windy and warm

"Your handwriting is so beautiful."

Ye Lingtao always speaks out his praise very easily, and so sincerely.

Regarding handwriting, Yu Xiaoshan has really practiced it. [I can't speak, and write notes when communicating with people who don't know sign language.If the words are too ugly, it is very rude. ]

Although such an ordinary conversation can make their relationship harmonious, Yu Xiaoshan's uneasiness is still difficult to eliminate. He asked many why in his heart?

Why do men like men?

Why does Ye Lingtao like herself?

Why learn to play the violin and paint?

Why does Ye Lingtao always know what is on his mind?

Why did Rong Qing look at herself with such bored eyes?

Why are you here?

On the third day of living in Xiaobailou, Ye Lingtao took the initiative to send Yu Xiaoshan back to the orphanage.

Dean Tan was very worried about Yu Xiaoshan, and asked him a lot. Minmin, Huanhuan and Lele all went to school. Knowing that Yu Xiaoshan was not there, he must have cried a lot and his eyes were swollen.

Yu Xiaoshan stayed in the orphanage for most of the day, Jiujiu kept leaning on him and refused to get off, Yu Xiaoshan didn't put him to sleep until very late.Before leaving, Ye Lingtao saw that he was reluctant to leave, so he told him that he could send him here tomorrow, and Yu Xiaoshan shook his head.

Kindness belongs to others, contentment belongs to oneself.Yu Xiaoshan was very grateful to Ye Lingtao and for everything he had done. Dean Tan told Yu Xiaoshan that the developer who came to harass him had never come again, and Rong Qing sent a lot of things, and even credited to the orphanage's account. 10 yuan is said to be a donation.

[thanks. ]

Without fancy rhetoric, the two words of thanks written on the paper represented Yu Xiaoshan's most sincere thanks.Because of such gratitude, Yu Xiaoshan can no longer make excessive demands. He must stay in the place where Ye Lingtao let him exist and fulfill his responsibilities.

"Don't be polite to me." Ye Lingtao said very easily.

During the days in Xiaobailou, Ye Lingtao was there almost every day, even if he went out, he would come back soon.Ever since Yu Xiaoshan had a nightmare that night, Ye Lingtao would come to his room every night and sit on the sofa to accompany him. Yu Xiaoshan told him that he didn't need to do this, but he still insisted on accompanying him.

Nightmare is an old disease that has plagued Yu Xiaoshan for more than ten years, and it will not be cured by a few days of care and companionship. In fact, Yu Xiaoshan is very afraid that Ye Lingtao will ask him the reason for his nightmare, but Ye Lingtao always Didn't ask anything.

The person who delivered the ingredients came here on Thursday and filled the refrigerator to the brim. I don’t know if Ye Lingtao ordered the goods in advance. Most of the food they sent was fish and shellfish, and Yu Xiaoshan didn’t know much about these things. will do.

On the weekend, Rong Qing brought two strangers to Xiaobailou.One is an associate professor at the School of Music, and the other is a teacher at the School of Art. They are both quite young and easy-going.

"Someone has found you, I'm leaving."

Rong Qing had been unhappy since he entered the door, Yu Xiaoshan could feel that Rong Qing disliked his existence very much.Ye Lingtao grabbed Rong Qing, smiled and tried to keep him, "It's already here, don't rush away."

Yu Xiaoshan sat obediently on the sofa, and the two teachers next to him chatted with each other. Rong Qing glanced at Yu Xiaoshan impatiently, and walked into the living room with a deep breath.

The whole afternoon, Yu Xiaoshan was surrounded by two teachers, who asked him some relevant knowledge, but Yu Xiaoshan was just a blank sheet of paper, he couldn't play the violin or draw, the sad look on the faces of the two teachers , making him even more confused.

"Don't be afraid, take your time." Ye Lingtao said with a smile.

Take it easy.

Yu Xiaoshan was really in a dilemma. He knew nothing about music, and he didn't know where to start painting. Before the teacher was invited, he asked Ye Lingtao why he wanted to learn these things, but Ye Lingtao didn't give a clear answer, just asked rhetorically He "really doesn't want to learn?"

Can't say no.

Ye Lingtao always knew how to persuade Yu Xiaoshan. Although it was a question, Yu Xiaoshan had no room to refuse, because his eyes were full of expectations.

In the evening, the two teachers were sent away, and the class time for the future was also agreed upon. The class schedule was full, and Yu Xiaoshan couldn't help worrying that he was too stupid to learn what to do. The class hours of these two teachers should be quite expensive.

"Don't worry. Learn slowly, don't worry."

Ye Lingtao easily saw through his worries, and Yu Xiaoshan was sure that he couldn't hide anything from him.

A gentle smile, words of reassurance.It's just that two or two have made Yu Xiaoshan unable to refuse.

In the evening, Ye Lingtao insisted on leaving Rongqing to come down for dinner. Cooking was not difficult for Yu Xiaoshan. Although he couldn't make any banquets, home-cooked meals were still available.

Yu Xiaoshan was a little afraid of Rong Qing, so he ate very silently at dinner, Yu Xiaoshan didn't even dare to lift his head, he just lowered his head and picked the rice in the bowl.

"You scared him." Ye Lingtao said to Rong Qing, "You didn't even thank Xiao Shan for cooking for you."

Rong Qing put down his chopsticks and stared at Ye Lingtao, his gaze was definitely not the usual Rong Qing. "Can you not be crazy?"

Ye Lingtao also put down his chopsticks, and said with an extremely cold expression, "Go back. It's getting late."

The chair was kicked aside heavily, Rong Qing left, the restaurant was eerily quiet, Yu Xiaoshan kept his head down, like a child who has made a mistake.

It wasn't Rong Qing who really scared him, but Ye Lingtao, such a gentle Ye Lingtao, his tone of voice just now was frighteningly cold. .

"Let's eat."

Ye Lingtao's tone returned to the gentleness before, as if nothing had happened just now.

Yu Xiaoshan raised his head slowly, Ye Lingtao looked at him with charming eyes, with a warm smile, the light and shadow were blurred for a moment, blood red lipstick was rubbed on his grinning mouth, on his gray face It was extremely dazzling, and the shadow in the nightmare suddenly replaced Ye Lingtao in front of him.

Yu Xiaoshan closed his eyes abruptly and lowered his head, cold sweat instantly soaked his back.Fear, fear of arguments, fear of cold words, fear of blind eyes, fear of false smiles.

"I'm sorry." Ye Lingtao said slowly, "Brought here by an inexplicable person like me, I force you to learn something you don't like, and I also want you to get used to my way of dealing with people... I like the violin and I like painting. Painting, I like you, I want you to experience the beauty of music and painting, it's that simple."

After a long silence, Ye Lingtao said again, "I can also study, learn sign language, and learn to read lips. Give me a little more time, okay?"

One hit.Yu Xiaoshan raised his head and looked at Ye Lingtao, who was smiling and full of expectation.

Why are you so kind to yourself?

Yu Xiaoshan had another question in his mind.

The relationship between the two of them stems from a contract. To put it bluntly, Yu Xiaoshan felt that Ye Lingtao bought him with money. At least for the next ten years, he has no right to refuse, and Ye Lingtao can do it. Ask him for more, even physical submission.

But Ye Lingtao didn't do that, he tried his best to please him like a real suitor, thinking of him everywhere.Yu Xiaoshan really doesn't understand, what is it about him that Ye Lingtao likes so much.

Yu Xiaoshan took out the small notebook in his pocket and wrote, [What do you like about me?I'm not smart, I can't speak, and I'm timid. ]

Ye Lingtao saw the small notebook he handed over, carefully read the words on it, and said with a smile, "I like you, I don't need you to be smart, you don't need you to be able to talk, and you don't need you to be brave. I like you, no I need a reason, just because I like you....Did I like you make you feel painful? If so, I hope you can forgive me, I just want you to like me too."

Yu Xiaoshan shook his head vigorously. He really wanted to tell Ye Lingtao that he was not in pain, but he didn't know how to express his gratitude. In desperation, Yu Xiaoshan stretched out his hand and grabbed Ye Lingtao's hand holding his small notebook. hand, silently said something [Thank you. ]

Ye Lingtao showed a surprised and liking expression on his face, so obvious joy, so obvious excitement, Yu Xiaoshan even felt that he was very bad, because he had wronged the person he liked so much.

In the dead of night, Yu Xiaoshan fell into a deep sleep. Ye Lingtao walked to the side of the bed and stared carefully at his sleeping state, then walked out of the room lightly, walked through the hallway and opened the door into the studio, and sat on the sofa Looking at the moonlight like water outside the window, after a long stare, he shifted his gaze to the violin hanging on the wall. Under the slight moonlight, the violin revealed the color of amber, as if it could produce a wonderful tone without being fiddled with.

"I didn't lose."

Ye Lingtao's eyes flashed colder than the moonlight.