[Yinying] Memory of the future

Imperial Calendar 484 was the last year in which Lieutenant Murat served as Physan's military attache.In this "place of peace" full of intrigues and temptations, Murat always abides by her beliefs and tries her best to do what she can do.Although this did not seem to be enough to improve his boss's evaluation of him, Murat didn't particularly care, he just wanted to have a clear conscience.

These days, the twenty-two-year-old is troubled by a personal matter, disturbed by a Fraser girl named Doris Vonde.

"Nitehal, my flight will depart at 11:[-] noon tomorrow. Since you are on vacation, come to my place in the morning, let's have breakfast together, and then you can take me to the space port, okay?"

The sweet voice was soft and coquettish, so that no one could refuse, and neither did Murat, but his brows unconsciously frowned for a moment.

Early the next morning, Murat drove to Doris' apartment.At this time, there should be no cars on the highway around the city, but when Murat was driving on the AC137 section, five vehicles on the ground passed him from behind in a short period of time, chasing a black car 500 meters ahead. go.Murat had just received an ominous warning from her intuition when a man-made car accident happened before her eyes.

The five cars ahead were originally occupying the lanes in an orderly manner, but one of them suddenly got into trouble and slammed into the black car, forcing it to the outermost lane.The black car had no choice but to speed up, trying to get rid of the constraints.When it managed to get ahead by more than half of the car, another car suddenly slashed and killed the black car, and the two cars collided immediately.

The remaining three vehicles, as if they wanted to circle a safe area, stayed behind before the tragic accident just now, forcing the vehicles behind to keep a distance from the scene of the accident.Therefore, even though Murat was stunned and even forgot to react, the automatic operating system had long been guided by the principle of safety avoidance and the three cars, and continued to move along the safest inner lane in an orderly manner.

So, Murat took a closer look at the scene of the accident: a group of people got out of the car and rushed off the black car that was hit.They opened the rear door on one side, and pulled the people inside out in twos and threes.The first person pulled out was wearing a black suit. He had lost consciousness and was thrown aside in disgust.And the person who was pulled out later——

Murat slammed on the steering wheel, regained control of the car on the ground, stepped on the brake, and used the inertia to move the steering wheel, causing the car to turn around and drive towards the scene of the accident.

That figure, that white hair, that face bearing pain—Mura could not be mistaken, it was his friend in Odin who should have been.

The group that caused the car accident obviously didn't expect this kind of "passengers" who went back and forth. They could only watch helplessly as the car stopped in front of them, and a young man in imperial uniform jumped out of the car. , rushed forward.Everyone suddenly became nervous: They don't want to get involved with the imperial army!

"Let go of him! What do you want to do!"

The loud warning from the imperial officer was definitely a harbinger of trouble.Everyone exchanged glances with each other, and one of them yelled and shook his fist at the imperial officer who shouldn't be here.

Murat went out this time in strict compliance with the agreement between the empire and Feisha, and did not bring a gun, but this did not prevent him from fighting back.After dodging the first blow with his nimble short body, he immediately seized the loophole in the opponent's defense, and hit the opponent's side with a punch, and the opponent immediately curled up and fell down.

More people gradually gathered around and set up a battle.Murat also slowed down, watching their every move vigilantly and carefully, analyzing the situation calmly.

At this moment, the white-haired man who was supported by the shoulders of two people slowly raised his head.He tried his best to open his eyes, looked towards the center of the commotion, and finally recognized the figure with sandy hair.

"stop."

Hearing this feeble voice, the people surrounding Murat hesitated, but followed the instruction.

Murat was even more surprised. Before he had time to correct his judgment, he heard his friend continue to say: "Nitehal, you misunderstood, they are here to help me."

Murat almost thought he was dreaming.A loud shout immediately exploded in his ears, dragging him back to reality.

"A group of idiots, don't be dazed! It's dangerous here, get out!" A short, fat middle-aged man who had already bald, stood beside a car, stomping his feet anxiously.

Everyone moved immediately.Murat had no time to think about it, and according to Gabriel's silent gesture, she stepped forward to support her friend.The replaced person helped his companion who was knocked unconscious by Murat, and got into Murat's car.Murat hesitated for a moment, and the short and fat man was already waving vigorously at him, "Hurry up! Let them drive away your car first, stay here and wait for trouble!"

Murat carefully helped Gabriel into the back seat, and sat beside him.The chunky man sat in the passenger seat, and the driver also took his seat.The car started to move, and together with its other five companions, quickly evacuated from the scene of the car accident, and then got out of the expressway at the next several exits, completely disappearing in the traffic flow.

Murat quickly calmed down from the initial surprise. He simply gave up exploring the way out in the maze of thinking, and turned his eyes full of doubts and worries to his friend—he had been closing his eyes since he got in the car, not moving. move.

"Gabriel..." Murat called tentatively.

The angry voice came from the front row, "Don't call him, he must have been hit too hard just now, and he had some concussions. This guy is crazy, to plan such a purely self-harming action."

"You are too noisy, you can live longer by talking less."

The exhausted voice was calm and breezy, as if a piece of ice had fallen into the collar of the man in the front row who looked like a man, causing him to shiver in shock, and hurriedly raised the soundproof glass between the front and rear seats , Shrunk back his overly wide body hard, and nestled honestly in the seat.

Gabriel, who had regained his tranquility, supported his forehead. The dizziness had gradually subsided. He moved to a more comfortable position, took out a handkerchief, and slowly wiped his face.

What happened today was indeed planned by him.

In response to the black fox's malicious invitation, Gabriel - also Mondbell - got in touch with his old friend as soon as he arrived in Feisha and arranged the rescue operation.After being imprisoned, Mondebell's old friend created an illusion that made the black fox suspicious according to the agreed script, prompting the black fox to hastily transfer Mondebell.The whole process took two days, but the loophole of the black fox was finally caught.Although carjacking halfway is indeed dangerous, Mondebell has fully calculated his way out.He knew that during the transfer, he would be sandwiched between two bodyguards and sit in the back row.Then, when the car stopped suddenly, he was facing the gap between the two front seats, where there was a leather armrest to cushion him; and the two bodyguards could only crash into the front seat under the influence of inertia. The back of the row of seats.After catching up with a car of bodyguards by surprise and escaping from the control of the black fox, the follow-up matter was much easier.

Mondebell felt that his body was still heavy, but his mood was extraordinarily relaxed, because he would soon be able to return to the princess.

Murat had been observing his friend's face, and after confirming that he was fine, he asked aloud, "Gabriel, do you have anything to say to me?"

Gabriel turned his gaze to him, leaned forward two seconds later, and asked, "Do you see any bruises or wounds on my face?"

Murat held her breath and checked him carefully, "No."

"That's good." That way she wouldn't worry.Gabriel showed a satisfied look and leaned back in the seat.

Murat waited for a while, seeing that he seemed to have no intention of speaking, and finally couldn't help reminding again, "Gabriel..."

"Nitehal, forget about today's affairs, and don't mention it to anyone. Get out of the car when you get to a place with few people in a while."

"No, I can't do it." Murat firmly vetoed, "Gabriel, I understand that you don't want me to take risks, and you probably already have a foolproof plan. However, the only thing I can confirm so far is You are in a dangerous situation, but you don't know anything else, if you were me, can you leave with peace of mind?"

Gabriel was silent for a moment, and sighed in compromise, "I came to Feisha to solve some problems left over from before. Although it is a little risky, you don't have to worry. The most dangerous situation has just passed. Next I just need to hide myself carefully and wait for the opportunity to leave Feisha." He looked at his friend with sandy hair, "The place I'm going to next is the trading place of underground merchants, if you, an imperial officer, appear in If there, it will make them vigilant and expose me."

"You mean, I'll get in your way?"

"Honestly, it is."

Gabriel's tone was tough, and Murat couldn't help but feel a little hurt.For a while, no one spoke again.After a while, the elder raised his hand and patted the young man's shoulder first, and calmed down his tone as if nothing had happened, "Nitehal, it's a pleasure to see you here."

Murat's mood also gradually calmed down.He had already noticed that there were many secrets hidden in his friend, but Murat always respected Gagabriel's wishes, and he didn't ask if he didn't tell them.Murat could feel that in many cases, Gabriel's reservations were also out of consideration for the safety of the listeners.Now, Gabriel once again made a minimal confession, but it just rightly eased the most urgent worry in Murat's heart.

"……I see."

The young man with sandy hair suppressed the uneasiness in his heart and accepted the arrangement of his friend, which was also the best help for his friend.

"Be careful, Gabriel."

Being solemnly told by a junior who was only half his age, the white-haired man couldn't help showing a very shallow smile, "I will write to you when I return to Odin."

It's just the tone of teasing a child.Murat nodded with a wry smile.

The atmosphere in the carriage eased, and the vehicle on the ground continued to move towards the pre-marked location.Murat remembered her "task" today, and took out her mobile phone to make a call, but the phone rang suddenly, and it was the number Murat wanted to contact.

Murat glanced at Gabriel apologetically, and connected the phone. Her girlfriend's voice came out, sweet as before, but with some anxiety, "Nitehal, where have you been? My flight is going to be late. !"

"I'm sorry, Doris, I have something to do temporarily, I'm afraid I can't see you off."

"But you clearly promised me, how can you go back on it? To you, shouldn't I be the first?" There was already grievance in the voice.

"...I didn't mean that..."

"Please don't say any more, I will find someone else to send me off, you can continue to work on your work."

The phone was hung up, and Murat frowned again.The others Doris mentioned should be her other suitors.Doris is beautiful in appearance, lively and cheerful, but also has a soft and dependable personality, which attracts the love and affection of many men.For a time, Murat was delighted that she could win her favor and be the most special man around her.However, I don't know since when, this joy has quietly dimmed.

"Girlfriend?" Gabriel asked slightly jokingly, bringing back Murat's thoughts.

Murat nodded, with a bitter smile, "Yes. I haven't had time to tell you yet."

Gabriel has already learned more about the situation from his friend's reply just now and his current expression, "But...it doesn't seem to be going well?"

Murat reluctantly moved the corner of her mouth and made a smile, but she couldn't say a word.

Gabriel didn't urge her either, and waited patiently for Murat to sort out her emotions.As a senior with more experience in various aspects, he is very willing to take time out of his busy schedule to answer life problems for young friends.

Murat didn't know how to describe his current state of mind.During the three months from the acquaintance to the relationship, Murat knew Doris more and more, and recognized her charm more and more, but at the same time, a strange sense of loss gradually rose in his heart, as if there was something Something is shifting subtly.

"Speaking of which, I really should let you meet her," Murat realized that her friend was still waiting, and subconsciously grabbed the topic that flashed in her mind, "She looks very similar to Lucena and is about the same age .”

Gabriel's face suddenly darkened, and Murat was stunned, not knowing what she said wrong.

The older senior had already seen through the crux of the problem keenly, and he sighed softly, "Nitehal, I am very glad that you have found the girl you like. But, I don't want you to like the girl's reason, tell me daughter in any way."

"Of course not!" Murat argued, "Indeed, the reason why I noticed her at first was because she resembled the grown-up Lucena, but after that, what I liked was her personality..."

is that so?Murat was stopped by the voice in her heart.Isn't Doris' personality very similar to the personality of Lucena in my impression?Similar but not always, the more you know, the bigger the deviation, until you can no longer match your expectations, the original strong emotions gradually disappear...

"So, is it my fault..." Murat understood, and at the same time blamed herself very much.His immature mentality hurt an innocent girl.

"No one is wrong, it's just that your curiosity about Luxena has let the mischievous Cupid take advantage of it."

In Gabriel's language.It was that curiosity that led Murat to form a friendship with a girl who should have passed by.Unfortunately, this curiosity did not turn into love in the end.

Murat hung her shoulders in frustration, and after a while, he asked, "I haven't heard you mention Lucena for a long time, is she okay?"

Gabriel closed his eyes in pain. At this moment, he couldn't bear to continue to use that fictional image to deceive his friends, "She's gone..."

Murat was so startled that she forgot to breathe, and it took a long time to make a sound, "When did it happen?"

Gabriel shook his head silently, unwilling to mention it again.At the same time, he also deeply apologized to his friends in his heart.In the end he still had to deliberately create the illusion that Lucena died soon, just to prevent his clever friend from having any chance of noticing the fact that Gabriel had another daughter from their past chats.

Murat seemed to be able to feel the heartache of the father who lost his beloved daughter. The sharp pain in his chest made Murat speechless for a long time.

"You should get out of the car, Neithal."

It wasn't until a friend reminded that Murat found that the car had been parked in a rare alley, and his car had already been parked on the side of the road, and the driver had disappeared.

The sandy-haired young man got out of the car dragging his body full of worry, shame and heartache.Gabriel rolled down the car window and said to his friend: "Nitehal, don't worry about me, everything is over and it will be fine."

"Gabriel, why are you still so calm?"

"Because I can't give up easily, I can't let my life die with her, it will only make her sad." Gabriel said lightly.Having experienced life and death parting from his family and close friends again and again, his life bears the hope of more and more dead people, so he has to cherish it all the more.

Murat was deeply shocked.He silently watched his friend's car disappear at the end of the alley, and then he began to sort out his mood, trying to put away the sudden sadness, and face his heart bravely.

He had to apologize to that girl.

After making this decision, Murat drove her own car to the space port, and found Doris in the lobby who was waiting to board the plane.This pretty girl with black hair was chatting and joking with another handsome young guy. When she saw Murat coming, she showed a triumphant smile and went up to her, "You're here, Neithal, I knew you still couldn't bear it." mine."

Murat stared deeply at Doris. This girl should have enjoyed a unique love, but was tired by her own immature feelings.Murat was ashamed of it.

"I'm sorry, Doris..." Murat hesitated for two seconds, but still persisted and slowly revealed her true feelings, "I'm afraid I can't continue to be by your side, I don't have the qualifications."

"What do you mean?" The sweet voice trembled suddenly, making people feel distressed, "Are you going to break up with me?"

"……Feel sorry."

"Why? What are you dissatisfied with me?"

"It's not your fault, it's all my fault." The sandy-haired young man was already ashamed of guilt.This girl is pretty, vivacious and lovely, and she deserves a more focused love affair.Murat, however, could not bring herself to continue deceiving her.When she mentioned that she was looking for another suitor to see her off, Murat no longer harbored even a trace of jealousy or unwillingness. At that time, Murat vaguely noticed that his feelings for her had faded and dispersed... …

"Doris, I'm sorry, I overlapped you with another girl. I..."

"Enough! Neithal, are you playing with my feelings?" The tenderness has disappeared from Doris's face, and all that remains is the sarcasm pretending to be strong, "Why do you think I chose to be with you?" Intercourse? Because I wanted to see the difference between the soldiers of the Empire and the men of Feisha, I didn't expect you to be so bad!..."

Doris also said a lot of venting words, and Murat listened quietly, bearing her anger without refuting.The man who accompanied Doris also intervened. While comforting the sad girl, he issued an expulsion order to his rival, "Go away, don't see Doris again, and don't let me see you again!"

"I'm sorry." Murat bowed deeply to Doris, silently offering her heartfelt apology, and sincerely wishing that the girl could find her love.Then he turned around, carrying a heavy sense of guilt, and ended this unbearable false relationship.

This tragic experience is deeply rooted in the heart of this sandy-haired young man, always reminding him to reflect and introspect.

The author has something to say: Murat, who was a lieutenant, once had a tragic lovelorn experience, but he just laughed it off and acted surprisingly calm, not like the reaction he should have at his age. There is no way to tell if this rumor is true Still false. ——Excerpt from "Strategy Chapter: Battle Name "Twilight of the Gods""

So, this is my understanding of this sentence. Perhaps in my heart, Murat’s smile hides self-blame and introspection...

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