Too thin-skinned and easy to lose a wife

There is a table between them, Zhao Lu can't wait to jump in front of her: "Are you going to develop in Singapore?"

Yang Yi let out a long breath and said, "You heard me right."

"Is today April Fool's Day? Are you kidding me?" Zhao Lu still couldn't believe it.

Yang Yi's pale lips parted slightly: "The visa has not been completed yet, I...may leave tomorrow."

"Tomorrow???" Zhao Lu unconsciously raised his voice, "Why haven't you mentioned it before?"

Yang Yi hid her trembling hands under the table and sighed, "Because I didn't expect things to turn out like this."

Zhao Lu was at a loss: "What do you mean? Why did you go to Singapore when you are so good?"

Yang Yi said coolly, "Zi Yu is dead."

"I know, but she died with you..." Zhao Lu stopped breathing, and his eyes widened again, "You are for her?"

Hiding underneath, Yang Yi clenched her hands into fists and said, "I'm the one who's sorry for her."

No matter how stupid Zhao Lu was, he understood the meaning of these words, and felt a chill in his heart, and asked, "What about me?"

Yang Yi's eyes darkened, and after a long time, he threw out three words heavily: "I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry?" Zhao Lu twitched the corners of his mouth, not knowing whether to cry or laugh, "Is this your response to me?"

Yang Yi lowered her eyelids and said softly, "I really don't want to do this..."

"Please look at me."

Yang Yi raised his head, met her red eyes, and realized that he dared not look directly at her.

There is really nothing else to say other than an apology.Throat tight, Yang Yi said guiltily, "I'm sorry."

"..." Zhao Lu was dumbfounded.In just a few seconds, she felt as if she had fallen from heaven to hell, and she couldn't recover for a while.

Yang Yi couldn't bear to see her like this, but didn't know what to say.

The coffee in front of him was still steaming, and strands of it floated up, moistening his eyes.Zhao Lu came back to his senses, smiled coldly, and said, "So, did you complete all the formalities and come to sentence me to death?"

Yang Yi's heart ached: "Zhao Lu..."

"Don't talk yet." Zhao Lu interrupted her with a hand stretched out, his eyes were burning, but his voice was uneventful, "You don't know my feelings for you, do you?"

Yang Yi bit her lower lip tightly and remained silent.

"You knew it, but you gave up on me because of her death, didn't you?"

"..."

"You talk!" Zhao Lu forgot that this was a joint occasion, and rushed forward, reaching out to grab her, but accidentally touched the coffee in front of him.

Speechless——

The cup was overturned, and the hot coffee spilled on the front of her clothes, which soon stained the work clothes with the hermit lodging logo printed on them.

Yang Yi turned pale with shock, quickly grasped the glass that was about to fall to the ground, and asked, "Are you all right?"

Because of this huge movement, other guests looked over here one after another.

Zhao Lu didn't care at all, just looked at her straight.

Yang Yi has already reached her side, grabbing her arm: "Get up quickly! Are you burnt?"

Zhao Lu was pulled up by her in a state of defenselessness.

When their eyes met, Yang Yi froze.

Zhao Lu's eyes turned red at some point, and there seemed to be a lot of complicated emotions hidden in them, but Yang Yi didn't have time to identify them carefully. She collected herself and said, "I'll take you to the bathroom."

More and more people watched the excitement, and the surrounding discussions gradually became louder.Looking at these unfamiliar faces, Zhao Lu realized that his behavior was out of control just now.

She pushed Yang Yi's hand away, and ran away with her head down.Instead of going to the bathroom, though, she headed straight for the door.

"Zhao Lu!" Yang Yi shouted her name behind her.

On the contrary, Zhao Lu ran even faster. She was wearing flat shoes, which made it much easier to run, and she rushed out of the coffee shop in a blink of an eye.

The sun shines in the sky, shining brightly to stimulate people's eyes.Zhao Lu rushed forward without thinking, and bumped into passers-by several times, but she didn't apologize.Until she tripped over a raised floor tile under her feet, she staggered and almost fell, and she came to her senses.

What did she do wrong?Why is she running?

She ran so fast that her eyes went dark.

Suddenly, someone grabbed his shoulders.She was forced to turn around.

Yang Yi was standing behind her with painful eyes, holding two bags in his hand, handed one of them to her, and said, "There is no one now, so you can scold if you want."

scold?What are you scolding?

Zhao Lu's mind went blank, and he asked dully, "Why?"

"what why?"

Zhao Lu's lips trembled, and he said in a trembling voice, "You still love her, don't you?"

Yang Yi didn't make a sound.

Zhao Lu laughed self-deprecatingly, and said: "From the first time we met, I guessed that your relationship is not simple. Now I can finally understand why every time you mention her, you deliberately avoid the topic. She hurt you , but you can't forget her, because you love her deeply, so you are even more worried about her death. Am I right?"

Yang Yi frowned imperceptibly, but still didn't say anything.

Zhao Lu's heart sank little by little, and she tried her best to control the enthusiasm in her eyes: "One last question."

"you say……"

"Have you ever liked me?"

"..."

"Or, have you ever thought about wanting to be with me?"

"..."

"Speak!" Zhao Lu completely lost the restraint that a woman should have, and stood on the side of the road and yelled at her.

But no matter how much she yelled, Yang Yi remained indifferent, and would only say three words to her: "I'm sorry."

"What kind of answer is sorry?"

Yang Yi dodged his eyes, looking at the part of her chest that was stained by coffee.The bare skin was scorched red, which was shocking. Her heart tightened, she took a step forward and asked, "Does it hurt?"

Zhao Lu smiled coldly: "Are you trying to change the subject on purpose?"

Yang Yi frowned and reminded her: "Your skin is burned red."

"Does it have something to do with you?" After knowing each other for so long, this was the first time Zhao Lu lost his temper with Yang Yi, and she couldn't control herself at all.

Yang Yi withdrew her hand with her eyes hurt, and opened her mouth to speak.

"Don't tell me you're sorry." Zhao Lu stopped her in time.The tip of her nose became more and more sore, she was afraid that she would collapse if she stayed any longer, her throat was choked up, and she paused every word, "Why do you all treat me like this?"

"I do not want to hurt you."

"But you've already been hurt!" After finishing the sentence, two big tears fell down, which were wiped away by Zhao Lu with the back of his hand.

Thinking of something suddenly, Zhao Lu hurriedly opened the zipper of the bag, and took out a beautiful square box from inside.

The box is glossy, and the reflected light shines directly into Yang Yi's eyes, causing her to squint.

Zhao Lu's hands trembled violently, and the box in her hand also trembled. She sniffed and said, "This was originally my 30th birthday present for you. Do you know what's inside?"

Yang Yi finally got used to the light, looked at the box in her hand, and then at her, dumbfounded.

Yang Yi remembered that Zhao Lu had prepared a birthday surprise for her that day, and she received her flowers when she entered the door. Although there were only three flowers, she felt very satisfied.

It's just that the sky didn't come true, and while she was pleasantly surprised, she received a call from Zheng Hao and heard about Qian Ziyu's bad luck of committing suicide.

Everything changed from then on. With Qian Ziyu's death and Hu Meilan's fall from the building, she was caught off guard.

Those few days were the most difficult for her. She prayed every day, hoping that Hu Meilan would wake up soon.

But never expected...

The moment the doctor announced the diagnosis, Yang Yi knew he couldn't escape.

She became a heinous sinner.

Everyone's youth can't afford to be delayed, instead of making Zhao Lu hate her, she doesn't want Zhao Lu to follow her, waiting aimlessly in this hopeless situation...

The sun was very strong, and the hot air was constantly rushing up from the bottom of the feet, but Yang Yi felt cold all over his body.She calmly wiped the cold sweat from her palms onto her trouser legs, and said with all her remaining willpower, "I don't deserve your kindness to me."

Zhao Lu sneered "hehe", she gritted her teeth and said, "Yeah, I know there is something wrong between you, but I still rush to please you, I'm such an idiot."

So that's what she thought?

Forget it, it's this time, is the misunderstanding still important?

Yang Yi chose to remain silent.

Zhao Lu took it as her acquiescing, with a surge of anger and blood, he shook the box in his hand excitedly, asked himself and answered: "This is a necklace."

"Do you know why I gave you a necklace? Because Miss Qian came to register at the front desk that day, and I saw something hanging around her neck. If I remember correctly, that one should be exactly the same as yours, right?"

Yang Yi's eyebrows twitched.

"I'm so stupid. I also thought, if you really like me, you will definitely throw that one away and wear me this one, which means you completely let her go and accept me. But who would have thought that, for a You still can't forget the person who hurt you..." She seemed to be drunk, and her figure was swaying.

Yang Yi subconsciously wanted to reach out to support her, but after thinking about it, she took it back.

Zhao Luhong scrutinized her: "Have you thought it through?"

Yang Yi nodded slowly.

With a click, Zhao Lu's heart instantly fell into the canyon.She closed her eyes and said, "Okay, I will help you, I will never stalk you."

She turned around abruptly and left resolutely.

She knew that it was impossible for Yang Yi to catch up again, but she was afraid that she would turn around, so she took bigger and bigger steps.

She stopped when she passed a trash can by the side of the road.Opening the directional packing box in my hand, I only took one look, and the tears couldn't stop "ba da" from falling down.

At the beginning, Zhou Yang accompanied her to China World Mall to buy this necklace. She was dazzled when she found it, and her eyes lit up.

Looking at the chain carefully, it seemed that it could be torn if pulled, but she felt that it matched Yang Yi's temperament very well.The pendant is a lowercase letter "y" dotted with broken red diamonds, bright and moving.

Seeing the chain at that time, Zhao Lu thought in his heart: Isn't this tailor-made for Yang Yi?

The chain was not cheap, it cost her two months' wages, and she bought it without blinking an eye.

Such a precious thing can't even be given away now, it's simply worthless.

Zhao Lu closed the lid again, lightly tossed the necklace and the box into the trash can.

In just a few minutes, Zhao Lu felt like he had traveled a century.

Pushing open the door and entering, the air-conditioning blows in, and she walks in numbly.

"My god, what did you do?" Zhang Qiao, who was acting for her at the front desk, asked, pointing to her dirty clothes.

Zhao Lu didn't even look at it, shook his head in a trance, and walked straight into the dormitory.

With a bang, she slammed the door shut.She slid down with her back against the door panel, she couldn't hold it anymore, buried her head in her knees, tears streaming down her face.

Worried about being heard by people outside, she kept suppressing herself from crying, biting her arm, and tears grew more and more under the stimulation of pain.

She didn't know how long she had been crying, all she could think about was Yang Yi's face, so indifferent, so unfeeling, so strange...

Ten years ago, Chen Xi's words of never seeing each other deeply hurt her, and she also secretly hid and cried.

Ten years later, Yang Yi didn't say anything serious to her, but every word left a scar on her heart, so painful that she almost stopped breathing.

Why do you have to do this to her?

She must have been cursed by someone, who cursed her for not being worthy of happiness...

Why?

Zhao Lu cried so faintly that he fell to the ground, the coffee on his body had already cooled down, sticking to her body, humiliating her to his heart's content.

"Who's in there?"

When the back was pushed against the door, Zhao Lu woke up suddenly when she realized that someone was pushing the door outside, and she wiped her tears with her hands indiscriminately.

"It should be Zhao Lu. I saw her come back this morning. She hasn't come out since she went in." Zhang Qiao's voice.

Liu Dongdong started banging on the door again, and asked, "Zhao Lu, are you inside? Why can't the door be opened?"

Zhao Lu stood up abruptly, and went into the bathroom without saying a word.

The resistance suddenly disappeared, and the door was pushed open with a slight push. Everyone was very puzzled to see her rushing into the bathroom in a panic.

"Why did the bag fall on the ground?" Liu Dongdong helped her pick up the bag, saw that the ground was dripping wet, thought it was leaking, touched it, but it was dry.

It was inevitable that someone would break in, so Zhao Lu directly locked the door of the bathroom.She was still breathing, and heard Liu Dongdong say outside: "I'll hang it on the wall for you."

Zhao Lu wanted to respond, but he opened his mouth but couldn't make a sound, his throat seemed to be stuck.She rushed to the sink, turned on the faucet, splashed water on her face over and over again, until the bangs on her forehead were all wet.

Tears finally stopped, she looked up and looked at the embarrassed person in the mirror, as if she didn't know her.

There was not much rest time at noon, so Zhao Lu waited for everyone outside to lie down before going out.She took out the clothes she wore when she went out from the cabinet, went into the bathroom again, changed the dirty clothes, and finally, she sneaked out.

Zhao Lu skipped work for the first time.

She is not in the mood to work at all, and in her current state, standing at the front desk might scare the guests away.

She was wandering in the street like a ghost, facing the scorching sun, her mouth was dry, she dialed Zhou Yang's phone.

It took a long time to get connected, and she weakly called out to her cousin.

"Your cousin is going to the bathroom, it's me."

Zhao Lu was stunned for a moment, glanced at the screen, made sure that he had made the right call, put the phone back, and said, "Then tell him later that I'm not feeling well, and I want to ask for a day off."

"Well. What else?"

Zhao Lu thought for a while and said, "Can you come out for a while? I want to talk to you."

after an hour.

He Yun drove her stylish sports car to a stop in front of the bar. As soon as the car stopped, she saw Zhao Lu squatting in the corner like a plague chicken.

Whistled at her, she was indifferent.He Yun couldn't help wondering, when he opened the car door, Xiao Man twisted and twisted, and arrived at her: "Asleep?"

Zhao Lu was dejected, and said in a muffled voice, "I've been waiting for you for half an hour, you're taking too long."

He Yun said confidently: "You can't put on makeup when you go out? Half an hour is already fast. Hey, get up."

"The legs are numb."

He Yun reached out and pulled her up. When she saw the tears on her face, she was startled: "I'll go! Who bullied you?"

Zhao Lu flattened his mouth, leaned forward, hugged her tightly, and burst into tears.

Where has He Yun seen her like this?Not knowing where to put both hands, he patted her on the back hesitantly and said, "Come, come, come in and cry again."

He Yun freed one hand to open the door, and dragged her in with the other half holding her.

The empty bar was gloomy and gloomy, and Zhao Lu's ghostly crying and wolf howling were magnified several times.She let go of He Yun and lay down on the bar counter, weeping uncontrollably.

He Yun was at a loss: "What's going on? Why are you crying?"

Zhao Lu only wanted to vent, how could he have time to talk to her?

He Yun walked around behind the bar, found a tissue to help her wipe her tears, and said with emotion: "It's been a long time since I've known you, and this is the first time I've seen you cry. Something must have happened."

Zhao Lu didn't give up until the tears were running dry. She took the tissue in He Yun's hand, rolled it into a ball, her face was ashen, and said, "I'm broken in love."

He Yun paused as she pulled out the paper, and asked, "Did you fail in the confession?"

Zhao Lu shook his head expressionlessly.

"What's the situation, you said it! It scared me to death."

Zhao Lu's eyes moved slowly, looking at her: "Is there any water?"

He Yun turned around and fetched her a glass of water.

Zhao Lu took a sip to moisturize his throat, and told her the whole story in a stumbling manner.

It was a complicated and long story involving Qian Ziyu, Qian Ziyu's mother, Yang Yi, Yang Yi and Qian Ziyu.Things include that dictionary, that necklace... When she talked about Qian Ziyu's illness, Qian Ziyu's suicide, Hu Meilan's paralysis after falling from a building, and Yang Yi's polite rejection of her not long ago, she burst into tears again.

She hit the bar with the cup in her hand and said, "She still loves her, she doesn't like me at all!"

Although Zhao Lu spoke a lot and messed up, He Yun still understood.She has a strong personality and can only swear and hurt others. She really doesn't know how to comfort others, so she can only let Zhao Lu vent her emotions.

Zhao Lu raised his head and drank the remaining water in one gulp.

He Yun was going to pour her another glass.

Zhao Lu clutched the glass tightly, and said in a deep voice, "No water, just wine."

He Yun sighed helplessly, brought her a bottle of Bingrui, took a bottle in her own hand, and said, "Drink, drink as much as you want, sister will accompany you to the end today."

Later Zhao Lu got drunk.

She couldn't drink enough and fell down first. He Yun dug the wine bottle out of her arms, helped her up to the second floor, and threw her on the big bed.

Zhao Lu lost consciousness, turned over on the bed, and said drunken words: "Yang Yi, you are so cruel..."

Carrying her up was already exhausted, He Yun sat on the bed panting, gently scraped the tears off her cheeks with crystal nails, and said softly, "Woman, when will you become invincible?"

……

It was already the second day when I woke up.

Zhao Lu sat up abruptly, dizzy for a while, and she fell heavily again.

Her drowsy head hit the head of the bed, and she bared her teeth.

When He Yun came out of the bathroom, she saw her rolling on the bed like a turtle, and hurried over to help her sit up.

Zhao Lu grabbed her wrist and asked, "What time is it?"

"It's past ten o'clock."

Zhao Lu's eyes widened, and he looked around: "Where is my phone?"

Seeing that she was dazed, He Yun silently took her mobile phone from the bedside table.

Zhao Lu snatched it, pressed it for a long time before dawn, and said in surprise, "Is it out of battery?"

"Just charge it when it's gone." He Yun said lazily, bending down to find her a charger.

Zhao Lu suddenly lifted the quilt and slid out of bed.

"Hey, hey, where are you going without washing your face?"

"I have something urgent, I'll go back first, bye!" Zhao Lu ran away without looking back.

"..." He Yun looked at the two shoes beside the bed, one male and one female, speechlessly.

Zhao Lu ran all the way out of the bar, scratched her messy hair with her hands, and went to the roadside to hail a taxi. Before she could sit still, she quickly said, "Go to Liyuan Community, please drive faster."

This point is not the rush hour for commuting, and the road is fairly smooth.The journey was short, less than 10 minutes.

Zhao Lu handed the money to the driver without hesitation: "You don't need to look for it anymore." He opened the door, and his body flew out like an arrow from the string.

Zhao Lu can guarantee that she has never worked so hard in the 100-meter test before.Rushing into the elevator and pressing the number "7", she listened to her "pounding" heartbeat, her brain was so hypoxic that she forgot to think.

With a "ding", the elevator door opened, and she rushed to smash the door of 703.

"Yang Yi, are you in there?"

"Kang, kuang, kuang", the impact made her hands hurt, and no one inside responded.

She suddenly remembered that she was carrying a spare key, and quickly took it out. After a long time, she inserted the key into the hole, and opened the door to have a look.

The eyes are white.

She was dumbfounded and walked in step by step.

Pieces of white cloth covered the furniture inside, the trash cans had been cleared away, Guanyin stopped spraying water, and the fish in the water disappeared.

Tiny dust suspended in the air, made transparent by the sun.

Zhao Lu stood blankly in this lifeless room, and finally resigned to his fate.

Can't keep...

People who want to leave can't wait for you to keep them.

The author has something to say: ——End of the first half——

The following scenes are all about the two of them. If you don’t want to see the CP of Zhao Lu and Yang Yi, you can stop here.