[Vitality Girl] Seeking Heart

Qianzheng always cares about other people's affairs, she only focuses on her own affairs, but one day, it was raining, and when she was holding an umbrella and preparing to go home, she saw a man on the side of the road with a big The hood, the hood covered his appearance, from the figure, Qian Yu could only see that he was a weak person, he didn't hide from the rain, he stood in the rain curtain.

Qian Zuo stopped and looked at him for a while, walked towards him and stood beside him, tilted the umbrella towards him, exposing one shoulder of her own, Qian Zuo didn't look at him, she looked at the rain curtain ahead.

"Want an umbrella? I still have one."

After a long time, Qian Zuo finally got a sentence: "No, thank you."

Qian Yu replied, "Yeah."

"Do you believe that there are other existences in the world?"

The rain was getting lighter, the man suddenly asked.

"letter."

Chizuru was silent for a moment and replied.

"why?"

"No why."

"If you were asked to choose one thing to be your representative."

"have not thought."

When the rain stopped, Qianzheng put away her umbrella, and when she turned to leave, she was held back by a man, and then Qianzheng felt a kiss on her cheek.

"Live for my share."

Qian Zuo, who was about to shake his hand, saw the man in front of him gradually turning into fog, and was stunned.

"Let's go to Makugiri Shrine."

The man's voice gradually decreased and finally disappeared.

Qian Zuo stood there for a long time, then returned to her previous expressionless face, and walked home, but her dull eyes showed that she was thinking about something.

Qian Zuo is a very ordinary person. She is so quiet that she traps herself in her own world, making it difficult for people to get close to her. She tries to protect herself with her indifference. She does protect herself, but she also loses some things, such as Heart.

Her heart disappeared with the divorce of her parents. When she was a child, she was lively and lovely. As she grew up, she gradually understood some things and reality. Sometimes Qianzheng would think when she was free, is it a good thing or a bad thing to grow up?

Makugiri Shrine.....

Qian Zuo remembered that it was a very dilapidated shrine, and it was defeated because no one made offerings for a long time. Do you want to go? ...go ahead, it's fine anyway....

After taking a shower, Qian Zong came to Makugiri Shrine. Makugiri Shrine is located in a remote place. The shrine has been covered with thick dust since no one cleaned it for a long time. Qian Yu stood in front of the shrine entrance, walked up the steps, and Opening the door, it was pitch black, Qianzheng's lips were tightly pressed, her hands were used to clenching, she picked up her mobile phone and looked at the corridor, she took a step stiffly, her feet trembled, Qianzheng stretched out her hand to cover her mouth, and gulped breathing.She was afraid of being alone in the dark, and she also knew that if she didn't overcome it, it might cause a lot of trouble in the future, so she forced herself to face it.

The corridor echoed with the sound of her footsteps and the rubbing of the fabric, and the harsh sound when she opened the door made her flustered, and she almost wanted to run away, but she did, and she even automatically shielded herself as she walked away quickly With all the senses, I only feel the sight of myself and the sound of my heartbeat, so that I don’t even know that I have dropped the red rope that I have always cherished.

After returning home, Qianzheng took a deep breath for a long time before she calmed down to her usual appearance. When she wanted to touch the red rope left by her grandma, she unexpectedly failed. caught her, but at that time she just wanted to run.

Qian Zuo did not choose to go to the shrine again, she decided to go again when school was over tomorrow, the shrine at that time did not make her flustered as much as at night.

The mentally exhausted Qianzheng fell asleep quickly, and came to the Muwu Shrine again the next day. The shrine door did not maintain the appearance that she opened when she fled last night, but maintained the appearance of merging, and Qianzheng's heart thumped For a moment, she thought about the red rope, and went in anyway. She looked carefully at the corridor, but she didn't find her red rope.

Could it be until night...

When my parents quarreled when I was a child, if she said a word, her father would lock her into a small room full of sundries, and her mother didn't stop her. It was dark and quiet, and there was no one to open the door for a long time. She will be afraid. At first she will cry and ask her parents to open the door, but later she finds that even if she does this, they will only open the door after arguing, and sometimes they will forget, so she will be locked up overnight, and then she will no longer Crying, but leaning against the wall and hugging herself tightly, until grandma opened the door, she called herself with her voice, at first Qian Zuo thought that she was hallucinating, because she thought that no one would remember her.

Until grandma came to her and stroked her head. The warmth drove away the cold and darkness. She squinted slightly and looked at the grandma who was squatting down in front of her. The grandma was very old, with thinning white hair and wrinkles on her face. Qian Zuo reached out to touch grandma's face in a trance, her cold hand was in stark contrast to the warmth on grandma's face.

"Let's go, grandma will take you out."

Get out... get out... can I get out...?

Grandma was not good at her hands and feet. She leaned on a cane in one hand and led her young self out of the dark room step by step. It was morning, and the sun was shining on the ground with a slightly transparent golden color. Grandma, she is bathed in sunshine, golden and warm.

What grandma said later came true, she lived with grandma, she was indifferent, grandma didn't care, she hurt herself hard.

"Qian'er, you're back! What do you want to eat? Grandma will prepare it."

Grandma would always ask her that when she came home from school, and she shook her head.

"No."

Every time she said that, Qian Zuo could always see grandma's cloudy eyes that were shining with brilliance slowly dimming. At this moment, she suddenly felt uncomfortable.

"I still feel a little hungry, grandma prepares some food."

At the end of the sentence, Qian Zuo saw grandma's shining eyes again, which made her smile unconsciously.

"My Qian'er studies well! The teacher always praises her!"

For this sentence, she studied hard and became a student with excellent grades.

"My Qian'er will be an outstanding person in the future."

"My Qian'er looks so delicate, I won't worry about getting married in the future!"

As she grew up, grandma gradually became older. She would sleep for a long time and sometimes fell into a coma. Qianzheng insisted on taking grandma to the hospital. The doctor told her the sad news, like a bolt from the blue.

It's okay...she'll make grandma healthy...

Qian Zuo comforted herself in this way. The money she has worked part-time for many years is only enough for the hospital for a week, and she borrowed money from other people's homes.

Later, when she went back tired one day, her grandma, who was supposed to be in the hospital, was unexpectedly at home.

"Qian'er, grandma has prepared a lot of delicious food for you, come here quickly!"

"Grandma, you..."

"Qian'er, grandma knows that she is old and the disease cannot be cured. Grandma doesn't want to stay in the cold hospital. How warm it is at home."

The persuasion was ineffective, so Qianzheng could only temporarily compromise first. Grandma said a lot that night, and she gave her the red string she had been carrying all the time. When she was sleeping, Qianzheng guarded her grandma, feeling the hand that was gradually losing temperature. Qianzheng I sent my grandma for first aid, but she was shut out of the operation. The red characters stabbed Qianzheng trembling non-stop, her face was bloodless, and her lips were pale. So flustered.

Many relatives came, and they comforted her, but she just remained silent, countless possibilities flashed through her mind, she took a deep breath to stop her wild thoughts.

The doctor didn't bring any lucky news, the doctor's cold tone, and what he said kept repeating in Qianzheng's head. She stood there for a long time before she licked her lips and said, "Can I go in and see her?" Lian Qianzheng It was unbelievable that she could maintain her sanity, and she thought she would collapse.

The doctor nodded, and she came to grandma with the cold blood all over her body, her pale face, as if she heard the sound of something collapsing, she shook her hands to touch it, the cold temperature was not as warm as before.

Her vision is blurred, she wants to smile with the corners of her mouth pulled, the last thing grandma wants to see herself cry, she will feel distressed, but the tears fall, and she can't even smile, she just stares at the tears, not as heart-wrenching as other relatives Lung cracking cry.

Qian Zuo held the red rope in her hand. Grandma liked the time when she was quiet, she once told her so.

Qian Zuo didn't move for a long time, and finally sighed as if she was compromising or helpless. It was grandma's red string... She shouldn't have come last night... and she shouldn't be so scared... Looking at her The shadow, Qianyou put his hand on the position of his heart, felt its beating, didn't he think that his heart had been lost? Where did the emotion come from?Where did the emotion come from...

The black eyes burst into brilliance in an instant, and soon faded, deeper than before.

The shrine in the middle of the night is not as relaxing as it is during the day, and the darkness makes people feel panic.

Qianzuo walked into the shrine again, the mobile phone was shining on the corridor, step by step, the sound of friction echoed in the corridor, opened a door, the inside was empty, but Qianzuo found that the room was clean, not as dirty as the outside, then When I came down, Qianzheng looked at many rooms, they were all clean, could someone live here?

Qianzheng came to the last room, and it was still dark inside. Qianzheng took some of the mobile phone, pointed it at the door, and then pulled it away. The mobile phone only showed the photo not far from the door. She didn't go in at the door, she looked at the red rope, and the thing she had been looking for appeared in front of her, it came so suddenly, it made Qianzuo feel weird.

"Do you believe that there are other existences in the world?"

Then the rain gradually subsided, the man suddenly asked.

Facing the memory of being pulled out, Qian Zuo deepened her weirdness, that man...why would he ask that?

After hesitating for a long time, Qian Zuo walked towards the red rope. She came to the red rope, squatted down, reached out and held it tightly in her hand and stood up.

Still safe and sound until home.

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