I heard that my boyfriend is sick

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"Ran Ran!!--"

He Chongqiu quickly pulled Wen Yueran into his arms, his heart was pounding, the speeding car quickly passed the two of them, under the strong light, the two couldn't help squinting their eyes, even though He Chongqiu protected him It was fast, but Wen Yueran's arm was still scratched by the strong wind.

Wen Yueran was also taken aback. He didn't expect that there was a car at the school gate that would dare to ignore pedestrians like this. He felt a tingling pain in his arm, and he didn't have time to check the injured area. Wen Yueran subconsciously wanted to catch up to see the license plate number of that car, but was caught He Chongqiu pulled her back and hugged her tightly.

"Wen Yueran! You almost died!!—" He Chongqiu's little finger was still twitching a little, he smelled the scent of candy paper in Wen Yueran's pocket in his arms, and said coldly. "...You were almost hit, do you know it!? It was the same five years ago, and it's the same now, Wen Yueran... What are you thinking, are you thinking that you're dying?"

Wen Yueran was startled: "Five years ago..."

"Five years ago, on the day we received our graduation certificates, do you know how broken I was when I saw you almost being hit across the street?!—Thanks for not dying, but just scratching the skin, but what did you do? You didn’t cherish your own life, knowing that there are a lot of vehicles here, and it’s easy to run over pedestrians, why are you still distracted, and you don’t want to take a look...or...you think I’m sick, and I’d rather die than Would you like to be with a person with severe delusions?" He Chongqiu's face was twisted, apparently recalling something bad, he reluctantly put down his clenched hand, took a deep breath, and took a step back, away from Wen Yue Of course. "I'm sorry, I apologize for what I just said... I was probably too excited to bring it up."

After finishing speaking, He Chongqiu turned around and left, Wen Yueran stood there for a while, and suddenly ran towards He Chongqiu belatedly.

He was out of breath from running. "Chongqiu...you...you said that the first time you fell ill was because of the incident that I was almost bumped five years ago?"

He Chongqiu did not answer.

"The reason why you always have illusions is that you can't tell who is me from the people around you. You would rather be gentle with those strangers, just worrying...anyone who is similar to me, anyone who may be me will be wronged, Did it even happen by accident? You are so worried just because you are afraid that this delusional disorder will get worse, and will something happen that you regret?—”

Wen Yueran quickened his pace and hugged He Chongqiu's waist from behind.

"...Mr. He Chongqiu, do you think so? This...is your real knot..."

Hearing this, Wen Yueran only felt that the person he was hugging sighed softly. He Chongqiu gently broke Wen Yueran's hand away, turned around, and he lowered his head and pressed Wen Yueran's shoulder, "From the time I will have the delusion I told you everything, at that moment, I was 'healed' by you, I do have illusions sometimes, but I just need to think of you, Wen Yueran, trying to recognize you before I recognize you Me, cherishing our time together, taking me to heart, I am not afraid of being sick, and I am not frightened by it. I am getting better and taking my own steps, but you still don't seem to be I understand... You still stay in the time when I have delusions, when I recognize the wrong person, you will also feel heartache and distress, so why are you still trapped in those distresses? However, I have... come out I'm waiting for you, how about you?"

Wen Yueran murmured: "I..."

"Sometimes, is the truth important? Is it important to trace the source? Psychological counselors always want to find out the logic and secrets of things one by one during the consultation process, but the ultimate goal of treatment is not to relieve patients from psychological burden and clutches. Can you get out of the middle?... But, are you right?" He Chongqiu looked at Wen Yueran who was still confused in front of him, and said softly, "...I think we all need to calm down now."

He Chongqiu let go, and he waved at Wen Yueran freely, as if to give the other party time and space to let Wen Yueran think clearly, Wen Yueran stood where he was, watching He Chongqiu with a relieved face quickly walk towards As he left, his figure was gradually obscured by the lights of small shops on the street. Wen Yueran kept staring until his eyes were sore from the light, then he covered his eyes and lowered his head in frustration.

Only then did Wen Yueran realize that while he was worried about He Chongqiu, he was also being worried about. When he fell into all kinds of troubles and pains, He Chongqiu might have walked out of those pains, stretched out his hand, and just waited Hold it by yourself and come out together.

Although what He Chongqiu said about his improvement and healing, in Wen Yueran's view, it was a bit too smooth, even unbelievable.But if it is said that he is He Chongqiu's long-standing heart knot, it is not a strange thing to set things right because of his actions.

He thought, he should accept such a He Chongqiu, a man who suffers from Fregoli delusion, but loves himself deeply, and eventually returns to his best self.

----

He Chongqiu took a completely opposite path to the apartment. He didn't slow down until he was far away from Wen Yue, and walked straight to the black car not far away.

If Wen Yueran was here, he would probably be able to recognize this familiar license plate number, which was the vehicle that had just staged a life-and-death speed and almost hit him.

Seeing He Chongqiu approaching, the people in the car seemed to smile, then opened the window and poked their heads out.Somewhat unexpectedly, there was no stranger in the car, but Lin Rui's smiling face was revealed.

He Chongqiu knocked on the car door expressionlessly, signaling Lin Rui to get out of the car, but the other party didn't think too much about it. As soon as he opened the car door, He Chongqiu pulled Lin Rui up and punched him harshly.

Lin Rui was a little dazed, and wiped the wound on the corner of his mouth with his thumb, and he had a half-smile: "Chongqiu, isn't your meeting ceremony too big?"

"Why did you bump into him." He Chongqiu's usually warm and bright face was now full of hostility. "If I hadn't pulled him, he might have gone to the hospital by now!!"

Lin Rui laughed and said, "How do I know that Wen Yueran didn't pay attention to the surrounding situation at all? Didn't nothing happen... Besides, didn't I help you? He Chongqiu, it's been two years, you How long do you want to pretend to be a patient with delusional disorder? Your symptoms of delusional disorder have already been relieved a lot, and you seldom suffer from it. If the truth is exposed one day, Wen Yue, who knows the truth, will only be more angry."

"...I know." He Chongqiu was a little frustrated, he punched the wall hard, "But you shouldn't force him."

"You let him bear the pain of your illness again in this way, you are really forcing him. Three years ago, he tried his best to make you better, and he consulted with me and He Chen again. Intimacy, he swallowed his anger, kept himself from thinking wildly, and wanted to be considerate and tolerant of you, a joke... A psychological counselor with excellent academic performance and a promising future, when treating a delusional lover, he finally escaped the unbearable reality and suffered from delusions With this disease, he ended up like this, if he had a choice, he would rather die!——" Lin Rui sneered.

Five years ago, He Chongqiu and Wen Yueran graduated, and their lovers were intimate and infinitely beautiful.

Three years ago, He Chongqiu suffered from fregoli delusion and made out with a stranger in front of Wen Yueran.

Two years ago, He Chongqiu's condition improved, but Wen Yueran's relationship with him became increasingly distant. Lin Rui diagnosed him as suffering from Capragher's delusion.

When Wen Yueran was being treated, the other party's reaction was very intense, and he just kept repeating that the person who didn't recognize him was not his lover at all. Today's He Chongqiu is just a stranger who looks similar to He Chongqiu five years ago. His lover must be sick, as long as he recovers, he can come back, but Wen Yueran doesn't believe that He Chongqiu has recovered at all, but feels that everyone is lying to him.In order not to irritate Wen Yueran, He Chongqiu could only play the role of the fregoli patient who made him sad again, circling among strangers, and once again tearing Wen Yueran's heart open.

He Chongqiu said in a low voice. "...Brother Lin, as you said, after this stimulation treatment, he will gradually accept me as I get better, but he is too cautious, always cautious, and refuses to take a step forward. And...he seems, doesn't recognize me is you……"

"Really?" Lin Rui was taken aback when he heard the words, and then he poked into his pocket, as if he wanted to get a cigarette out. "This kid, I'm his senior. How many psychological materials he borrowed from me... He even pretended not to know me."

He Chongqiu sighed. "Of course he..."

"But he should hate me." Lin Rui was a little depressed and didn't light a cigarette for a few times. "Three years ago, I didn't discover his abnormality in time, and I didn't cure you in time... Later, after listening to your nonsense, I forced him to use half-baked hypnosis, let him fall into the illusion we constructed, and returned to you The memory of the illness, he hates me... and it should be..."

He Chongqiu clenched his fists.

"Come on, since I'm getting better, he will be getting better too, isn't it?"