I heard that my boyfriend is sick

19.

The class reunion was actually not the first time Wen Yueran met Lin Rui.

As early as in college, Wen Yueran, who was tutored by He Chongqiu, chose to minor in psychology, and started the minor for two consecutive years. Through this, he also met Lin Rui, a senior majoring in psychology.At that time, Lin Rui chose one of the minor teachers as the graduation thesis advisor, and he himself became the teacher's assistant, helping to correct homework and giving some insignificant small lessons.

At that time, Lin Rui was not as full of aura as he is now. He was still a student who could be nervous, laugh, and discuss with his peers. What impressed him most in the entire minor class was Wen Yueran, whose calmness and intelligence He admired it very much. After one class, Lin Rui took the initiative to copy a copy of his course materials and lent it to Wen Yueran, and then gently opened the world of this indifferent junior.

"Hey, are you majoring in economics? I have a cousin who is also from the School of Economics and majors in finance... I don't know if you know each other, but we are really destined. If there is anything you don't understand about the information, you can ask me .”

In the subsequent relationship, "the colder the person, when you break through the frost of his shell, he will come into contact with the warmer and weaker inside than ordinary people", this truth made Lin Rui more and more convinced.He thought that he and Wen Yueran should be regarded as close friends in ancient times, a friendship that is more precious than many friends and friends, and partners they can trust.Even Wen Yueran would take the initiative to ask Lin Rui for his opinion before choosing a job. They helped each other, but they were not jealous of each other. Lin Rui knew the relationship between Wen Yueran and He Chongqiu, and sometimes he would guide Wen Yueran's stubborn thinking.

It was three years ago that Wen Yueran's condition took a turn for the worse. He came to ask for help with a pale face. He said that something was wrong with He Chongqiu recently. At that time, Lin Rui thought it was a small problem between the two of them and didn't take it to heart.

"You love him very much, so you should trust him, right? I don't think He Chongqiu is a playful person, it must be a misunderstanding..."

But Wen Yueran is a man of action. He would rather keep thousands of words in his heart, comfort himself with the belief of "belief", and help He Chongqiu in his own way, rather than ask a question. With that kind of energy, it is difficult to turn things around.

Wen Yueran's silence lasted for a whole year. When Lin Rui found out, He Chongqiu was slowly getting better, but Wen Yueran couldn't sleep at night. Sometimes he would think about things all night until his heartbeat Unevenness, pain in the mind, sometimes he wants to hug He Chongqiu beside the bed, but suspiciously entrusts his love and remembrance to the He Chongqiu who smiled softly and gave him the topic in a low voice five years ago, he became more and more neurotic, No less pain than He Chongqiu.

Fan of the authorities, Lin Rui helped Wen Yueran heal He Chongqiu, but Wen Yueran, who had endured everything at the beginning, could not carry on from beginning to end. At that time, Wen Yueran was full of distrust of everything around him, Lin Rui checked Wen Yueran several times It was only because of the circumstances that he was concluded that he was in the throes of Capragher's delusional disorder.

He Chongqiu got better, but Wen Yueran's love stayed at five years ago.

"Please, Brother Lin, help me..."

One shouldn't choose to bear it alone, and the other shouldn't be silent. In that year, the two of them really communicated very little. What He Chongqiu said the most that time was actually wishing to go back to the beginning.

"No matter in what way, I want to tell him again that I am not afraid to express my weakness. If he likes me five years ago, I am willing to wait for him to change me back to the original one bit by bit. He now It doesn't matter if you don't believe me, one day, he will know that the person standing in front of him has always loved him... Brother Lin, I keep telling myself, just wait and be patient... He will come back again, but Sometimes I feel that I can't wait, I really want to tell him directly that I am really He Chongqiu, his lover, not the stranger he imagined!... I have never regretted it so much, why did I choose to hide it from Ranran? I don’t tell him that my illness is out of control, and I don’t want to show weakness at all... But I also know that I can’t panic, I’ve already made one mistake, and I can’t continue to make mistakes. I can wait... After all... as long as he is willing , I can finally do my best...to realize his wish..."

I don't know whether it was affected by Wen Yueran's pain or moved by He Chongqiu's words. Lin Rui forcibly gave Wen Yueran psychological treatment, but everything was just a superficial calm, and the past was buried in the deep pool again. Under this, instead of completely eradicating the problems between the two.

After making that decision, Wen Yueran, who had undergone compulsory treatment, never contacted him again in the past year, and even changed his mobile phone number, even seeing him by chance with a disgusted expression.

It's not that Lin Rui didn't regret it, but if it happened again, he would still help He Chongqiu.

He didn't want to see Wen Yueran self-loathing, suspicious, and turning into a look he couldn't recognize himself. In that case, he would rather live up to Wen Yueran's trust and lose this friendship for the sake of a tacky "for your own good".

Lin Rui heard Wen Yueran's voice on the phone again, and he suddenly smiled in relief.

"Are you sure, do you really want to know?"

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"Memory, if you don't remember it yourself, no matter what others say, it seems to be out of the way. I don't seem to have any impression of the beautiful and bitter things you say, and I don't feel pain or regret."

Lin Rui did tell the whole story. He asked Wen Yueran to come out, and told little by little about Wen Yueran's confusion and loss. He even had a notebook where Wen Yueran scribbled when he was just sick. The black balls of thread on it are disorganized, just like Wen Yue's frustrated mood.

"You...you won't never forgive He Chongqiu, will you?" Lin Rui looked at Wen Yueran and listened to him expressionlessly, and asked tentatively. "...He actually didn't really want to lie to you."

Wen Yueran closed the notebook, "Since I made this call and chose to come out to see you, Chongqiu should have known about it. You... think I shouldn't be angry?"

Although the reason for the breakup of the relationship between the two at the beginning was poor communication, He Chongqiu should indeed bear most of the responsibility. Lin Rui rarely restrained his teasing posture and sighed.

"You are more qualified than anyone to choose not to forgive."

The "truth" in Lin Rui's mouth was beyond Wen Yueran's expectation. He didn't answer Lin Rui's question, and he couldn't restore his good relationship with Lin Rui for a while. After saying goodbye politely, Wen Yueran chose to leave.

For five days in a row, Wen Yueran did not go back. Instead, he chose to stay in the clinic. He didn't want to meet He Chongqiu for a while, and He Chongqiu seemed to understand Wen Yueran's situation besides making the first phone call to confirm Wen Yueran's safety. Silently resisted, and never called again.

During the past few days of sleep, Wen Yueran's blank dreams gradually concretized the things Lin Rui said, but Wen Yueran didn't seem to be able to feel the pain or happiness as he did at the time.After calming down, Wen Yueran chose to return to the apartment. Even though he hadn't returned for a few days, He Chongqiu still took care of the house well. He turned on the light in the living room. They were all removed, and replaced with a large piece of transparent candy paper. On each piece of candy paper, Wen Yueran’s hobbies were written with black markers, and the formulas they had proved together were written. Sometimes there were only a few words. Draw a few smiling faces every now and then.

Wen Yueran squatted in front of the refrigerator, looking at the candy paper in front of him. Suddenly, there was a noise in the bedroom, and He Chongqiu, who was a little embarrassed, ran out from the room. He looked at Wen Yueran in front of him, fell silent for a while, and said shyly.

"Ran Ran……"

Wen Yueran took off the refrigerator magnets one by one in front of He Chongqiu, and the candy paper fell down lightly.

"Chongqiu." Wen Yueran didn't pick up those candy wrappers, he smiled and turned his head. "You are a very cunning person."

He Chongqiu stepped forward suddenly, and he spread his arms around Wen Yueran.

"I won't apologize, and I won't regret it..." He Chongqiu couldn't see Wen Yueran's expression, so he said softly. "I'm not the same as Zhang Tong, but I'm different from her...I know, nothing I can say now can change...the fact that I've been acting from the beginning to the end. Besides, no matter what the purpose is, after the real exposure , will disappoint you.”

Wen Yueran asked: "I'm really angry..."

"Of course! You heard about me." He Chongqiu said first. "I don't ask for your forgiveness, but I can't bear that you will always be trapped in Capragher's vicious circle, and you can't even recognize your lover... I am still too selfish, I want to always be in your memory, Whether it's me before, or me now..."

Wen Yueran was silent for a while, and finally raised his hand, and patted He Chongqiu's back. The other party's hand was slightly retracted, and the embrace seemed tighter.

"...I'm very angry, you and Lin Rui, I'm very angry about what you discussed and done."

Wen Yueran patted again, "But things are not black and white, and sometimes the truth is not the ultimate goal. No matter how painful I was at the time, I insisted on waiting for you to break free from the fregoli. It's because of my love for you, maybe I didn't persevere, but fell into another vicious circle, but I always believe that from the first time you reached out to me, you would not give up and let go easily. And now you, with a hopeless and hopeful attitude, are waiting for me to reach out to you again from the restraint of Capragher?"

Hearing this, He Chongqiu finally showed a bright smile.

"Wen Yueran, has anyone ever told you that you are more cunning than me?"

He kissed Wen Yueran's eyelids lightly, but did not directly answer Wen Yueran's proposal.

"Thank you...Of course."

Wen Yueran blinked.

"...We missed too much in the past. I found that we need more good memories, so that these candy papers can't be filled..." He Chongqiu kissed Wen Yueran's lying silkworm lightly again. "Now I invite you to go on honeymoon with me again, Mr. Wen Yueran, would you like to?"

Wen Yueran didn't speak, just stretched out his hand.

Please hold me.

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psychological counseling office.

"Damn it!!!——The model husband abused the dog again, just now Mr. He made a special trip to give Dr. Wen honeymoon leave, what the hell, how dare you tell the director such a shameless reason?! The director even granted leave Yes? Then why didn’t you let me go to the movies with my girlfriend when I wanted to go to the movies last time!”

"Then what can we do, Mr. He comes to brush his face every day, even the director will be impatient, besides, Dr. Wen's public holiday hasn't been taken this year, so he just deducted it inside. Oops, don't say it, Mr. He is here! -"

The voices of several doctors and nurses quieted down. Not far away, He Chongqiu entered the consultation office with a smile. He waited for Wen Yueran as usual, but something seemed wrong today. During the waiting period, there was a sudden noise at the entrance of the consultation office. A crowd of reporters, doctors and nurses couldn't help being stunned, and hurriedly closed the door.

"...What are these reporters here for?!"

"Could it be to interview Mr. He and Dr. Wen? This is too fantasy."

As soon as he said that, he found that He Chongqiu and Wen Yueran had already run away from the back door. Just when he was wondering, those reporters flashed their flashing lights and shouted desperately.

"Hello!—May I ask if Ning Xi works in this psychological counseling center!—Is his relationship with Jiang Neng true?!—Please answer me and open the door!—"

"Is Jiang Neng really in love with you, or just for fun?"

"Ning Xi???!"

Amidst everyone's doubts, a male nurse at the front desk who had always been taciturn suddenly stood up with a flushed face.

"Yes yes yes yes sorry!!!—"

The author has something to say: the first unit is over.Below is the unit of Little Nurse and Big Star.

There was a little problem with the recovery day that was originally scheduled next Thursday.The appointment is not fixed, and the daily update may have to wait until next Thursday. I am very sorry, the 7 chapters have been put away, and they will be updated at 9:11,14,17,21 on September 07, 30, [-], and [-] respectively. No accidents , I will work hard to update it later~