stubborn miss

uh...so dry throat...

He rubbed his head on the bed, swallowing his saliva.

"Huh? Thirsty?" A voice approached from afar, as if asking him.

"Thirst..." He spoke weakly in a dry voice, his voice was so subtle that he couldn't detect the vibration of his vocal cords.

He straightened his face lying on his side with one hand, and immediately, the cool water entered his mouth through the other two lips that were pressed against him.

"Hmm..." Thirsty, he raised his head eagerly for the moisture in the man's mouth, and even couldn't help but want to raise his hand to pull the man's head closer to him.

Just as Wu Shaoyan's hand stretched out, it touched the other hand, and the fingers of that hand intertwined with his, pushing him back to the pillow, restricting his freedom.

The water has long been drunk, and the heat between the two of them is rising little by little. He doesn't think about whether he is thirsty or not. This kind of heat makes his whole body ache, like a person who has been dry for a long time. Arrived at Ganlin.

Is it a dream?or real?

He didn't have the energy to think about it.The man let go of him gradually, "Do you want to sleep? Let's sleep again..."

Wu Shaoyan entered a dream where he was struggling to wake up.

The woman in the photo I saw before came to him holding Lin Zhongli's arm.

"Xiaoyan, long time no see." Lin Zhongli looked at him with joy, but with a sense of alienation, like an old friend whose friendship has gradually faded. "I forgot to tell you, I'm married!" The man held the woman's hand, and the rings on their ring fingers were shining brightly, making him want to escape so dazzlingly.

"Really?...Congratulations..." He tried his best to tear away his smile, wondering if it was uglier than crying.

The man didn't care about this, and pushed his shoulder, "Go to my house for dinner another day!" After speaking, he walked past him talking and laughing with the woman.

Wu Shaoyan didn't even have a reason to keep that man.

He held his hands tightly, suppressing his urge to chase and pull the two of them apart.

"Why are you jealous!" After the two walked away, he said to himself with a wry smile.

"This is the result of your choice, why should you be sad?"

Wu Shaoyan woke up suddenly in the early hours of the morning.Maybe it was the dream that made him long to wake up, maybe he realized that his freedom to turn over seemed to be restricted.

When he was tortured by the dream, he subconsciously wanted to move his body, only to discover this strangeness.My hands and feet can only move very little. I can't do anything except up, down, left, and right, and I can't even get up.

After opening his eyes, the surroundings were dark, and he couldn't see anything clearly. He could only tell from the crickets outside that he couldn't see something before dawn.His hands vigorously explored the wrists that restricted his freedom, and touched a fluffy thing on the wrists of both hands.What's this?

"Handcuffs." After receiving the answer, he suddenly realized that he had spoken the question.

What handcuffs and hair?

No no no, that's not the point.

Why was he handcuffed? !

He remembered that he seemed to be drinking with that kind and amiable doctor with red wine bad nose before the fragment!what happened?

Wait a minute, just now...it seems...someone is talking...

"Who's there?" After Wu Shaoyan got used to the darkness, he saw a dark figure in the shape of a human being faintly visible on the sofa two meters away from the bed by the window.

"What? I haven't seen you for three years, can't you even hear my voice?"

Wu Shaoyan suddenly recalled that the doctor's face had changed into that of Lin Zhongli in front of him.

"...Ali?" Impossible, isn't Ali supposed to be in China, maybe even married?

"Am I still dreaming?" Oh, that's great, he actually escaped from a nightmare to a sweet dream.

"What if I say, this is not a dream?" Lin Zhongli got up and approached Wu Shaoyan who was tied to the bed with sex handcuffs and couldn't move.Then, they got closer and closer to Wu Shaoyan until their foreheads touched.

Sensing the real person's heat, Wu Shaoyan retreated quickly as if he had been scalded, and hit his head against the baffle behind the bed, and let out a suppressed snort.

"Heh..." Lin Zhongli chuckled, "Why are you so reckless, are you surprised?"

Lin Zhongli turned the knob of the bedside lamp, and the dim light lit up little by little. Seeing Wu Shaoyan in his line of sight, his eyes widened in surprise.

It's true...in the forest...with heat and temperature, sitting beside the bed, smiling slightly in the forest.

Wu Shaoyan thought of the unpleasant dream and the uncomfortable photo.

Before he regained consciousness completely, his first reaction when he saw a real person became "Congratulations..."

The man raised his eyebrows and looked at him, "Is this what you're going to say after meeting me? Congratulations? Congratulations for what?"

"Congratulations on your marriage..." He took it along, and then realized that he had confused dreams with reality.And with his brain just waking up and with a hangover, it was rotten like mud, he couldn't make sense of anything, and he didn't even realize what he was talking about.

"Me? Marriage?" The man rubbed his chin with an inscrutable expression on his face, "Do you care?"

He opened his mouth, but said nothing.Where is the qualification to care about it or not?The relationship between the two of them is unclear, what identity should they care about?

No, no, why is the focus of today always biased.

Wu Shaoyan blinked, and finally asked the right question, "Why are you here?"

"Answer my question first." Lin Zhongli ignored his words, "If, tell you, I'm married, would you care?"

He habitually avoided the man's gaze, "Where am I qualified to care about it..."

The man pinched his chin forcibly, so that the two people's eyes met.

"The three words 'I care' are difficult? It is difficult to admit that you like me? You have never said the three words I want to hear the most. Are those words difficult?"

He blushed, "I... when will I like..." Oh, damn it, his blue sketchbook is in the forest, isn't it!When people are weak, even their belongings will sell themselves!After recovering his memory, he completely forgot all about this, what should he do, how can he pass this level?

"Why on earth are you here?"

Changing the topic, changing the topic, this is the point, and why does this person in Lin Zhongli keep biasing him.

He suddenly remembered another thing, Dr. Fox turned into Lin Zhongli, what about the initiation ceremony?

"Xiaoyan, do you know that you turn very bluntly?" Lin Zhongli smiled, but in his eyes there was always a feeling that "the mountain is about to come and the wind is all over the building".

"Let me ask for an explanation." Lin Zhongli still didn't let go, even though he turned his head to get rid of the man's grip. "You obviously cared about me for so many years before, and it's only been three years, and you have moved on?"

"Don't you know it's dangerous here? What about the initiation ceremony? Did you draw blood?" His head was a little clear, and he finally asked what he wanted to ask since he saw Lin Zhongli.

Lin Zhongli used his other hand to hold him who was about to move around, "Answer my question first, otherwise, I have a lot of time to spend with you slowly."

... what did he hear?Empathy?What kind of love is transferred, where does the love come from? !

"Answer me first if you have drawn blood!"

The man approached him and bit his lower lip, "Xiaoyan, do you know that a person who is angry is the worst thing to mess with?" The man lifted the quilt he was covering, and he was surprised that the clothes on his body had been shattered at some point. In addition to clean. "Especially... a person who has been angry for three years."

"Please, answer me first, did you draw blood?" Wu Shaoyan's voice was pleading, what should I do if blood was drawn?

"Didn't I stay with you all night? What blood?"

He took a deep breath, okay.But, if "Dr. Fox" didn't draw blood, how did the initiation ceremony end?

When he was thinking wildly, he was suddenly fed another sip of water by Lin Zhongli. He was unprepared and choked on the water seriously.

"Cough cough cough cough, what are you doing?"

Lin Zhongli looked at him and smiled seductively, "You talk too much, add something to you, and the conversation can proceed as I wish." The man approached his ear and licked, "You know, in the past three years, How angry am I, how sick am I? How desperate I am when I think you're dead, how angry I am when I hear you're alive."

Wu Shaoyan's body became hotter and hotter, and he wanted to touch himself, but he couldn't do anything - he almost couldn't hold back the self who was about to speak out, "...you...what did you feed me?"

Putting his index finger on Wu Shaoyan's mouth, "Shh - don't worry, it's safe. I'm just seeing you angry..." He felt Lin Zhongli's hand wandering over him, "I want to bully you well .”

"Don't yell too loudly, you don't want those people to see you like you are now!" Wherever Lin Zhongli's hand went, it seemed as if a fire was lit there.

"Hmm..." Wu Shaoyan bit his lips and grunted, his teeth were pried open by a finger. "Don't bite your lip, I will still feel bad when you are hurt."

He looked at the man's lips when he was talking, the power of the medicine and longing made him yearn for everything about the man.

The man looked at him and smiled lowly, "Do you want me to help you?"

"Do you want it?" Lin Zhongli who spoke close to his ear caused his whole body to tremble.

Those words overwhelmed his reason, and he surrendered long ago.

"To..." He longed for the man's warmth.

"Then, you have to satisfy me first." The man who heard the answer smiled with satisfaction, "Tell me, what do you think of me?"

Hi... the words I wanted to say came to my lips, but were blocked back again.Those were words that he didn't even say when he lost his memory, and he shouldn't say it now.

He turned his face away, "No...how do you think..."

"...Really..." The man's voice contained anger.

"It's okay, the night... is still long! Let's go slowly, slowly."

The man's hand reached out to his most sensitive part, and when Wu Shaoyan could not hold back his voice, he firmly blocked his mouth.

The crickets outside the window were singing one after another, but the sky was still too dark to distinguish the clouds and stars.

The light was turned off by the man, and the silence in the blinded room could only hear the unbearable and dull creaking of the bed boards, and the increasingly rapid breathing between them.

Wu Shaoyan felt that the center of gravity of the man's body was oppressing him a little bit.

Yeah, it's bound to be an unbearable, long night...

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