What's your name

Li Mozhi woke up very early. He squinted his eyes and saw Zhou Jing who was standing by the bed, blowing the wind for half the night. He wanted to speak, but his mouth was hoarse and he didn't say anything.

Zhou Jing had a cigarette butt that had been burned for a long time in his hand. He looked back at Li Mozhi, and then moved his eyes away.

Li Mozhi's idea of ​​asking him for a good morning kiss was suppressed by Zhou Jing's cold eyes. He knew that Zhou Jing didn't like him, but the love in his heart still took root and sprouted desperately.

He didn't kiss Zhou Jing again, but said obediently on the bed, "Good morning, Zhou Jing."

On weekdays, Zhou Jing would have wanted to rub his messy sleeping hair before replying, but today Zhou Jing avoided it on purpose and said "um" casually.

This is the result of his thinking for half a night, falling into a relationship, which shouldn't be what he should do, especially when the other party is Li Mozhi.

Li Mozhi put on his clothes obediently, and walked to the bathroom step by step in his slippers with fur balls, which seemed very inconvenient.Zhou Jing's breath choked in his throat, he wanted to hug him up and put him in the warm bathtub to wash him clean, but he forcibly suppressed the thought.

They shouldn't be in this kind of relationship, Zhou Jing desperately told himself.

Li Mozhi walked very slowly, his back was in great pain, he had no strength, and his head was dizzy, so Zhou Jing didn't come to hug him, Li Mozhi was a little disheartened.He thought that he might have done something wrong yesterday, which made Zhou Jing angry and tossed himself half to death.Li Mozhi thought about it, probably because of his unreasonable making troubles and interrupting Zhou Jing's date.

He washed it briefly, and heard Zhou Jing's voice busy in the kitchen. All of this should look very warm to outsiders, but Li Mozhi knew that no matter how much Zhou Jing hugged him, kissed him, and cooked for him, it was all out of Take care, he doesn't like himself.

What Zhou Jing said on the phone yesterday was absolutely correct, he doesn't have to worry about who he's with.

After breakfast, Li Mozhi said he was going to school, Zhou Jing saw that he was not feeling well, and wanted to drive him there, but Li Mozhi unexpectedly refused.

Zhou Jing didn't know that Li Mozhi's school was on holiday long ago, so he naturally didn't know that he had lied.Li Mozhi took a taxi to the hospital.He is very aware of his own body, especially recently, he has been unable to sleep well at night, his diet is irregular, and he often suffers from chest tightness, and last night... he and Zhou Jing did such a violent exercise.

If the patient doesn't obey the doctor's advice, what can the doctor do, but he still prescribed some medicine and gave him a long lecture on the precautions.Li Mozhi's situation is more complicated, and the operation is also very risky, so he has been procrastinating. If he could have the operation, the Li family would have already arranged it.

Li Mozhi went to see his grandfather after taking the medicine.Mr. Li's health has not been so good in recent years, and Li Mozhi seldom can accompany him. Li Mozhi's aunt Li Mingrong is also there, enthusiastically washing fruits for him to eat.Li Mozhi couldn't excuse Mr. Li's kindness, so he played with the parrot for a while after dinner and then left.

He thought Zhou Jing was definitely not at home, but when he opened the door, he saw that tall figure sitting on the sofa, staring at the book in his hand, but didn't turn a page.

"You didn't go to work?" Fortunately, Li Mozhi had already put the medicine in his schoolbag in advance.

Zhou Jing looked at Li Mozhi's thin body, and there was an urge in his body to hug him, but in the end he just put the book on the table, "No, I don't need to go today."

He was really worried about Li Mozhi.

Zhou Jing thought that Li Mozhi threw himself into his arms happily, but Li Mozhi just nodded and walked into the bedroom.When he came out, he had already changed his clothes, took off his shoes and went to the sofa, put his head into Zhou Jing's arms, and quietly watched TV.

What can be done in his arms?It's just a moment of residual warmth snatched from others.Li Mozhi thought.

Usually, Li Mozhi would often make trouble in Zhou Jing's arms, but Zhou Jing, who realized his feelings, felt that this scene was extremely awkward. Li Mozhi just moved in his arms, and he was almost about to react, so he had to take a step back in embarrassment .

His reaction hurt Li Mozhi's heart like a needle prick. Li Mozhi lowered his eyes, picked up a pillow, and leaned on the sofa by himself.Li Mozhi is very obedient, and the quiet Li Mozhi is even more obedient.

A family ethics drama was playing on the TV, and Li Mozhi watched it without moving his eyes for a moment. He didn't move his eyes until the commercial was played. It took two or three minutes to react, and turned off the TV with the remote control.

He asked Zhou Jing, "Uncle Zhou, what does the person you like look like?"

If it was before, Ye Muran's face might have appeared in Zhou Jing's mind, but now, he looked at Li Mozhi and couldn't say a word.

Li Mozhi didn't wait for his answer, so he smiled and asked him again, "Then what kind of person do you like?"

Zhou Jing shook his head, he couldn't answer this question himself, "I don't know, let's be more sensible."

Li Mozhi thought that he must not be able to enter this rank, because Zhou Jing always said that he was ignorant, and he was always angry with him, and he was very gentle towards the people he liked, and he was reluctant to be aggressive.

"By the way, I have a present for you." Li Mozhi ran to the bedroom and took out his small box, which contained the pocket watch he had slept in for several days. "Let it be your birthday present."

Zhou Jing couldn't help frowning, "My birthday is still several months away."

Li Mozhi thought for a while, and it seemed to be the same, "Let's take it as a New Year's gift, the Spring Festival is coming soon."

If Zhou Jing didn't pick it up, Li Mozhi could find many reasons. He didn't want to hurt Li Mozhi's heart, so he had to take it. When he opened it, it was a pocket watch with exquisite carving.

Li Mozhi flung himself into Zhou Jing's arms weakly, as if he was about to cry in the next second, "Uncle Zhou, I like you very much."

"I know you don't like me, I'm noisy and not sensible..." Li Mozhi wrapped his arms around his back, trying to get as close to Zhou Jing's heart as possible, "I'm not a person worth liking. "

He wanted to make himself worthless, but Zhou Jing hesitated, "Actually..."

Li Mozhi looked at him with moist eyes, full of hope, "Actually what? Do you like me?"

Zhou Jing almost nodded his head under his gaze, but finally turned his face away and said cruelly, "I'm sorry."

"It's okay." Li Mozhi almost pulled Zhou Jing into his body with his weak hands, and muttered, "Everyone won't like me."

Li Mozhi has been obedient for so many years, indeed everyone loves him, except Zhou Jing.

He took the pocket watch in Zhou Jing's hand and helped him put it on, "I found a master to make this watch, it can go for a long time without stopping."

Zhou Jing looked at the pocket watch, it was really beautiful, but he didn't quite agree with the second part of Li Mozhi's sentence, even the watch he bought for millions sometimes slowed down.

"It will be with you in the future."

Zhou Jing caught another meaning in Li Mozhi's words, "...what do you mean?"

Li Mozhi was still hugging him, with his ears pressed against Zhou Jing's heart, that strong heartbeat was different from his, and he said softly, "I don't want to fall in love with you anymore, it's so tiring to fall in love."

fall in love?So Li Mozhi always thought they were in a relationship?

"It's not what you understand. It's just that I fell in love unilaterally, but I'm too tired, so I have the right to choose to end it?"

Zhou Jing understood, Li Mozhi wanted to break off with him.He didn't know if Li Mozhi was stimulated by something, or if he really wanted to break up, but it just happened to suit him.He was still thinking about it today, and when he thought of making Li Mozhi cry, Zhou Jing couldn't be cruel.

He also needs to be cruel to himself next time.

Li Mozhi's heart was dying of pain, he was going to be out of breath, thinking that he would never be able to be with Zhou Jing again, he would even suffocate, "Actually, you are a very good Uncle Zhou."

Just don't like me.

"He's good-looking, wealthy, considerate, and charming when he's fierce."

Except don't like me.

But in fact, it's good even if Zhou Jing doesn't like him, lest one day he can't bear to leave and Zhou Jing will be as sad as those who like him.

Li Mozhi's voice became hoarse, and he was about to cry if he continued. He took out the golden card from his pocket, took the opportunity to insert it into Zhou Jing's pocket, and forced a smile, "Say Happy New Year in advance, Uncle Zhou." .”

Zhou Jing had a sentence stuck in his throat, unable to utter or swallow, closed his eyes and said, "Happy New Year, Li Mozhi."

"Happy New Year, Zhou Jing."