Bodhi

It was raining again outside the window.

The rain was like never-ending tears, sliding down the endless sky, the sea was undulating, and the sad wordless songs of the sharks faintly came out from the vast mist.

The young daughter was lying by the window, staring at the foggy and rainy sky in the distance.

"Mother, how long has it been raining there?" She asked softly, "I woke up and it was raining, and I fell asleep and it was still raining. Hasn't it stopped for a day?"

The young woman who was fiddling with flowers didn't look up, and said with a smile: "It's raining, that's the cry of the gods in the sky!"

"That, that's been crying for too long!" The little girl pouted, a little bit unconvinced, "Ping'er's jade chain is lost, and if she cries even a little bit, her brother will laugh at her as a crying bag, so it turns out that gods are too. Crying bag! It’s still a big crying bag!”

Joyful voices and laughter flew out of the windows in a series of melodious manners, like the spring breeze, blowing across the land after the flames of war.

On the surface of the Eastern Desolation Sea, the bitter rain continued.

Yoyo holds a dragon ball tightly in its little paws. It is lying in Li Yuan's arms, its wings are like two small pillows stacked together, and it is cushioned under the head. Li Yuan sits on the jade steps, watching quietly. The white jade bodhi tree in the mist and rain.

The mermaid's indistinct singing came from afar.

"Osmanthus... Orchid Paddle... Hitting Kong Ming... Tracing the Flowing Light..."

"Miaomiaoxi...Yuhuai...Looking at the beauty...One side of the sky..."

Li Yuan said softly: "The sky is clouds, what falls is rain, what blows is wind, and what grows in the garden are flowers."

He said a word, and Yoyo yelled. The raindrops were like a curtain, but they didn't touch their bodies at all. Yoyo happily flicked her little tail, trying to poke her head out to reach the water droplets falling in the air, but she couldn't do it anyway. It couldn't penetrate the barrier, it was humming anxiously, a faint smile appeared in Li Yuan's eyes, he raised his finger, and a crystal clear rain flower spun out of the air, passed through the barrier lightly, and flew down on Yoyo on the nose.

Yoyo tried her best to focus her eyes on her nose, and even her eyeballs were almost meeting together. She liked that Yuhua was delicate and cute, and wanted to use her claws to poke and pull, but she couldn't let go of the dragon ball that she had been holding tightly. Next, it took a deep breath, unexpectedly sucked a lot of rainwater into its nose, sneezed suddenly, and suddenly there was a light rain in the air.

"?" Its eyes were full of bewilderment, and it looked at the floating water droplets ignorantly. After all, it was still young and did not understand the terrifying power hidden in its blood. Now, it just thinks this scene is very miraculous.

It barked, and others might not understand what it was saying, but Li Yuan, as its blood relative, could naturally understand what it meant. He gently touched Yoyo's head, and said in a low voice: "Yes, this is also rain."

With her father's affirmation, Yoyo couldn't help grinning her small fangs and laughing happily.Maybe it's because it has absorbed enough energy from another father, it grows very fast, Li Yuan heard the sound of clicking in the middle of the night several times, and when he woke up, it was because it was unconsciously biting the bed in a deep sleep Grind your teeth.

It rolled its eyes, and looked around curiously. Whenever its eyes stopped at a certain place, Li Yuan would carry it there and teach it to recognize some things.

"What's wrong?" Li Yuan asked, "Where do you want to go?"

Yoyo didn't answer, it listened to the song from the sea for a while, then suddenly patted Li Yuan's chest with its tail, and babbled a few times.

"What do you mean by this song?" Li Yuan was quite surprised by the question about it.Those mermaids come out of the sea every day, singing different songs, some of them are learned from travelers, some are humming meaningless, why did you suddenly think of asking this today?

He kept silent and listened silently for a while, while Yoyo stared at him expectantly. After a while, he slowly said: "What they sang means, the boat pole made of osmanthus wood, the boat pole made of orchid wood The paddles, the paddles slapping the bright waves of the sky, floating against the current along the floating water surface of the moonlight..."

Yoyo opened her eyes wide and let out a cry of joy, waiting for her father to continue, but when she saw her father's expression, she froze suddenly.

"My feelings... long and boundless..." Li Yuan's lips trembled, and hot water droplets fell into the shadow of the piled robes one after another. Every word he said, every word condensed on the tip of his tongue, was heavy Like the blood pouring out of my heart, "Day and night in my heart... the beauty I am eagerly looking forward to... is in the sky... in a place far away..."

Huge, incomparable sadness swept over Yoyo's heart, it didn't smile anymore, but hugged the dragon ball, grunted sadly, put its head into Li Yuan's embrace, lay down inside and cried .

Li Yuan lowered his head, and put his palms on its slender and fragile body, and a lock of long hair from his sideburns also fell down on his royal robe.Normally, his long hair was painted like ebony, and even if it was juxtaposed with the midnight-like blade of the kunwu sparrow, people would not be able to distinguish it for a while, but now, that strand of gray hair seems to be a little dry. The exhausted ashes, against the deep black, are simply shocking.

If one only looked at the back view, people would only think that this was an old man approaching his old age. How could he have imagined that this would be Emperor Ying, who was once as sharp as a sword of a magic soldier?

Shaking clothes on thousands of hills, washing feet for thousands of miles - the former monarch of the world, who looked down upon the world and looked down on the world in Kunyu, has long been silent in the depths of time after losing his love.

Although Yoyo is young, it knows very well in its heart that it misses the same person as its father.

The one who loved them deeply and had to die generously for them.

It buried its head in the broad and powerful chest of its father, as if the world was boundless, and only the two of them were left to depend on each other. However, it was just a child, and it wanted to sleep when it was tired from crying. In its dreams, it could always recall It takes some solace in remembering a brief moment with another dear one.

It whined, wanting Li Yuan to coax it to sleep.

Li Yuan hugged it, leaving thousands of rain curtains behind him, he walked into the room, and put Yoyo on the small bed, Yoyo was sobbing, grabbed his fingers with his hind paws, and refused to let him leave.

Li Yuan calmed down, forced a smile and scratched its little nose: "Why, it's so big, do you still need someone to sleep with you?"

Yoyo still held his fingers tightly, with little wings flapping behind him.After thinking about it, Li Yuan simply lifted his robe and sat beside its bed, and used his other hand to tuck it into a pillow that was as soft as a cloud.

Ever since Youyou was brought into the Dragon Palace by him, Li Yuan took care of food, clothing and expenses all by himself.The pearls of thousands of dendrobiums are not exchanged for ten feet of Jinxia shark silk. The tentacles are warm, as if they are in the clouds. They are stacked on the ground by Li Yuan and spread all over every corner of the palace, so that you can roll and roll on them at will; ten thousand taels of gold are hard to find The one-foot Qiongzhi wood is as clear as water, and it hits brilliantly. Li Yuan ordered a good craftsman to make it into a small couch as high as half a person. On it, there are exquisite jade dolls. When it is lightly bumped, the sound is like a spring spring... In addition, there are all kinds of rare and rare treasures, countless, as numerous as a cow's hair, all of which are continuously transported to Yinglong Palace from all over the world.

Li Yuan turned off all the light sources in the hall, and there was only a warm pearl beside Yoyo's bed, which gave off a soft halo.

"Then tell you a story?" He rubbed Yoyo's tiny horns, "Want to hear it?"

Yoyo shook his head, babbled and yelled at Li Yuan, Li Yuan's expression became a little bit at a loss, he wondered: "Sing? But my father can't sing."

Yoyo's eyes widened in shock, and even the sadness of missing his loved ones was diluted a lot. In his heart, his father has always appeared as omnipotent, but what even mermaids can do, his father now But he said he would not!

Looking at Yoyo's unbelievable, deeply shocked eyes, Li Yuan really couldn't laugh or cry, he thought about it carefully, and sighed: "Forget it, I've only sung this song in my father's life..."

He thought again of the past, in the splendid and bright Posa Palace in the sky, with the pure and fiery eyes of his lover, he picked a petal from the snow-covered flying flowers and put it in his palm...

Such a dreamlike...dreamlike time, as if everything has not gone away, as if everything happened yesterday.

Youyou was satisfied, listening to her father sing an unknown song intermittently, the small couch was swaying, and she fell into a deep sleep with it.

Looking at his daughter's sleeping state, Li Yuan felt for the first time that he was already old.

His physical injury has not healed, and he is heartbroken.The prehistoric catastrophe was over, and he watched Su Xuechan dissipate into the world in front of him, he was alone, with no heart, no bondage, he should have gone with his lover just like that, but Su Xuechan was a cunning bird after all. A scheming fox, he understands him, just as he understands himself - he left you behind, and it also made him unable to die again.

Later, after he finished dealing with those tedious affairs and returned to the Dragon Palace, he only slept for a while, and when he woke up, he found that his hair had turned white overnight.

Shezhi came to visit Yoyo from the Heaven of Desire Realm. Seeing his current appearance, she didn't even dare to say a few words to him. Putting down the gift for Yoyo, she held back her tears and left. Geng Geng's subordinates and old friends who have been with him for many years grieve and regret.However, he felt that it didn't matter, as long as Yoyo could grow up safely, he felt that he could still persevere.

Kui Ye was like water, Li Yuan stretched out his hand to envelop the light of the pearl, and plunged the palace into darkness, the surroundings were silent, only the rain falling from the sky was making noise.

For countless suns and moons, while he was teaching Yoyo and taking good care of it, he was also constantly reflecting on his mistakes.Thousands of years ago, he tried his best to fall in love, and the red thread was like a leech in his heart. He had thought countless times, if Bodhi was not so good, would he still fall in love because of the influence of the red thread? he?

There is no answer.

Bodhi is really a contradictory existence. Sometimes, he is so naive as a child who doesn't know the world, but sometimes, he will show extraordinary depth and compassion.When Li Yuan saw him for the first time, even though he only existed in the form of a spirit body, even if he was still teasing him with a smile, but Li Yuan looked into his eyes, and could only feel a strange pity and love from it. .

He was a strong man standing at the top of the prehistoric world. He had never been seen like this before. He thought he would be furious, but he didn't.Under such gazes, he only felt the warmth of a gentle kiss, brushing against his face like a spring breeze, more intoxicating than any fine wine he had ever drunk.

From then on, he plunged headlong into it, willing to drown in it for a thousand years, and never wake up from drunkenness.

Su Xuechan is another look.

He is as tolerant as the moonlight, as tolerant as the sea, he looks at his eyes as bright as the stars in the sky, his heart is covered with Chi You's knife marks, he can't even feel the attraction of the red line, he stubbornly thinks that he is just A fox clinging to the top, he still loves him and them without hesitation.

why?

Shezhi said, "I know you have suffered a lot in prison, and he knows it too."

"Actually, it's not that he doesn't blame you. Anyone who has been hurt like that will complain. But when he thinks about the suffering you have suffered...he doesn't want to make you sad anymore. "

"He...is a fool."

After Shezhi left, Donghuanghai began to rain continuously and continuously throughout the night, forever and ever.

"Li Yuan." In a trance, he suddenly heard the young man calling, with a soft smile.

He opened his eyes and stared blankly ahead.

The flying flowers in the spring are flying brilliantly, rushing towards his face, just like thousands of melting time, drowning everything in his sight.

Everything is like seeing for the first time.

"Xue... Zen?" He trembled.

The young man walked towards him, and every time he took a step forward, the dark space retreated a step before the light and heat he brought, like green grass covering the luxurious and exquisite crocodile jade bricks under his feet. At that moment, he seemed to be in the In a warm spring day, he stared intently at the young man's handsome face.

"Li Yuan!" He heard the young man say with a smile, "Hurry up, the peach blossoms in Kunlun are in bloom, didn't you say you want to take me to see them?"

Li Yuan couldn't tell for a while, whether this was just a dream that didn't exist in the world, or the forgiveness he had been thinking about day and night, begging for forgiveness from all the gods and Buddhas in the sky.

His mind was blank, and he was completely dull. He murmured and repeated: "Kunlun's... peach blossom?"

"Yes!" The person in front of him was wearing a gentle bamboo green robe. He walked over, grabbed Li Yuan's palm, and interlocked his fingers, "You have said it many times, but you have never obeyed it. As agreed, don't try to deny the past again today, you liar..."

But before he finished speaking, Li Yuan hugged his body, and the kiss that followed was as hot as magma, and it was branded hard on his lips!

Flying flowers rolled around, they both fell into the boundless moonlight, Li Yuan's lips were hot, the skin was hot when they touched, and the tears were also hot, this is not so much a hug and a kiss, but rather a long-lasting relationship. Entanglements to the end of the world.Li Yuan wished he could just swallow him into his stomach, only in the gap between panting and breathing could he hear the suppressed sobs in his throat.

"Xuechan, is that you... have you really come back?" He couldn't help crying, "This can't be just a dream..."

"I can't live anymore, this is my retribution... retribution..."

He was almost going crazy, he was trembling all over, wishing he could push the person in his arms into his body, and merge the two into one, "I was the one who was paranoid and stubborn...I thought I could recognize you, I thought I could..."

Intermittent, suppressed wailing came from his throat, his words were so incoherent that even he didn't understand what he was talking about.During these years, he suppressed those torrents of regret and pain all the time. He could neither forgive the stupid mistakes he made, nor the harm he had caused to Su Xuechan—this was the pearl in his palm, the heart of his heart. meat, but he chopped it with his own hands, and drove him away from his side with bruises all over his body!

Su Xuechan looked at him, with a trace of blank sadness in his eyes, he stretched out his hand, as if wanting to touch Li Yuan's tearful eyes, he whispered: "Don't cry, as I said, I won't leave you After too long, we will finally meet again..."

——Endless time flies by!

The fox tightly hugged in his arms suddenly turned into countless dissipated faint spots of light, circling and flying to the high and distant Taixu, and it just disappeared without a trace!

Li Yuan's eyes were about to burst, and he roared like mad. His whole body was cold, and he suddenly woke up from the eternal darkness. He leaned against the couch and gasped for breath. His arms were also empty, as if a piece of flesh had been gouged out by someone.

What about Xuezen?What about the man he loves? !

All of a sudden, it was difficult for him to distinguish the boundary between dream and reality, he just stumbled in the palace room looking for Howl, and even crashed into the vast and cold moonlight.He stopped suddenly, staring blankly at the silent Baiyu Bodhi in the courtyard, and looked around in bewilderment, only touching tears as cold as snow on his face.

Really... just a dream.

For thousands of long nights, he could always dream of similar scenes.At the beginning of the dream, he can get the ecstasy and hope of being born again, but soon, this shallow joy will dissipate mercilessly like the phantom foam in the water or the moon in the mirror, leaving him alone to embrace this almost Eternal cold loneliness.

Later, time flies, and the years are fleeting.

Spring is over and summer is over, autumn is white and winter is over, and Youyou also turns into a human form, the jewel in the palm of the world. On the day she turned into a human body, Su Lanji finally left Qingqiu and came to Yinglong Palace alone.

The influence of the minor five decays has not yet passed, and she is still a woman who looks very old.She looked at Yoyo and said softly, "What name do you plan to give Yoyo?"

Li Yuan was silent for a moment, then Fang whispered, "Su Zican."

He named Yoyo Su Zican.

——Prepare for Shu Chu, Samsung is at home.Tonight and Hexi, see this charming person.Zi Xi Zi Xi, who is so charming.

At this time, a hundred years have passed since the catastrophe of chasing the deer at that time.