Ex-boyfriend always wants a dog [Quick Transmigration]

Yu Yue knew that he didn't look good like this now, but he just couldn't let it go.

Emotion and reason are the opposite sides. While clearly realizing that all of this is his choice and he should bear it, he also feels like a stupid mouse played by Zhou Chen, and tells himself to face it calmly with a cold face. , I couldn't help but feel self-pity again, holding my heart and liver, I didn't know who to act like a baby, and said that I hurt.

In this world, he is alone.

After receiving the news that Xu Yunzhou was seriously ill, most of his drunkenness had gone, but he heard a systematic voice in his head saying: "No, Mrs. Xu lied to you."

Yu Yue: "..."

Xiangtao was puzzled in her heart, her face remained calm, she stretched out her bare jade arm, hooked it around Yu Yue's neck, and said delicately, "Aren't you going out these days?"

Yu Yue squinted at her and asked back, "Have I ever gone out recently?"

I really don't want to go.

Rumors abounded in the capital.

Xu Yunzhou didn't know that he had become like this after being in a coma for a day. After listening to Mrs. Xu's explanation, he thanked her for her kindness and declined the matchmakers who proposed marriage one by one.

Mrs. Xu became angry: "I made donkey liver and lung out of good intentions. Look, you are dying of illness. The whole capital believes it. Did he ever come to have a look?"

Xu Yunzhou pursed his lips, bowed his head and said, "I know."

Mrs. Xu saw that his expression was gloomy, how could she provoke him any more, she just sighed: "God damn it!"

For the remaining four years, Xu Yunzhou was only a shadow behind Yu Yue.

When he was not on duty, he would change into casual clothes. No matter where Yu Yue hid to drink, he could always find him.

But he didn't persuade him, he just drank quietly.

They have seen the spring flowers and autumn moon together, tasted the evening drum and the morning bell, but the only thing is that they are not as close as before.

Yu Yue would talk a lot of nonsense when drunk, but when she woke up, she would never admit it.

But most of the time when he was drunk, he would pull Xu Yunzhou's sleeves when he was sad, pouted his mouth relentlessly, and said, "I'm uncomfortable, I'm uncomfortable with Xu Yunzhou." Sometimes he was confused, and would pick Xu Yunzhou with his fingertips again. His chin was still sly, the corners of his mouth slightly curled up, and he said: "Mr. Xu...Brother Xu, did you change into this new clothes just to see me?"

After forcing Xu Yunzhou to blush and nodding, he nodded slightly, his eyes brushed over Xu Yunzhou's whole body, and jokingly said: "Brother, this body is very wonderful, comparable to Song Yu, I wonder if there is a marriage..."

At times like this, Xu Yunzhou is often the saddest and most embarrassing, but he still can't resist the breath and temperature when he approaches, and even his fingertips tremble.

He thought of a sentence, drinking poison to quench thirst.Sure enough, he was happy with it.

On this day, Yu Yue drank on the roof again.Four years of time made his brows and eyes more stretched, and he lay on his side on the tiles as if he had no bones, drinking wine one after another.Suddenly, his wrist sank, and the jug came out of his hand, rolled down from the roof, and landed on the ground with a "click".

Fortunately, the old bustard was in the front hall, so she didn't know what happened, otherwise she would have to chatter again.

Yu Yue looked around boredly, and spent some time thinking about something messy.

I guess I have to clean up these crumbs by myself, let Xiangtao have to talk about it, let the boy... I'm afraid he will tell the old bustler again.

Gee.

In the past four years, Yu Yue also thought about why Zhou Chen wanted to commit suicide.

All sorts of people have figured out a general idea. The uncle in the family is out of touch and broke up with him. What's the point of keeping it in this world?

There is not much interest in being born as a human being.

It is better to seek death.

Life and death are too difficult for ordinary people to see through. It is nothing more than people who care about and things they care about.But with him, there was nothing he cared about except Yu Yue. After breaking up, the only thing he cared about and being cared about no longer existed.

Death is more like a relief.

Yu Yue squinted his eyes and looked at the blue sky and white clouds, feeling in his heart, he really is paranoid, you bastard!

There was a rustling sound under the eaves, and Xu Yunzhou was picking up the debris.

Yu Yue looked at him with his head, only the back of his head could be seen, and he shouted: "Xu Yunzhou!" Before he finished speaking, he turned his side and fell off the roof like the jug that had been smashed to pieces!

Hearing this, Xu Yunzhou hurriedly dropped his belongings and supported Yu Yue who was falling with his hands, his face turned pale with fright.

Yu Yue stretched out her arms to wrap his arms around his neck, pressed her ear to his chest, and heard the intense heartbeat.

"You won." With a helpless smile on the corner of his lips, he leaned closer, kissed him, looked into his eyes with an inexplicably complicated expression, "Remember, my name is your name, I am yours. gone."

Xu Yunzhou was so angry that his heart ached, he put the man on the ground, and said in a deep voice: "Qin Qianyun, are you courting death?"

Yu Yue gave a "tsk", raised her eyebrows and said, "Yes."

Seeing that he looked like a rascal, Xu Yunzhou couldn't bear to beat and scold him, so he had to keep a straight face: "Don't do this in the future."

Yu Yue hooked his little finger around his sleeve and shook it: "Good brother, there will be no next time."

Suddenly, she looked like a little girl back then.

Xu Yunzhou looked at him, but felt a faint pain from the imprint on his chest.

This was the Qin Qianyun he was familiar with, but it became less familiar again.

The two became intimate again, Xiangtao and the others were surprised when they saw it for a while, and then sincerely wished them well, preferably for a lifetime.

Yu Yue and Xu Yunzhou went back to Xu's mansion to see Mrs. Xu, General Xu. After a while of comforting, they coaxed Mrs. Xu's tears away.

Mrs. Xu touched his head and said, "Why don't you choose a date to get married."

Although the wedding banquet had some twists and turns, it was still done.

Qin Qianyun's name was also written on the Xu family tree.

After marriage, Yu Yue stopped drinking, and only dealt with off-the-shelf business affairs. After Xu Yunzhou was released, they ate together and wandered around.

He seems to have completely forgotten those loves and hates, and it's effortless to play Qin Qianyun.

In less than half a year, Xiangtao left with a scholar.

The scholar came to the capital to take the exam, but he failed in three years. He met Xiangtao in the building, and took out his savings to redeem her for freedom.

Yu Yue was afraid that she would be bullied, so she asked her to think more about it.

Xiangtao smiled and shook her head, pushed the teacup away, stood up and said, "You should also take care..."

She wanted to say something more, but she still pursed her lips, raised her eyebrows and smiled again: "Goodbye." After speaking, she opened the door and went out.

The scholar outside the house waited carefully, and when he saw her come out, he opened his umbrella. It didn't rain outside, but the sun was very bright.The scholar was wearing old clothes, with two bundles on his back, he tilted his head and said to Xiangtao: "Your name is too colorful, why don't you change it."

Xiangtao also looked at him.

The scholar said: "Do you have an idea?"

Xiangtao's eyelashes trembled slightly, she lowered her eyebrows and thought for a while: "My original name is Qingyun, so I won't mention my surname, for fear of polluting my ancestors."

"Qingyun is good." The scholar wanted to dance, so that she could recover from her self-satisfaction, and explained, "Qingyun sticky cotton hat on the mountain, what a good name."

"If you want, it's the same with my surname..."

When Yu Yue heard the voice, her desire to stop it faded away, and she took back her foot that had stepped out of the door.

Qingyun went out of the building, but was stopped by the servant, who took a heavy purse.

The boy said: "Young master only said a word of congratulations, girl take care."

By the time he reached his thirties, Yu Yue had tasted the bitter fruit of alcoholism in his youth.

He has a headache from time to time, if he eats late, his stomach feels like a knife is twisting, the pain is unstoppable, often after the energy is over, his inner clothes are sweaty.

Xu Yunzhou also invited a doctor, even an imperial physician, but he was told that apart from the old disease caused by excessive drinking, the most important thing was that he was depressed and could not express his feelings.

The expedient measure is to warm up, supplemented by comfort.

But Yu Yue couldn't comfort her, the person who tied the bell had to be untied.

After living like this for eight years, he finally couldn't hold on and fell ill.

He was lying on the couch, he couldn't even look at the account book, and his memory became confused.

The system is not Zhou Chen, there is no way to relieve the pain.

He had to bear it.

Many doctors came and went, left a pair of warm prescriptions, then shook their heads and left.

Xu Yunzhou resigned from office and stayed by Yu Yue's bedside day and night. When he woke up from a dream in the middle of the night, he would always try Yu Yue's breath with trembling fingertips.

In this way, within half a month, there are sporadic graying on the temples.

Fortunately, Xu's parents went back to their hometown to take care of the elderly, and the news was concealed, otherwise they would be sad again.

One night, it was cold and windy outside the house, and Yu Yue was lying in the soft brocade quilt inside the house, and was sweated by the earth dragon. Slowly opened his eyes, he pushed Xu Yunzhou who was lying on the side of the bed with his clothes on.

Xu Yunzhou held his bony wrist, opened his reddened eyes: "Qianyun..."

Yu Yue looked at him, but felt a long-lost sense of relief: "Zhou Chen, if you don't want to fall, you can hold my hand tightly. If you want someone to accompany you, just tell me, don't worry, I will accompany you!" You jump off."

"But it's boring for you to talk endlessly, Zhou Chen, who can't keep people like this."

"You made me want to leave..." He stopped speaking facing Xu Yunzhou's confused and painful face, then smiled again and said, "You hug me."

Xu Yunzhou hugged him, his chest hurt as if a piece of flesh had been gouged out.

He felt the breath of the person in his arms disappear gradually, but he didn't dare to look down.

This bowing of the head is the eternal separation between heaven and man.

Qin Qianyun was buried outside Beijing - among the green mountains and green waters that he used to look at when he was young.

After Xu Yunzhou paid homage, he lingered for half a day, then rode away again.Walking halfway, the man's words "you hug me" suddenly sounded in his ears, he tightened the reins again, turned back and ran to the tombstone, but did not leave.

He seemed to be explaining to the people in the tomb: "I will stay with you for a while."

Xu Yunzhou picked up the wine jar in front of the grave, sipping slowly, his eyes scattered in the sky, and the white clouds passed by leisurely.

When the jar of wine was empty, he embraced the tombstone and fell into a deep sleep.

He seemed a little uncomfortable, he moved again, but said something he didn't want to do: "...don't move, I'll hug you."

The mountains are all over the plains, and there are no people inhabited, only a gust of breeze blows by, bringing a little fragrance of flowers.

Other than that, no one answered.

A butterfly flew over, landed on the tip of the tombstone, flapped its wings, and landed on Xu Yunzhou's black and white hair.

In the compound eyes of the butterfly, a large drop of water oozed out from the corner of the man's eye and rolled into the temple.