not in vain

On this day, Su Qian went shopping on the street and passed a small stall full of various flutes.Su Qian knows how to play the flute, and it was said that she learned it on a whim when she was a teenager, thinking that one day she could travel through time and pretend to be a literary girl.Now that I have really time-traveled, I forgot about it.Now that I saw it, I remembered it again.

Although it was just a small stall, Su Qian felt that the quality of the flute was not bad, so she tried a black flute on a whim, and felt that the sound was very good, so she paid the money and asked the stall owner to help put the film on. I went, and suddenly heard a crisp voice saying in the direction of the stall owner: "Father, I broke the film, please help me put it on again."

Su Qian turned her head and saw a ten-year-old girl standing in front of the stall owner holding a flute, and the stall owner looked at the little girl with a smile.

Just this scene made Su Qian shed tears immediately.

When I first learned the flute, I didn't know how to apply film.Only my father can post at home, so I let my father post it every time.Later, I would put on the film, even though my father did not stick it as well as me, but because of laziness, he always forced my father to do it for me.

But now, no matter whether she can do it or not, she can only rely on herself.

This night, the moonlight was exceptionally cold and bright.

Su Qian took out the flute she bought during the day, and the stall owner's doting expression on his daughter reappeared.

Su Qian was homesick.

Su Qian picked up the flute and thought of playing a tune in a place far away from her residence in the mansion to ease her homesickness.After thinking about it, I decided to go to the pavilion on the rockery in Fuchu.

As soon as she approached, she heard a melodious flute sound, which Su Qian had never heard before.The sound of the flute is clear and cool, very nice.But there is a sense of loneliness in the song.

Who is playing the flute?

Su Qian didn't care about these for the time being, just because her hands were itchy, she walked towards the pavilion and followed his rhythm.Fortunately, although I haven't practiced for a long time, the skills are not yet unfamiliar, and the melody has not been ruined, but it has made the melody more full.The man didn't stop playing the flute, he still played it until the end of the song.

Su Qian approached and was stunned when she saw the flute player.

It's Zhan Zhao.

When Zhan Zhao saw her, he was also slightly startled, then smiled and said, "I'm disturbing the girl to rest."

"No, I only heard it when I came out. Besides, Mr. Zhan's skills are very good, even if he hears it in a dream, it will only calm his nerves. I have never heard this song, which one is it?" Su smiled lightly.Unexpectedly, Zhan Zhao could really play the flute, and he played it so well.

"It's just Zhan who blows it casually, but the girl can match up with her, and her skills are not bad. Why don't you listen to the girl blowing it?" Zhan Zhao said.

"I haven't played it since I came to Bianjing, but I remembered it when I saw a stall today." Su Qian said, "Where is Mr. Zhan? Do you often play it?"

"Occasionally, the moonlight is good today, so I will come out to practice."

Su Qian heard the words and looked up at the moon.

A bright moon hangs in the sky, without stars, which is particularly conspicuous.Coincidentally, it was the full moon again, and the brilliance spread all over the place, making it even more beautiful.

"People today don't see the moon in ancient times, but this month once illuminated the ancients." Su Qian couldn't help but chant.

"Why did the girl say that?" Zhan Zhao wondered.

"It's nothing, I just remembered a poem about the moon." Su Qian shook her head.Before coming here, Su Qian often used this sentence to comfort herself, and used Mingyue to tell herself that she and Zhan Zhao were not completely unrelated.However, she never imagined that a few years later, she would become that ancient person.

"Speaking of which, isn't Master Zhan's flute sounding full of loneliness?" Su Qian asked suddenly.

"No, the girl probably heard it wrong." Zhan Zhao denied it, but how did he know that he couldn't hide his thoughts from Su Qian.

"You don't have to hide it. People will have some bad emotions. There are many reasons for such emotions, such as homesickness, poverty, and..." Su Qian paused, "There are also other people's confusion."

Zhan Zhao was taken aback, "What do you think the girl said?"

Su Qian smiled: "You entered the officialdom, not for fame and fortune, not even Mr. Bao, but for the people of the world. But other people don't understand, think you are looking for that official position, and don't believe that you can give up for the people. Jianghu. The good ones look down on you, and the bad ones even scold you, thinking that you have become a running dog of the imperial court, which is a shame to the people of the Jianghu. However, getting promoted and getting rich is nothing more than money and power. To be a Jianghu person, Robbing the money of those wicked people is still not short of money to spend, and you can also get a good reputation; but power is just being able to do whatever you want, as a gangster, you will fight the wicked with force, and the wicked will naturally listen to you. Except for the evil people, the good people will naturally Listen to you. I know that you entered the officialdom because only in this way can you do more for the people of the world. But what about them? The officialdom is dim and they just sit idly by and make another law to let those people and the court be abandoned together. This Is it a hero? What I admire the most is that you don’t explain yourself when you find that you can’t explain clearly to those people. You just smile lightly and seem to ignore them, but you are actually bearing these heavy pains silently. In my opinion , you are much, much better than those who only judge others by themselves and think that they can't do it and others can't do it."

"Unexpectedly, the girl knows Zhan so well." Zhan Zhao smiled wryly.What she said was actually what she thought in her heart.

Su Qian smiled and thought to herself, I thought about these things thoroughly six or seven years ago, but you didn't know.

"Actually, you don't have to worry about it. There are too many things on your back, and you will collapse sooner or later. There are still many people in this world who understand you, such as adults, such as Mr. Gongsun, such as..." Su Qian thought for a while, Still swallowed the three words "for example me", "For example, Mr. Zhang and Mr. Wang... In my hometown, there are some people who flatter you to the extreme, but they don't have a good reputation."

Zhan Zhao didn't say anything, just smiled lightly.How can Mr. adults understand what it means to join the officialdom for people in the Jianghu.How could Zhang Wang, Ma Zhao understand what it was like to be hated by friends in the past.

Suddenly, Su Qian yawned, and Zhan Zhao realized that it was late at night, and he shouldn't be alone with her, so he said, "The girl seems to be sleepy, so Zhan will take the girl back."

"No, I'll just go back by myself. You should go back to rest earlier, don't think so much."

"It's better for Zhan to send the girl back."

Su Qian shook her head and walked away.

Zhan Zhao looked at it, and could only say "be careful, girl", and then looked at Su Qian's back from a distance, not recovering for a long time.

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