The boy next door is beautiful

The sound of the beating heart is consistent with the frequency of flowers blooming.

Shen Mian blinked on the screen.

Rong Yue kept moving her eyes up, and at the back, on the sleeping side, on the screen of the call, there was only a pair of horribly big eyes.Shen Mian was frightened and flicked back, "Okay, okay, hurry up and move away, I can't see anything."

After hearing his words, Rong Yue walked away a little.As soon as he was far away, Shen Mian realized that he probably just got up from the bed, his hair was messy, his pajamas were crooked, and the shape of his collarbone was very obvious on his slender body.

"Wow, this is the first time I have a video call with someone." Rong Yue was surprised.

Shen Mian showed a comforting smile like an old father, "Really?"

"En." Rong Yue stretched out her index finger, and poked Shen Mian's face on the screen.

Shen Mian: "Let's chat."

Rong Yue: "We are just chatting now."

The chats between the two of them are always in Hu Tianmany, without a fixed theme, and sometimes they even just look at each other in a daze, even so, the call has been maintained.When it came to Rong Yue's bedtime, he slipped into bed unconsciously, squinted his eyes, and talked to him sleepily.

Shen Mian also saw that he was going to sleep, and finally told him, "Actually, I can reply you quickly today, but I deliberately left you alone."

"Why did you do this?" Rong Yue was puzzled, but her vague consciousness couldn't think normally at all.

With complicated eyes, Shen Mian asked him: "Then you can tell me, you can obviously contact me first, why didn't you call me?"

Rong Yue's consciousness was about to break, but she still insisted on giving him an answer, "I don't know."

I do not know.

I don't know that I can still contact you, or I don't know what to say and do after contacting you.Or, I am such a stupid guy, torturing myself is the daily life that makes me feel at ease.

"You don't know your answer, and I don't know mine either. But I still have to apologize to you, I'm sorry, Rong Yue." Shen Mian said, "Good night."

Afterwards, he hung up the call, and Rong Yue had already fallen asleep.

I don't know if she was inspired by Shen Mian's words, the next day after Rong Yue woke up, she counted the time in the living room, and then sent a message to Shen Mian. "are you awake?"

It was obvious that Shen Mian would not have Rongyue's routine of life, and did not reply until half an hour later. "Just woke up."

Rong Yue could imagine Shen Mian's eyes that couldn't be opened, and her messy hair.He hooked the corner of his mouth and replied, "Go on to sleep."

Shen Mian: ...

Rong Yue: Huh?

Shen Mian: Why on earth are you looking for me?

Rong Yue: I want to chat with you.

Shen Mian: Then you tell me to go to bed now?

Rong Yue: Didn't you just wake up?

Shen Mian: So I woke up.

Rong Yue is often surprised that he can argue with this person all day because of these insignificant things.When the chat page was closed, Jiang Linlin came to him.

Shen Mian and him have two different worlds.

He and Jiang Linlin strolled in Longjing Town, surrounded by nature. Most of the houses and buildings in the countryside were behind this era of rapid development, but these buildings brought more strange traditions and mysteries to this town.Jiang Linlin was in front of him, laughing and making noises, like every beautiful girl in Longjing Town.

He had never seen Shen Mian in Cage City, but he could roughly imagine it.He may dress more stylishly, and his friends must be like him, they are polite, they are kind but not stupid.Shen Mian had infinite topics with them, showing off her excellent self.

If it wasn't for the meteor flying over the town that day, they would be strangers in this vast world.

so what?If one day, Shen Mian ends the so-called college entrance examination, then, will there be no possibility of handover in their lives?

Shen Mian will become an excellent person, what about him?

"Rong Yue, come quickly!" Jiang Linlin saw a stall selling goldfish on the side of the road, squatting on the ground, with colorful biological colors reflected in her shining eyes.

Rong Yue walked over and, like her, squatted down, her black eyes were dyed with brilliance.He also fell in love with this fresh life. "Yeah, it's really beautiful."

Jiang Linlin looked at him and smiled contentedly.

Rong Yue knew she was smiling, so he turned his head, looked at the most ordinary smile, and smiled too.

If he becomes an ordinary little boy, will he be able to show such a smile one day?

The sky in the dream was gloomy, and black clouds were about to overwhelm its head. After inhaling the helium, the wolves made strange and shrill sounds.Around their necks were black iron chains, and the other end of the chain was in the sky of lightning.Pulling on their chains, they scramble towards the species that can dictate their fate.

A rabbit with a gun pointed at them.

But they don't know that there is also a chain around the rabbit's neck, which is also pulled by the sky.

"Bang bang bang!"

The wolves uttered death mourning and wailing.

And the rabbit's neck tightened, and the sky pulled it up.

The impact of the rope was too great, and his head tilted and he lost consciousness.

Rong Yue was very disturbed, and she was sweating profusely after waking up.

He didn't have any shoes on, opened the door in a panic, and rushed out.

However, no one was outside.

"Father?" Rong Yue spoke with difficulty.

Not a single sound responded to him, and there was a death-like silence all around.

Rong Yue turned out Rong Huai's address book, trembling, flipping through quickly, a lot of business cards fell out of the book, he sat on the cold floor, searched one by one, then grabbed a business card tightly, The home phone called that number.

Before waiting for the call to be connected, the system voice requesting a call kept beeping. While listening, Rong Yue twisted the corner of her clothes with her hands, her forehead was still sweating.

"Who is it?" The voice on the other end of the phone was indifferent and lazy, "Don't you know it's a holiday now? Don't you know what time it is?"

Rong Yue took a deep breath and forced herself to calm down, "Dr. Xi Mu, I'm Rong Yue."

Xi Mu was silent for a while, "Well, what's the matter?"

Rong Yue originally wanted to ask him when he would go to work, but Xi Mu said that they were on vacation for a while, so he asked Rong Yue out to meet and talk.Xi Mu has a schedule today, if Rong Yue wants to see him, she can only go to church to find him.

There is a church in Longjing Town, and it is still Christian.

When Rong Yue looked for it, the children in the choir in the church were singing. Xi Mu was wearing a woolen coat, leaning lazily on the chair, looking listlessly at the scenery ahead.

The children in the choir are dressed in sacred white clothes, and the pure voices of children echo in this small church.

Xi Mu listened, listened, two lines of tears fell from those ruthless eyes.

Rong Yue's eyes widened in shock.

After the song was over, Xi Mu took Rong Yue out.

For the convenience of talking, Xi Mu took him to a nearby cafe and ordered milk tea for him.

The Xi Mu in the break time is very different from the Xi Mu in the working time. He easily leaned back on the chair, drank the bitter coffee one after another, and was in a daze for a long time before he remembered the person in front of him. "Is there anything you want from me?"

Rong Yue was also stirring the milk tea, "I think I've been a little unsteady/stable recently."

"Oh." Xi Mu sat up a little bit, as if interested.

Rong Yue was actually reluctant to talk about his own world with this cunning man, but this time his dream was too disturbing, so he still told the truth.

Xi Mu asked: "I think your previous dreams were also weird, why did you pay special attention this time? Because this time your opponent is not just animals living in the same world as before, but This world?"

Rong Yue fell into thought.

"May I ask a question that interests me?" Xi Mu smiled, "Why do you want to be normal?"

Rong Yue was even more confused by this question, "When did I say I wanted to become normal?"

"From what you just said, you said that you went out with a female classmate, saw the goldfish and her smile, and then wondered if you would be normal, and you could also show such a smile."

"That doesn't mean I want to be like this."

"You want to show that smile, it means you want that state of mind." Xi Mu picked up the coffee again, "I'm not the same as Dr. Li, I don't blindly seek the so-called normal. So, if you want To maintain the current life, I will guide you how to maintain the balance between your world and this world. If you want to become like ordinary people, then I can also help you. From your current state of mind, you are right These sudden shifts require a transition period."

ordinary?

Listening to what he said, Rong Yue immediately understood. "You mean I'm disturbed because I'm becoming normal?"

Xi Mu nodded, "In my opinion, that's the case." He pointed his index finger at Rong Yue's heart, "You should be doing well recently, with the care of your friends, the love of your relatives, and the responses from those you care about, You should be immersed in happiness now."

"But I, am I not used to it?"

"This is normal. It's like during a war. Some people go to the battlefield. When the war is over, they can't adapt to daily life."

Rong Yue understood, looked at the scenery outside the window, and suddenly burst out laughing, "Because I am a freak, I am suitable for all absurdities, so once life gives me normal, I will be uneasy. Crazy, sick and paranoid, then That's my way of life."

Xi Mu looked at him calmly, even if he suddenly laughed hysterically, he was not surprised. "If you want to change."

Rong Yue shook her head, not knowing how to answer.

He knows himself better than anyone else. Ordinary is shocking and terrifying to him, but only madness can keep him himself.He must be sensitive, vulnerable, and insane enough so that he will not be confused by the world.

He is playing a game with the world, he must have a certain bargaining chip, once he accepts being ordinary, he will lose immediately and become another lowly slave of the world.