stubborn miss

The mist is heavy, death is dressed in a light veil, dancing lightly, whispering in a low voice, tempting every human being who hears her words.More and more people stared blankly, walking towards the goddess of death singing in a low voice.He shook everyone who passed him vigorously: Wake up, wake up!People didn't respond, just walked straight away with happy smiles on their faces.The Goddess of Death's sharp eyes shot at him, it was a warning, a threat, a silent threat!His mouth was sealed with mud, and his body was chained to a big tree. No one can disturb the invitation of death!

"You are so prone to nightmares." Lin Zhongli looked at him worriedly.

Panting heavily, Wu Shaoyan snatched the water cup brought by Lin Zhongli, and gulped it several times.

"I think it's probably because of staying in the hospital." Here, there is always the breath of death.Wu Shaoyan put the water glass on the bedside table.

"The doctor said that he can be discharged from the hospital in a few days." The man thoughtfully fanned him.

"Don't you have to go to work? Run here every day?"

"Fortunately."

Lin Zhongli is a forensic doctor.This is what he heard from Officer Wei.

"Actually, he has been very busy recently. Just a few days after your accident, a gangster who traded in organs was reported to Duan, and only twenty or thirty corpses were dug up. Don't mention how creepy it is. Don't look at him so energetic , Actually, the candle burns at both ends, it's really hard work." Wei Haozhi said while eating a banana.Even though he was so busy, Lin Zhongli still came here every day, with serious dark circles under his eyes, yawning non-stop, busy with Wu Shaoyan.The air conditioner is broken, and I need someone to fix it.Wu Shaoyan's clothes are bought by men these days, and men also take them home to wash.Sometimes I even ask the little policeman in the police station to make soup for him, saying that it will heal faster.

When Lin Zhongli was at work, Officer Wei would sometimes come over.Since the murder weapon was found, Officer Wei came over from time to time to tell him about the progress of the case, hoping that he could think of something.The shape of the bottom of the brass candlestick matched the wound on Lu Zhansheng's head very well. A little blood remained on the interface of the chassis and was found out by sharp-eyed inspectors, but half of the fingerprints on the candlestick could not be found, which was obviously treated by someone. .In fact, his suspicions began to plummet after the murder weapon was found. The murderer was obviously very careful. Unlike him, the whole house smelled of him.

But he couldn't forget, couldn't forget that dream.These days, every time Wu Shaoyan fell asleep, he would start to have nightmares, and the dreams seemed to be his past memories.Originally, he wanted to tell them in Lin Zhongli, but an inexplicable feeling stopped him.He was afraid that the dream was real, he was afraid that he would really kill someone, and he was afraid of seeing those expectant eyes turn to disappointment.At the same time, I feel very unwilling, why is he, I feel that my past self is smiling sinisterly behind me, asking him to bear the consequences for everything.So he deceived himself that those were dreams, just dreams.

The fan in the man's hand was about to fall to the ground, but he didn't realize it, and was still nestled on the chair.The man's head sank more and more, almost touching his thigh.

Wu Shaoyan wanted to wake up the man, but was afraid of disturbing his good sleep in the forest.In fact, he felt very guilty for working so hard in the forest these days.Because he has no memory, Lin Zhongli is just someone he has known for a few days, no different from a stranger.Such a person chooses to trust unconditionally when he has serious suspicions, and even goes around for him.It really makes people feel that they owe a lot to men.He wanted to ask about the past so that he could remember quickly.But every time he was asked about it, Lin Zhongli always dismissed him with the phrase "heal the injury first".For so many days, no one came here except Lin Zhongli and Officer Wei.Officer Wei did not know him before his accident. He wanted to know more, but there was no one he could ask.

Seeing him staggering in the forest, about to fall off the chair, Wu Shaoyan sat up, trying to help him adjust his sleeping position.At this time, the fan in the man's hand finally fell off, and when he heard the sound, Lin Zhongli stood up straight.

The man stretched after waking up, and rubbed his face vigorously with both hands.

"I said you, go back to sleep. You are dozing off without any image. I really feel guilty. If your little policewoman sees you like this, the heart of the pregnant girl will not be broken." Land." For so many days, he drank quite a lot of soup made by the little policeman. The big bone soup, chicken soup, and pork rib soup were all stewed crispy, not fishy, ​​not greasy, not greasy.Lin Zhongli looks good, and it really makes the little policeman do these things with so much heart.By the way, that pretty face won the hearts of a group of nurses in the hospital.

Lin Zhongli shook his head and stood up, "I'm fine. The weather has been bad recently, and you haven't been out yet. Today I came to accompany you to relax. I just happened to be full of sleep, so let's go for a walk together."

There are not many people in the small park, and a few children are playing hide-and-seek in the garden.Pushing a wheelchair in the forest, Wu Shaoyan sat on it with a helpless face, "The doctor said that I can use crutches. After eating and sleeping for so many days, I still have to sit in a wheelchair for such a short distance. It's almost useless!"

"You haven't healed well yet, and the doctor also told you to go to the field as little as possible. You are so careless, and the injury is slow to heal. When will you be discharged from the hospital?"

Because of the nightmare, he really counted the days on his fingers, hoping to get out sooner.Sometimes, when I was really overwhelmed, I would lean on crutches and take a walk in the corridor.I didn't tell Lin Zhongli about this, the man saw it all.Really, I don't know which nurse betrayed him.

The two of them were walking, a girl was avoiding the pursuit of other children, bumped into Wu Shaoyan head-on and fell.He was anxious to help the child up.But the girl quickly clapped her hands and got up. Who would have thought that she just stood still and said to Wu Shaoyan angrily, "Don't block my way, you will make me lose." slip away.The other children ran over one by one, playing and playing.Wu Shaoyan suddenly had a sense of sight, and in his memory, there were also some children's silver bell-like laughter and noises.He was very surprised and turned his head, "Lin Zhongli, am I married?"

Lin Zhongli's expression was very strange, "Why do you ask such a question?"

"No, it's nothing, I'm just thinking about it."

"No, at least as far as I know, no."

Wu Shaoyan's thoughts became chaotic for a while, just now, a picture flashed in his mind, a little girl in a white dress called him "Daddy".

Why did he have a daughter if he was not married?What about the child's mother?Where are they now?Why did he have an accident, but no one came to see him?

"Family" is actually a very unfamiliar word to him. When a person loses his memory, he urgently needs an identity that only belongs to him in the world to prove his past existence.For him, judging from his past and the current situation, there is almost nothing left to make him feel at ease.No matter how good the forest is, they are just friends after all, and shouldn't family members be the ones who will accompany each other at all times?If he had a family, at least his heart would not be so uneasy.I feel that my current peaceful life seems to be borrowed from God, and one day, it will be returned.

"What are you thinking?" Lin Zhongli's voice sounded from behind.

"It's a stupid idea, don't mention it."

"It's okay, I want to hear it."

Wu Shaoyan hesitated again and again, "I was thinking, what would it be like if I had a family?"

The wheelchair stopped moving, Lin Zhongli walked up to him, bent down and looked at him, "Family, isn't it right in front of your eyes?"

"what?"

"Isn't it good for me to be your family member?" Lin Zhongli's eyes were dim, full of emotions he couldn't read.The man's eyes were a little bloodshot due to the prolonged rotation, and a new beard was growing on his chin.In fact, if you only look at the facial features, Lin Zhongli looks very good-looking, with long and narrow red phoenix eyes, a high nose bridge, and long eyelashes. The shadow cast by the sun blinks and blinks.But now there is only one word written on the whole face, tired.He couldn't help but caressed Lin Zhongli's eyes.In an instant, he found that the man's facial features were so familiar, as if he had painted them hundreds of times in his mind.Wu Shaoyan's heart suddenly beat fast, and at that moment he was convinced that he must have been very close to the man in the past.

"So you can tell me directly if you have anything to do. Don't hold back. Don't be afraid of getting sick."

"I do not……"

"Why have you been having nightmares lately? What scares you so much? Why don't you say a word to me?"

because of you.If they were really that close, how would they treat him who committed a crime?Wu Shaoyan clasped both hands vigorously, avoiding Lin Zhongli's sight.

"You didn't tell me, how did we know each other, what do you do, what do I do, you didn't tell me anything, did you?" He had to ask Officer Wei in a circumstantial way to get any bits and pieces of information .

"Is the past important?"

"Of course. You didn't lose your memory, you didn't know my panic at all. What if I really killed someone, what kind of person I am, and how I survived, these have no answers!"

"You wouldn't kill. That's impossible."

Lin Zhongli pursed his lips and stood up, "Let's go, I'll take you back to your room."

He came to the room with only black and white again.This should be Lu Zhansheng's room.The difference from last time was that Lu Zhansheng was sitting on the sofa opposite him, staring at him with burning eyes.

"Daddy!" a voice called to him.That was the girl that flashed in his mind, standing on the carpet where Lu Zhansheng lay on when he died.

"Dad, why don't you save me, I hurt so much, I hurt so much!" The girl's eyes turned into black holes, and the white skirt was stained with bright red blood, more and more until the whole skirt turned red.He wanted to save the girl, but found himself unable to move.The floor under my feet became as soft as mud and slowly sank downward.He wanted to struggle to climb up, but Lu Zhansheng hugged his leg tightly.The man shook his empty head, blood flowed down Lu Zhansheng's forehead and into his eyes, covering his entire face.Lu Zhansheng smiled frantically: Come down!Come down!That voice, sharp and ear-piercing, was like the devil screaming in the ear of the about-to-be sinner.

Wu Shaoyan opened his eyes in the middle of the night, Lin Zhongli had already gone back, and the entire ward was empty.After throwing the quilt to the ground, he hugged the quilt and shrank into a corner by the wall.He is like a driftwood floating in the ocean, and the wall is the last straw.

The next day, when Lin Zhongli came, he saw Wu Shaoyan huddled in the corner, the man sighed, and squatted down, "Let's go home, shall we?