stubborn miss

"Dad, how could you—" Lin Zhongli's words were lost as soon as he spoke. He didn't expect this kind of thing to happen, and he didn't know how to face it calmly.He turned his head to look at Wu Shaoyan, who clasped his hands on his knees tightly and said nothing.The panic in his eyes and the clasping and trembling of his hands betrayed the man's uneasy heart.If he were Wu Shaoyan, what would he think?His friend's father and his own mother... God, he panicked when he thought of Wu Shaoyan's possible reaction.

"I didn't intend to let you know. I thought I'd keep it from you until the end of your college entrance examination. It's just..."

It's just that there are always talkative people coming to muddy the water which is not very clear.

Wu Shaoyan stood up and said to Lin Zhongli, "Ali, go and see your mother. I have something to say to my uncle alone."

He wanted to say something at first, but after seeing Wu Shaoyan's firm eyes, he changed his mind.

"...Okay." He ran away, because there was a confusing future that he couldn't imagine and didn't want to know.

Lin Zhongli opened the bedroom door, the light was very dim, he could only see a narrow bump on the bed, he stayed at the door for a while, and after gradually getting used to the darkness, he tiptoed to his mother.A corner of the mother's quilt was lifted, and he raised his hand to help her tuck the corner of the quilt, and then discovered a very obvious strangeness - he did not hear the sound of breathing from his mother.People who are asleep should be different from usual, and the sound of breathing will be obvious.Mother's, on the other hand, was so weak that it was almost inaudible.

"Mom? Mom?" He tried to shake his mother, but her shoulders felt cold, and she couldn't wake up no matter how much she shook.After turning on the bedside lamp, he realized what had happened.On the floor beside the bed, there was already a small piece of blood that was still expanding, and he stepped on it with half of his foot.Beside the bloodstains, there was a razor blade gleaming coldly under the lamp.He lifted the quilt, and the hand under his mother was hanging on the edge of the bed. Blood was continuously flowing from the wound on the wrist, soaking the sheet and the quilt covering it.

"Dad! Dad!" He hurriedly yelled to his father, holding his mother's bleeding wound with his hand.Don't die, don't die, don't die... Lin Zhongli murmured in a panic in his heart. He suddenly seemed to understand the importance of his family to him, and suddenly seemed to understand the disguise his parents had placed on him—he would rather pretend than this, the bloody truth .After hearing the sound, the father who rushed over saw the tragedy, and immediately carried his mother on his back, "Hurry up and take your mother to the hospital and find the car keys."

"Okay!" He helped his mother, who was being carried by his father, to go out. Wu Shaoyan, who was standing at the door of the bedroom and saw the blood on the ground, suddenly fainted on the ground.

"Xiaoyan?" He quickly helped Wu Shaoyan up and patted his face.

"He's probably bleeding. Give me the car keys. I'll go to the hospital. You stay with him at home." Father spoke extremely fast.

After seeing off his father, Lin Zhongli had time to take care of Wu Shaoyan who had just been supported by the wall by him.The floor of the house was covered with blood spots left by my mother and panicked footprints stained with blood.He sat next to Wu Shaoyan on the bloodless floor. After a while, Wu Shaoyan, who had his eyes closed, spoke. "Your father and your mother left?"

"Yeah." Lin Zhongli also followed Wu Shaoyan's example, putting his hands on his knees, resting his head on the wall and closing his eyes.How could mother do such a thing?Mother usually doesn't really look like she has such strong feelings that she can be overwhelmed like that.

"...I'm sorry." Wu Shaoyan's voice broke the silent silence at home.

Um?for what?

"What are you apologizing for? This matter has nothing to do with you!" He didn't understand why Wu Shaoyan apologized.

Wu Shaoyan withdrew his head leaning against the wall, "That day, my mother was beaten by my father just after entering the door. She knocked her mouth on the door panel and lost three teeth. I went out to find my uncle who hadn't left yet, and asked him to take me. Mom went to the hospital."

"I didn't tell my uncle about my family's situation. I just wanted to ask him to save my mother so that she could escape from my father temporarily. I'm sorry, I didn't expect that things would turn out like this."

That's why his father was hesitant to talk to him that day?

"Cut." He smiled wryly, "Really? What does that matter." Anyway, my father's heart was never on my mother.

"It has nothing to do with you, what should come, will always come." He got up and stretched out his hand to Wu Shaoyan, pulling the man up.

"What you do is just one of countless possibilities."

Wu Shaoyan grabbed his hand and stood up.

"Is it better?" Wu Shaoyan was dizzy, and he didn't have a chance to know before.

"Yeah." Wu Shaoyan looked at the floor, "Let me wipe the floor for you!"

"Don't, what if you faint again!" This kind of thing was what he should do. "Just sit on the sofa."

They found mops and buckets in the forest, and dragged the blood on the floor little by little. "What did you say to my dad just now?"

He was still a little curious. "Please don't see my mom again in the future. If my dad knows about this, my mom won't be able to live."

"That's right." He tried to come up with a perfect solution, but with his current status, there were too few things he could do.

"Ali." Wu Shaoyan came to him at some point and called his name.

"what happened?"

"I will never see you again."

His mopping motion stopped. "……Why?"

"I don't have that face."

He panicked and threw the mop on the ground, "Didn't I already tell you? This has nothing to do with you!"

"How could it have nothing to do with me! Your family is so harmonious and warm, but I destroyed it!"

"no……"

"It's all my fault... I'm sorry... I'm sorry..."

"Xiaoyan, you're right, you're right." Lin Zhongli patted Wu Shaoyan on the shoulder to comfort him, Wu Shaoyan continued talking as if he didn't hear it. "If it wasn't for me...if it wasn't for me...things wouldn't be like this...it wouldn't be." Wu Shaoyan was still reading with his arms around his shoulders, as if he had fallen into his own world.

No no no no.

Seeing that Xiaoyan ignored his words, he suddenly roared, "It's all fake!"

"What...fake?" Wu Shaoyan seemed to wake up suddenly, and asked.

Great, finally got Wu Shaoyan out of that state.

"Xiaoyan, listen." He held Wu Shaoyan's shoulders, "All of this has nothing to do with you. My parents have been in harmony for a long time. In fact, I think my mother's reaction is very strange. My mother Usually, I really don’t value my dad that much. They both wash their clothes separately. The two of them don’t have any feelings at all. It was the same in front of you that day, and it was the same in front of me as usual. They were all pretending! You didn't destroy anything, our family is not a happy family in the first place."

"Why do you say that? Even if they are pretending, at least they are willing to pretend in front of you, willing to pretend to be happy, so as not to hurt you. Now, everything can't go back."

Wu Shaoyan's voice trembled, "They can no longer pretend to be happy."

"I'm sorry... I will stay away from you, and I will beg them not to meet again, so that my aunt will not do this kind of thing because of our family... I'm sorry... I'm sorry..." Wu Shaoyan couldn't stop apologizing to him , said every word humblely.Apart from apologizing, the man seemed to have no other words in his mouth.

I'm so annoying.

It's annoying to make them parents like this.

Now this irreversible situation is annoying.

Wu Shaoyan who was speaking so humblely in front of him made him even more irritated.

"I'm sorry, I..." Wu Shaoyan was about to continue apologizing, but he couldn't bear it anymore, he bullied him, pushed Wu Shaoyan to the wall behind him, and firmly blocked the man's unstoppable words. "

"Hmm..." Wu Shaoyan struggled, resisted, and pushed him hard against the man's chest.He held the man's hand tightly, and kept pestering Wu Shaoyan with his mouth.

He rubbed Wu Shaoyan's lips hard, regardless of his skills, he just wanted to occupy the space in Wu Shaoyan's mouth.Gradually, he tasted the smell of blood. He didn't know whose blood was from the two of them, seeping alternately between his lips and tongue.

Wu Shaoyan's strength was great, but he still tried his best to lock the man's hand, body, and legs, so that there was no gap between the man and him.He hugged Wu Shaoyan tightly, and said earnestly into the man's left ear, "Please... don't leave me..." His voice contained many pleadings, and he only hoped that it could reach the man along the left ear go with your heart.

"I fell in love with you..."

Ah, said it.

I didn't intend to let Wu Shaoyan know his intentions like this.

"This...impossible...we...are all men..."

Wu Shaoyan said quietly, "This is not normal..."

hehehe...

what is normalWhat is abnormal?That is just a vague definition of what people know.

He had put that behind him long before he discovered his feelings.His heart will not obey his command, and he likes to move freely, so he has no choice but to follow the flow.Because when he found out, he had followed his heart to a place where he could not turn back.

There is Wu Shaoyan in that place.

As long as that person is there, that's enough.

He stroked Wu Shaoyan's chest, then took the man's hand and pressed it to his chest, ah... the heart passed through the ribs, muscles and skin, vibrating under their hands.

"Look, our hearts beat just as fast."

He grabbed Wu Shaoyan's hand that he wanted to get rid of, "Does this mean that you have a slight liking for me?

Wu Shaoyan withdrew his hand, eyes flustered, and ran away again.

Standing there, he heard the door slam shut behind him.

And then, that turned out to be the last time they met eight years ago.

The next day, Wu Shaoyan's family seemed to have evaporated and never came back.