life is like this

As soon as I fell asleep, I dangled and dreamed about a lot of second-hand things I did before.

I dreamed that I was always chasing Zhou Kai, pestering him with all kinds of reasons, and finally when he saw me, he began to show a slight disgust on his face.

I dreamed that when I was 17 years old, in order to give Zhou Kai a pair of leather shoes on his birthday, I spent more than a month saving money. In the end, I was short of two thousand, so I secretly ran out to sell blood.

But still can only buy the cheapest style.

I carefully gave him the pair of expensive shoes, and then accidentally found that he threw the pair of shoes into the trash can.

I rubbed my blue arms and cried until I almost died.

Now that I think about it, we have always been very different. He lives in the luxurious villa of the Zhou family and enjoys the highest education, while I live in the house where the servants of the Zhou family live and envy others every day.

Later, I always used those low-level tricks against Chu Yan, and I secretly held a faint hope until Zhou Kai sent a servant to throw all my things out of Zhou's house and said to me: "Get out!" .

All those fantasies and hopes were shattered.

In fact, the class is so obvious, how did I manage to ignore it on purpose!

These things are very unpleasant, as long as I think about it, I have the urge to cry.

In a daze, the car stopped, and I woke up after not sleeping very well.

"I thought you'd have to sleep for a while before waking up," he said with a gentle expression after turning off the car and opening the door.

"As soon as the car stopped, I woke up and didn't sleep too deeply," I replied.

I got out of the car and followed him, and came to this high-standard bar. The reason why I say it is high-standard is because the things here are notoriously expensive, and the customers here are also notoriously rich. Jin's men and women are also exceptionally classy.

The name of this bar is an English acronym, which means wine is your soul mate, but typical small townspeople like me usually call it Pinjinjiu.

I'm afraid that my clothes are not enough for a few glasses of wine here, so I secretly rolled up my sleeves in vanity, revealing the 86 wrist watch in my hand.

No matter when and where, always put on a [-]-point mental pretense!

I swayed the arm with the watch and followed Zhou Kai into the bar.

Although the decoration here is not so resplendent, it exudes a high-end atmosphere from the upper class.

We found a place to sit down, and I looked at Da Vinci's sofa under my buttocks, thinking that I finally sat 10,000+ RMB under my buttocks.

A handsome waiter came up and asked Zhou Kai politely what he needed, and looked at Zhou Kai with a pair of pretty eyes.

"Two glasses of green forest blues", Zhou Kai was unmoved.

Oh, the green forest blues, the signature of Pin Jinxiu, three thousand five a cup!

I looked down at the Zara clothes that I bought with a 86% discount. Fortunately, I was wearing a [-] watch after all!

When those two glasses of beautifully colored cocktails were served, I leaned on the sofa and asked Zhou Kai: "What's the matter with you looking for me this time?".

Zhou Kai took a sip of his cocktail, put down his glass after hearing what I said, and suddenly asked, "How have you been all these years?"

I was stunned all of a sudden, feeling that he came all the way and asked me if I was doing well?

"It's okay. I met a lot of people (mentally ill) and gained a lot of insight. Did you come to me today to ask this?".

He shook his head, and looked at me intently with those dark eyes. He looked at me for a while, and said softly: "Actually, after so many years, I realized how irrational my original behavior was."

He paused for a moment, unconsciously rubbed the wine glass with his right hand, and continued: "Chen Yu, actually, you are a very good person."

As if a thunderbolt had struck my celestial cap, I was dizzy for a moment, and the grievances and sorrows accumulated in my heart for many years rushed out. I shook my head and said mockingly: "Unfortunately, you didn't realize this at the beginning."

He looked at me with a little remorse on his face for a moment, then he held my hand, looked directly at me and whispered: "Then it's not too late to find out."

Those bony hands covered mine with an unreal temperature.

Such a scene has appeared in my dreams countless times, but it is just a dream.

When a person wakes up, the dream is broken.

Now that love that exhausted all my passions has long since died in my heart.

I waved his hand away, and with an indescribable resentment, I felt a frightening light in my eyes, and I said, "It took you all these years to find out that I'm a good person That doesn't mean others haven't discovered that."

Zhou Kai stared at me blankly, seemingly speechless for a moment.