The boy next door is beautiful

Rong Yue held a rose in his hand, and his slender fingers brushed over the petals, and the dry petals shattered in his palm.

"Actually, you don't have to pay too much attention to my father's words." Shen Mian was reversing the car, looking at the rearview mirror. "I don't think there's anything wrong with you."

The car stopped steadily, and after getting out of the car, Rong Yue went straight to the trash can.He threw the meth into the trash can, then crushed the life that was red and black, and scattered it into the rotten abyss. "Do you really think I'm normal?"

Shen Mian did not hesitate, "Yes."

When Rong Yue heard his almost conclusive answer, she couldn't help laughing strangely.

"Rong Yue..."

Rong Yue took his hand and ran quickly without any reason.Shen Mian staggered, and quickly adjusted her pace so as not to fall.

"Did you see it?" Rong Yue asked him.

Shen Mian watched him raise his head and open his free hand, as if he was welcoming something.He looked in front of Rong Yue, there was nothing there except a passage.They walked towards the key point of the passage, and the more chaotic darkness pinched the viewer's throat.

Rong Yue pointed to the darkest garden in the community, "I saw thousands of fireflies rising from the ground, they shone little by little, and then flocked to the sky."

But in Shen Mian's eyes, there is only darkness, complete darkness, darkness that devours everything.

Rong Yue pulled him home again, he crawled across the bed and opened the bedroom curtains.

There are tall buildings outside, and the light of the city is forever extinguished.

Rong Yue looked outside with sincere and crazy eyes, "At the edge of the sky, there were countless angels standing there, and then they were pushed down by the people behind them. The angels were head down, unable to wave their wings. Even though they are so close to death, their expressions are peaceful and extremely sacred."

After listening to his narration, Shen Mian immediately constructed a magnificent ink painting in her mind.

Rong Yue lifted the quilt, her expression suddenly became gentle, "The rose just now didn't die, it was lying here, and the thorns were still spreading."

can you seeA fairy tale in this world.

If you understand, would you still say that I am normal and there is no need to change?

Rong Yue stretched out a hand towards Shen Mian's ear, Shen Mian was startled, and shrank her neck subconsciously.

"Look, the elf on your shoulder is smiling at me." Rong Yue showed a lonely and sad smile, "Tell me, can you see these things? Then tell me, you really think I am a normal person ?"

Shen Mian was stunned.

Rong Yue didn't continue this topic, he picked up his pajamas and went to the bathroom, "I'm going to take a shower, I will go to see Xi Mu by myself tomorrow."

Shen Mian stayed in the bedroom alone, he lifted the quilt from time to time, and looked out the window from time to time.But no matter how he looks at it or how long he looks at it, all he comes into contact with is extremely monotonous colors.

When sleeping at night, Rong Yue lay with her back facing Shen Mian, without saying a word.

Shen Mian couldn't help pushing his back with her hands, but Rong Yue still didn't respond.Seeing this, Shen Mian pulled down his back collar, and kissed the back of his neck.

"En." Rong Yue finally had a reaction, and after moaning, she turned around.

Shen Mian could finally see his face, and he pinched his cheek.

Rong Yue took his hand.

Seeing his awkward expression, Shen Mian had no way to comfort him, so she could only kiss his forehead.

He looked awkward.

Rong Yue finally laughed out loud. "Go to sleep."

Shen Mian hugged him and buried her head in his embrace.

Rong Yue stroked his hairy head, not knowing whether to laugh or cry, "It's hard to sleep in this position."

"It's okay." He said sullenly.

"Go to sleep then."

Maybe it was because the sleeping breath was too reassuring, Rong Yue fell asleep very quickly.

Shen Mian heard Rongyue's breathing became more and more calm, and then he let go of Rongyue, touched Rongyue's face, and said what was in his heart. "If your world is so fantastic, will one day you become obsessed and don't want to go home, just leave me like this?"

The darkness engulfed him, and no one would answer his questions.

Rong Yue and God stood side by side watching the sunset on the edge of the cliff.

"You know, when people are lonely, helpless, and want to seek some comfort, they will want to watch the sunset." God said.

Rong Yue squinted her rabbit eyes, the blood red eyes were even more peculiar and gorgeous than the sunset. "This is the last time I'll see you," he said.

God looked at his profile and grabbed his ears. "I will miss you."

Rong Yue nodded.

Because of too much movement, the hat on his head just floated off the cliff.

God snapped his fingers, and the colorful candy hat was at his hand immediately.He solemnly puts a hat on his favorite rabbit. "Only when you leave my world and become my slave, will I take care of you, and you will not see my pets."

"

OK. "He didn't have much reaction.

"does it worth?"

"Beautiful things are worth everything."

Just as he finished saying that, a butterfly flew across the sky, it was extremely gorgeous, reflected in the fiery red sky, and its blue wings shone with light.

"Emotions are beautiful, and people are beautiful. Beauty doesn't need to be weighed or changed. It is worth everything in itself."

God kissed him on the forehead.

Rong Yue jumped off the cliff.

On the edge of the world, angels are falling.

"Such a scene is really beautiful."

It was too cruel.

Recently, people at Cage City TV have been discussing one thing. "Does Rong Yue look a lot more cheerful?"

"Yeah, before I greeted him, he usually smiled politely, but recently he actually responded to me, and his smile became even brighter." The little brother cupped his face intoxicated.

The young lady is still chattering, "It must be because I'm in a relationship!"

"I don't want Rong Yue to become like this." The director hummed.

"Old Li, do you just like Rong Yue's way of ignoring you? You are shaking M!"

"No." The director was silent for a moment, he didn't know how to express his feelings. "Didn't Rongyue have a very special feeling before? Once she started to be down-to-earth, instead..." Ordinary?

When the director thought of the words that flashed subconsciously in his mind, he immediately fell silent in fright.

"Everyone has worked hard today!" Rong Yue's voice came.

The director watched him come out of the live broadcast room, Rong Yue was still wearing a suit, and his appearance was still eye-catching.Just looking at the appearance, Rong Yue would never associate it with the word "ordinary".But the director felt that the person's skin was still the same, but the soul inside was washed in the bathroom.

After get off work, Rong Yue went directly to Xi Mu.

Xi Mu was wearing a white coat and resting by the window.Seeing Rong Yue's renewed expression, he couldn't help but smile. "I've been waiting for you for a long time."

Rong Yue looked at him and closed the door.

"Do you finally want to tell me about your heart disease?" Xi Mu asked.

Rong Yue nodded.

This will be a long mental journey.

He has an insecure heart intent on destroying those he loves.

"The origin is because..." Rong Yue had been brewing for a long time. "My mother suddenly became very strange two years before her death. She always suspected that my father was having an affair. She would even follow him, not allow him to meet other people, and could only eat what she did. And she has Hysteria, she would forget recent memories from time to time, even standing in front of the refrigerator, and would forget what she wanted to do the moment she opened the refrigerator door. The rest of the slight split personality made her mental state very bad. "

Rong Yue added: "It seems to be a genetic disease, we all have it."

Then Rong Huai couldn't bear her anymore, and with He Yun's seduction, they were together for the first time.

"At that time, my mother and I had been following Dad for three days."

When they walked into the hotel together, Yin Xingxing collapsed, let go of his hand, and rushed to the road.

Afterwards, he stood where he was, watching his mother lying quietly like a blooming rose, and his father came running over after a long time.

"She was a very good mother, but the bad thing later was only because she was sick." In Rong Yue's heart, she will always be the fairy who opened the lid of the piano and played the song of love.

"I learned a lesson from it." Rong Yue confessed her thoughts.

Xi Mu asked: "Did you stop believing in feelings from now on?

He twitched the corners of his mouth, revealing an extremely weird smile.

If that's all he thinks, then why is he different from everyone else?

"Emotions are so weak and people are so unreliable, so you shouldn't overestimate any relationship." He said, "I said before, as long as Shen Mian doesn't choose me, I will take a step back and be a Good brother."

Xi Mu: "Obviously, you have not fulfilled your promise."

"I practiced it." He said, "Except for the time when I sent him to England when I was young, I was really not good, Sapo rolled around once, and he chose the rest of the time."

"You let him choose."

"But he still chose it." Rong Yue insisted on his reasoning.

Xi Mu nodded, "Okay, now I understand that you are an upright person who walks the talk."

Rong Yue leaned her body on the chair in a relaxed posture. "I'm leaving the secret with you now, and from now on, I will change."

Xi Mu pressed the ballpoint pen in his hand and looked at the person in front of him.

Rong Yue sat up and looked at him, "I will be obedient to the method you told me to try and the medicine you told me to take before." He asked, "Is it like this, so I will achieve my HE?"

Xi Mu nodded, he already understood Rong Yue's intention, "I wish you happiness." He stood up, walked in front of Rong Yue, and stretched out a hand towards him.

Rong Yue shook hands with him, then smiled friendly.

They had never talked like this before.

Seeing that the time was up, Rong Yue quickly left.

With his coat hanging on his arm, he ran into the person he met in Xi Mu's room that day when he walked out of the hospital gate.He had light golden flaxen hair, and his extremely light eyes reflected the sun, as if his whole body would melt under the sun.

Rong Yue nodded to him, and he also nodded to Rong Yue.

They passed each other, and the man thought for a moment, then looked back at him.

"You see, my most stubborn patient is going to reform himself. You should take a look at yourself sometime." Xi Mu put his hands in his pockets, and walked over while despising him.

He smiled, with a deep meaning in his smile. "Yeah?"

Rong Yue's recent state, according to Zhou Yanxian, is a Buddha.

"What about you and Lin Zhiyuan, we need to talk frankly sometime." Rong Yue said, "There's nothing we can't talk about." He stuffed a note to Zhou Yanxian, "Come on."

Zhou Yanxian: "..." To add to the oil, if he didn't believe in alien stories, he would have thought that Rong Yue was captured by aliens and replaced with a brain.

What Rong Yue did and changed fell into Shen Mian's eyes.

He saw that Rong Yue became more and more cheerful, and even became a little considerate.

"Are you going to work overtime today?" Rong Yue asked him on the other end of the phone.

"Hmm... yes." Shen Mian heard his voice at first, but didn't react.

"Do you need me to cook for you when you come back?" His voice was as gentle as a spring breeze.

Shen Mian shook her head, "You won't, let me do it."

"That's right." Rong Yue smiled and hung up the phone.

Sometimes Shen Mian also wonders if this kind of Rongyue is actually good.

At least, he has more and more friends, and the smile on his face is always blooming.

Shen Mian once went to look for Ye Qing, and happened to see Rong Yue having dinner with her colleagues.He was smiling, approachable, and his heart was full of joy.The colleagues next to him obviously saw his smile and were even happier.

Shen Rui also saw this situation and had to temporarily shut up his objection.

It's just that he just felt misplaced, as if the moon appeared during the day, as if high-rise buildings degenerated into tile-roofed houses, as if all the majestic landscapes that humans worked so hard to build were overthrown in an instant.

"Ah, this is strawberry-flavored candy." Rong Yue tasted the taste, and ran over excitedly to report to Shen Mian.

Shen Mian looked at his face, smiled and pulled his face. "It's great that your sense of taste is coming back."

Rong Yue narrowed her eyes and smiled, she was still beautiful.

Shen Mian felt lonely.

He didn't dare to say this to Rong Yue, so he had no choice but to discuss this matter with Ye Qing.

Ye Qing is usually a bit of a dick, but at this time he is extremely rational. "You don't think this is the real Rong Yue, you think he has been wronged like this, or you are deeply attracted by the sick Rong Yue, I think there is something wrong with you."

Shen Mian hit his back with a fist. "He's not sick."

Ye Qing: "..." He just wanted to express his point of view in a simple way.

"But if this is what he thinks is good, I should support him." Shen Mian took a can of water, opened it and took a sip.

"Still." Ye Qing put forward another hypothesis, "You just think that Rong Yue like that is the only one who falls in love with you, and the current Rong Yue doesn't make you feel unique?"

Shen Mian was taken aback for a moment, then slowly shook her head. "I know he loves me, beyond doubt."

But what is normal?

Our normality is only called the majority, not the only one.

Why do other people demand Rongyue by their standards?

Shen Mian occasionally opens the curtains in the middle of the night, and the ordinary city scenery outside is boring.But Rong Yue can see angels falling, can transcend the appearance of sentient beings, and see the beauty of the edge of this world.

The withered rose is not dead either, it just waits for Rong Yue to tell it that your leaves and branches can spread.

"Sleeping." Rong Yue took a shower and was about to climb into bed.

Shen Mian heard his voice and left from the window.He climbed onto Rong Yue's body and sat on his waist. "Don't be so indifferent, come and satisfy me while the night is good." He took off his glasses and kissed Rong Yue's ear.

Rong Yue looked directly at him and smiled slightly.

Ah, I just love that.

I don't know what your smile really means, and then I'll go wild guessing what you're thinking.Maybe I won't know what's in your head even if I rack my brains, but it doesn't prevent me from falling for you in the fantasy at this moment.

"Wait, go find a condom." Rong Yue remembered.

"No need." Shen Mian pushed him back.

When Shen Mian didn't use any tools, and sat down holding Rong Yue's things directly, he raised his head to breathe in pain, his neck was slender and elegant, his muscles were tight and powerful but not thick.

Rong Yue raised her upper body and bit his neck.

If it was some ferocious beast that bit him like this, he would die at any moment.

"Brother Shen."

With just this sentence, Shen Mian was excited enough.

It wasn't too pleasant, but Shen Mian was still distracted by him.

After getting tired, Shen Mian collapsed beside her and wanted to sleep.Rong Yue was still panting at the side, he looked at Shen Mian, because of his lust, he looked even more seductive.

Otherwise, why would others warn the world that drugs are addictive?

Rong Yue got the medical certificate given to him by Xi Mu, and came to Shen's house with Shen Mian again.Across the door, Shen Rui was waiting for them with his hands in his trouser pockets.

The report was gripped tightly, Rong Yue turned to look at Shen Mian with an ordinary smile, "Let's go in."

Shen Mian pursed her lips tightly, and looked at Shen Rui.

His cold eyes lit up with white flames.

Shen Rui twisted his neck towards him.

"Let's go." Rong Yue stepped forward, but he couldn't move after taking a step.

Shen Mian tightly grabbed his wrist.

"Brother Shen?" Rong Yue looked at him suspiciously.

"Let's go." After speaking, he pulled Rong Yue and left without looking back.

Rong Yue's face didn't even stand firm. "Why?" He was puzzled, "I'm already healed."

Shen Mian turned her head suddenly when she heard his voice.The expression on his face was extremely ferocious, but his eyes were red, as if he was about to cry. "You are not sick! Why do you need to be cured!"

Rong Yue was taken aback for a moment, then tugged at his hand forcefully. "Don't do this, uncle is still waiting for us."

"No need!" He pulled Rong Yue away forcefully, ignoring what happened behind them.

Rong Yue remained silent, still tightly holding the documents wrapped in kraft paper.

Shen Mian pulled him and kept walking forward without any destination, even his head might not be thinking.

The artificial fountain emerges with bow-shaped water columns, and the sun shines, and a rainbow appears next to it.

Rong Yue slowly raised her head to look at Shen Mian's back, and smiled slightly.

——"For you, I am more important or my parents are more important?"

Shen Mian didn't answer at that time.

I know what I should do to get your answer.

Zhou Yanxian opened the note that Rong Yue gave him.

Xi Mu studied Rong Yue's information, and then covered his forehead in frustration.

God was on the edge of the cliff, and after making sure that the rabbit was sure to jump off, he left slowly.

Waiting for the wind to be quiet and the stars to be silent, a pair of shaking rabbit ears appeared on the edge of the cliff.