Huang Shang gl

I read in the middle of the night, as if I had considered for a long time before writing, maybe it was a whim, when my brain was blank or even powerless, I missed you uncontrollably, and my thoughts were crazily stretching out, I missed you, I missed you so much.

Dust-covered in the corner, the memory I dare not touch, is the thought that can be flooded by just recalling it lightly, I know, I still can't let you go.The clips about you are replaying in my mind over and over again. I told you that I have long forgotten those. I know this is just the worst lie I lied to myself to hurt you. How could I forget?I can't forget.Just like I can think of you once said, "I don't have many clear memories, but you are in every fragment, time is condensed into amber, and the time can't tell the sequence." The light in your eyes at that time is the light in my life. Unforgettable longing.I think, if I want to forget you, I will forget all my memories of the past three months, even if it is amnesia, I think, I can't let you go...

Countless nights without you, I used to be like now, hopeless and confused, darkness and decadence are intertwined in the days without you, I really almost collapsed, how many things I saw through my eyes, how many things did I see through you? Can't see it, obsession, it's all obsession!All the heartache and heartbeat turned into powder, I watched us torment each other, but we still insisted on going our own way, maybe this is fate?I met the right person, but not at the right time...

Maybe only in the dead of night, like now; maybe only when my heart is ashamed, like now; maybe only when I’m drunk, like now, I can think of you unscrupulously, like a child who lost a toy , whispering your name, over and over again.

I still like you very much, like a moss-covered rock, stubborn.

The last stroke of Tang Wanchai's head phoenix, lovesickness becomes a disease, I have written again and again, lovesickness becomes a devil.

I think we have missed it, we have missed it again and again, hey, I haven't said goodbye to you personally, I really will never see you again.

I am a forgetful person, I thought I forgot everything related to you, only to find out——

I am so forgetful when I get old, but I never forget lovesickness...

I'm still whispering your name, I'm curled up in the dark, the night is cold, I'm tired, I want to sleep here, with all our good dreams, I don't want to wake up, you, can you not go?The days and nights without you are too long, I'm tired of being so long, I think about you every moment, baby, I really miss you...

The author has something to say: There are still a few days to come back...