Too thin-skinned and easy to lose a wife

Zhao Lu stammered: "Send, send me?"

Yang Yi didn't say anything this time, and pushed the rose a little further.

The fragrance of the flowers became stronger and stronger, and the scene in front of him became clearer and clearer. The fiery red roses were almost hitting his nose, Zhao Lu reflexively took a step back: "Why, why?"

A trace of frustration flashed in Yang Yi's eyes, he paused, and said, "You don't like roses? Sorry, I don't seem to have asked you what kind of flowers you like. When I passed by the flower shop, I saw that they were quite bright, so I asked I bought it."

Before returning, Yang Yi secretly went to Zhao Lu's company, and only after inquiring did she find out that she was off today.

I bought such a large bouquet of flowers on a whim, and hugged them heavily in my arms, as if holding a ball of fire, which scalded my heart.This feeling has never been felt before, this is the first time Yang Yi has done this kind of thing, it is not easy to do it, and he has a guilty conscience.She knew that Zhao Lu was at home, but she didn't know whether she was awake or asleep. She wanted to put down her things secretly and leave, but she didn't expect Zhao Lu to appear suddenly.

The two looked at each other, not without embarrassment.

Obviously Yang Yi spoke clearly, but Zhao Lu didn't seem to understand.She wondered if she hadn't woken up, so she rubbed her eyes vigorously, but she couldn't control the strength. A fallen eyelash fell into her eyes, and her eyes were stinging, and she "hissed".

Yang Yi was already at a loss, but when she heard her screaming in pain, his complexion changed, and he asked nervously, "What's wrong?"

"Wait a minute."

Without seeing Yang Yi's reaction clearly, Zhao Lu turned around and walked in with one eye closed. She couldn't see her fingers inside, and she realized that she hadn't turned on the light.

With a sound of "snap", the living room lit up, Yang Yi watched Zhao Lu's back fading away, she stood at the door with a bunch of bunches in her arms, in a dilemma, like a fool.

Looking down, Yang Yi thought: "Is she not willing to accept this flower?"

In the bathroom, fleeing from Yang Yi's sight, Zhao Lu became flustered.She turned on the light, rushed to the sink, saw her slovenly image in the mirror, and almost collapsed.

She has never slept well, so she was lucky not to roll off the small sofa.At this time, she was wearing a messy chicken nest head, her clothes were wrinkled, her eyelids were drooping, and there seemed to be something unknown in the corner of her eyes...

Who gave her the courage to open the door and go out to meet people with this face?

Of course, Zhao Lu didn't know that the person outside the door was Yang Yi before opening the door, she just heard a little movement while half asleep and half awake, and her body reacted instinctively.

She patted her heart beating like thunder.Fortunately, the light was not turned on at that time, I hope Yang Yi didn't see anything clearly...

In an instant, these irrelevant questions flashed through Zhao Lu's mind before he remembered to deal with the eyelashes that fell into his eyes.

She rinsed off her eyelashes with clean water, washed her face quickly, and scratched her hair with wet hands. The image was barely visible.She breathed a sigh of relief.In the next second, my heart came up again.

Yang Yi gave her flowers, but roses. What does this...what does this mean?

Zhao Lu propped his hands on the cold sink, leaned forward, stared at himself in the mirror, and asked uncertainly, "Is she trying to confess her love to me?"

All fools know the meaning of sending roses, but Zhao Lu thinks this is too nonsense, how could Yang Yi do such a thing?

She couldn't believe that Yang Yi would confess to her, just like she couldn't believe that Yang Yi was crying for herself in the hospital that day.

All kinds of feelings rushed into his heart, and Zhao Lu's heart fluttered. He didn't know whether it was excitement, anticipation, or fear.

I'm afraid that all of this is just her dreaming...

With some water on his hands, Zhao Lu slapped his cheeks vigorously, the crisp sound of "Pa Pa Pa Pa Pa" echoed in the bathroom, and his cheeks were quickly blushed by her slap.

It is even uglier with finger prints, Zhao Lu stared at his "masterpiece" in a daze, his eyes moved slowly, and looked out.

The wall blocked her view, so she couldn't see Yang Yi's figure. She knew that the man must not have left, but for some reason, she didn't dare to go out.

There is no way, I have experienced too many changes, I can't admit it.

Zhao Lu, who was gradually waking up, was just wasting away in the bathroom.

The phone fell on the sofa, and she didn't know how long it had been, until she heard someone outside say, "I left the flowers at the door, if you don't want them, tomorrow... just throw them away."

As soon as he heard this, he meant to leave, Zhao Lu panicked, rushed out regardless of 21, and yelled anxiously: "Wait!"

Yang Yi, who had bent over, stood up straight again, his face relaxed slightly, watching her approach step by step.

"you……"

Zhao Lu deliberately didn't look at her, stared at the flowers in her arms, and said naively: "I thought it was given to you by someone else."

What he was going to say was suddenly interrupted, Yang Yi was taken aback for a moment, and said, "Where did someone else come from?"

"Isn't there a psychiatrist?"

"..."

This gossip has been spread outrageously, and it's fine to spread it within the company, so why did it spread to the next door?

Yang Yi's face was colorful, and he said embarrassingly: "That's a rumor."

Of course Zhao Lu didn't believe that she would have anything to do with other men, so he had nothing to do to find out just to ease the atmosphere.Then she found that when she brought out the psychiatrist who was involved inexplicably, the atmosphere between them became more awkward.

Her heartbeat began to speed up. Zhao Lu waited for a long time, but she didn't see any action from the person in front of her. She secretly cheered herself up, pretending to be calm: "Why did you send me flowers?"

On the way back, Yang Yi had already rehearsed what she was going to say several times in her mind, and because of the severe distraction, she even went the wrong way.

Yang Yi has never been a person who is good at words. She always walks alone and is not good at dealing with people. When facing such a problem for the first time, she is not only a little flustered.

From the bus accident to this moment, Yang Yi has been in a trance.During the time when she couldn't see Zhao Lu, she thought about many questions, denied, wavered, and confused before finally making up her mind.

The sweat in the palm of her hand has already wetted a large area of ​​the outer wrapping paper, and the outstretched hand gradually felt weak.It wasn't because of the weight of the flower, but as time went by, Zhao Lu's abnormal calmness and deliberate gag made her feel more and more uncertain.

But she still has to say it.

The prepared long belly manuscript turned into a boring foot wrap. After a long silence, Yang Yi said solemnly: "Zhao Lu, give me a chance, let's try again, okay?"

Even though she was mentally prepared in advance, it was still inconceivable to hear her say it herself.

Zhao Lu secretly pinched his palm, and restrained himself from shouting.She had to muster up a lot of courage to look at her, and said with a deadpan expression and a flat voice: "Didn't you keep avoiding me? Why did you suddenly change?"

In the past six months since he came back, Zhao Lu has always talked to her in such a tone and tone, and Yang Yi is no stranger to it.But the other party's eyes were too scorching, and Yang Yi, who was a few centimeters taller than her, suddenly fell short in front of her, and his lips moved, making it difficult to speak.

Zhao Lu has never been impatient, she changed her posture, leaning against the door frame, pretending to be indifferent: "Could it be because of what happened yesterday?"

"I..." Yang Yi avoided her aggressive gaze and licked his lips, "I can't imagine what I would do if you were gone."

"That is to say, if there was no yesterday's oolong incident, you would still be avoiding me, deliberately flirting with me, ignoring me, and turning a blind eye to me like before, right?"

Yang Yi's eyebrows twitched, neither admitting nor refuting.

The bouquet of flowers between them became a decoration, and the overly bright colors compared with the stiff atmosphere seemed like a kind of irony.

Yang Yi glanced around Zhao Lu's face, looked straight into those calm eyes, and suddenly realized that the person in front of her seemed to be different from the person she had just met.

The person is still the same person, and Zhao Lu still treats others with enthusiasm, positiveness, and heartlessness, and she gives all of these to others.What was left to Yang Yi was indifference and strangeness.

The same is true for Yang Yizhi and Zhao Lu, this woman took the initiative to lift her hard shell, she tried to use her soft heart to test and accept.But it is timid, vague, humble and cowardly.This is no longer the indifferent woman Zhao Lu first met, from cold bone to puzzling.

Only now did Yang Yi realize that she was really wishful thinking, so what if she figured it out?Zhao Lu may have lost his feelings for her long ago.

Although Zhao Lu didn't tell the truth, the arms around her meant that she didn't intend to reach out to pick up the flowers in her hand, and the meaning of rejection was already obvious.

Yang Yi couldn't tell whether it was disappointment or sadness, her blood that boiled up with great difficulty slowly cooled down, she lowered her head in embarrassment, and said shyly, "I'm sorry to bother you."

The hard shell that was lifted could no longer be covered, and the inside seemed to be mixed with sand, and the coarse sand was stirred and stirred in the meat, throbbing and throbbing.

The long eyelashes concealed the sadness in his eyes, Yang Yi hugged the bouquet of unclaimed roses, and turned around sadly.

She used to treat her like that, Feng Shui took turns, Zhao Lu never treated her too much, isn't this the reason for repaying retaliation?

This flower is really heavy, why didn't I find it when I bought it?

With a "snap", a bunch of keys fell to the ground.Yang Yi came back to his senses and squatted down to pick it up.

A faint question came from behind: "You never know how to explain?"

Yang Yi held the bunch of keys tightly in her hand, stood up, but didn't turn around, she didn't know how to answer.

Yes, she never knows how to explain, whether it's a misunderstanding or a grievance, she just keeps it in her heart and digests it slowly.She is used to being alone, used to being silent and lonely. This kind of unpleasant personality has penetrated and ingrained in her blood since she was a child.

Zhao Lu wasn't surprised at all when she didn't get a response, she laughed sarcastically and said, "It's been so long, and you're still so difficult to get along with."

Yang Yi's back froze, she looked at the empty cat's eye on the door, her tight throat rolled, like a mute eating coptis.

In the end, she still turned around, her eyes were focused, and she paused every word: "Zhao Lu, I really like you, whether it was before or now."

Zhao Lu didn't expect her cynicism and sarcasm to be exchanged for a sincere confession, her heart skipped a beat, and her face was almost broken.

Yang Yi smiled bleakly and said: "You are right, I really don't know how to refute it. I was really scared when I heard that something happened to you that day. Before you came, I secretly said to myself, No matter what you become in the future, I don't intend to let go. But now I realize... my thoughts at the time were a bit stupid. "

Zhao Lu couldn't take it anymore, his eyes were filled with undercurrents.

Yang Yi said to herself: "How could you forgive me so easily? Even I can't forgive myself. So..."

She panted heavily, and Zhao Lu stopped breathing.

"So forget it, just pretend I didn't say anything."

"..."

"I... sincerely hope that you can find happiness. I'm sorry, I was abrupt, and I was too self-righteous."

"You do think you are right."

"..."

After waiting for a long time to hear such a stupid remark, Zhao Lu got angry and said coldly: "Ever since you took the initiative to call me that day, you have already disturbed my life. What does the leak in the room have to do with you? Do you think Is it your neighborhood committee aunt? Why do you interfere? Want to be a good person?"

"..."

In a fit of anger, Zhao Lu turned into a wolf with a big tail, his mouth was open and his fangs were exposed, and he spoke so fast that he was speechless.

Yang Yi let her scold her, and said in a good temper: "You are right, I didn't think carefully, and I apologize to you."

"You!" Zhao Lu wanted to bite someone.

Yang Yi sighed lightly: "What can I do to make you feel comfortable?"

"..." Zhao Lu became dumb.Of course she couldn't pounce on someone and bite, she didn't even realize what she just said.

"Do you need me to move?" Yang Yi asked cautiously.

Zhao Lu frowned: "Why did you move away?"

"I think you don't want to see me."

"..."

Two people look at me and look at you, one eye seems to be able to breathe fire, and the other is dull.

Yang Yi's lips moved, as if he had a thousand words to say, but he didn't know where to start.

Zhao Lu was overwhelmed with anger, his cheeks twitched slightly, like a squib that suddenly went out, it looked like a bluff, but in fact it was just that.

They were in a stalemate for a long time, during which a man came out of the elevator, humming a little song and walking over with cheerful steps.

The two people who were sticking like a log subconsciously backed away.

Maybe it was because of embarrassment, or maybe because he felt the strange atmosphere between them, the man fell silent, and quickly passed between them without looking sideways.

The man who appeared unexpectedly was like a small boat strayed into a big river, stirring up a storm and breaking the silence.

Just when the sensor light in the corridor was about to go out when it was dark, Zhao Lu coughed abruptly.

Immediately afterwards, she said something unexpected even to herself: "I'm hungry."

A stone stirred up a thousand waves.

"What... what did you just say?" Yang Yi's eyes widened.

The momentum was over, Zhao Lu couldn't pretend anymore, she turned away unnaturally, as if venting her anger, she gritted her molars and said, "I forgot about you for a while."

Yang Yi thought sadly: "After such a long time, it's not uncommon to forget."

Who wants to always remember a person who has hurt him?

Yang Yi knew he was wrong, and he also knew that he was not talking about it. He felt that everything he said was wrong, so he remained silent.

"But you dangle in front of my eyes every day..."

Zhao Lu imitated her panting, and seeing her tense face successfully, a sense of joy arose in his heart for no reason.She felt that she was not far from becoming a bad person.

Zhao Lu let out a cold snort from her nose in a bit of pretentiousness. She raised her chin slightly and said arrogantly, "So, I decided to give you a chance."

Yang Yi's breathing was stagnant, and his voice changed when he spoke: "You... agree?"

"Don't get excited, I mean, I'll give you a chance to treat me to dinner."

……

Ten years ago, Zhao Lu got acquainted with Chen Xi, and they fell in love with each other at first sight.

At that time she was fat, and Chen Xi was her only good friend.Nine out of ten fat people have low self-esteem, Zhao Lu's situation is not too serious, but when she found out that she had feelings for Chen Xi, her sense of inferiority gradually amplified, almost making her unable to hold her head up.

She wasn't smart, she didn't like to study, her grades were neither bad nor bad, she barely got into a second-tier school, and chose a major that she had no interest in and was considered unpopular in school.At that time, Chen Xi had already gone abroad.

After the separation, Zhao Lu was tormented by the pain of lovesickness day by day, and when her fragile nerves were about to be crushed, she suddenly became enlightened.

She got up in the middle of the night, wrote a confession letter to Chen Xi who was far away across the ocean, and sent it out by email.A small act exhausted her courage and confidence accumulated for nearly 20 years, but she did not expect to get a ruthless rejection in return.

Once bitten by a snake for ten years, he was afraid of well ropes. Since then, Zhao Lu never dared to fall in love with others easily until he met Yang Yi.

She didn't know what low self-esteem was, and she also forgot what reserve was. In front of the calm and introverted Yang Yi, she felt like a rogue with bad intentions, thick-skinned and talkative.

But she just couldn't restrain herself, and she threw herself out again.This time, it was really a desperate situation.

After Yang Yi left, she was disheartened for a while and thought to herself, "Actually, it's good to live alone."

During this year, Zhao Lu rejected many people, both men and women, she couldn't like anyone, she thought hypocritically: "Is this the so-called incompetence in love?"

Until Yang Yi appeared again.

Zhao Lu used to be angry, resentful, sarcastic, and indifferent to Yang Yi who appeared again... But in the end, he found that the more this happened, the more Yang Yi took root in her heart, like a cancerous tumor.

That is no longer a liking, no matter how much she deceives herself, Zhao Lu has to admit that Yang Yi is her lifelong obsession.

She doesn't know what kind of existence she is to Yang Yi, whether she likes it or feels guilty, it seems that it has become unimportant.

After sleeping for too long, black and white were reversed, Zhao Lu's head was dizzy, and she couldn't analyze the problem rationally at the moment.The cynicism just now was the limit of her cursing, she decided to solve the problem of food and clothing first.

This was the third time she set foot in Yang Yi's territory, she was neither curious nor nervous, and she couldn't tell the strangeness in her heart.

When the white and fat cat crawled under her feet and acted like a baby at her, those messy worries disappeared miraculously.

Zhao Lu picked it up, patted its head affectionately, and said, "She's hungry for you again, isn't she? Why are you so annoying? You must be more fleshy than her."

Fat Ball: "..."

Yang Yi went down to buy food, Zhao Lu unscrupulously spoke ill of her, wandered around her room swaggeringly, found cat food, grabbed a handful from it and put it in a bowl.

Fat Ball jumped out of her embrace excitedly, and devoured it hungrily.

Zhao Lu had nothing to do, stood up and looked around, caught a glimpse of the bouquet of roses on the coffee table out of the corner of his eye, and his heart was twitched.

Nobody anyway.

她走过去将玫瑰花抱在怀里，认认真真数着：“1、2、3、4、5……”

99 flowers, no more, no less.

Zhao Lu was shocked by this number.

This was the first time in her life that she received flowers from the same sex. She never expected such a large bouquet...

How much will this cost?

Zhao Lu was thinking dizzily, but was suddenly interrupted by the ringtone of the mobile phone.She picked it up and was startled when she saw the name on the caller ID.

Although Yang Yi had just confessed his love to her and let her into the house openly, Zhao Lu still felt very awkward and didn't know how to respond to her.

The bell rang tirelessly, Zhao Lu collected himself, pressed the answer button, and put it to his ear.

She couldn't see anyone, but she was still a little nervous, so she didn't make a sound.

Yang Yi's soft voice came over: "Do you want to eat dumplings?"

The word "dumpling" has almost become a forbidden word for Zhao Lu this year, her expression froze, and she said stiffly, "No."

"Then... do you want noodles? There are quite a lot of noodles in this restaurant."

"I do not want to eat."

Yang Yi said patiently: "Then eat? Do you have anything special to eat?"

"No."

"..." Sensing the other party's indifferent attitude, Yang Yi stopped asking, "Okay, I got it. Wait a minute, I'll go up right away."

Talk time is less than 2 minutes.

Zhao Lu looked at the screen that was slowly dimming, and said introspectively, "Am I a bit too much?"

This question is beyond the outline, and the phone cannot answer it.

Before someone came back, Zhao Lu tightened his arms, put his nose on the delicate red rose and took a deep breath.

Really fragrant.