Where's my childhood sweetheart?
Chapter 161
Bishuiliu and Panzhou Tianji taught Ayou the same instinctive skills [how to take back your own sword of Damocles].
There are a series of methods such as 'you just want to take it back', 'order it to go back', 'concentrate on it', but they still can't make Ayou take back her king sword.
Another 5 minutes passed, and Ayou stared blankly at the sword of Damocles that appeared outside the glass hole in the corridor, and her heart was filled with despair.
Obviously everyone is a king, why is she the only one who can't do it?And even illusions can't cover it up, do you just want to show your presence? ? ?
It is definitely not the same version of the sword of Damocles that the slate spirit gave her and others!right!right!right! ! !
"There is no way..."
Looking at the street below that was almost cleared of passers-by, Ayou turned her head, hugged each of them, and said goodbye.
"Goodbye."
Never see you again.
Bishui bent down and hugged Ayou's body.
"Go and fulfill your dreams."
He smiled. At this moment, there was no haze in the strange eyes, only sincere blessings.
Just like Yu Shaoshenzi said, for certain things, you are persistent and hardworking, and the brilliance that blooms for it
"It's a beautiful thing."
He understands very well the feeling of sacrificing his life for what.
After the farewell, at last, Ayou walked to the edge.
As the base camp of the King of Gold, there is no building comparable to it. Looking down from this angle, everything looks extremely small, and even the distant sea is clearly audible.
The strong wind above the high-rise building poured in from the outside madly, making people's clothes flapping, but it didn't affect her progress in the slightest.
As long as you take another step forward, you will fall into the abyss under your feet.She turned around, and the wind blew forward wantonly from behind her, bringing her hair forward.
She smiled and held out a hand to Osamu Dazai.
"Come?"
"of course."
Osamu Dazai chuckled, and held Ayou's hand without hesitation.
He already guessed what she was going to do.
Clasping her hands together, strength came from the hand being held, pulling him into the abyss behind her.
Without the slightest resistance, he obediently moved forward, hugging the existence in front of him, and then
—and fall together.
The huge sword of Damocles moved rapidly in the city, startling countless crowds along the way, and finally, it stopped on a certain hill.
The breeze gently passes through the treetops, and the not-so-dense leaves block the sunlight, forming a small shadow. On the top of the mountain, you can even vaguely see the noisy city and the silent waves.
It is extremely beautiful scenery.
however……
"Hair! Hair! My looks like this will lose points!"
Unknowingly, he took out a small mirror from there, and Osamu Dazai pitifully straightened his hair that had turned into a chicken coop because he had traveled all the way.
It’s not okay to have a messy image, and if you want to die for love, you can’t die for love in a mess. No matter how you say it, you have to maintain a handsome appearance!
"Well, sure, there are no creatures around..."
She materialized a comb and handed it to Osamu Dazai. Ayou looked at Osamu Dazai at the head of the chicken nest, thought for a while, and also took out the mirror to look at her own image at this time.
Well, it's refreshing, and the hair doesn't seem to be fluffed up at all.
Satisfied, she retracted the mirror, and Ayou stroked her hair, watching Osamu Dazai tidying up.
After all, we're all here, and it's not too late to tidy up.
"Is this your way?"
A familiar voice suddenly sounded, Ayou's heart tightened, she turned her head suddenly, and saw Kusuo Saiki standing quietly behind her.
If she didn't speak, she didn't even realize the existence of the other party.
With his second brother's ability, it is very likely that she will fail directly this time.
And she didn't want to.
Ayou took a deep breath to calm down her heart, she turned around and looked directly at Saiki Kusuo.
"Second brother, why are you here? Is it because I made too much noise?"
Saiki Kusuo's voice was calm.
"It was very suspicious at the beginning, but I didn't delve into it deeply. Now I came here to foresee some future."
Prediction: Uncontrollable, and can only see the bad future, and can only see the future scene in the near future in a short moment.
But not long ago, he saw the future.
The sword of Damocles that fell suddenly, and Ayou who was smiling calmly under the tip of the sword.
As for a certain Dazai?Automatically ignored by Saiki Kusuo :)
"So, second brother, are you stopping me?"
Ayou tilted her head, and asked a question in a calm and gentle voice.
"Or are you just here to say goodbye to me?"
If it's a farewell, she will happily accept it, if it's a stop...
Saiki Kusuo was silent, his eyes fixed on the girl in front of him.There was a peaceful calm in her eyes, as if she was not worried that he would do anything to stop her.
However, he knew that the hand she had hidden behind her was tightly clenched, even trembling slightly.
She was nervous or... afraid.
Saiki Kusuo suddenly felt an unprecedented feeling in his heart, like a cut lemon, exuding a sour taste.
The rapid spread of this bitterness quickly occupied the heart and spread to the deepest part of the heart.
It took a long time before he opened his mouth, and his voice was even more begging.
"Can't you stay? Give me time, I can..."
His superpowers will become stronger with time, and given him time, he is confident that he can grow to the point where he can break through the system and cut off the contract.
Just give him time.
"time?"
Ayou interrupted Saiki Kusuo's words, she repeated this sentence that sounded very ordinary, and lowered her eyes.
She clearly knew the unfinished words of Saiki Kusuo, but so what?
In those memories, he saw that many people had said this to her, but what happened?
Time, time is the most immeasurable existence, it is passing all the time, and there is no end.
If she waits again this time, how long will it be waiting for her?
a year?two years?Or ten years? 20 years?Or is it hundreds of thousands of years?
At this moment, she raised her hand, and took the initiative to take off the hairpin that could block Saiki Kusuo's mind reading.
She unreservedly exposed her heart.
"I'm just a little tired."
As she spoke, she bent her eyes instead, with a happy smile on her face.
"I know, I met a very good family, I have very good friends, I have met many warm things, and I like everyone very much."
She likes Qi Mu's mother and Qi Mu's father who are always offline, and also likes to take care of her two elder brothers.
"People live in this world because of bondage. I have always thought so."
Along the way, no matter which world she was in, she felt an eye-catching tenderness.
The smile in her eyes deepened, but her voice was ethereal, as light as a silk thread hanging from the clouds.
"However, just bonding is not enough."
After all, in essence, her pain has nothing to do with others.Just as one person cannot fully understand another person, no one will know how strong her desire to die is.
She was still smiling, and the curve of the corners of her mouth was still gentle, but her eyes, which were always as clear as the sky, were full of sparkles.
There is no hope waiting for it to come out. If you stay still, you can't do anything. Only by actively pursuing can you have the possibility of success.
There is also the possibility of failure.
Fortunately, now, she succeeded.What has been waiting for such a long time is not only the current self, but also the past self that lives in memory.
Death is the ultimate liberation.This is a thought that has been precipitated by experience, and no one can make her change.
"Not enough...?"
Saiki Kusuo repeated in a low voice.
The mind reading was activated at the moment Ayou took off the shielding device, and all her thoughts were transmitted to Saiki Kusuo's heart.
Saiki Kusuo clenched his hands hanging by his side, feeling only sadness in his heart.
A person cannot fully understand another person. He cannot understand the other person, so he appears here at this moment.
"is not enough."
Ayou said with certainty, and took the initiative to walk in front of Saiki Kusuo.Then, spread out a hand.
"Want to feel it?"
She stared at Saiki Kusuo's eyes under the lens, and Ayu's voice was calm.
"Mind divination, I know you can do it."
Mind divination: You can interpret the thought body left on the object. If you meet a person who is constantly exuding new thoughts, you can directly feel everything that person feels.
Saiki Kusuo's fingertips trembled suddenly. He looked deeply at Ayou's raised hand. After a while, he took off the special transparent glove on his right hand and held Ayou's hand tightly.
Next moment - mind shift.
Strong emotions are conveyed from the clasped palms, such as helplessness, apprehension, sigh, fear, sorrow, gratification, expectation, ecstasy, happiness...
Many emotions are intertwined, and everything is presented in front of his eyes without reservation.
The pupils constricted suddenly, and the body stiffened involuntarily. It was so complicated that he couldn't distinguish it, but it was so simple that it made people feel that every detail was clear.
Ah~ I'm so looking forward to it, so happy that people want to cry for it.
The joy of happiness filled Saiki Kusuo's whole body with the palm of his hand, and transparent liquid flowed out of his eyes involuntarily, which had never been felt like this before, but his mind stood sadly on the mountain peak amidst the turbulent waves that did not belong to him , Watching the earth being completely submerged.
The waves crashed against the mountain without stopping, and the water level rose extremely rapidly. In the time it took for the leaves to fall, they spread to the highest point, and then devoured everything.
The 'god' who had been deliberately indifferent since he was a child was submerged in this ocean, and when he was about to sink, all the sea water suddenly disappeared.
Rationally, he fell to the ground in embarrassment, looking at the trace left by the impact with lingering fear, unable to make other actions.
"are you OK?"
The girl who made such aggression said this, and took the initiative to take a step back, her smile was as gentle as ever.
"Hey, can you stop stopping me?"
Saiki Kusuo's heart was still beating violently, and he very slowly pressed the hand that was still holding Ayu to his cheek, looking at the tears at his fingertips, his eyes were empty.
Happy to tears...?
"Can you?"
The questioning words came again, Saiki Kusuo lowered his hands, and took a step back stiffly.
Sorasuke's words that made him delay the time had already become pale and powerless.
Ayou's eyes lit up suddenly, she let out a small sigh of relief, and a strange sense of relief and guilt rose in her heart.
terribly sorry.
But...she couldn't turn back, and she didn't want to turn back.
"It seems that Ayou's private affairs have been settled."
Dazai Osamu's voice suddenly sounded, he came to Ayou's side and half knelt down, holding her hand.
"Then it's my turn."
Fragments of sunlight penetrated through the leaves, spreading mottled on his body, like the most devout believer, telling his firm belief.
"Only death."
He stared at Ayou, his iris-colored eyes were filled with soft peace, and the shadow of Ayou was always reflected in his shallow eyes.
Maybe the original and final goals of the two people were never the same, but what does it matter?
The most important thing is the fact that he and she will be completed at such a time and at such a place.
"It's an instant, but it's also eternity."
Don't worry about what goes by, what will never be lost, whether it is time or emotion, it will stay at this moment.
they will be together for a period of
--forever.
Ayou's expression was extremely gentle, she held Dazai Osamu's hand instead, and stroked his cheek with the other hand, as if a god was about to cast redemption.
"Yes, only death."
The original brand-new Damocles sword in the sky decayed rapidly, as if time had been accelerated for tens of millions of years in an instant. Small fragments fell from the sword, and then formed white shards of light in mid-air, floating down.
"Don't be afraid anymore."
The huge sword body began to shake, and the moment the voice fell, it suddenly hit the ground.
"No more fear."
Ayou took a step forward, and there was no obstacle at the very close distance.
"I'm very happy."
She felt Osamu Dazai's arms wrap around her waist, the strength seemed to hold her into her body, she stared at the existence in front of her, and asked softly.
"Where's Dazai?"
Are you also excited about this moment?
She was really happy and happy, even so happy that she wanted to cry.
But at such a good time, it's too inappropriate to cry, right?
His eyes never left Ayou's body for a moment, Dazai Osamu stared intently at Ayou's eyes, and in those misty eyes, he clearly saw himself in her eyes.
Exactly the same expression as her in his eyes.
Osamu Dazai suddenly realized.
That's how it is, that's how it feels...
The sword falling from above his head couldn't affect him in the slightest, Dazai Osamu's eyes brightened, he moved forward slightly, and his forehead touched the girl in front of him.In the end, I sincerely left the last answer of this life.
"Happy."
It was indescribable, but there was no negative emotion filling his heart. His deep fear disappeared, and his inner hesitation disappeared.
Nothing could make him feel happier than this moment.
Happiness, fulfillment, meaning, security, loving and being loved.
——I, we, are so happy!
"boom--"
There are a series of methods such as 'you just want to take it back', 'order it to go back', 'concentrate on it', but they still can't make Ayou take back her king sword.
Another 5 minutes passed, and Ayou stared blankly at the sword of Damocles that appeared outside the glass hole in the corridor, and her heart was filled with despair.
Obviously everyone is a king, why is she the only one who can't do it?And even illusions can't cover it up, do you just want to show your presence? ? ?
It is definitely not the same version of the sword of Damocles that the slate spirit gave her and others!right!right!right! ! !
"There is no way..."
Looking at the street below that was almost cleared of passers-by, Ayou turned her head, hugged each of them, and said goodbye.
"Goodbye."
Never see you again.
Bishui bent down and hugged Ayou's body.
"Go and fulfill your dreams."
He smiled. At this moment, there was no haze in the strange eyes, only sincere blessings.
Just like Yu Shaoshenzi said, for certain things, you are persistent and hardworking, and the brilliance that blooms for it
"It's a beautiful thing."
He understands very well the feeling of sacrificing his life for what.
After the farewell, at last, Ayou walked to the edge.
As the base camp of the King of Gold, there is no building comparable to it. Looking down from this angle, everything looks extremely small, and even the distant sea is clearly audible.
The strong wind above the high-rise building poured in from the outside madly, making people's clothes flapping, but it didn't affect her progress in the slightest.
As long as you take another step forward, you will fall into the abyss under your feet.She turned around, and the wind blew forward wantonly from behind her, bringing her hair forward.
She smiled and held out a hand to Osamu Dazai.
"Come?"
"of course."
Osamu Dazai chuckled, and held Ayou's hand without hesitation.
He already guessed what she was going to do.
Clasping her hands together, strength came from the hand being held, pulling him into the abyss behind her.
Without the slightest resistance, he obediently moved forward, hugging the existence in front of him, and then
—and fall together.
The huge sword of Damocles moved rapidly in the city, startling countless crowds along the way, and finally, it stopped on a certain hill.
The breeze gently passes through the treetops, and the not-so-dense leaves block the sunlight, forming a small shadow. On the top of the mountain, you can even vaguely see the noisy city and the silent waves.
It is extremely beautiful scenery.
however……
"Hair! Hair! My looks like this will lose points!"
Unknowingly, he took out a small mirror from there, and Osamu Dazai pitifully straightened his hair that had turned into a chicken coop because he had traveled all the way.
It’s not okay to have a messy image, and if you want to die for love, you can’t die for love in a mess. No matter how you say it, you have to maintain a handsome appearance!
"Well, sure, there are no creatures around..."
She materialized a comb and handed it to Osamu Dazai. Ayou looked at Osamu Dazai at the head of the chicken nest, thought for a while, and also took out the mirror to look at her own image at this time.
Well, it's refreshing, and the hair doesn't seem to be fluffed up at all.
Satisfied, she retracted the mirror, and Ayou stroked her hair, watching Osamu Dazai tidying up.
After all, we're all here, and it's not too late to tidy up.
"Is this your way?"
A familiar voice suddenly sounded, Ayou's heart tightened, she turned her head suddenly, and saw Kusuo Saiki standing quietly behind her.
If she didn't speak, she didn't even realize the existence of the other party.
With his second brother's ability, it is very likely that she will fail directly this time.
And she didn't want to.
Ayou took a deep breath to calm down her heart, she turned around and looked directly at Saiki Kusuo.
"Second brother, why are you here? Is it because I made too much noise?"
Saiki Kusuo's voice was calm.
"It was very suspicious at the beginning, but I didn't delve into it deeply. Now I came here to foresee some future."
Prediction: Uncontrollable, and can only see the bad future, and can only see the future scene in the near future in a short moment.
But not long ago, he saw the future.
The sword of Damocles that fell suddenly, and Ayou who was smiling calmly under the tip of the sword.
As for a certain Dazai?Automatically ignored by Saiki Kusuo :)
"So, second brother, are you stopping me?"
Ayou tilted her head, and asked a question in a calm and gentle voice.
"Or are you just here to say goodbye to me?"
If it's a farewell, she will happily accept it, if it's a stop...
Saiki Kusuo was silent, his eyes fixed on the girl in front of him.There was a peaceful calm in her eyes, as if she was not worried that he would do anything to stop her.
However, he knew that the hand she had hidden behind her was tightly clenched, even trembling slightly.
She was nervous or... afraid.
Saiki Kusuo suddenly felt an unprecedented feeling in his heart, like a cut lemon, exuding a sour taste.
The rapid spread of this bitterness quickly occupied the heart and spread to the deepest part of the heart.
It took a long time before he opened his mouth, and his voice was even more begging.
"Can't you stay? Give me time, I can..."
His superpowers will become stronger with time, and given him time, he is confident that he can grow to the point where he can break through the system and cut off the contract.
Just give him time.
"time?"
Ayou interrupted Saiki Kusuo's words, she repeated this sentence that sounded very ordinary, and lowered her eyes.
She clearly knew the unfinished words of Saiki Kusuo, but so what?
In those memories, he saw that many people had said this to her, but what happened?
Time, time is the most immeasurable existence, it is passing all the time, and there is no end.
If she waits again this time, how long will it be waiting for her?
a year?two years?Or ten years? 20 years?Or is it hundreds of thousands of years?
At this moment, she raised her hand, and took the initiative to take off the hairpin that could block Saiki Kusuo's mind reading.
She unreservedly exposed her heart.
"I'm just a little tired."
As she spoke, she bent her eyes instead, with a happy smile on her face.
"I know, I met a very good family, I have very good friends, I have met many warm things, and I like everyone very much."
She likes Qi Mu's mother and Qi Mu's father who are always offline, and also likes to take care of her two elder brothers.
"People live in this world because of bondage. I have always thought so."
Along the way, no matter which world she was in, she felt an eye-catching tenderness.
The smile in her eyes deepened, but her voice was ethereal, as light as a silk thread hanging from the clouds.
"However, just bonding is not enough."
After all, in essence, her pain has nothing to do with others.Just as one person cannot fully understand another person, no one will know how strong her desire to die is.
She was still smiling, and the curve of the corners of her mouth was still gentle, but her eyes, which were always as clear as the sky, were full of sparkles.
There is no hope waiting for it to come out. If you stay still, you can't do anything. Only by actively pursuing can you have the possibility of success.
There is also the possibility of failure.
Fortunately, now, she succeeded.What has been waiting for such a long time is not only the current self, but also the past self that lives in memory.
Death is the ultimate liberation.This is a thought that has been precipitated by experience, and no one can make her change.
"Not enough...?"
Saiki Kusuo repeated in a low voice.
The mind reading was activated at the moment Ayou took off the shielding device, and all her thoughts were transmitted to Saiki Kusuo's heart.
Saiki Kusuo clenched his hands hanging by his side, feeling only sadness in his heart.
A person cannot fully understand another person. He cannot understand the other person, so he appears here at this moment.
"is not enough."
Ayou said with certainty, and took the initiative to walk in front of Saiki Kusuo.Then, spread out a hand.
"Want to feel it?"
She stared at Saiki Kusuo's eyes under the lens, and Ayu's voice was calm.
"Mind divination, I know you can do it."
Mind divination: You can interpret the thought body left on the object. If you meet a person who is constantly exuding new thoughts, you can directly feel everything that person feels.
Saiki Kusuo's fingertips trembled suddenly. He looked deeply at Ayou's raised hand. After a while, he took off the special transparent glove on his right hand and held Ayou's hand tightly.
Next moment - mind shift.
Strong emotions are conveyed from the clasped palms, such as helplessness, apprehension, sigh, fear, sorrow, gratification, expectation, ecstasy, happiness...
Many emotions are intertwined, and everything is presented in front of his eyes without reservation.
The pupils constricted suddenly, and the body stiffened involuntarily. It was so complicated that he couldn't distinguish it, but it was so simple that it made people feel that every detail was clear.
Ah~ I'm so looking forward to it, so happy that people want to cry for it.
The joy of happiness filled Saiki Kusuo's whole body with the palm of his hand, and transparent liquid flowed out of his eyes involuntarily, which had never been felt like this before, but his mind stood sadly on the mountain peak amidst the turbulent waves that did not belong to him , Watching the earth being completely submerged.
The waves crashed against the mountain without stopping, and the water level rose extremely rapidly. In the time it took for the leaves to fall, they spread to the highest point, and then devoured everything.
The 'god' who had been deliberately indifferent since he was a child was submerged in this ocean, and when he was about to sink, all the sea water suddenly disappeared.
Rationally, he fell to the ground in embarrassment, looking at the trace left by the impact with lingering fear, unable to make other actions.
"are you OK?"
The girl who made such aggression said this, and took the initiative to take a step back, her smile was as gentle as ever.
"Hey, can you stop stopping me?"
Saiki Kusuo's heart was still beating violently, and he very slowly pressed the hand that was still holding Ayu to his cheek, looking at the tears at his fingertips, his eyes were empty.
Happy to tears...?
"Can you?"
The questioning words came again, Saiki Kusuo lowered his hands, and took a step back stiffly.
Sorasuke's words that made him delay the time had already become pale and powerless.
Ayou's eyes lit up suddenly, she let out a small sigh of relief, and a strange sense of relief and guilt rose in her heart.
terribly sorry.
But...she couldn't turn back, and she didn't want to turn back.
"It seems that Ayou's private affairs have been settled."
Dazai Osamu's voice suddenly sounded, he came to Ayou's side and half knelt down, holding her hand.
"Then it's my turn."
Fragments of sunlight penetrated through the leaves, spreading mottled on his body, like the most devout believer, telling his firm belief.
"Only death."
He stared at Ayou, his iris-colored eyes were filled with soft peace, and the shadow of Ayou was always reflected in his shallow eyes.
Maybe the original and final goals of the two people were never the same, but what does it matter?
The most important thing is the fact that he and she will be completed at such a time and at such a place.
"It's an instant, but it's also eternity."
Don't worry about what goes by, what will never be lost, whether it is time or emotion, it will stay at this moment.
they will be together for a period of
--forever.
Ayou's expression was extremely gentle, she held Dazai Osamu's hand instead, and stroked his cheek with the other hand, as if a god was about to cast redemption.
"Yes, only death."
The original brand-new Damocles sword in the sky decayed rapidly, as if time had been accelerated for tens of millions of years in an instant. Small fragments fell from the sword, and then formed white shards of light in mid-air, floating down.
"Don't be afraid anymore."
The huge sword body began to shake, and the moment the voice fell, it suddenly hit the ground.
"No more fear."
Ayou took a step forward, and there was no obstacle at the very close distance.
"I'm very happy."
She felt Osamu Dazai's arms wrap around her waist, the strength seemed to hold her into her body, she stared at the existence in front of her, and asked softly.
"Where's Dazai?"
Are you also excited about this moment?
She was really happy and happy, even so happy that she wanted to cry.
But at such a good time, it's too inappropriate to cry, right?
His eyes never left Ayou's body for a moment, Dazai Osamu stared intently at Ayou's eyes, and in those misty eyes, he clearly saw himself in her eyes.
Exactly the same expression as her in his eyes.
Osamu Dazai suddenly realized.
That's how it is, that's how it feels...
The sword falling from above his head couldn't affect him in the slightest, Dazai Osamu's eyes brightened, he moved forward slightly, and his forehead touched the girl in front of him.In the end, I sincerely left the last answer of this life.
"Happy."
It was indescribable, but there was no negative emotion filling his heart. His deep fear disappeared, and his inner hesitation disappeared.
Nothing could make him feel happier than this moment.
Happiness, fulfillment, meaning, security, loving and being loved.
——I, we, are so happy!
"boom--"
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