[Hunter] Light Gap

This is not my life!this!No!yes!I!

Repeatedly telling himself this in his brain, Killua can barely maintain his own consciousness in the endless cycle.Yet the pathetic, pathetic, and ridiculous theater of the absurd continues uninterrupted.

Immediately after that, what should not appear but is extremely real is the life of Cheruah.

The teenager started his career as a killer from a very young age.There is no reason, no old grievances, and no hatred. The reason why he can do it without enmity is because of the tasks assigned by his father and elder brother.The reason why he implemented it honestly was because his father and brother were existences he could not resist.

So time and time again, the knife is up and down, from being unfamiliar at the beginning to now being as familiar as a proficiency.From the warm blood splashed all over the face when performing the mission for the first time, to the watertightness later.

Teenagers don't like the career of being a killer. From the beginning of impressions, they have been linked to wounds and blood in their memories. The most emotions in their hearts are the emptiness when they strike and the respect and fear when facing their father and brother.

But at the same time, he doesn't know what he likes.Maybe after I left that home, I would know.The young man thought about it, and put his thoughts into action when his wings were first formed.

It's been a wonderful two years... The young man obviously didn't have any dreams to realize, but he met his lifelong best friend and took protecting him as his goal. The young man who never cared about anyone's life, but learned from the journey with his friends Knowing what is cherished, what is a companion, and what is... feel ashamed of yourself.Compared with the dazzling and bright friends, he is the one who has been taken care of and can't hold his head up...

The boy's heart has always been shrouded in a shadow called fear. He is afraid that he will be hated by his friends for hiding in such a dark place. He is afraid that the day will come when he will be separated from his friends. He is afraid that his friend will die suddenly on a certain day. Will turn a blind eye to friends because of fear.So the boy concealed his dark side with a smile, unwilling to be discovered by anyone.

And on a certain day, the time came when a certain knot was untied.He remembered the hints his elder brother gave him, the sisters he had forgotten for a long time, and he also figured out that "the things he fears are not so insurmountable".Things seem to be going well, with friends recovering and sisters freed from long-term captivity.Although the separation came as expected, he deeply believed that we could see each other again.

Everything seems to be going in a good direction, but... Will things really go so smoothly?

Shiba Zoldik once said, "He will definitely come back... because, he is my son."

The words spoken by the boy's father seemed to be a microcosm of his life, and it became a prophecy.

Kiruah Zoldik's life seems to be spinning like a gear of fate, but there is no possibility of turning it back.As long as his surname is Zoldik one day, killing will not leave him for a day.After going through a arduous and long adventure, the teenager thought he could stand beside his friends with a proud smile, but with the rise of fame and power, the relationship between the teenagers developed in a complicated direction.Jay Fulis is too pure an existence, so it is only natural that the teenagers took over the dishonorable part that they had to accept while concealing it.

The pursuit from the family never stopped for a moment, although he was not forcibly sent back once.The young man once thought he had gotten rid of them, but every time he looked back, they were still there, like shadows entrenched behind him, or like black panthers hidden in the shadows, with golden eyes shining peacefully among the grass. declared.

——You belong here after all.

Uneasy feelings are like spreading toxins, contagious at an unexpected speed.

I did nothing wrong.He affirmed over and over again in his heart that he never regretted what he had done.But why are you still so anxious?

The knife rises and falls.Once again, the knife was up and down.Even though the boy's skill was unmatched in the past, and the opponent he killed was also high or powerful, the target was unmatched in the past, but the fact that he saw the body that had his heart taken away by the blow slowly fell down did not change in any way.

Ah... isn't this completely different from the past?

Even though he knew that the people he killed were those who would threaten Xiaojie and Alluka, the murder was still the same.But... can't stop, once you stop this thing, the next person who does this kind of thing will become Xiaojie, right?People like him are bound to collapse.Can't stop, if we don't kill them all, won't Alluka be in danger?Those two will go to places where his hands can't reach or something, and they are unwilling to accept anything.

But even so, those who were killed by him must have people waiting for them to return, and those people will also cry and fall into boundless pain.The young man felt unspeakable self-loathing for himself who was burdened with killing and cutting and was covered in blood, and at the same time deeply blamed himself.

It is easy to create estrangement, especially between immature people.

"Hey, is there something about Kiruah that... is hiding from me?" The split started with Xiaojie's words.The boy, no, it should be said that the young Kiruah was stunned for a moment, and then covered it up with a smile.

"Brother, don't take care of everything by yourself." Alluka comforted him, but the words he said with good intentions disturbed Cheruah's heart like a stone falling into the water, "Really If you can’t stand it, there’s Nanika.”

……

The youth fell into chaos, "If you really can't bear it, there is Nanika", "Is there something... you are hiding from me?" The words spoken by friends and relatives who are not far away from each other keep circling in their minds, making them feel sad for a long time. The suppressed negative emotions suddenly found a breakthrough.Everything about Kiruah Zoldik was denied by his most important people, his suffering, his persistence, his wishes, and even the self who could not stop killing that he hated so deeply became nothing. significance.

Suspicion and malice came from without, from those he most wanted to protect.He never thought of becoming enemies with them, but why did he do that?is this real?he couldn't help asking himself.But how could this be false?This is so real, so true that he dare not doubt its authenticity.

Without you, I have nothing at all.

Standing in front of the boy who left bitterly was his undulating elder brother who seemed to have no expression.

"Kilu, I told you, killers don't need friends."

"I'm not a killer."

"No, you are. You know that all too well, don't you?"

"..." Heh, the big brother is right, he can't even refute it.

"come back."

No...he doesn't want to go back, but the world is so big, where should he go?Should he die at the hands of the person he once trusted the most, or would he be completely betrayed and return to the path of killing he should have taken?

But no matter which choice he chooses, it is a future he is unwilling to face.

【Kiluah!Come back! 】

Someone's call, like lightning that suddenly descended on a sunny day, hit the young man suddenly, causing him to be shaken all over, everything he saw seemed to shake, followed by dizziness as if the sky was spinning .At that moment, he seemed to be able to hear the calls of many people, anxious and enthusiastic, deafening.

【elder brother!Wake up! 】

【Kiluah!Wake up! 】

【Kiluah!Hello!Killua! 】

【Wake up!What are you waiting for! 】

--What are you waiting for!

The deep, crisp, awe-inspiring or anxious, intelligible or vaguely inaudible, or even crying voices pierced Cheruah's forehead like an arrow.Killua sucked in a sharp breath, and came back to his senses, it was still the thick and indistinct chaos, but Killua could feel that they were wriggling, and it was in the form of panic and anger.

The young man's eyes gradually cleared up, and he quickly understood what happened. Anger stained the young man's face, and a terrifying aura radiated from around Kiruah's body. Lure's line of sight disappeared.

"Kiluah! Wake up!"

The thoughts in the wind are clamoring.

The clanging of the chains jingled, and they precisely and powerfully attacked something that was attacking Killua. The attacks were too vicious and dense to count, and Gulbiga's fighting stance was really not good enough.The impact between the chains formed a movement in a chaotic manner. While manipulating the product embodied by his own thought power, Gulbiga did not forget to pay attention to the situation of the few people behind him a little anxiously.The aftermath of the attack on Aluka was also firmly blocked by an invisible iron wall. Angel stood in front of Nanika in a protective posture, staring at the enemy with a condensed expression as if in denial. It has no attack power, but all attacks that attempt to harm the people behind Angel cannot pass through her barrier.And Nanika stood in front of Killua who was unconscious, calling his name worriedly.

When Killua was awake, he saw this scene. The companions who arrived at some time did not know when to protect him with a three-point line.

The moonlight was like a wash, Sean Meka noticed Killua's sobriety, his pale face was stained with surprise, it seemed that he never thought that Killua could withstand this trick at all, and after a brief shock, The corners of Sean Meka's bloodless lips curled up again, but for some reason, in the eyes of Killua, such a fake smile was full of helplessness and hopelessness.

"I thought you would be immersed in it." Sean Mika said in a disappointed tone, but judging from his expression, he didn't seem too disappointed.

That's right... Sean Mika felt that he couldn't be more disappointed.

When those relatives who tolerated him unconditionally died in the massacre one after another, they turned into spirit bodies and surrounded Sean Meka. Their desire for revenge was so strong that Sean Meka wanted to complete it for them.Sean Mika's companionship is actually very strong. Although he himself does not admit it, he cherishes the thoughts of those people more than he imagined.They both regret the irretrievable lives of those who have passed away and the lives of those who are still alive.

What he hopes is that his goal can be accomplished together with his companions.

The new mafia is both powerful and fragile, and it will take about ten years of accumulation to achieve such revenge, but he himself may not survive that time.If you can get the wishing machine that is said to have no upper limit, you can advance this progress, right?However, it seems that he still can't do it... If he is unwilling to sacrifice other things, he can only take everything he owns and fight against all those who try to stop him, can't he?

"Ha, I don't know what you think of me, but—" Killua said, murderous intent seemed to overflow from his cold and disgusted tone, "Why do you think that disgusting illusion can swallow me Woolen cloth?"

If the conceptual intention of killing intent can really put people to death, then Sean Meka would have been stabbed by Killua's killing intent long ago, but he turned a blind eye to it and said with a smile: "I really It was inferred like this, 'Kelujah, you have a lot of things to worry about right now?'"

Killua narrowed her eyes dangerously: "You..."

"I didn't do anything, I just peeked into your dreams a little bit, and found some interesting things, and then I tried to think about the weaknesses of a person like you." The pale young man shrugged and explained, then asked , "So, as an after-sales feedback, what do you think?"

"--Sucks!"

Killua roared, and at full speed for a moment, he rushed towards Sean Meka.

The author has something to say: From my point of view, even if this kind of future does come one day, Xiaojie and Alluka will never let Kiruah alone be blamed, and those who can support each other are companions ah.And I don't think Xiaojie can't tolerate things in the dark world, just look at the old and treacherous Jin...

Killua in the dream became much more fragile than usual, in fact, it was because Sean added enough DEBUFF to him... So after waking up, Killua felt like being played, of course he would become angry from embarrassment.

What Cheruah did was right.At the same time, what Sean did was right.But their choices are contradictory, and conflict is absolutely inevitable.