Falling in love affects keeping a dog

"On my birthday, I personally sent a fair and clean little girl to the train home, and picked her up from the same place with bruises. Ordinary people only need to walk five or six minutes from getting off the train to the exit. Lin Chen walked for 6 minutes, and cold sweat flowed from the root of his hair to the tip of his hair."

"Seeing me at the exit, she smiled and said, 'Teacher Mu, I didn't have a good birthday'. There was only one step between us, but I didn't dare to approach her within reach, let alone touch her. Determine how many wounds she has under her intact coat, and how much pain she will have if touched, so I can only follow behind helplessly, watching her move step by step to a place where no one is holding on to the wall."

"In the off-season, the square outside the station is not full of people. Lin Chen sat on the ground when he couldn't hold on. At that time, I was supposed to comfort Lin Chen. Who knew that she was the first to speak. She raised her head, her face Not at all sad, just coaxing me like a fool with a smile."

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"Mr. Mu, don't be sad, I'm used to it, it doesn't hurt.

When I was beaten at the beginning, I was still too young and kept crying. The louder I cried, the harder they beat me. Later, I gradually figured out the rules and stopped crying.

When I got to junior high school, I don’t know if it’s because my bones are hard or my grandparents are getting old. No matter how hard they hit me, I don’t feel much pain. I can go to school after a break, and I can still get the first round of my grade the next day. Home.

High school... I can't remember exactly in high school. The most serious time seemed to be hospitalization. The head teacher sent me there. She is a very gentle sister, and I like her very much.

Now, the mountains are high and the water is far away, they don't have a chance to hit me again, and I'm fine. "

"Mr. Mu, my grandparents are old, and I don't have children around me to take care of them. I can do it, but they don't accept it. What should I do?"

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"What should I do?" Mu Yuexi laughed sarcastically, "What else does she want to do besides getting old and dying? If the kind of relatives don't cut off the relationship as soon as possible, why don't they keep it for the New Year?"

"If you really say such things to her, I'm afraid you will have no future." Gong Yuhuai said.

"Yeah, I dare not say." The corners of Mu Yuexi's mouth were full of bitterness, "I asked her what she wanted to do? She said that she would make money and make her grandparents live a good life. She would send a lot of money to Going home, even if they don't want her to take care of them, they can still use the money to go to the nursing home. It's much happier to have someone to take care of her than to die alone.

I did what I said, and in the next three and a half years, Lin Shen was always rich, and those who were poor after the money changed hands had to rely on me to support them. "

"I roughly estimated her income in those years, at least 200 million. An unknown student earned so much money with his own efforts. One can imagine the bitterness of it.

I feel sorry for her, give her money, let her rest, every time she will smile silly and say 'I'm already famous, making money is not as hard as you think'. "

"Why do you always have so many unqualified items if you don't work hard in the physical examination? Why can't you never reach 90 if you don't work hard? You're so stupid."

Gong Yuhuai smiled lightly, "You should be thankful that she is always kind."

Mu Yuexi bowed his head, "Well, I'm glad I was by her side that night, so I could find her kindness and keep it all the time."

"That birthday is a hurdle in Lin Shen's life. She will be stronger if she gets over it. If she can't get over it... she won't be her anymore."

"That day, Lin Chen left at five o'clock in the morning and returned at three o'clock in the morning. The birthday was over, and the cake shop on the street was closed."

"She said it's okay. Birthday is just a form of commemoration. It doesn't have to blow out candles and eat cake, but I can't do it. Before, she didn't meet me, so she could let herself be wronged. When she met, there was no reason to fool around , Moreover, she needs something to hold back the precarious persistence in her heart, just a little bit. She has always been easy to talk about in her own affairs. "

"We sat in front of the cake shop until it opened. The night in early spring was actually quite cold. She shivered in my arms. The pain on her body was severe, and she had a fever. That was the first time I hugged her. , My heart hurts from all my bones."

"Lin Shen talked to me a lot in a daze. She asked my grandparents why they didn't like her? Why did other people have parents, but she didn't? She said she was very obedient and obedient, and she didn't do well in those exams. The child who always causes trouble is different, she said she is not bad, why should she be beaten?"

"I can't answer these questions. In the past years, I was too far away from her. Our lives are very different. Even if I just imagine it, I can't imagine what kind of life Lin Shen lived."

"I have been proud for more than [-] years. I never thought that the feeling of powerlessness would be so tormenting, so heavy that I could hardly breathe."

"I bought Lin Shen's first birthday cake. It was a very ordinary fruit cake. She said it was the best thing she had ever eaten... She cried and said that it looked delicious in my life I will never forget it."

"The injustice of reality to her drove me to nowhere. I couldn't think of a way to save her, so I simply went to her side to accompany her through the experience."

"So, we got together after my birthday. I confessed, but she only asked one sentence—'Mr. Mu, if I'm with you, will I not be beaten again?'"

Mu Yuexi raised her head suddenly, leaned on the table with one hand, and covered her eyes with the other, "You say, how can I beat a woman by myself? She asked such a stupid question."

Mu Yuexi was used to being strong, but the sudden weakness left them at a loss, they could only watch her cry silently.

After a long time, Mu Yuexi spoke again, his voice contained the restraint of the past.

"In the beginning, our relationship was very boring. I said left and she wouldn't turn right, and I pointed to her and she wouldn't look down. Sometimes I even wondered what kind of feelings she had for me. , just want to find someone to rely on? Can't bear to refuse my confession? Or do you really like it?"

"I really like it." Gong Yuhuai was firm, "Lin Shen's character does not allow her to walk into another person's life because of loneliness and can't bear it."

"Yes." The corners of Mu Yuexi's mouth curled up, "So, I started to treat her twice as well, leaving my traces in all her blank places, and let her grow in the direction I expected. Fortunately, she is willing to accept it. I can't take my eyes off Lin Chen who knows how to like him and is so cute."

"She has become the most precious existence in my heart."

After a pause, Mu Yuexi's mood gradually sank, and his voice was almost inaudible.

"I was so naive back then. I secretly called her Little Fairy. I wanted to give her the best things in this world. I hid her. I couldn't bear to beat, scold, or touch her. Every day I was insanely afraid that she would be abused by others. Remember, as long as she takes the initiative to approach me by one meter, I want to give her my life, who knows that she will not want me in the end."

"In four years of college, she didn't have any friends. At first, she didn't want to, but later, she had me.

Since I am so important, how could she break up with me so easily?It disappeared without a sound and within my controllable range, and there was no news of it for two years. "

The author has something to say: I just got home after a vacation, so it’s a bit late to check~