Star of tomorrow

Ji Xing went to Su Changyu's house, and after slumping on the sofa for a while, he realized that his emotions surged up and quickly overwhelmed him.He pulled the pillow and buried his face in it, weeping silently, feeling that he was particularly ashamed and wronged, but at this moment he didn't want to control his emotions at all.

Falling in love is so difficult, why is it so difficult to be with someone?

The voice, expression, eyes, and language can't convey it. It's obviously the first time that I like someone so hard and actively. I want to do a lot of things for him, but I will be misunderstood and hurt each other.

Obviously they are such a close person, but in a blink of an eye, there is a huge gap between the two, as if no one has really understood the other.

Ji Xing felt that it was too difficult, and he was a little disheartened, as if he had been poured cold water on his head during the passionate love period, and his whole body felt cold from the soles of his feet to his scalp.

Not only was it cold, but it was heartbreaking.

Su Changyu asked someone to bring water, and sat beside him without making a sound for a long time. When Ji Xing was almost crying and his breathing began to calm down, he touched his neck and said uncomfortably, "It's my crow's mouth, it's me not Well, get mad at me, don't get mad at yourself."

Ji Xing threw the bank card that Su Changyu gave him before, his eyes were red, and his face was expressionless: "What does it have to do with you? I have expected this day, but I didn't expect it to be like this. You take the bank card Go, no need, I won't go back to the Golden Triangle."

"Really not going back?" Su Changyu glanced at Kaka, then at him again, "That's it... over? Then the competition..."

"The game will go on as usual, and I will continue to do the official account." Ji Xing sniffed, and fell on the sofa weakly, "He can give up, but I won't retreat. And this is already my ideal, there are I'll keep doing it without him."

Su Changyu patted Ji Xing's thigh. Seeing Ji Xing's tired face, he said worriedly: "Go upstairs and sleep? Take a rest. I'll call you when dinner is ready."

Ji Xing didn't move, and became a living corpse as if he had finished explaining the funeral, just staring blankly at the floor, no matter what Su Changyu said, he didn't respond.

Su Changyu had no choice but to find him a thin blanket to cover him, and left him the space in the living room, ready to go out and talk to Qi Chen.

But just as he turned and walked out, Ji Xing suddenly "lived" again, grabbed his wrist, and said softly, "Changyu, I broke up with him."

Ji Xing said "We broke up" when he entered the door, his tone was a bit dazed and distressing, but now his tone was filled with sighs and a coldness that Su Changyu could not understand.

The same words, but said two completely different emotions, Su Changyu pursed his lower lip, a little bit unbearable.In fact, he was not optimistic about the relationship between these two people in the early morning, the gap was too big, and both of them would suffer in the end.

But Ji Xing was obviously caught in it. He had known Ji Xing for so many years, and he had never seen him so vulnerable and helpless.

But emotional matters, others can't help.

Su Changyu wanted to comfort him, but Ji Xing seemed to know what he was thinking, pulled his wrist, and said, "Don't go to him, he is also very tired."

Su Changyu had complicated emotions at that moment, and her nose felt a little sore. In the end, she just nodded, let Ji Xing take a good rest, and left the living room.

He stood in front of the gate of the entrance garden, looking at the scenery outside the window - this is one of the best and most expensive real estate in Yucheng, and it is the real estate developed by the Ji family. The scenery outside the real estate is facing the outside of Yucheng. In the mountains, in the morning when the weather is good, you can still see the white mountain fog gathering at your feet, and you can see the picture of the rising sun tearing away the clouds a little bit, which is very beautiful.

Because the Su family has a good relationship with the Ji family, it didn't cost much to win the top and fourth floors of this real estate.But that is already an astronomical figure in the eyes of ordinary people.

There are four floors, with two elevators, guest rooms, servant rooms, study rooms, and entertainment rooms. There are even two collection rooms with passwords installed, not to mention a private helicopter landing pad on the top floor.

The spiral staircase is set in the corner of the living room, abandoning the traditional handrails and adopting the design of hanging steel wires. The staircase is made of pure transparent glass. The entire staircase faces the huge French windows, and the rolling mountains are outside the windows.

It seems that the whole person has walked into the mountains and forests with the stairs, and the vision is very wide.

The stairs alone cost 50.

This is the daily life of Yucheng's upper circle.

It was the daily life that Su Changyu and Ji Xing were most accustomed to, but it was not the daily life of the Golden Triangle, nor was it the daily life of Qi Chen.

Su Changyu can actually understand Qi Chen's mood. The accumulation of capital is not something that an ordinary person can catch up with. No matter how hard one works, no matter how hard one struggles, it is completely incomparable with the snowballing income of capital.

The cruelty of reality cannot be resolved by the word "hard work".

If Qi Chen was a member of this circle like them, and was rightly related to Ji's family, then all these pains would not have happened.But if this is the case, then Qi Chen is no longer Qi Chen.

The man Ji Xing fell in love with would look up at the starry sky in the dark, he would not give up even though he knew it was impossible, he would be unwilling, he would struggle, his eyes would shine even if he was in a mess and dirty.

Ji Xing fell in love with Qi Chen like that, and was willing to help him, but it was also because of his love that Qi Chen retreated in the end.

How ridiculous, how ironic.

Su Changyu put his hands in his pockets, turned his head to look in the direction of the living room, ordered someone to take care of Ji Xing, turned and left.

In the Golden Triangle, Qi Chen bought a sack of beer in the supermarket, took a few packs of cigarettes, and paid the bill with a blank expression.

The boss knew Qi Chen and Ji Xing, and said with a smile: "I bought it for Xiao Ji again? You have to tell him, it's not good for young people to drink so much alcohol, and when they get old, they will have all kinds of health problems. Take good care of yourself while you are young..."

Qi Chen lowered his head and crumpled the money, and after paying the bill, he left with his pocket in his hand without answering.

Walking around the corner, Aunt Liu just came back with vegetables, and greeted him when she saw him from a distance: "Hey! Xiao Qi!"

Qi Chen nodded, with a dull expression on his face. Aunt Liu looked behind him again, but she didn't see the inseparable "little tail". She smiled and said, "Where's Xiao Ji? Didn't he say he was going to my place the other day?" Do you want to eat dumplings? I'll wrap them up for him, and you'll eat them with him at night, huh?"

Qi Chen groaned, his fingers turned white from being strangled by the thin pocket, and his nails dug into the flesh.

Aunt Liu looked at his face, and whispered: "Oh, are you fighting again? You two are not young, why do you keep fighting? Let him go."

Aunt Liu had already seen the relationship between Qi Chen and Ji Xing, but she didn't explain, she just patted Qi Chen's arm: "Is the game about to start? Xiao Ji is more nervous than you, come chat with me The number of times has also increased, probably because of his way of decompression. You don’t even know..." Aunt Liu laughed hahaha when she remembered something, "The way he talks to himself is so funny, ouch, I should show you look."

Qi Chen took a deep breath, lowered his head in embarrassment and said, "I'll go back first."

"Hey? Okay, don't quarrel." Aunt Liu instructed, "If you have something to say, talk about it, huh?"

Qi Chen ran away as if fleeing for his life, as if a thorn had pricked the soles of his feet, preventing him from standing properly.After rushing back home and closing the door, he realized that he was sweating profusely, the bottom of his pocket was cut at some point, and he dropped a few cans of beer out.

He didn't bother to look for it, so he pulled the chair from the dining table and sat down. He just sat there for half a day, not knowing what he was going to do.

There are still Ji Xing's favorite dishes in the refrigerator, as well as the sweet-skinned duck that he didn't finish eating the night before.

Ji Xing's eyes are big and his belly is small, he wants to eat supper but can't eat much, Qi Chen went out and bought some snacks for him and came back, he only ate a few mouthfuls before complaining that his stomach was bloated and aching, Qi Chen had no choice but to hold him in his arms Rub his belly.

Knowing that the other party was playing tricks and acting like a baby, and just wanted to be in his arms, Qi Chen was also happy to open his eyes and close his eyes, enjoying a moment of tenderness.

The temperature of the other party's body seemed to be still in his arms, Qi Chen sat numbly for a while, then got up and went to Ji Xing's room to have a look.

Nothing was taken away, Qi Chen felt relieved, always thought that Ji Xing would come back, but when he thought about it, he found it funny, these things were meaningless to Ji Xing at all.

Tattered luggage bags, cheap clothes, these don't belong to Ji Xing in the first place, and he doesn't need to take them away.

Is this the end?

Qi Chen was a little dazed, feeling empty and uncomfortably empty in his heart, something was repeatedly scratching at the apex of his heart

, Itching all over, but I don't know where to reach out to grab it.It's useless to grab anywhere, because the feeling comes from the apex of the heart, the blood, and the marrow of the bone.

He couldn't sit still and circled back and forth in the room, breathing hard, but the feeling of emptiness in his heart became more and more serious.

He simply started recovery training in the house.Lifting dumbbells, squats, sit-ups, push-ups, leaning over mountains...

He was too tired to lift his hands, and his feet felt weak for a while. Beads of sweat dripped from his forehead and hit the floor. He turned his head and saw two pieces of seaweed falling from the gap of the sofa.

I don't know when it fell, and I didn't find it when I cleaned it.

Qi Chen didn't eat snacks, of course it was Ji Xing's fault.

Just these two pieces of seaweed made Qi Chen freeze in place. He kept leaning over the mountain, his abdominal muscles tensed. After 1 minute, 2 minutes, and 3 minutes later, his hands began to tremble. Unable to support himself, he lay on the ground panting violently, with a muffled sob in his throat.

10:30 pm.

As expected, Ji Xing didn't come back, Qi Chen didn't eat and didn't turn on the TV, he just sat at the dining table all night, finally took out the beers, lined them up one by one, opened them and drank.

He has eaten a healthy diet for many years, and his habits are also very good. He seldom drinks alcohol, let alone smokes.

He just took a sip of cigarettes and a sip of wine, choking him so much that he couldn't stop feeling uncomfortable, he didn't know what he was venting, the whole living room was soon filled with smoke, and Qi Chen's lungs hurt from choking.

After the last can of beer, Qi Chen was too dizzy to stand up.

He supported the table and shook his head, his stomach turned upside down, bloated and nauseous.He wanted to go to the toilet, but couldn't stand up for a long time, and muttered: "Young man, don't drink all the time."

I don't know who I'm telling, the lights in the room are not turned on, only the light outside the window shines on the window sill, forming a yellowish halo.

Qi Chen stared blankly for a moment, then let out a cry: "You're gone."

No one answered, and the room was eerily quiet.

Qi Chen took out the old man's mobile phone, squinted hard to read the communication records, and then dialed it.

It rang several times over there, but no one answered, and was finally hung up.

Qi Chen crushed the beer can, stared at the screen and laughed a few times, stood up and went to the toilet with difficulty.

The door of the toilet was closed, and there was the sound of splashing water. For a moment, it sounded like a depressing cry came from behind the door. The freedom outside sends out roars and questions from the soul.

Qi Chen was completely drunk, and fell asleep leaning against the shower curtain in the toilet. When he woke up, he had a splitting headache, but it was still night.

As if time stood still, this painful night just couldn't be turned over, the smell of smoke in the room and the beer cans all over the floor kept poking him repeatedly.

He staggered up and washed his face. It was already 02:30 in the morning. He took a pack of cigarettes and went up to the rooftop. He saw the broken tables and chairs and the small lamp thrown in the corner.

He lit a cigarette, coughed and took a deep draw, looking at the Yuyang Bridge in the distance, as he used to do.

But this time was different from the previous ones, the green smoke made his eyes hurt, and he didn't have the courage to look any further.

There was a faint singing voice coming from an open window, intermittent and inaudible.

Some people are singing along with them, and they are tone deaf, which is really unpleasant.

Qi Chen was leaning on the edge of the roof, smoking a cigarette, and actually heard a few words in his ears.

——Is there someone, somewhere, waiting for me to return to the original appearance

——Achievement is like a sandcastle, life is like a wave, and the waves will wash away, all illusions

——The most ordinary day, the most humble dream, when to discover, the most worth cherishing

Qi Chen pinched his cigarette, his hands trembled slightly, and he couldn't help humming softly.

"Is there someone, tell me the truth, time is the biggest lie. The daily life I thought was impermanent, and the concreteness of life is just..."

Qi Chen raised his hand and rubbed his eyes, then yelled loudly to the sky: "Ah----!!!"

The night was so still that even the tone-deaf singers were scared to shut up.

Qi Chen took a deep breath, and then

Shouted again: "Ahhhhhhh!!!"

When the lights were turned on downstairs, someone threw a basin out of the window and cursed: "Who? Crazy?!"

Qi Chen panted violently, his shoulders trembled slightly, he turned around and grabbed the small light bulbs in the corner and hung them up along the edge of the roof, plugged in the electricity, a few light bulbs were broken, and the remaining small light bulbs lighted up weakly, emitting a trembling sound. Light.

But just this little light made Qi Chen's eyes light up. He muttered something to himself, then dragged the broken table and chair over, went downstairs to find the toolbox, came back and sat on the ground facing the table and chair. He repaired it bluntly.

After repairing a chair, the legs of the chair were a little crooked. He tried his best to straighten it, stood aside and looked at it, and smiled strangely.

"I can fix it." Qi Chen muttered, then turned around and continued to fix the remaining tables and chairs, "I can fix it, I can."

That night, the sound of tinkling and clanging on the top floor rang all night.