awkward and gentle

"Wild Rebellion~ I haven't seen you for a long time, have you missed me!" Jianchi heard a loud roar of thunder as soon as he stepped into the classroom in the morning.The familiar fiery red head came into view again, and the vibrant smoky gray eyes looked at her shiningly.

Is this guy back?It seems that the panic-stricken life will start again in the future.A few days ago, I just learned that Yang would return to France and go to the United States with his family at the end of this month to fulfill his dream. Before the feeling of surprise and regret passed, he was overwhelmed by the shock of this guy's sudden return.The corner of Jianzhi's mouth curled up quietly. With this guy around, the days to come would not be so boring.

"It's Erhu, haven't seen you for a long time? Hey...oh, no wonder I think it's been so quiet these days, so it's because you're not here!" Jian Chi's eyes flickered slightly, as if he had suddenly realized.

"...Desolation! You really hurt my heart! My fragile young heart has been shattered! Even if it's not your brother, you can't be so indifferent!!!"

"Cut..." Jian Chi snorted and walked to his seat, "Why, you have been on leave for so long, what happened at home?"

Asked about this, Zuo Gu suddenly restrained his smile, and rubbed his head in distress, "Well, what should I say? It's a good thing, that is, my uncle who has been in a coma for more than ten years has woken up. So The old man told me to go back and have a look!"

"That's it, your uncle is really miserable." Huang Ni sighed a little.

"Ah, yes, my uncle couldn't move when he just woke up, and he is still in the hospital doing rehabilitation training, and he can't speak very clearly... So the old man and I are helping to take care of him, alas... The old man of my family is quite embarrassing, crying in the hospital with snot and tears." As if thinking of something, Zuo Gu's face became very embarrassed, and he scratched his short red hair randomly, "Oh...anyway My life during this time has been turned upside down, uh..."

"I said, your family is really good. One person has an accident, and everyone is called back to take care of it..." Huang Ni lowered his head slightly, with a touch of loneliness and sadness in his tone.

"...Actually, it's not... This matter is quite complicated..." Zuo Gu frowned, and was about to say something, but was stopped by the ringing of the class bell.

As if announcing his return to Ito Zuo Gua, the rebellion and Zuo Gua started the chasing scene that can be seen at any time in the past.Of course, he was left behind with his rebellious and nimble crutches again.With a flick of his hair, he ran into the cafeteria like a gust of wind, and found Xiye and the others.

"Desolation! Why are you running in such a hurry, Ito-kun is back today?" As soon as he sat down, he heard Tinya's question.

"Ah, yes, that guy in Erhu really can't turn his head around as always!" With a funny smile on his lips, Jian Chi said, "This guy is just funny, and the class will be lively as soon as he comes back... By the way, aren't the sheep here?" Looking around, the sheep, who usually takes the lead when it comes to eating, is actually not there.

"Ah, Yang said that he had to go through the formalities of going back and went to the staff room, so he asked us to eat first." Xi also explained.

"Hmm... It's really good to let the sheep postpone eating..." Yuezi shook his head helplessly, "The expression is very reluctant. It's more indifferent than before."

"Pfft haha! Speaking of which, that guy looks like the world is about to end, but he just didn't get to eat. It's too exaggerated!" Zai Tai laughed loudly while pounding his leg.

Huang Ni snorted, "I said, what right do you have to laugh at others? If I make you delay eating, I would like to see your expression." For Jian Chi's ironic tone, Zai was too unwilling to show weakness He stared and was about to say something, but was stopped by Xi Ye, "I said, really, you two should eat!"

Hearing Tinya's soft stop, Araki and Yata turned their heads with a "tsk" at the same time.

"I said... If the sheep guy goes back, no one will quarrel after he grows old, and I will return to the first place in the hatred list in Zaita's mind!" Jian Chi swallowed a mouthful of rice , spoke abruptly.

Zaita was stunned when he ate, "I never thought that I would feel lonely because the sheep returned to China~"

"Why, you mentioned this all of a sudden?" Xi also stopped eating and looked at Zaita in a daze. From his tone, he caught a trace of seriousness and loneliness.

"Well, how should I put it! At the beginning, I always wondered what this guy is!... In short, he made me very angry." He bowed his head uncomfortably and said in a muffled voice.

"Huh? Isn't it some kind of onion?"

"...Why did you remember those cataracts so clearly back then!" Zai Tai exclaimed angrily, "Cough, at the beginning I was very unconvinced and had a fight with him, which also made me understand him better gradually, and then... …Unknowingly, being with him has become a matter of course.”

"Tsk, this is called acquaintance without a fight."

"...Cataract, your literature is amazing!!!"

"That's it, thank you for the compliment."

"Who is praising you!"

"Hey, hey, it's quarreling again!" Xi also stopped them again, "Speaking of which, I am also, it will be very lonely if the sheep are not around. ...But, we think this way, it means that the sheep will feel more lonely, right? ?”

Zaita's domineering expression just faded away, "That's right, after that guy goes back, there won't be a guy with a cataract to quarrel with."

"..." Huang Ni fell silent, and quietly took a mouthful of rice.

However, it's like coming to a very quiet place in a lively environment, first you will not get used to it, and then you will feel deeply lonely.Just like her now, if she is allowed to return to the state of being alone and alone ten years ago, I am afraid it will not work.It's not that I'm afraid of loneliness, but I'm not used to it.

Suddenly, Yuezi raised a bright smile, "I said, I thought about it a little bit, what can we do for Yang before he returns home?"

"Things that can be done for him..." Xi also thought for a while, "The kind that can leave good memories?"

"Yeah, I want to smile and say good luck to him, and tell him that even though we are separated, our hearts are still connected." Her

The brown eyes are shining, "Time is running out, we have to think about it!"

Something to have fond memories of...

Jian Chi tilted his head, and calmly patted the table, "Yes, give him a cook, or pack the tin as well."

"...Hey, don't be joking!" Xi was stunned, and then said dumbfounded, "If you pack me up, what will you eat?... But when it comes to sheep, is it really a delicacy?"

Tsukiko tilted her head and thought for a while, "But if it comes to cooking, only tin is the best. It would be a bit meaningless if the four of us do something for him...! So how about this? ?While conducting astronomical observations, a farewell party is held at the same time."

Huang Ni nodded in agreement, "So, when is it better?"

"How about just the day before the return of the sheep! Give him a big surprise! I will make the arrangements! I will find a wonderful place!" Zaita clenched his fists excitedly.

"Ah! Great idea! Leave the food to me! I will make top-notch and delicious meals." Xi also agreed with a smile.

"Then, Huang Ni and I are in charge of planning, what kind of surprise should we give him!" Yuezi blinked mysteriously, "Ah, by the way, this must be kept a secret from Yang! This is the secret of the four of us." !"

Huang Ni nodded slowly, "Surprise... ah... I feel that I planned it so it shouldn't be called a surprise, and a shock should be more appropriate."

"Pfft... you also know about cataracts!"

"Cut, let's not talk about me first, it's better not to let go of your broken mouth!" Huang Tian gave him a slanted look.

They started again!

Xi also shook his head silently and helplessly.

That night, just as Huang Ni was about to rest, he heard a knock on the door.

"Huang Ni, it's me!" Hearing Yuezi's voice, Huang Ni just opened the door and saw a pair of raised rabbit ears.Yuezi was wearing a white rabbit hooded pajamas, holding a quilt in her arms.His expression was a little dazed, really like a little white rabbit that had lost its way.

I feel that if I took a photo of Yuezi and gave it to Yang, he would be very grateful to her!Huang Ni raised the corners of his mouth, thinking in such a wicked way.

"Huang Ni, can I sleep with you today?" Her clear eyes looked at Jianchi with watery eyes, and her soft and sweet voice made a pitiful coquettish, which made it impossible for insisting to refuse.

Subconsciously picked up the rabbit ears on her head, Huang Ni raised the corners of her mouth, "Okay!"

Although the beds in the dormitory are single beds, it is not a big problem to squeeze two girls.Both of them huddled under the quilt, neither fell asleep.

"Daiyue, are you here to tell me something?" Huang Ni looked up at the ceiling and suddenly asked her, "Well, let me take a guess, it's about sheep, right?"

"..." Yuezi's face seemed to be covered by the quilt, and after a while, a muffled voice came, "Desolation is so powerful."

"Hmph, I've known you for ten years, please..."

"That's it... that, actually, I still don't have any sense of reality about the sheep going back..." In the darkness, I couldn't see Yuezi's expression clearly, and I could only hear her anxiety in her voice, " The sheep that suddenly appeared in front of me has become a 'natural existence' in my mind without knowing it, and now he suddenly said that he was going to leave..."

"... Feeling very uneasy, right?" Huang Ni turned his head and looked at Yuezi.

On weekdays, the brightest, happiest, and carefree confinement confinement is pouring out her thoughts to her.Sure enough, no matter how well protected they are, there will always be uneasiness.

"Well..." The fluctuations of the voice were very clear in the quiet night, and Huang Ni could hear her muffled voice with a hint of choking, "This afternoon, I asked him if he must go back? He said , he hesitated, because every day with all of us is as important as the dream of studying astronomy with a family. The sheep looks very painful...but I really don't want the sheep to go back. Such a selfish thought ..."

"..." Jian Chi stared at the blank ceiling, "We all really don't want him to go back, don't we?"

"But, but...it's different, Huang Ni." Yuezi sniffed, his voice trembling slightly, "It feels like I've been left behind, and only I've been left behind..."

"...Hey, Daiyue, do you still remember Yang told us the purpose of coming here? It was to transfer to another school to see you. The 'I like confinement' that he usually talks about doesn't look like it's just a joke. .” Jian Chi murmured softly.

"I know...I've always known it, but I didn't take it seriously in my subconscious. Today the sheep said that he likes me, not like a friend...it's..."

"I have the same emotion as a lover for you, right! Well... I'm really tired of listening to you!" Jian Chi sighed, "Speaking of which, I would like to ask you. Since you already know If the sheep treats your emotions, then, how do you treat the sheep?"

"...I, I just don't know if I like sheep or not!" Yuezi said anxiously to Huang Ni with a nasal voice, "I don't know. Sheep said let me find the answer according to my heart. But, I don't know! I, I don't know... What to do, what to do!"

what to do?How do I know what to do!Huang Ni smiled wryly in his heart, "Well, there is no other way. I really have to rely on Yuezi to find out the answer. I have no way to tell Yuezi whether you like sheep or not... sorry."

"...so scared, so scared..." Yuezi nestled under the quilt, accompanied by a soft whimpering sound.

Jianchi touched the pair of rabbit ears exposed outside the quilt helplessly, "Hey, don't cry! Even if you don't know whether you like sheep or not, don't cry! Hey, Daiyue, I want to say, are you 'no? I know if I like her or not" or "I don't know if I should like him", huh?... Confinement is afraid of what to do after falling in love with Yang, afraid that Yang will return to China soon, afraid that you will fall in love with him now It's going to work out, is it? Huh?"

"I……"

"Well... it's really nerve-wracking, this kind of intimate sister's matter is really nerve-wracking, shouldn't this all be said by Youxi! Oh, I said something superfluous. In short, be brave and think about it. Daiyue. I think, just relying on the fact that the sheep transferred from thousands of miles to come here just to see you, no matter how far away he is, his emotions will fade away! So, don’t be afraid, what does your heart tell you Woolen cloth?"

"me……"

……

——"I, I... like sheep."

Although she spoke very lightly, she was exceptionally clear.

Huang Ni breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, and finally said it.Sometimes, even bystanders can't clear it up, they can only remind it.The real answer must be experienced by oneself, not what others say.Yuezi said earlier that when it felt like he was the only one left behind, Huang Ni knew the general idea.

"Thank you, Huang Ni...Thank you...I, really, am too cowardly...Even if I admit that I like sheep, I have to rely on Huang Ni's help. Fortunately, there is Huang Ni." Yuezi leaned over , rubbing his head against Huang Ni's arm.

"Well... so, what is Yuezi going to do? Should he keep it in his heart, or tell Yang?" If Yuezi confessed, Yang would never refuse.If they are together, although the distance is a little farther, she believes that the relationship between two people will not be worn away by distance and time.

"I want to be brave! The sheep also said that if you don't say what you like, it's meaningless! I want to tell the sheep, and I, too, like him..."

There was a smile on the corner of Huang Ni's mouth, "Well, good, come on, Stay Moon!", if both parties are not afraid.Even if the distance is far away, it is not a problem.

"Well... I'm so stupid, because I'm timid and uneasy about the future... I almost judged my mind wrongly... If I were rebellious, I wouldn't be like this..." Yuezi closed her eyes and said, words It became lighter and lighter, and finally there was no sound.

Hearing the comforting and even breathing sound from his side, Huang Ni sighed and closed his eyes, but he didn't feel sleepy at all.

Daiyue, in fact, she is also timid...

The timid ones dare not think about it, dare not confirm it, and the timid ones dare not admit it even when they know what they want.

I would rather deceive myself and deceive myself that it does not exist, and desperately suppress this kind of feeling that more and more wants to rush to my heart like a creeper, and treat that person...

She is the one who is really weak.

—she who thirsts for springs,

——Once contaminated, I want to beg for everything.

——Rather than that, I would rather never ask for it.

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