Senior sister confessed to me

After returning to school on the National Day, I felt that the days became more and more dull. Except for the initial surprise, oh no, it was a shock, everything before it seemed to have become a "moment".

It’s my fault that I don’t know enough about Qingning No. [-] Middle School’s routines. Well, it turns out that every time I come back from vacation, the school will take a surprise exam. Qiao Qiao died on National Day.

The day of study is probably the teaching building, the cafeteria, and the dormitory at three o'clock and one line. Sure enough, the ease and ease during the beginning of school are all illusions.There is also the rule that you can bring your mobile phone with emotion, and you can only haha, you have to find time to look at your mobile phone!While feeling emotional about the present, he also "imagined" the "splendid scene in the third year of high school" that Jiang Xuejie said, but he could only imagine it. After all, without personal experience, who would know.

Oh, the National Day gift, everyone still likes it very much.

Why do I feel that my tone is a bit sour? Yes, Senior Sister Chu Ning didn’t give as much reaction as I imagined. Sure enough, I’m just wishful thinking to add drama to myself!Senior Jiang, on the other hand, is as enthusiastic as ever!

I think there are many things that everyone can figure out, but sometimes they are too persistent.

I deeply analyzed myself, why did I have the idea that I like Senior Sister Chu Ning?love at first sight?Hard to say.I found myself paying more attention to girls, especially beautiful girls!Well, probably seeing a beautiful senior sister makes my heart flutter.Then, I made sure that I have no relationship with Senior Sister Chu Ning, but I always feel that there is an invisible emotional bond surrounding us. I will feel that she is full of intimacy and familiarity, and I always want to get close to her. , So, once in a while, do I have a past life entanglement with Senior Sister Chu Ning?After all, if you ask your roommates, they don't have any sense of familiarity with Senior Sister Chu Ning!

The more I calm down and think about it carefully, the more I realize that I may have been trapped in that unspeakable feeling too much before, and fell into those inexplicable dreams, and the more I feel how naive my previous thoughts and actions are.

Apart from other things, probably, Senior Sister Chu Ning is just like Senior Sister Jiang, they are just friends.

I think, I'd better be myself, study hard, and get into a good university first.We're all too young when it comes to relationships, aren't we?Who can really tell the difference?

I leaned on the bench next to the playground, put my hands tightly in my bag, and watched the students who were walking in circles or playing around, enjoying this rare relaxing time.

I raised my head and looked at the hazy sun in the mist from a distance. It was not dazzling. It was probably the sunshine in winter. It was warm, but it would not give you much warmth you wanted.

With a sigh, stand up.

"Back to the classroom?"

Senior sister Jiang's voice.

"Hmm." I responded lightly.

"Let's go then."

In the days when I "calm down", compared to Senior Sister Chu Ning, the relationship between Senior Sister Jiang and I has become better and better, like, um, sisterly relationship, and after all, I am also under Senior Sister Jiang, oh no, it is Qing The people under the name of the association have been in contact with Senior Sister Jiang for a longer time.In a short period of time, I planned and held several activities with Sister Jiang, although, at the beginning, I was almost a soy saucer.

"Xiao Nan~"

"Huh?" I turned my head to look...at...Senior Jiang's...chin.

"It feels like you have become more and more quiet since the beginning of winter..."

"Well, there is such a magical power in winter." With such a magical power, it freezes a person's heart that is thriving and in a trance, slow down, slow down, and think slowly.

"It made me think that you were not a fake school girl during the beginning of school."

"Haha, that's possible~"

"Hey~ That's right, you are a fake now!"

Sudden silence, I don't deny it, and I seem to feel that I am getting more and more fake.

Thinking of Senior Sister Chu Ning, whom I haven't seen for a long time, well, I avoided her on purpose, does that explain it?

Everything seems to be back to normal, probably, this is the real high school life, my, imaginary, high school life.

After the bombing of the weekly and monthly exams, we finally ushered in the final exam in January.

Our first year of high school was the first, then the third year of high school, and finally the second year of high school, haha, I didn’t expect it, I didn’t expect it, thinking about the expression on Sister Jiang’s face when I saw her in the school work, it was very cool, yes, haha.

"Cough cough, students, cough cough." The Chinese teacher spoke on it, oh, don't doubt that she is trying to attract our attention, she actually has a cold and coughs badly, we are still very good students~

"The final exam is coming soon, and then it's winter vacation, ahem, I don't give you a lot of homework, just read ten books and write down the reading notes. The form of the reading notes is not limited, the number of words, ahem, every day at least 800 words."

As soon as the teacher finished speaking, the classroom, emmmmm, was silent, my deskmate and I, oh, deskmate, monitor Fang Yi, we looked at each other, sure enough, haha, not too much!

After class, lying on the table, my God, 10 books, 10 reading notes, I like reading, yes, but I like reading novels, or, the kind that can’t be read by the teacher can’t be used to write reading notes The kind of novels I read... Thinking of the books at home, ah, ah, it seems that I have to go to the library to choose...

"Boss Fang, do you have any recommended books?" I tilted my head and looked at Fang Yi who was sitting upright.

Fang Yi's grades are also among the best in the class, just a little bit worse than me, haha, let me be a little proud, but ah, Fang Yi's boss is really amazing, judging from her usual behavior and habits, that is, strict Yu self-discipline, the type of knowledgeable and reasonable, the Chinese teacher likes her very much, let us learn more like the monitor of Fang Da and read more books.Well, it's Fang Yi, my room leader, my class leader, that's right, hahaha, hug your thighs and hug your thighs.

"What do you like?"

She pouted, "I like novels, suspenseful, exciting ones~"

Watching Fang Yi blink his eyes, well, I see.

"Okay. I'll go to the library to find out if there is any suitable..."

"Ah."

I knew this was the case, Fang Yi boss might still be thinking that I like this type of book.

library.

After lunch at noon, I went straight to here, here - Chinese reading room!

The library has three floors. There are several Chinese reading rooms, and... a foreign language reading room. Although it seems that there are not many students going there, I think this is probably a sharp weapon to make the school stand out?Well, the students who must go to see it are also very competitive!

Go to the Chinese reading room in the novel area. I think it took me a lot of time to figure out the library.

Famous novels, literary novels, I have read all the way, and I have reached the bookshelves I like, alas, I can’t take them.Continuing to read along, I feel that I am very serious.

Tired of reading, he turned his head to look at the bookshelf next to him.Hey, is that "15 Years of Wanli"? !

Wow, the school still has this book!Looking at the librarian who put the book on the shelf, I secretly ran over excitedly.

Chu...Senior Chu Ning?

However, looking at the "librarian" who turned away and turned back, I was stunned.

"Chu..." As soon as I uttered a word, I saw senior sister Chu Ning make a gesture of silence.

Ok.

Although it is quite immoral to speak in the library, it is still okay to whisper a few words.Well, I'm just thinking about it.After all, senior sister Chu Ning has already left.

I reached out and took out the "15 Years of Wanli", okay, this is it!

Choose again, choose, okay, after choosing 5 books, it’s OK, that’s it, and in addition, I’ll go to the second-hand book market to find some during the winter vacation~

Holding the books out of the reading room to the library machine, swiping the card, and putting them up one by one, confirming, OK, that's it!

Turning around happily holding the book, ha, and met Senior Sister Chu Ning again gorgeously.Give yourself a piece of "Where do you not meet in life"?

"Senior sister~" I greeted in a low voice, and quickly glanced at the book she was holding in her hand, ha, a string of English, this is a high-quality student, right? ...

Also, when the line behind me...doesn't say hello...

"Jiang Nan, wait for me, let's go together."

I was suffocating, yes, I don’t know when, Senior Chu Ning stopped calling me “A Nan”.I think, probably, it started from my deliberate alienation?How long has it been since we walked together?One month, two months?

I want to find an excuse to leave first, but I have already found various reasons before. I believe that Senior Sister Chu Ning does not understand.

Borrowing books only takes such a short time, so short that I can't even find a better reason.

I stood aside, looked at her after the operation, okay, let's go.

Walking side by side, I quietly glanced at senior sister Chu Ning, she is still a head taller than me, emmmmm.

"How's the review going?" A slightly cold voice came, and I didn't dare to look into the senior sister's eyes.

He breathed a sigh of relief, in vain, especially obvious in this cold winter day.

"Very good." I replied.

Then, gone.

I think, at this time, there should be a piece of background music. I am most afraid of the sudden silence of the air, and the most afraid of...

"Sister, what about you?"

The senior should have pursed her lips and smiled, maybe it was just my illusion.

"I'm fine too." The voice was still cold.Well, it must be my illusion!

"What books did my senior borrow? I think they are all in English~"

"Sister..."

"Sister..."

Well, these are just my imagination.

The senior sister didn't ask anything, and I didn't say anything.

Two silent figures pulled further and further away on the broad road.

I was wondering when will the first snow fall this year.

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