windy and warm

Dreaming is a terrible thing, because he will wake up one day.

Yu Xiaoshan sat in the warm private room, but his whole heart was cold, gradually his hands and feet became numb from the cold.

From the very beginning, Yu Xiaoshan didn't believe that Ye Lingtao's words about falling in love with him were true. He thought maybe Ye Lingtao just liked men but couldn't let outsiders know, so he had no identity, no Families, friends with no friends are great for a...bed partner.

If that was the case, Yu Xiaoshan might not be as sad as he is now, because after all, he spent a lot of money, and it was still a lot of money.But now it was different, he took it seriously, Yu Xiaoshan, who had never believed that he would have good luck, believed it, he believed that someone would pay for him because of love, that embrace was so warm and safe.

Is it still the same?Yu Xiaoshan asked himself.

Mom's smile is just to make him die obediently.The wound cut by the glass hurts so much.

Yu Xiaoshan couldn't help pressing down on the old wound on the collarbone, as if this would relieve the pain and protect himself.

A Cui Xi who knows how to draw and draw, and a person whom Ye Lingtao calls a lover, is someone who Yu Xiaoshan thinks he can't get high, so what he is, as Cheng Rui said, is just a person. Is it a low-end version of the cottage?

In the past 10 minutes, Yu Xiaoshan seemed to have experienced the pain of childhood again, from full of anticipation to scars all over his body.Now, he was just waiting, waiting for Ye Lingtao to say something, even if it was something to coax him.

Ye Lingtao was standing in front of him, so close, and after waiting for a long time, he didn't speak, only his eyes turned cold with anger.It turned out that what Cheng Rui said was true.

Ye Lingtao loves Cui Xi very much, even though he has passed away for four years, he still loves him.So envious, Yu Xiaoshan sighed in his heart, then smiled bitterly.

Yu Xiaoshan stood up slowly while supporting the table, his arms hanging limply by his side, it was too cold here, too cold.

"Don't bother with a dead person." Ye Lingtao pulled Yu Xiaoshan back, "I will treat you well."

Hearing Ye Lingtao's promise to Yu Xiaoshan at this moment, Cheng Rui couldn't help but want to laugh, laughing in his heart, Ye Lingtao, Ye Lingtao, are you still the arrogant and domineering Ye Lingtao?

Yu Xiaoshan paused, nodded slightly, then took Ye Lingtao's hand and left.

I don't remember how I drove back, I just remember that the surroundings were very quiet, I didn't speak, Yu Xiaoshan couldn't speak, Ye Lingtao's throat seemed to be poured with lacquer, and he couldn't make a sound.

[hungry?Would you like me to cook something? ]

Yu Xiaoshan handed the small notebook with writing to Ye Lingtao's hand.

Ye Lingtao held the small book and pinched it hard until his knuckles turned white. He raised his head and said, "Xiao Shan, I will treat you well. We will be the same as before, okay?"

Yu Xiaoshan looked into his eyes for a long time, then smiled slightly.Silently gestured, [You have already paid, we signed the contract, we still have nine years and ten months. ]

Ye Lingtao's expression suddenly became extremely cold, he was still Yu Xiaoshan in front of him, Yu Xiaoshan who was as soft as water, Yu Xiaoshan who was obedient and obedient, but why did he pierce his heart like a sharp knife.

"You don't know Cui Xi at all, why do you care so much about a dead person. I said, I will treat you well, why do you have to care about this.... What do you mean? You insist on selling yourself as a commodity ?"

Yu Xiaoshan lowered his head sadly, tears dripped on the back of his hands, his hands were hot, he wanted to say something, but he couldn’t say it, he wanted to write something, but his hands could no longer hold the pen, and he wanted to draw something, but his hands weighed a thousand pounds. No strength to lift it up again.

"Don't compare. You are different." Ye Lingtao's voice was a little trembling, all the strength in his body was leaked because of Cheng Rui's betrayal, his mind was messed up, his head hurt, Ye Lingtao really hoped that this was just a nightmare .

The speaker and the listener always think differently.

You are different.

It was a barbed thorn, piercing into Yu Xiaoshan's heart.

Ye Lingtao exhausted all his strength to calm down his emotions, took Yu Xiaoshan's hand into his arms, and said to him in a soft voice, "We don't learn piano or painting anymore. You Live as you want, we'll be fine, shall we?"

The wounded snail hid in its shell to recuperate. It thought it was healed, so it leaned out to sniff the world again, but it was cut after only two steps, so it retracted into the shell again. This time, he didn't dare to come out again.

Yu Xiaoshan retracted himself deeply into the deepest part of the shell.

Why don't you say you like me now?Yu Xiaoshan asked silently in his heart.

You explained so much, promised so much, but you didn't even say a word of liking to me anymore.You let me live the life I want, but what I want is that you love me, even if you lose your temper with me and quarrel with me, as long as you love me.

Yu Xiaoshan is now very sad that he is a mute.

That day, the Indus Garden was very quiet.Ye Lingtao still slept next to Yu Xiaoshan, and even hugged Yu Xiaoshan tightly in his arms, but it was no longer as warm as before.

Two days later, the door of Cheng Rui's office was kicked open, and as he expected, Rong Qing came to him and got mad.

"Did you get fucked down? Betrayed brother like this, your brain is filled with dung?"

Rong Qing's cursing never matched his appearance, he was obviously tall and handsome like an elite, but he was disgusting when he scolded people.

Cheng Rui motioned for the secretary to go out, and the secretary retreated tactfully, closing the door behind him, blocking anyone who came to Cheng Rui later.

"Sit down, you probably haven't finished cursing yet." Cheng Rui sat on the sofa, leaned back, and waited for Rong Xin to start.

Rong Qing tugged on his tie and unbuttoned his suit, and it seemed that he was about to vent his anger. "I don't understand. What are you two doing? He's trying to kill you, and you're stabbing him in the back. What do you want to do? Isn't rebellion so rebellious?"

"I have held back this knife for so long, is it possible that I will hold it in my next life?"

Cheng Rui's coldness made Rong Qing frown, is this the brother he has known for decades?I haven't seen him for four years. What kind of crap did he learn from those foreign devils outside?

"I used to be like you, always following behind him. But the more I followed, the more I hated him. He looked so arrogant, as if all of us wanted to look up at him, because of his protection. Thank you Dade." Cheng Rui said with a disgusted smile, and continued, "Who does he think he is? Young Master Ye, the young owner of the club, everyone is afraid of him, everyone has to support him. Stupid."

"He takes you as his brother."

If Rong Qing came to spread fire when he first entered the door, then now Rong Qing is really angry, and his tone of speech is as sharp as a knife.

Cheng Rui looked at him, calm when he was angry.In Cheng Rui's eyes, Ye Lingtao is a flamboyant lion, while Rong Qing is a quiet wolf.

"You shouldn't follow him, he's not worthy....You don't owe the Ye family anything, the Ye family owes you a father."

Rong Qing understood Cheng Rui's meaning.Whether you owe it or not, that's not how it works.Rong Qing's staying at Ye's house was not for repayment, and there was no kind of kindness, but he regarded Ye's family as his family, a real family.

"In the eyes of the old man, there is only his son. The fault is always someone else. People from the Ye family can only protect their shortcomings." Cheng Rui's words were full of contempt. Because I introduced Cui Xi to him... Cui Xi died and his son was down, so he didn’t allow me to stay in China and forced my dad to send me abroad. It’s been four years, and I have to earn money to support myself. Tuition fees, every penny my dad remitted to me, was frozen by the old man Ye. I live in Brooklyn, and I was beaten almost every day, my hand was broken twice, my left leg was broken once, and my brain was broken. Vibration is commonplace... Tell me, is it because I look like a mess? Or is someone just trying to kill me?"

Cheng Rui looked at Rong Qing, he knew he couldn't answer.He smiled and shook his head, "But since he didn't kill me, it's time for me to kill him.... But two out of three rounds, one for me, one for him, this time it's me again."

Best of three?

Rong Qing frowned, "What did you do before you went abroad?"

Cheng Rui laughed, with a little complacency.This smile made Rong Qing feel a chill from the bottom of his heart.