I heard that my boyfriend is sick

14.

A long time ago, Ning Xi imagined that there was such a person who led him through the blurred flow of people and vehicles with horns. Everything around him was dull and eclipsed. Only that person ran forward, and they held each other. His hands are more colorful, his hands will change from gray light and shadow to light skin color, and the redness of blood vessels will slowly ooze from his knuckles, like in a black and white space, there is only such a shining embellishment, which makes it difficult to steep Turning his gaze, he had no choice but to indulge in the strangeness brought by the other party.

When Jiang Neng made his debut a year ago, either by accident or fate, Ning Xi's lack of splendor, warmth and ambiguity in the small world finally returned to its place and had sustenance.

Ning Xi's parents divorced when she was young, and because of her thin body, she was easily bullied, teased, scorned and teased by other boys at school.A kid who looks like a little radish is not top-notch in strength and intelligence, so he doesn't like his classmates.As he grew older, Ning Xi, who followed his mother, became more independent, thoughtful, and full of beautiful fantasies in his mind. He didn't have much hope for family relationships, and even had a negative attitude. Even his mother remarried later. In his heart, there was too much turmoil. In his opinion, his original family had already been split into three parts, and they were like split plates. They were no longer as close as they used to be, and there was no need to pretend to be harmonious.

For a long time, Ning Xi and his parents have tacitly maintained a familiar yet alienated relationship. At first, his mother would take care of him like a small talk, but when Ning Xi insisted on reporting to the nurse at the health school for the college entrance examination, he greeted him immediately. When the situation of "betrayal" came, his mother cried and called him "useless". A male nurse in a health school might not even be able to enter a regular hospital. When he was alive, he seemed to be thrown into the dust.

But Ning Xi has never regretted his choice. He knows better than others that he is not smart, and his physique and height are not outstanding. He cannot serve as a soldier and use arms to protect himself. I am a famous doctor, so I had to choose a nurse in the end, and try my best to protect others with my own strength when others are in pain.The day Ning Xi came to the consultation center, she knew that although he was not a nurse in internal medicine or surgery, he could not save patients with physical injuries, but he was facing a group of people with fine wounds in spirit, which were more serious than the obvious wounds on the outside. Being sensitive and fragile, Ning Xi protects those patients with closed hearts just like protecting himself. He is just a nurse and cannot personally communicate with patients psychologically. He can only be patient when making appointments and considerate when waiting , was careful in cleaning the appointment room, in his clumsy way.

Ning Xi, who made this decision in the college entrance examination, is actually not having an easy time. No one is always independent, strong and invincible, and Ning Xi is the same. He uses a "serious" serious face as a protective color, but he has his own pink fantasy in his heart. Desire to be protected, cared about, loved by others.

I want someone to tell him that you are not the only person in the world, and you are not alone. I will accompany you, tolerate your bold and reckless decisions, and prevent you from falling into the abyss.

I love you, you are not perfect, you are not smart, you have many flaws, but you are not nothing.

You have me, I can give you confidence, love, protection, and myself.

Then, you will be the one who owns a priceless treasure.If you want to have him, it’s not that you need the envy of others, nor that you don’t want to struggle or want to be lazy for a few years, but you just want to have a few mouthfuls of hot food with him, and walk with him along the secluded river. Smile and remember in your heart, you will care about your loss, and you are hopelessly careful.

Ning Xi never stopped looking forward to this until he saw Jiang Neng's shocking side on the screen. The dazed little nurse seemed to have returned to the age when he was first bullied. He was surrounded by a group of bad kids. Forcibly playing the game, those children lifted him up and bumped him into trees and electric poles. Ning Xi gritted her teeth and dared not make a sound. It was another memory of swallowing her anger, but a young man in white suddenly appeared, as if piercing the sky. A group of fuzzy-faced little ghosts scared away, Ning Xi only felt that "she" was thrown heavily on the ground, and when she couldn't even get up, it was the young man in white who turned her head slightly and showed a bright smile.Ning Xi was a little confused between reality and fiction, and only felt that the Huya youth was within reach, and in every gloomy memory of his, there would always be this young man who would silently take him away from the recurring pain and act as a in the name of a savior.

Ning Xi had never really gotten along with Jiang Neng, and all of Jiang Neng's personality was assembled bit by bit from interviews, programs, magazines, and Baidu Encyclopedia, which almost entrusted the most complete fantasy in Ning Xi's mind.Moreover, the young and vigorous him is always more bold and reckless than the more mature one. Ning Xi began to recall the feeling of being loved by someone like "Jiang Neng", and she enjoyed it in the long run.

However, after really getting along with Jiang Neng, Ning Xi discovered that no matter how much he imagined, the "Jiang Neng" who can laugh, make trouble, and get angry in real life is far more vivid and charming than the barren imagination.

Ning Xi followed Jiang Neng in a trance. Suddenly, as soon as Jiang Neng in front of him stopped, he felt the little nurse slam into Jiang Neng's back. Jiang Neng hissed from Ning Xi's forehead, and he turned around. body.

"Wandering, what are you thinking?"

Ning Xi laughed. He looked at the place where the two stopped. It was a Hunan-style restaurant that doubles as a spicy pot. Ning Xi's nose fluttered. "Thinking about something delicious to eat."

Ginger lowered his hat. "Hey, let me tell you, little nurse, you were obviously very unhappy before, but now you're drooling thinking about it again. It's really interesting."

He hugged Ning Xi, and the two went straight to the store to get a small iron plate. Standing in front of the freezer with a lot of food, Jiang Neng helped Ning Xi pick up the vegetables in a very gentlemanly manner.

"Catch more fish." Ning Xi whispered beside her, leaning her head.

Jiang Neng frowned, he barely caught three pieces of fish, his face under the mask couldn't see his expression clearly. "Do you like this?"

"The taste of the fish is soft and tender, it's good." Ning Xi patted Jiang Neng's shoulder, "And you also said on Baidu Encyclopedia that you like fish."

Jiang Neng glanced at the fish piece with some distaste, and instead picked up two chicken legs. "I don't like to eat fish. Fish has a fishy smell and I feel uncomfortable eating it. When I filled in the artist's profile, the column of my favorite food - I filled in the fried chicken drumsticks, but Brother Wen said that there are no people who eat fried chicken drumsticks. The fish eater is smart, so he took the initiative to help me modify it... Besides, fried chicken legs are high in calories, no matter how much I like it, I can't let go of my stomach and eat it."

Ning Xi: "It turns out that the information and news on the Internet are also half-truths and half-false."

"Huh? So lost... wanting to know me so much?" Jiang Neng hurriedly picked up some meat and vegetables, a plate full, he turned around and saw Ning Xi was not in high spirits, and joked. "When you are eating later, you can ask slowly, and you can correct all the mistakes on Baidu Encyclopedia."

Jiang Neng is also a well-known idol, afraid of causing commotion in the small restaurant, Ning Xi wanted to reach out to pick up Jiang Neng's plate, but Jiang Neng held the plate higher to prevent Ning Xi from touching it.

"I'm wearing a mask, so no one will recognize it. I'll go to the checkout first, and you can find a seat over there..." Jiang Neng nodded, "We'll talk slowly when the food arrives."