call me cute.
I am resolute and not sloppy in doing things, but you only call me cute.
He turned to the borrowing record, and the last name was that senior.
六
You Changjing never said that he loves daisies the most.
Small flowers with a faint fragrance bring peace and hope hidden in the bottom of my heart.No matter how it seems, it is not too ostentatious, but it can always leave a gentle impression on others.
On April 2017, 4, the stage of TRAINEE22B.IG music carnival ended successfully in Shanghai World Expo Park. After 18 people practiced repeatedly, they finally waited for the first stage where they made their debut. No matter how stable they looked, they were all young people in their 18th or [-]th year.The sweat and tears shed during the training can't match the cheers and joy in my heart at this moment.
That is, in the backstage of BIG, You Changjing received a bouquet of daisies.
It says in beautiful italics:
"Life is like a mountain. Although there is a low point, it is only a buffer, and it is a place that must be passed to reach the highest point."
There is no signature, only To: You Changjing is written on the title page.
Very simple, but also very mysterious.
You Changjing didn't know who the person who gave him the bouquet of daisies was until later, but he remembered that sentence for a long, long time.
He has always been transparent.They all say that the characters are like the person, and he looked at such a beautiful italic script, and felt that this must be a delicate and wonderful person.Since the other party is unwilling to reveal his name, why should he force it.
Looking at Daisy tenderly, he was in an unexpectedly good mood.
He thought he really liked all living beings.
Seven
In fact, he also likes cats very much, but he has never raised them because he is afraid that his life span will be too short.
After hearing about the senior, You Changjing was still alive and bright.It's just that he gradually stopped eating a lot of things. Except for his favorite nasi lemak and bak kut teh, he hardly touches other staple foods.
Running, exercising, he was as thin as a different person before graduation.
Adolescent children, more or less, have something they care about.Or feelings, or dreams.
For him, losing weight has never been a simple matter of not eating.In addition to inheriting his mother's eyes and mouth corners, he is also a bit fat like every member of their family. This kind of congenital gene is actually more difficult to lose than acquired obesity.
But he has always been used to playing hard on himself.
Although she acts like a baby to other people's sweet and soft smiles every day, she is as strong and firm as a giant in her heart.
You Changjing, he is looking for his own vitality.
And that period of extreme weight loss was summed up in only six words after being accidentally found out by Mr. Zhang Dandan one day.
She said, "Stinky boy, don't die."
In fact, he is very terrible, and he belongs to the one who is afraid of death.
But he didn't want to live like that.He desperately lost weight, more like using another way to find the meaning of life.
For a while, he liked to go out alone, watching the river, the lake, and the sea.
Passing by an unknown town, he asked the grandmother selling tofu nao for a piece of red paper, and carefully wrote on it stroke by stroke: "I know that life is impermanent, but only when I walk by the river. The joy of being alive. Looking at the flowing water and the mountains in the distance, I feel that they are more alive than me. For some reason, loneliness has become the meaning of life.”
Seeing the words that he wrote down so unlike his own style, You Changjing smiled and felt that he was a bit hypocritical.
He picked up the cat raised by the boss in the small inn, took a photo with Kacha, and with the red paper in his hand, he put the photo and paper into the thing called the wishing bottle, and then looked at the bottle Drift away along the river.
He thought, since they are already so hypocritical, why not simply do all the routines that a literary youth should have.
A traveler happened to be passing by in the distance, and he raised his camera to take a picture of the boy squatting by the river with his face sideways, gently putting the bottle down.The hair is silky, there is a small eye socket at the corner of the eye, the eyes are clear like stars, and the arc of the corner of the mouth is very peaceful.
What a lonely and gentle person.
☆, 2
一
Time, around the fingers gradually.
The sky in May looks more pure after being washed by rain.
Backstage at the rehearsal of Shanghai Meiben, the little ghost and Zhu Zhengting were playing the childish scene of the police arresting people. Fan Chengcheng and Justin were struggling to compete in earthy Rap while Cai Xukun was pulling his hair on the other side. While breaking down and shouting "My mother, you people are really too noisy, I don't want to take care of you anymore!"
You Changjing leaned quietly in the corner with his mobile phone, typed a long paragraph and deleted it word by word.
Lin Yanjun leaned over to ask what's the matter, he raised his head and said with sleepy eyes and a headache: "Lin Chaoze's birthday..."
Tsk, the dark circles are about to fall out.
Lin Yanjun was taken aback by his haggardness, so he dragged his arm to the lounge and poured him a glass of water.After watching him drink it, he continued, "Brother Zhao said that the production team of DreamMaker has very strict requirements this time, and the director asked each of us to bring
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