Too thin-skinned and easy to lose a wife

It was a heavy and long memory, Yang Yi hesitated when Lin Chao showed the attitude of a listener.

As if aware of the other party's vigilance and resistance, Lin Chao adjusted the executive chair, leaned back, and yawned inappropriately.

Yang Yi: "..."

Lin Chao also intentionally lengthened the yawn. He didn't care about Yang Yi's opinion of him at all. He grinned and said, "Think about it slowly and think it through. But please pay attention to the time, after all, the fee is charged by the hour here."

Yang Yi's eyes moved down his hand, and then he looked at the clock on the table that his fingers tapped.When you calm down, you can hear the rhythmic sound of "da da da".

The function of this clock may not only be used to keep time, the bursts of sound knocked on the eardrums and heart, and slowly relaxed Yang Yi's tense emotions.

Even so, Yang Yi still couldn't speak calmly under the gaze of Lin Chao's smiling eyes.

She stood up.

The expression on Lin Chao's face moved slightly, thinking that she was going to leave, but just as he was about to stop her, he saw Yang Yi pacing to the French window.

The air conditioner in the room was turned on very high, and the temperature of the sunlight filtered by the glass was not too hot.Yang Yi's bare skin felt a reassuring warmth. Looking at the trees and buildings outside the window, she said unhurriedly: "Last year, after the Ching Ming Festival, my ex abandoned me. , the whole family immigrated to Singapore and she married someone else."

The distance was a bit far, and Lin Chao couldn't catch the emotion on Yang Yi's face, but he didn't get close.He just quietly turned the chair, frowned, looked in her direction, and said, "Does this have anything to do with your going to Singapore later?"

Yang Yi shook his head and said, "It doesn't matter."

"After that, I cut off all contact with her. While I was sad, I thought that we would never see each other again. In order to forget that bad period, and to forget her completely, I moved out of the house. I have I bought my own house and put all my energy into my work."

"Then... did you forget it later?"

Downstairs in the community, a gardener is mowing the lawn with a machine.Yang Yi couldn't hear the noisy voice, her eyes followed the worker's figure, and said lightly: "I have known her for ten years, how can it be so easy to forget someone? One month is not enough. "

Lin Chao restrained his unscrupulous side, and turned into a topic to attract people: "Then what happened after that?"

"And then I met her."

"Her? Zhao Lu?"

"Yes, Zhao Lu."

The sun shines on Yang Yi's face, almost making her face transparent.Maybe the sun is too gentle, even the dull expression on her face has become a little more approachable.

The sound of the "da da da" clock alone responded to the sudden silence, Lin Chao held it in his hand and played with it, neither urging nor impatient.

A few seconds later, Yang Yi sorted out her thoughts, and she spoke again: "Actually, before I broke up with my ex, I met Zhao Lu once on the road, and I didn't expect to see her again. For a moment, I thought, that is probably the fate between me and her."

This time Lin Chao tactfully did not make a sound.

"Zhao Lu also moved to that community, and she lived downstairs from me. We often met, but it was just a nodding acquaintance. Later, because of an incident, the contact between me and her became frequent. became friends."

That incident was Zhao Lu pretending to be Zheng Hao's girlfriend. Although it was not a trivial matter, Yang Yi felt that it had little to do with what she was going to say next, so she skipped it.

"Zhao Lu is a person who is completely different from my ex and my personality. When I didn't know her well, I thought she was just careless, and she never seemed to have any troubles, and she talked a lot. What I said in a week, added up Not as much as she said in a day."

Lin Chao realized that this was the point. He paused while wiping the clock, and then interjected, "Then there must be something special about him."

Otherwise, how could Yang Yi let go of her ten-year lover and fall in love with him?

Yang Yi deliberately blurred Qian Ziyu's identity and Zhao Lu's gender, so Lin Chao subconsciously regarded Yang Yi as a heterosexual.

Yang Yi, who was interrupted, was not annoyed at all. She twitched the corners of her mouth and gave a rare smile, saying, "No, she's not special at all."

Lin Chao was a little surprised by this answer.

Yang Yi said again: "She is just good-looking, and her personality is not outstanding, but the strange thing is, I feel very relaxed when I get along with her."

"The most important thing is for two people to get along well."

"You're right." Yang Yi paused for a moment, her voice sank, "My ex...she was very weak, when we got along with her, I was used to accommodating her, and I took taking care of her as a matter of course. Before she abandoned me, we lived happily ever after, and I never felt tired until I met Zhao Lu."

"I didn't compare them. The ease and joy of getting along with Zhao Lu made me gradually discover the advantages of this person that attracted me." Yang Yi opened the heavy curtains and looked up at the direction of the sun , squinting his eyes, "She is like the sun in the sky, glowing and glowing, if you don't see her, it seems that this day is not perfect."

Lin Chao gently put down the clock, crossed his fingers, thought about it, and said, "You mean, Zhao Lu took you out of the shadow of that broken love?"

"Yeah." Yang Yi slowly opened his eyes as if sighing, and lowered his head stimulated by the strong light, "She looks carefree, but she is conflicted in her feelings. I actually knew she liked me a long time ago. She was clumsy when she tried."

"But I'm actually a little bit worried. I'm worried that her feelings for me are just a whim, so I've been waiting."

"But I didn't wait."

"why?"

"Because a major event happened that overwhelmed me."

The overly solemn tone of the confidant put Lin Chao, the listener, into the context. His body tensed up, and he unconsciously lowered his voice: "What's the big deal?"

The past was overwhelmingly annihilated, and the moment Yang Yi closed his eyes, he even saw the horrible blood that often appeared in his dreams.She opened her eyes suddenly, clutched the curtain tightly, and said word by word: "My ex committed suicide."

"what?!"

Lin Chao almost jumped up from the chair, but he slammed the chair hard with his buttocks, making a "squeak, squeak" sound. He hurriedly adjusted his sitting posture, and looked towards the window suddenly, only to find that Yang Yi hadn't turned around at all. .Her thin back is like a thin piece of paper under the sunlight, the kind that will fall down when the wind blows.

Yang Yi turned a deaf ear to the big movement behind her, and the conversation started. She was shrouded in a solemn atmosphere, and gradually forgot where she was, and gradually ignored the unreliable psychiatrist behind her who was questioned by her.

"My ex suffered a failed marriage, she suffered from depression, she came back to China from Singapore, and we met," she said.

Lin Chao calmed down, and thought: "Your ex's psychological quality is really bad, no matter how you listen to it, you don't want to talk about it."

Of course, as a psychological counselor, Lin Chao still has a sense of what to say and what not to say.He took a sip of the cold coffee on the table to relieve the embarrassment just now, and said, "What about after meeting?"

"She was mentally fragile and what she did was absurd."

"She went to my new home and saw Zhao Lu. I don't know what she was thinking at the time, but she went to Zhao Lu later, during my business trip to Hong Kong. I don't know if she found out What, I don't know if she is taking the opportunity to test Zhao Lu."

"I'm a little angry. I'm worried that she will talk nonsense to Zhao Lu, and I'm also worried that Zhao Lu will think wildly."

Maybe it was because the story was too bloody, Lin Chao choked on the coffee, he coughed suppressedly, and said, "Is your ex still trying to get back together with you? Did he pester you?"

"Entanglement?" Yang Yi frowned, "I still can't figure out what she wants to do."

"She abandoned me at the beginning, maybe she felt guilty. After she came back, she went to the company to deliver meals to me every day. At the most exaggerated time, she didn't eat three meals. But the more she was like this, the more uncomfortable I felt. I knew that I already had Zhao Lu, I don't want to waste my feelings on other people, including her."

"You have a good idea, and the three views are still very positive."

Yang Yi, who was praised, was unmoved, the light in her eyes faded little by little, and she said in a deep voice, "So I made a decision that will make me irreparable."

"What decision?"

"There was only one day between my ex and my birthday, and she begged me to stay and spend her birthday with her. She said it was the last time. I soft-heartedly agreed. I thought it was really the last relationship between me and her. But she regretted it gone."

"I said that her character is very weak, but I didn't expect her to possess and control me so strongly. I dare not define her dependence on me as out of love. I think she is just unwilling. I think She was unreasonable, so I lashed out at her."

"What cruel words?"

"I asked her to go back to Singapore, and I said we should not meet again in the future."

Lin Chao tidied up the messy headphone cables with fingers that were whiter than a woman's, and said, "After hearing this, I still don't realize what you did wrong."

Yang Yi's throat was tight, she swallowed, and said: "I left after I finished speaking. I was very emotional at the time, and I forgot that she was still a depressed patient who needed someone to take care of her emotions. All of us ignored this. A little. I really didn't expect...that her spirit was so weak that she committed suicide because of my words that day."

With a "snap", the metal wire at the end of the headphone cable knocked lightly on the wooden table, Lin Chao's heart skipped a beat, and he said, "Well, what then?"

"No, she just died like this. The cold body was lying in the morgue, and the wound on her wrist was deep. She must have hated me when she cut it, and maybe she would curse me."

Lin Chao suddenly felt that the man's back was so weak, she must need a pair of shoulders right now, but he didn't dare to approach, it was against the rules.

He asked softly: "Because of his suicide, you feel very guilty. This is the main source of your pressure, right? Then... this should have something to do with your going to Singapore, right?"

Yang Yi shook his head resolutely.

Lin Chao couldn't help wondering, he frowned, feeling a little like a young man pretending to be old.

Without waiting for him to ask back, Yang Yi said, "I went to Singapore entirely because of Aunt Lan."

"Uh... Who is this important person?"

"Aunt Lan is my ex's mother. She has always been very kind to me and treats me as her half-daughter. The character of my ex has been completely inherited from Aunt Lan. After she committed suicide, Aunt Lan couldn't bear it and jumped off the building. But she attempted suicide Aunt Lan became a vegetable and is still lying in the hospital."

"So, you also went to Singapore because of guilt? Did you take care of that Aunt Lan?"

Yang Yi covered his face with his hands.

"What are you trying to make up for in this way?"

Yang Yi stopped talking.

Lin Chao only saw her small shoulders trembling slightly, not sure if she was crying or not.He was moved with compassion, forgetting his identity and rules, he walked over quickly, and put his hand lightly on the woman's thin shoulder: "Are you okay?"

Yang Yi was like a frightened bird, her shoulders shook violently, and she sensitively avoided his touch, showing her entire face.

In addition to his pale face and panic in his eyes, fortunately there were no tears.Lin Chao breathed a sigh of relief, put his hands into his trouser pockets embarrassingly, and said, "I'm afraid you'll lose control of your emotions. After talking so much, are you thirsty? Let me help you get a glass of water."

Yang Yi clenched her hands into fists, calmly breathing calmly, and said with difficulty: "No, thank you."

"Then do you want to sit over there? Are you not tired wearing high heels?"

Yang Yi shook her head slowly, avoiding his gaze and looking out the window.

The warm sun covered her entire face, and her overly tense muscles relaxed little by little.

Lin Chao opened the distance between each other, but walked to the other side of the floor-to-ceiling windows, looked out of the window like her and said, "Yang Yi, do you think all this is your fault?"

"Isn't it? I'm the fuse. If it weren't for me, things might not have developed like this." Yang Yi's voice sounded a little cold at the moment, as the sun couldn't shine into his heart.

Lin Chao was noncommittal about this. He thought for a while and asked, "You went to Singapore. What about Zhao Lu? What should he do?"

"she……"

"You dumped her like your ex did to you, right?"

Yang Yi stretched out a hand, and with a "bang", it slammed heavily on the solid glass.This time it wasn't just her shoulders, her whole body was shaking.The sweat from her palm left ugly marks on the glass, and she didn't bother to wipe it off.

She said in a daze, "I really don't want to do this... But I can't think of any other solution. Aunt Lan may never wake up in this life. I can't keep her waiting."

Lin Chao pretended not to see anything strange about her. He forced himself to look ahead and said, "But I'm very puzzled. Even if Aunt Lan can't wake up, why can't you be together?" He paused for a while, " No, why are you back?"

"Because Uncle Qian... is Aunt Lan's husband. His business failed and he couldn't stay in Singapore, so we returned to China."

Lin Chao rubbed his chin, organized and summarized what she said, and finally came to an uncertain conclusion: "You went to Singapore because of guilt and wanted to take care of Aunt Lan, you don't know how long you will stay there, in order not to let Zhao Lukong waited, so you dumped him. Am I right?"

Yang Yi's throat rolled, neither nodding nor denying.

Lin Chaoquan regarded her as acquiescence: "Then because of a very chance, you returned to China, and you saw Zhao Lu again, so now you feel very conflicted."

"I know she hates me, I don't blame her. I just want her to live well, so every time I try to avoid her, as long as I don't meet, she will slowly forget about me, and she can start a new life .”

Lin Chao laughed indifferently. He rubbed his toes on the unknown black spots on the floor boredly, and said casually, "Yang Yi, forgive me for offending me. I think you are very egotistical."

"..." Yang Yi didn't say anything.

Lin Chao couldn't see her reaction, and he also forgot the nonsense that he swore that "the customer is God" just now, and he said with a serious face: "You took all the responsibilities and so-called sins on yourself, After going to Singapore and watching Aunt Lan every day, did you find peace in your heart? If you didn’t have this chance to return to China, would you have to stay in that foreign country for the rest of your life?

Yang Yi remained silent.

This time there was a long silence, the two people were like two computers suddenly disconnected, one was in a daze, and the other was wondering if he had spoken too seriously.

After a long time, Yang Yi said quietly: "But I don't regret it."

"Wrong is wrong. I have no way to escape, no way to convince myself to pretend that Ziyu's death and Aunt Lan's coma have nothing to do with me. I can't get over the hurdle in my heart."

Lin Chao shook his head and sighed: "Fatality tricks people."

Lin Chao felt uncomfortable after standing for a while, the sun was dazzling, he stretched his waist, and looked back at the comfortable executive chair.He inadvertently caught a glimpse of the face of the person next to him, and he was stunned.

Yang Yi didn't notice his peeping, maybe she noticed and didn't bother to hide it. She looked at the scene downstairs with almost dull eyes, as if she was in an independent space.

Lin Chao pretended to cough, but it didn't affect her.

"Ahem——" Lin Chao cleared his throat again, and slightly loosened his tight tie, "Can I ask you a personal question?"

"What's the problem?" Yang Yi didn't look at him.

"Do you still like Zhao Lu?"

"..."

Damn silence.

Lin Chao racked his brains to think of the next question.

But before he could figure it out, Yang Yi let go: "Does it matter if you like it or not?"

"Isn't it important?"

His hands were sweating more and more, and the glass in front of his eyes was already dirty.Yang Yi curled up her fingers, and through the hazy water mist, she answered irrelevant questions: "I saw a girl with her. That girl is very cute and loves to laugh. She is more suitable for her than me."

"Listen to you, do you want to bless the two of them together?"

"if not?"

"Are you willing?"

"What do you mean?"

Lin Chao stared straight at her side face, and said, "Yang Yi, stop lying to yourself, if you don't like it, then why are you crying?"

"..."

Are you crying?

Yang Yi raised her hand to wipe it, the sticky sweat and hot tears mixed together, she stared blankly at the palm of her hand, as if someone had suddenly sealed the acupoints.

A strange emotion flashed across Lin Chao's slightly "young" face. He had seen too many people cry, some normal people, some patients, some men and women, some weeping loudly, some depressed .But he had never seen Yang Yi shed tears so quietly, if he hadn't seen it with his own eyes, he would have wondered if she shed eye drops.

This woman hides her heart very deep, and she works hard to hide her emotions from outsiders, and she does it very well in fact.But physiology can't fool people.

Although this woman is unfathomable, Lin Chaoyue finds her more intriguing.

……

Zhao Lu has gained a lot from his return this time.

In a good mood, Zhao Lu invited Yao Ling out for dinner that night when he returned to the west of the city.

The place to eat is very casual, just in a small restaurant next to the Science and Technology Park.

After waiting for less than 5 minutes, Yao Ling rushed in. When she saw Zhao Lu, she yelled, "Sister Lu Lu, why are you so tanned? If it gets darker, I won't be able to find you." Already!"

Zhao Lu gave her a blank look, pulled her over, and pressed her firmly on the chair.

Yao Ling pretended to touch her buttocks, and when Zhao Lu stared at her, she immediately smiled hippie.

"This is Yao Ling? She looks so cute."

Only then did Yao Ling notice that there was a person sitting beside Zhao Lu. She blinked and asked, "Who are you?"

"Hi, my name is Wang Lu, the road of Ma Lu."

"Wang Lu?" Yao Ling opened his mouth and looked at Zhao Lu quickly.

Zhao Lu raised his eyebrows and said, "I didn't lie to you, there really is Wang Lu, the new girl from the company is now my apprentice."

Wang Lu is also not white, I don't know whether it is because of sunburn or natural skin.

After being surprised, Yao Ling remembered that Zhao Lu stopped her when she wanted to name the orange cat. She laughed out loud and said, "Hello, hello, are you older or mine?"

Zhao Lu said: "Wang Lu is a few months older than you, please call me sister."

"Cut, I don't want it."

Zhao Lu stopped teasing her and spread out the menu for them to order.

The boat was exhausted, Zhao Lu and Wang Lu were both hungry, and when the dishes were served, the two of them picked up the chopsticks unceremoniously.

Yao Ling was still holding up his mobile phone to take pictures with great interest, ready to send them to Moments.

Seeing her like this, Zhao Lu wanted to laugh, took a sip of the soup, and asked casually, "I'm not here for a few days, is there any news, let me hear it?"

Yao Ling's face stretched, and he said wearily: "Yes, the owner of the orange cat came to the door yesterday, and I sent it away. From then on, I don't have a cat to pet."

"I know that, you've told me all about it. Is there anything else besides this?"

"Others..." Yao Ling rolled his eyes carefully, "Sister Yiyi has a boyfriend, does that count?"