stubborn miss

Is his blood running out?It feels like the road in front of me is becoming more and more blurred.That person should be fine.He wanted to run to prove his idea himself, but his leg was in severe pain.Blood dripped from his hair, blocking his vision.The surrounding area was filled with darkness, surrounded by many people, he wanted to yell loudly and tell the group of people to call the police.The helpless thing is that the voice can't utter anything except a hoarse "ahah".I'm so tired... I can't hold on anymore.That's it, it's a good thing to end this life without God's favor.Before he was about to lose consciousness, he saw the man's bright smile.Heh, he smiled wryly, what is this?Preferential treatment on the dying day?

Goodbye, cruel and dark world.Goodbye, the only shining light in this world, my favorite, you.

Ever since he peeped into Lin Zhongli's privacy that day, Wu Shaoyan never dared to meet Lin Zhongli face to face.When the man wakes up in the morning, he pretends to be asleep; at night, he nests at the door and returns when the lights are off.Yes, he is cowardly.It's not that Wu Shaoyan didn't imagine the scene of the two confronting each other, and also considered the reason why the man lied to him.Qing Sheng said that he didn't know anything, so he worked for that black company for a few months.Maybe it's because Qingsheng is young, so he can't see what's there.So, what about him, is he the same, helping that black company without knowing anything, transporting things that hurt one person and then save another person?In this regard, Wu Shaoyan's thought was that he might know some inside information, but he still did things against his conscience.Then how to explain that something happened to the black company, but he was fine?Therefore, he thought of that person, did Lin Zhongli help him secretly?

The guests were almost gone, Wu Shaoyan was cleaning and saw an extra wallet on the ground.After picking it up, in order to determine the identity of the owner, he opened the wallet.Inside was a yellowed black and white photo of a family of four.The father wore glasses and a Chinese tunic suit, and sat on a chair in a dignified manner.Next to the father, sat a curly-haired, graceful mother in a cheongsam.In addition, there are two children, the older one is standing behind and smiling slightly, and the younger one is in the arms of parents, looking at the camera with a mournful face.Familiar, um, very familiar, who is it?

"How does it feel to peep into other people's privacy?" Qing Sheng whispered in his ear.Heartbroken, thinking of the bad thing he did a few days ago, Wu Shaoyan's hand became unsteady, and he almost dropped his wallet.He looked at Qing Sheng, then at the photo, and suddenly realized that he looked familiar.He raised the wallet in his hand and compared the photo with Qing Sheng.Strange to say, that kid looks more like Lu Zhansheng, but the older one looks a lot like Qingsheng.That person looked much younger than Qing Sheng, behind his parents, smiling brightly.

"Give it back to me when you've seen enough!" Qing Sheng snatched the wallet and said with a smile, "How about it? I'm the most handsome, right?"

"Which one is you?" Wu Shaoyan asked.that kid?It doesn't look like it.

"The most handsome one is me!"

"Come on, you are the only one who hasn't grown up yet, and you are still frowning, how handsome is it?"

"Hmph, just wait and see, when I grow up, I must be a handsome guy who is super invincible in the universe!"

Speaking of which, Qing Sheng and Lu Zhansheng are really brothers.I just didn't expect that the two brothers would switch their looks as they got older. Genes are really a magical thing.

He thought of the dead Lu Zhansheng, "Xiaoqing, there is something about your brother that I must let you know."

"I don't want to hear it. There is nothing to say about a dead person." Qing Sheng interrupted him. "What I want to hear more is the matter between you and that brother. How is the progress recently, have you asked clearly about the matter?"

Wu Shaoyan's face collapsed. Where did the progress come from?Wu Shaoyan told Qingsheng about the group photo he found in Lin Zhongli's room, but he didn't talk about the sketchbook, so what, he felt guilty.

"Does that brother like you? There is a photo of the two of you in the room, oh~ goosebumps are about to arise." Qing Sheng held his chin and said something abruptly.

He shook his hand holding the water glass, "Don't talk nonsense, there are so many gays." But he couldn't stop thinking about the cowhide notebook.

"Hey..." Qing Sheng leaned over and whispered in his ear, "Do you want to go somewhere with me? Will you discover a new continent?"

Wu Shaoyan pushed Qing Sheng's smiling face away. "Forget it, I'm afraid of being maimed by yours."

The one from Qingsheng is a fitness trainer with a strong physique and not much expression on his face.Last time after Qingsheng got off work, her boyfriend was waiting at the door of the restaurant.Seeing him, he just nodded his head slightly as a greeting, then led Qing Sheng into the car, and left in the dust.

Looking at that scene, he shook his head, youth is so good!Who did you spend your youth with and what did you do?Lin Zhongli's face appeared in his mind, but was desperately erased.Don't think too much, if things are really as you think, then he is a big trouble for Lin Zhongli.

Trouble, it's better to get rid of it early, and it's better to uproot it before a more troublesome situation occurs.

"You seem to be very busy recently?" Lin Zhongli was wearing blue silk pajamas, leaning against the door of the room where he lived, and said coolly.

Die, the door is blocked.

Seeing that the lights were dark, he thought it was safe, and he tiptoed across the living room, when the lights turned on without warning.He was hunched over with his slippers in his hands, and his feet were still standing on tiptoe, like a thief.

"Ah... yes! It's the peak season recently... so what... the traffic is so heavy, many people refuse to leave after eating until midnight. Ahaha...hahaha...ha..." He smiled awkwardly.I don't know what kind of expression I have, but the target is Lin Zhongli, so I don't care about the misunderstanding that my smile may cause.Wu Shaoyan hunched over his waist and tried to escape into his room around the forest, but was blocked by a hand.Lin Zhongli held the door and looked down at him.

"But I think you're avoiding me." The words were right, his conscience ached.

"Peak season? There is a lot of traffic? Do you think... I can't tell when you're lying?" Lin Zhongli's tone contained a hint of anger, and he lowered his head and stared at him. This posture made people feel oppressed. .

His hair hangs low on his forehead in the forest after taking a bath, and a scent of fragrance wafts over, which is the smell of shampoo at home.

His mouth was suddenly parched, and the woods where his hair hadn't dried yet had the ultimate charm.In connection with the uncontrollable violent heartbeat these days, Wu Shaoyan seems to have a knack for it—hell, is he tempted by a man who is obviously young?

Even if I am not tall, I am not too short.Lin Zhongli is about 1.8 meters 1.7, and he is [-] meters [-], which is only half a head gap.But now this situation coupled with a guilty conscience, completely lost the momentum.

"Where have you been lately at night, who have you been with, and what have you done?" Tsk tsk tsk, isn't this scene the same as the wife who came to catch rape in the eight o'clock TV series.

"I didn't do anything, just... drank two glasses of wine with my colleagues... that's all." He weakly responded according to the routine he saw on TV, and glanced at the open door from time to time, trying to find This is a good opportunity to put oil on the soles of your feet and run away quickly.

Lin Zhongli suddenly moved his head over and sniffed at his neck, and when he raised his head, his expression became even more gloomy.He is a pig!She doesn't know how to tell lies, she deserves to be like a husband who was successfully caught and raped now.

Eight o'clock... It's not easy to hurt people...

"You! Come here!"

Lin Zhongli grabbed Wu Shaoyan's arm and came to the living room.He sat down obediently, crossed his knees and looked at the walking back and forth in the forest.

"You...have you met someone recently?" Lin Zhongli stopped his busy steps and stared at him seriously.

What should I do, should I tell Lin Zhongli about meeting Qing Sheng?

"If you don't talk, you just have it?" Wu Shaoyan nodded.

Lin Zhongli grabbed his shoulder, "Did they do anything to you? Or did they threaten you?"

them?

Oh, there are quite a lot of unspoken things hidden in the forest.

He shook off Lin Zhongli's hand, "Yeah, 'they' told me a lot of things. Without 'they', I really don't know how many things you have hidden from me."

"What do you know?"

"For example." Wu Shaoyan looked around, "When will you tell me that this is just your house, and I never lived in it before I lost my memory?"

Lin Zhongli opened his mouth, but was robbed by him, "For example, before I lost my memory, for whom did I work and what shady things did I do?"

"Do you think that as long as you wash my memory white, those dirty things in the past will not be able to see me, can't you find me?"

For a person who once stepped into the darkness, no matter how he escapes, the darkness will always be behind him, like a shadow, waiting for that person to fall again one day.

These days, how disturbed and scared he was, now, he confides to the forest.

"You haven't done anything shady, and you haven't done anything dirty." This was the only sentence that came out of the forest.

"Oh." There was sand in his eyes.Wu Shaoyan raised his head, trying to force back the tears. "Really? Then why haven't you said a word about my past since I woke up?"

"Because those are not important. You are still alive, this is the most important thing so far. I won't tell you, I just... want to protect you." Lin Zhongli's eyes were full of sincerity.But Wu Shaoyan didn't know whether to believe it or not, the man's lies were too many, too many, enough to fool him around for a long time.

"Who do you think you are, my mother? My father? How old am I and I still rely on you to protect me?"

"Wu Shaoyan!" The man hugged him dejectedly, "Because you are very important to me, very important."

A man's voice muffled from behind, "I can't live without you."

Wu Shaoyan thought of his foggy and troublesome past, and pushed the man away. "I will live with an acquaintance these two days.... In two days, I will find a place to move out."

The man looked at him in astonishment, "Xiaoyan?"

He ignored it and continued on his own, "I will pay off the money I owe you as soon as possible. I'm sorry to trouble you for so long."

"Xiaoyan, listen to me." The man hurriedly grabbed Wu Shaoyan, but he threw him away.

"Also, I will definitely check out my past and give everyone an explanation."

The responsibilities that should be borne will definitely be borne, and no one else can bear it for him.Especially, that person was the one he was willing to protect with his life.

Wu Shaoyan recalled the dream in the morning. There is no doubt that it was definitely his lost memory, or the memory after the car accident.

Lin Zhongli's smiling face shone in front of him, so beautiful that it would make people cry.At that time, he understood that Lin Zhongli couldn't be caught in the same way.If anyone has to be in hell, let him be.He still feels the desolation and helplessness at that time very clearly.Even if you don't remember what happened, the traces engraved in your heart will not lie.

It turned out that like Qing Sheng, he was from that world.Wu Shaoyan laughed at his own hindsight, as long as he found out that Qing Sheng was doing that thing in the toilet, his reaction could explain everything, wouldn't it?

Then, when did I have the deepest love for that person, deep into the bone marrow, deep into the blood, and I was about to merge with his existence, but I almost didn't notice it?