Brother thank you

【8】

When Xia Yan woke up again, he found that he was lying in an absolutely gorgeous place that was obviously not his inner kennel. Being pushed away, Li Shengxu had already changed into a set of home clothes, without glasses, walked to the bed and looked at him condescendingly: "You had a fever last night, 38 and a half degrees, quite high, I don't know if you feel uncomfortable Say? Do you want to come to my house to touch porcelain?"

It was only then that Xia Yan remembered that he was probably still at Li Shengxu's home.He thought that Li Shengxu had really changed a lot over the years, and he didn't know what he had experienced in the hospital. There were so many pure and passionate young people before, but now he opened his mouth and shut his mouth.

Right now, he was in a daze and was too lazy to speak, so he looked at him for a while without saying a word, and after a few seconds, he threw off the quilt and sat up, and found that he was completely naked, except for a pair of underwear hanging around his waist, which was borrowed by Li Shengxu yesterday. what he wears.

Li Shengxu didn't expect that Xia Yan would directly lift the quilt completely, and when he suddenly saw the white body of the other party, he subconsciously turned his head and looked away.

Xia Yan bluffed and said, "Why did you take off my clothes?"

"You were so hot yesterday that you took it off by yourself."

"Huh? Why are there two red marks on my waist and thighs?"

"..."

"My mouth is dry and my lips are still sore and feel swollen."

"..." Li Shengxu took the cup on the bedside table: "Drink water."

Xia Yan took the cup and drank the water in one go, he just sat cross-legged on the bed, Li Shengxu stood next to him, the two of them were silent for a while, Xia Yan felt more and more top-heavy, just now they were noisy for a while It's a little bit better, and now my mind is starting to feel dazed again.

I am indeed sick, and my mind is not clear.Resisting the urge to lie down again, Xia Yan sneered, raised his neck and asked Li Shengxu, "Are you married? Do you have a girlfriend now?"

Li Shengxu turned around to look at him, then raised his hand to touch his forehead, frowned and said, "It's still burning, what's going on? It feels hotter than yesterday."

"I'm fine." Xia Yan lifted both hands to hold Li Shengxu's, and the other's slender hand felt a little cold, which happened to be able to relieve the burning heat in his palm.Wrapping that hand tightly with his own two, Li Shengxu didn't break free, Xia Yan smiled and fell back on the bed, muttering wretchedly: "I'm 28 years old, it's time to marry a wife , you are so outstanding..."

"Xia Yan! You're crazy!" Li Shengxu interrupted him suddenly with a loud shout, trying to pull out his held hand, but Xia Yan's grip was too firm and he couldn't take it back.He simply bent down, pressed his other hand on the hot chest of the other party, leaned down and shouted with dangerous eyes: "Do you know what you are talking about? Do you know what you have done to me?! Xia Yan! "

"I know..." Shang himself was pressed, his back was pressed tightly against the bed, but Xia Yan twisted his waist and bent his legs, trying to roll himself into a shrimp: "I know, I break I bent you, and I didn't take responsibility for you..." As he spoke, he laughed again: "But you only bent a little bit when you were young and ignorant, and you are still straight after all, right? You used to like You've chased so many female stars, oh yes, you've even chased after school beauties, hahaha cough cough cough cough!"

Xia Yan smiled and laughed, not knowing whether his throat was inflamed or he was choking on saliva, he coughed violently.

But this time Li Shengxu didn't care about him anymore, he drew back his two hands, stood up slowly, his movements were slow and calm to the point of almost tragic, his eyes gradually turned cold to look at him, and whispered softly : "You don't even know how you ruined me."

The room was quiet again, and the sound of closing the door after Li Shengxu went out was still echoing in Xia Yan's heart.He finally stopped coughing. He didn't know how long it had passed. A strange and hoarse voice echoed in the air:

"I know. I know, I know what I have ruined you..."

【9】

Xia Yan was fair, tender and handsome since he was a child, coupled with his cheerful and gregarious personality, he became a recognized school girl in high school when he first entered high school.

Different from his enthusiasm and liveliness, there is also a cool guy in their class who is also handsome, but has an iceberg-like personality. Unfortunately, he is not a school girl.After all, the reality is not a Mary Sue novel. Students are happy to deal with people who are good-natured and willing to talk. For those who are cold and obviously not in the same world, few will really put their hot faces on other people's cold asses, even if the other party is a student. The grades are very good, and the food and clothes look good. He has a masculine aura.

But Xia Yan just went to provoke the other party.

At that time, Li Shengxu was a good basketball player, and he was once appointed to the school team to represent the school and played against other schools when he was in danger.Xia Yan's shortcoming is in sports, relying on the relationship of being in the same class and at the same table, he brazenly pestered Li Shengxu to teach him how to play basketball.

He is outgoing and likes to make friends, but he was young and frivolous at that time, and he didn't understand what the man who was alone in a class of more than 40 people was thinking.In addition, he is a double business high school student, and has always been the type that teachers and classmates like. No matter whether it is academic performance or school interpersonal relationship, there is nothing that can bother him, so in conclusion, Xia Yan has to pester Li Shengxu. Part of the reason is that it's too busy.

After going back and forth, the relationship between the two became familiar, and Xia Yan realized that Li Shengxu was not indifferent, and the reason why he was so cold was a sign of shyness.

Knowing this, Xia Yan also seemed to have been poked on some kind of switch, and began to inexplicably feel that Li Shengxu, who was cold on the outside and shy on the inside, was... cute, so he couldn't help but want to play with him more and more.

As for when the relationship gradually deteriorated later and their friendship became less and less pure, Xia Yan felt it.

He had also been attracted to some girls when he was in adolescence before, and he could tell the difference between brotherhood and liking.But Li Shengxu had little contact with people before, and after so many years, he only had a very good friend, Xia Yan, and his feelings for him were not so flexible and clear.

Xia Yan knew all of this.

He watched the relationship between the two get better and better, while enjoying every day of playing with Li Shengxu, while bearing a huge sense of guilt in his heart.He also once tricked Li Shengxu to pay attention to other girls - he knew that Li Shengxu should have more feelings for girls, and even introduced to him all the school beauties he liked before, but none of his struggles seemed to be resolved. what practical effect.

"If you like it, you like it, if you don't like it, you don't like it." The day Li Shengxu confessed to him, he said, "So do you like me?"

That day was clear and sunny, Li Shengxu hugged him from behind, not allowing him to turn his head, his voice penetrated into his ears, making it hard to extricate himself.

That day, the person who never talked much said a lot of things, so gentle that every cell in Xia Yan excitedly clamored to agree to him and agree to him.

At such a young, frivolous and ignorant age, Xia Yan clearly knew in his heart that this was wrong, Xia Yan still couldn't help himself to like Li Shengxu, and being tired of being with him, just like when he first found out that something was wrong, he didn't rein in the precipice more decisively , Stop the relationship between the two.

He was a man with no self-control.

But if you don't even recognize yourself and have no confidence in your feelings, you are destined not to go too far.

Xia Yan finally gave up.

After all, they separated.

【10】

It was about a few months before the college entrance examination, all the courses were almost over, and the final review and sprint stage had begun.No one in the class made colorful and gorgeous blackboard newspapers, and replaced them with a countdown sign for the college entrance examination.Day after day, piles of exercises and test papers made the whole atmosphere tense and depressing. Even Xia Yan, who never took his studies seriously, couldn't help feeling nervous.

Li Shengxu wanted to study medicine. With his grades and qualifications, he would naturally go to the best medical school in the city.Although Xia Yan's grades are in the upper middle class, it's no problem if he wants to go to an ordinary book, but he is still far from being admitted to a medical school with limited places.Of course he wanted to go to the same school with him, and wanting to be together all the time almost became his obsession, so that in the high-intensity and stressful learning process, he ignored more important things.

The two began to quarrel frequently.It was a very painful time, and Xia Yan didn't dare to think about it later, so many years later, he no longer remembered the details of those quarrels, and the depths of his heart became a world of ice and fire, while retaining the two people from the past. The sweetness of being together, on the one hand, is the kind of heart-wrenching pain that is finally lost.

They eventually separated.

The last straw that crushed the relationship between the two was that Xia Yan's mother accidentally found out about the two of them.

Naturally, his mother strongly opposed it, thinking that Xia Yan was bewitched at a young age, and she didn't blame him. She just went to school to ask the teacher and Li Shengxu's parents for an explanation.

Xia Yan grew up in a single-parent family. With just this mother, he also knew how difficult it was for an ordinary female worker to raise him up.There's no need for any fucking extreme behavior, just a sad and disappointed look in his eyes is enough to make all the sweetness when he and Li Shengxu were together in the past fall apart.

Naturally, he wouldn't let his mother go to school to look for it.

He finally separated from him.

The reasons are cruel and cruel, such as the two people are not from the same world at all, and the promise to be together is just for fun, and I have never liked you.

In order to make Li Shengxu give up, Xia Yan said too many cruel words that day, but they were all fake, because they were too fake, so he didn't remember what he said afterwards.

But Li Shengxu remembered.

——He should remember, because after that day, Xia Yan never saw him again.

The phone number has become empty, and the place where Li Shengxu lived alone has become empty. The teacher is not very clear about his whereabouts. All he knows is that his parents paid a lot of money for him. back to school.

This person disappeared suddenly as if he had evaporated out of thin air.Xia Yan's heart also turned into a wet coast after the tide receded, except for the mottled memories when the tide came up, nothing was left behind.

After that, Xia Yan started to suffer from insomnia.People who have always been able to fall asleep by touching a pillow often stare at the ceiling in a daze all night, lying down with their eyes open for a whole night.

The next day he will get up and go to school as usual, because he hasn't given up yet.That night of sleepless nights made him realize that he was like a baby chick, he couldn't even feed himself, he couldn't control his own life, let alone maintain his relationship with Li Shengxu.

He has to climb farther and go higher, until everything he says is right, and no one has any reason to stop him from being with Li Shengxu.

When he was studying hard, he hardly slept or rested, so it was logical that Xia Yan was admitted to the medical school that Li Shengxu wanted to go to.

But on the day he entered the school to report, he did not see Li Shengxu's name on the list of freshmen.