Chang'e Daily

I didn't know how long I lived in a daze, during which Aman kept guarding me, and she tried hard to cheer me up.I am very grateful for what she has done for me, but I still can't convince myself that it seems that only such self-abnegation can atone for the sins I committed.Yaoji came to see me once, and after hearing what happened from Aman, she could only sigh slightly when she looked at me. She didn't ask me to wake up immediately, but sincerely begged me if someone came to me in her name. I asked for help, hoping I could help the guy.I just find it funny, she is the Jade Emperor's own younger sister, if there are people in the Three Realms that even she can't help, what else can I do?Help her kill someone?

I don't know how many days later, Fairy Baihua also came to Guanghan Palace. As soon as she saw me, she pinched a formula and sprayed water on my face. She hated iron and said, "How long will you be like this?" ? If you blame yourself any more, things have already happened, what else can you do? You are just wasting Chanjuan's heart by humiliating yourself like this!"

I suddenly remembered the way Chanjuan frowned and said that the fairy was cautious, hehe, what a mother Chan, I smiled.I know what Baihua said, I know everything, but I can't forgive myself, I may be a little evil, but I never thought of harming others, but the fact is that people are tricked like this, I don't kill Boren, but Boren because of me and die.

Seeing that I was still indifferent, Fairy Baihua sighed and said, "Chang'e, do you know that the eldest princess was taken back to the heaven because she violated the rules of heaven, and the Jade Emperor will demote her to the mortal world."

Princess?Yao Ji!I stared blankly at Fairy Baihua, my drowsy head couldn't figure it out, "How could it be?" Could Yao Ji be because of me?

Fairy Baihua sighed: "I'm not very clear about the specific situation. I only heard that she went down to the world privately, married a mortal man, and had a child. It's a pity that the Jade Emperor found out, and the Jade Emperor ordered the Great Golden Crow and Marshal Canopy went down to hunt her down, and her husband and children were killed."

I remembered Yaoji's entrustment to me that day. It turned out that she knew that she would have this disaster, so she said that to me.Could it be that Yao Ji is going to die too?No, you can't!I stood up suddenly, I didn't come here to watch my friends leave me one by one!I must save her!

Regardless of Fairy Baihua's obstruction, I flew towards Yaochi.

Before arriving at Yao Chi, I heard Yao Ji's angry and painful cry, what did the Jade Emperor do to her to make her have such a strong hatred?I saw Da Jinwu escorting her to the execution platform, and hurriedly lowered her figure, intending to go forward and say a few words to her.But the Great Golden Crow stopped me and immediately knocked Yao Ji down to earth.

I was taken aback, and jumped down to grab her. I heard the shout of Marshal Canopy, and there was a rapid roar, but Yao Ji was about to be pulled, so I couldn't control that much.But in the end, it still fell short, and watched Yao Ji being suppressed by Taoshan.

Marshal Tianpeng took me to the Tianzha. I didn't feel that the Jade Emperor was so ruthless, so I turned around and planned to go to Yaochi to seek justice for Yao Ji. There may be thousands of Yao Ji who shouldn't, but Jade Emperor is her brother. How could he be so cruel!I just didn't expect Marshal Tianpeng to stop me. He persuaded: "The Jade Emperor is in a rage now, and the fairy's going here will only set me on fire."

I was taken aback.Yeah, what am I?The Jade Emperor doesn't even want his sister anymore, so how can he respond to my protest?

I sadly returned to Guanghan Palace, Baihua Fairy had already left.I thought of Yao Ji, and felt depressed.Why has my life changed so much in less than a month?Chanjuan died, Yao Ji was crushed on Taoshan, and her life and death were uncertain, and I became that inexplicable moon god.As if someone has pushed the wheel of fate, we pawns can only walk on the destined path involuntarily.

For Chanjuan's departure, I have an inescapable responsibility.But Yao Ji's fate made me not understand this Heavenly Court. The law is nothing more than human feelings. For a rigid rule of heaven, do you have to deny your relatives?Maybe it was Yaoji who violated the rules of heaven first, could it be that she can't be dealt with lightly?In order to maintain the majesty of Tian Tiao, it is necessary to kill a living life?For the majesty of the Tian family, is human life so worthless?

There are thousands of fairy families in this heaven, but there is no trace of human touch.I suddenly feel very tired, I don't understand what is the meaning of living in such a world that I am struggling?I would like to ask the person who changed my destiny, why did he treat me like this?Is it to reward the kindness I did in my previous life?Or is it to punish the evil I did in my previous life?

Because of the matter of Chanjuan and Yaoji, I am even more reluctant to go out. Although Guanghan Palace is deserted, it is not as cold as the hearts of the people outside.Every day I watch the people in the world worship the gods in the sky and yearn for the life of the gods, and I sneer in my heart.

Fairy Baihua came to see me once with Baihua nectar, we were relatively speechless, silently swallowing the bitter liquor.Before leaving, she said sadly to me: "I want to go to the lower realm to deal with the affairs of Huazhong, and I may not return to heaven in the near future. You are alone, take care of yourself in Guanghan Palace, Yaoji, she... oh, finally Heaven is ruthless, so you don't have to worry about it. As gods, we will always encounter more joys and sorrows than mortals. If we are always indulging in pain and cannot extricate ourselves, we will inevitably mistake ourselves. Avoid such an outcome."

I thought about what she said, but I still couldn’t understand it. Heaven and earth are naturally ruthless in order to ensure the objective rules of the world. But if gods are also ruthless, how can they understand the emotions of mortals, how can they understand the root of mortal troubles?If the gods cannot be full of love, how can they care for the weaker creatures than themselves?

There is only one thing she said is right, I am doomed to spend a long time, I can't let myself be immersed in self-blame and pain forever, although I don't know how to make amends to Chanjuan, but I must also pass this passage Pain in memory.I no longer have Chanjuan's help and care, and I can only walk by myself for the rest of the day.

Maybe it's a coincidence, after Chanjuan left, I never cleaned her room. Before, I always felt that as long as I pretended to ignore her, maybe she would come back one day.When I made up my mind, I saw the white silk in Aman's hand.

I didn't know this white silk was still there, I took it from Aman's hand in a daze, thinking of the first dance that I promised Chanjuan that no one in the Three Realms had ever seen before.I thought that I would have time and a chance to show her the show, but I didn't expect that in less than a year, things have changed.

Aman thought he had done something wrong, and looked at me with some anxiety.

I gently touched her head and said, "Sister, can I dance for you?"

When Oman heard this, he looked at me expectantly and nodded vigorously.

I stood up with a smile, spun around, and raised my sleeves.

Chanjuan, this is the first dance that no one in the Three Realms has ever seen that I told you, have you seen it?

As soon as I turned around, I saw Chanjuan approaching me to salute. When I bent down, I saw Chanjuan listening to my talk seriously. When I raised my sleeves, I saw Chanjuan angrily looking at me holding the wine glass and not letting go... Chanjuan, Forgive my selfishness, let me forget you, okay?

I stopped dancing and a tear rolled down my face.

Suddenly, I felt someone peeping next to me.I looked back and saw a boy in sackcloth staring at me with tears in his eyes. I was a little embarrassed, I didn't even notice that someone was approaching, so I couldn't help but carefully scrutinized this uninvited guest.

I saw that this young man had a strange and delicate appearance. Although he was wearing common clothes, there was still a sense of arrogance in his brows and eyes.It's just that the expression is gloomy, and it seems that he is not a person in the heaven.I wanted to scold him loudly, but when I touched the tears at the corner of his eyes, I unexpectedly asked, "Why are you crying?"

The young man was taken aback by my question, and he mumbled for a long time: "I... I can understand the pain of parting and lovesickness like a fairy." The loneliness and pain in his tone could not be suppressed at all.

I couldn't help feeling: "For thousands of years, there have been many people who can understand my dance, but you are the first one who can cry with me."

The boy seemed to be reminded of the past by my words, and said nostalgicly: "I just remember the past and my relatives from the fairy's dance."

"Yeah," I also thought of those departed friends because of his words, I looked at him: "In the past," I moved my eyes to the endless sky, and murmured: "Everyone has a love story. Unforgettable past." Thinking of it is hurting, and memories will hurt.

Not wanting to indulge myself in sadness anymore, I asked this reckless boy: "By the way, what are you doing here?"

"I," his tone was a little awkward, "I just learned the art of flying clouds and fog. I lost my way and offended the fairy. Please don't blame the fairy. Farewell." Before he finished speaking, he stumbled and fell.I immediately pulled him up with the white silk in my hand, he stood a little far away from me politely, I was amazed in my heart, he looked dumb, but unexpectedly he was still a polite person.

I watched him look away in embarrassment, and asked with a smile, "You haven't learned how to land yet?"

He answered me with some embarrassment: "I just learned the art of soaring clouds, and I haven't had time to practice landing." His tone was full of embarrassment, and the last few words were almost whispered.

"Just learned Teng Yun and you are catching up with the sky? You are too reckless." Is this the proud disciple of some family?Brave and reckless, a brat who doesn't know the heights of the sky and the earth.Seeing him a little embarrassed, I don't want to say more, I thought I'd better send him back, so I wouldn't let him just wander around in this heavenly court, right?

"How about this, I'll give you a ride, you close your eyes." He closed his eyes obediently, and I was about to use the mantra when I remembered that I didn't know where he lived, so I asked, "By the way, where is your home?" where?"

An ordinary sentence made him change instantly, "Home?" He lowered his eyes silently, and said sadly, "I'd better practice slowly by myself."

I thought that I was probably hurt by his sadness, we were strangers, and I didn't want to be troubled, so I followed his words and said, "That's fine." I looked at the white silk in my hand, and he fell down again, handing it over to him. Say to him, "You take this."

He took the white silk and looked at me with some puzzlement.

I smiled and explained: "Take it with you, if you encounter danger again, it can help you land safely." After finishing speaking, I wanted to turn around and leave.

"Fairy," the boy called me, "how can I pay you back?"

What a nice boy, I thought.She answered him with her mouth: "When it reaches the world, it is just an ordinary piece of white silk."

He seemed a little surprised, glanced at the things of the fairy family, and suddenly asked me: "Isn't the fairy afraid that I am a bad person?"

I was a little surprised, but also sighed, "How can someone who can cry with Chang'e be a bad person?" After saying that, I left lightly.

Aman has been watching me talking to the boy, but he dare not come forward to disturb him.Seeing me come back, I couldn't restrain my curiosity and asked, "Sister, is this someone you know?"

I shook my head and said, "I don't know. It's probably the proud disciple of some immortal king. He just learned the art of flying clouds and riding fog, and he wanted to come to the sky to see and see." , "In the future, don't run around like him. If you get lost, you might not meet a kind-hearted person like me to show you the way."

Aman said unhappily: "I won't run around, I want to stay with my sister for the rest of my life." While talking, he still held my hand tightly and didn't let go.

I ruffled her hair and thought, what kids.

I thought that boy was just an episode, but I didn't expect to see him so soon.

I noticed that someone had come to Guanghan Palace, but I looked around, but I didn't see anyone.

Blindfolded?I thought to myself, could it be that Aman came to tease me to play with her again?I waved my sleeve to break the spell of the person who came, and went to see the boy hiding there.

"It's you?" Could it be that he couldn't find his way again?I looked at him, dressed in white and black, with the same resolute expression as last time, but the sadness on his face was much less.

He looked a little surprised, and a little flustered. When he saw me asking, he didn't answer. He just lowered his head slightly to avoid something.Suddenly, as if remembering the purpose, he took out something from his left sleeve and handed it to me, saying, "Oh, I returned this to you."

I picked it up and took a closer look, isn't this the white silk from last time?I was a little surprised, he really made another trip just for this white silk?Then why hide it?I couldn't help asking, "Why are you hiding?"

Hearing my question, he seemed a little embarrassed, his eyes wandered around in a panic, he paused for a long time and said "Farewell", then turned and left.Before I could call him to stop, he was out of my sight.I couldn't help but laugh, as expected I'm still a brat, I'm afraid I slipped into the heaven because I had nothing to do, right?This person is really interesting, but it's a pity that I don't know who he is yet, I might get to know him next time I have a chance, I thought to myself looking at the direction he left.