ten year dream
Chapter 7 Chapter 7 Remorse
After the filming was over, Mo Zheng still said to send Liang Xingjue back. Liang Xingjue hesitated for a moment and said, "I want to go to the company."
"Going to the company?" Mo Zheng was slightly surprised. It was already evening, and there was almost no one in the company except the security guard. "What are you going to the company for?"
"One thing." Liang Xingjue said vaguely.
Seeing that he seemed to have something on his mind, Mo Zheng nodded and said, "Then I'll take you there."
Liang Xingjue finally got into the car and sat awkwardly by the window.
Colorful light signs and crowds of people passed by the car window. Liang Xingjue turned his face sideways, trying to see the expressions on everyone's faces clearly.
Just like writing requires more reading, acting also requires more observation.During the month of training alone, he spent almost every day in the bar where he worked, on the bus going back and forth, or observing others in the community where he lived.Happy, sad, but more people are just indifferent.He thought he'd practiced enough and it still didn't work.
"Brother Zheng, did I screw up my acting today?" Liang Xingjue asked, still looking out the window.
Mo Zheng couldn't just say it was good or good, he just comforted him: "Director Mu has always been very strict, it's not your problem."
Such an answer could not conceal Liang Xingjue's frustration, he lowered his head and said: "Sister Yunwei said that I acted a little empty, and I just acted for the sake of acting. But I have thought about it for a long time, and I still don't know how to be true."
Normally, this kind of situation is to let the actors recall similar real experiences to make the transition, but it has no effect on Liang Xingjue.
"Everyone has their own potential," Mo Zheng could only reason. "For example, Yu Xi, if I didn't say it, you probably wouldn't guess that he is only 34 years old, right?"
Liang Xingjue was taken aback. Yu Xi's makeup and eyes were full of vicissitudes, and he never expected that he was only in his early thirties.
"He is not the leader of a gangster himself, and his personality is not as stable as he shows." Mo Zheng continued, "But he can start from a small point in himself, from the part of his personality that is close to Boss Jiang, to broaden, let When that personality takes over him in the performance, then he completely becomes the character."
Liang Xingjue nodded in confusion after listening.
Seeing that he understands in theory like this, there may be problems in actual operation, Mo Zheng thought for a while, and said: "You should remember the labels arranged by the company during the competition."
Liang Xingjue nodded, it has been mentioned all the time recently, of course he remembers it.
"But in fact, you have an introverted personality, so why did you show your arrogance so well at that time?" Mo Zheng asked.
Liang Xingjue frowned and recalled, as if he didn't have an answer.
"Because you have such potential," Mo Zheng finally answered for him, "You have talent, fans, and arrogance, so you put your arrogance in front of the camera."
Liang Xingjue was startled suddenly, as if he understood something.
"Xingjue, you have that talent, but you don't know how to show it now." Mo Zheng concluded.
Liang Xingjue shook his knee, "Okay, I will work hard."
"Xingjue, I know you are very anxious, but sometimes too much anxiety affects your performance." Mo Zheng looked at this child who worked too hard, and felt a little guilty in his heart. If he hadn't let his lover suppress him at that time, maybe The kid would have already occupied a territory in the endless star path like Catcher.
"It's okay," Mo Zheng patted Liang Xingjue's shoulder with such guilt, "I will definitely help you."
"Thank you." That kind of tenderness almost made people's nose sour, Liang Xingjue only felt that the shoulder being tapped was as hot as burning, and it slowly spread until his whole body was immersed in joy.
When we arrived at the company, Liang Xingjue got off the driveway: "Thank you Brother Zheng."
"How long are you going to stay?" Mo Zheng asked, obviously meaning to send him back.
"I... don't know, I guess it will be late." Liang Xingjue hooked his body and smiled, "Brother Zheng, you go back first, I'll take a taxi and go back by myself after I'm done."
"Okay." Mo Zheng said, and asked the driver to drive.
Liang Xingjue walked directly to the practice room after he entered the company. It was already night and there was almost no one in the company, so he could practice his acting skills quietly.
Turn on the light, and the pure white light illuminates all the mirrors in the room.Liang Xingjue took out his phone, flipped through the lines that were photographed, and recited a few lines, then put it down, and silently closed his eyelids.
Open your eyes, he is Jiang Guansheng.
"Have the goods been delivered?" He pretended to take a puff of cigarette, looking at the mirror of nothingness.
After pausing for a while, he said again: "That's good, after finishing this vote, it will be enough for you to squander your whole life."
Liang Xingjue seemed to hear the siren of the harbor, and looked into the distance with piercing eyes.
Stopping, Liang Xingjue slumped his shoulders in frustration.While it's nice to be able to practice alone, he can't always look in the mirror, and he can't judge how well he's performing.
Just change to a scene where you can keep looking in the mirror. Liang Xingjue flipped through his lines and picked a dialogue that doesn't need to be turned around.
"Sister!" Liang Xingjue pointed at himself in the mirror and shouted in panic, "You are crazy! He is a cop!"
Just after saying this, the door opened with a click, and Yuan Weiqi poked his head in curiously.
Liang Xingjue still maintained a look of shock and anger, but his face turned red.
--Awkward.
"You...what are you doing?" Yuan Weiqi asked dumbfounded.
"I..." Liang Xingjue quickly withdrew his hand and said with a smile, "I'm practicing my lines."
"Oh." Yuan Weiqi finally understood, opened the door and walked in, "I just heard a loud scream and thought something happened."
Liang Xingjue scratched his cheek, and asked again: "Why are you here?"
"It's not because of the new album." Yuan Weiqi sat down on a chair beside him wearily, "I've passed all the lyrics and music, but I still feel that there are a few things that are not right."
"Oh." Liang Xingjue stood aside and looked at his fingers. Catcher is about to release a second album, and the time flies by.
"Sorry, did I disturb you?" Yuan Weiqi said, but he didn't intend to go out.
Liang Xingjue quickly shook his head, smiled wryly and said, "No, I'm probably just like this."
Seeing his sad face, Yuan Weiqi asked, "Is there something wrong with acting?"
Looking at Yuan Weiqi's naturally sincere face, Liang Xingjue also sat down and said, "Well, the role is wrong."
Yuan Weiqi has never been exposed to movies, but at least he has starred in idol dramas, so he began to act as a life mentor, "It must be confusing when you first get in touch, it's okay to take your time."
"I've watched the script and performed it in my head many times, but every time it's not appropriate to play in person." Liang Xingjue sighed and shook his head.
"Maybe it's because you think too much?" Yuan Weiqi tried to analyze, "When you go on stage, you always think about every movement, so you become stiff instead."
Liang Xingjue thought for a while, and said, "Probably not, I don't think much about actions when I'm acting."
"Then why?" Yuan Weiqi was also puzzled.
"Let's put it this way," Liang Xingjue turned to Yuan Weiqi slightly, and simply said everything, "Today I acted a scene of playing cards with my family. The cards in my hand were not big but I wanted to bluff, and my father finally exposed it. So Some embarrassment."
"Hmm... would you mind acting it out for me?" Yuan Weiqi asked.
Liang Xingjue was not on guard either, he stood up and began to perform, "There are three people in the scene, my father, my sister, and me. My sister's role has nothing to do with me so I omitted it. In the beginning, it was my father who dealt the cards."
As he said that, Liang Xingjue quickly dealt the cards, then sat down on the opposite side and pretended to pick up the cards, then shouted excitedly: "This time, I will kill everyone!"
After a pause, Liang Xingjue closed his cards and pushed out his chips confidently.At this point in the performance, he could only explain: "Then my father took out three times the chips. I was a little guilty, but I finally gritted my teeth and pushed all the chips out of my hand."
Liang Xingjue secretly gritted his back teeth and made a gesture of pushing chips, then went to the opposite side, played the role of Boss Jiang, flipped over the cards in his hand, pointed at the face of the cards and said, "Guansheng, you are bold, but you lack a little strategy."
After speaking, he returned to Jiang Guansheng's position and smiled unnaturally.
When it was over, Liang Xingjue withdrew his hand and asked, "What do you think?"
After observing all the way, Yuan Weiqi folded his arms and said, "I'm a little confused about the nature of your role."
Seeing Yuan Weiqi frowning, Liang Xingjue couldn't help but feel depressed.
"You're acting as your father's son, right?" Yuan Weiqi asked a seemingly mindless question.
Liang Xingjue didn't understand what he meant, so he could only say, "Yes, I'm playing Boss Jiang's son."
"But I feel..." Yuan Weiqi didn't seem to be able to explain why, so he asked again: "What is the relationship between the character you played and his father?"
"Jiang Guansheng admires his father very much." Liang Xingjue replied.
"That's right," Yuan Weiqi said with a smile as if he had finally solved the mystery: "You acted like a friend in the front and a subordinate in the back. Although there was a sense of respect, it did not show family affection."
Liang Xingjue was taken aback, Mu Yanmozheng and even Gao Yunwei didn't mention this point, but after thinking about it carefully, it seemed to be his problem.
"What should I do?" Liang Xingjue seemed to be asking the person next to him, and seemed to be muttering to himself.
"It's actually very simple. Think back to when you played cards or played with your father, the feeling that although you lost to your father, you were not reconciled but enjoyed spending your free time together." Yuan Weiqi said.
Except for the executives and two mentors in the entire company, no one else knew about Liang Xingjue's life experience.Knowing that Yuan Weiqi had no malicious intentions, Liang Xingjue's face sank as if he had been stabbed.
"What's wrong?" Yuan Weiqi felt something was wrong and apologized a little.
"It's okay." Liang Xingjue pursed his lips and shook his head, "It's just that I haven't played cards with my father."
Yuan Weiqi could feel his resistance, so he didn't ask further.
"Ah, that's right. Why don't you help me read the song I wrote, I can't find any problems by looking left and right." Yuan Weiqi suggested.
"This..." Liang Xingjue hesitated, "Show me the song you haven't released yet..."
"I also saw the movie you haven't released yet." Yuan Weiqi took out the crumpled manuscript and his own pencil to Liang Xingjue as he spoke.
Liang Xingjue took it, and hummed softly with a pen.
Yuan Weiqi waited patiently at the side, and saw Liang Xingjue lightly changed a note or two where he found it awkward, hummed and erased it, and lowered it by a semitone.
Liang Xingjue hummed the whole passage before handing back the manuscript and pen, "I probably think so, you can see if it works."
When Liang Xingjue was correcting just now, Yuan Weiqi was actually watching. After Liang Xingjue started to write, his heart began to waver.
A genius is indeed a genius, is it true that no matter how hard he tries, he can't achieve it?
"Thank you," Yuan Weiqi's smile was dry.
"No, your song itself is very good." Liang Xingjue said.
"But it would be better with your help," Yuan Weiqi laughed again, "Come on, I'll visit the class someday when I'm free."
Liang Xingjue said with some embarrassment: "Well, thank you."
"Going to the company?" Mo Zheng was slightly surprised. It was already evening, and there was almost no one in the company except the security guard. "What are you going to the company for?"
"One thing." Liang Xingjue said vaguely.
Seeing that he seemed to have something on his mind, Mo Zheng nodded and said, "Then I'll take you there."
Liang Xingjue finally got into the car and sat awkwardly by the window.
Colorful light signs and crowds of people passed by the car window. Liang Xingjue turned his face sideways, trying to see the expressions on everyone's faces clearly.
Just like writing requires more reading, acting also requires more observation.During the month of training alone, he spent almost every day in the bar where he worked, on the bus going back and forth, or observing others in the community where he lived.Happy, sad, but more people are just indifferent.He thought he'd practiced enough and it still didn't work.
"Brother Zheng, did I screw up my acting today?" Liang Xingjue asked, still looking out the window.
Mo Zheng couldn't just say it was good or good, he just comforted him: "Director Mu has always been very strict, it's not your problem."
Such an answer could not conceal Liang Xingjue's frustration, he lowered his head and said: "Sister Yunwei said that I acted a little empty, and I just acted for the sake of acting. But I have thought about it for a long time, and I still don't know how to be true."
Normally, this kind of situation is to let the actors recall similar real experiences to make the transition, but it has no effect on Liang Xingjue.
"Everyone has their own potential," Mo Zheng could only reason. "For example, Yu Xi, if I didn't say it, you probably wouldn't guess that he is only 34 years old, right?"
Liang Xingjue was taken aback. Yu Xi's makeup and eyes were full of vicissitudes, and he never expected that he was only in his early thirties.
"He is not the leader of a gangster himself, and his personality is not as stable as he shows." Mo Zheng continued, "But he can start from a small point in himself, from the part of his personality that is close to Boss Jiang, to broaden, let When that personality takes over him in the performance, then he completely becomes the character."
Liang Xingjue nodded in confusion after listening.
Seeing that he understands in theory like this, there may be problems in actual operation, Mo Zheng thought for a while, and said: "You should remember the labels arranged by the company during the competition."
Liang Xingjue nodded, it has been mentioned all the time recently, of course he remembers it.
"But in fact, you have an introverted personality, so why did you show your arrogance so well at that time?" Mo Zheng asked.
Liang Xingjue frowned and recalled, as if he didn't have an answer.
"Because you have such potential," Mo Zheng finally answered for him, "You have talent, fans, and arrogance, so you put your arrogance in front of the camera."
Liang Xingjue was startled suddenly, as if he understood something.
"Xingjue, you have that talent, but you don't know how to show it now." Mo Zheng concluded.
Liang Xingjue shook his knee, "Okay, I will work hard."
"Xingjue, I know you are very anxious, but sometimes too much anxiety affects your performance." Mo Zheng looked at this child who worked too hard, and felt a little guilty in his heart. If he hadn't let his lover suppress him at that time, maybe The kid would have already occupied a territory in the endless star path like Catcher.
"It's okay," Mo Zheng patted Liang Xingjue's shoulder with such guilt, "I will definitely help you."
"Thank you." That kind of tenderness almost made people's nose sour, Liang Xingjue only felt that the shoulder being tapped was as hot as burning, and it slowly spread until his whole body was immersed in joy.
When we arrived at the company, Liang Xingjue got off the driveway: "Thank you Brother Zheng."
"How long are you going to stay?" Mo Zheng asked, obviously meaning to send him back.
"I... don't know, I guess it will be late." Liang Xingjue hooked his body and smiled, "Brother Zheng, you go back first, I'll take a taxi and go back by myself after I'm done."
"Okay." Mo Zheng said, and asked the driver to drive.
Liang Xingjue walked directly to the practice room after he entered the company. It was already night and there was almost no one in the company, so he could practice his acting skills quietly.
Turn on the light, and the pure white light illuminates all the mirrors in the room.Liang Xingjue took out his phone, flipped through the lines that were photographed, and recited a few lines, then put it down, and silently closed his eyelids.
Open your eyes, he is Jiang Guansheng.
"Have the goods been delivered?" He pretended to take a puff of cigarette, looking at the mirror of nothingness.
After pausing for a while, he said again: "That's good, after finishing this vote, it will be enough for you to squander your whole life."
Liang Xingjue seemed to hear the siren of the harbor, and looked into the distance with piercing eyes.
Stopping, Liang Xingjue slumped his shoulders in frustration.While it's nice to be able to practice alone, he can't always look in the mirror, and he can't judge how well he's performing.
Just change to a scene where you can keep looking in the mirror. Liang Xingjue flipped through his lines and picked a dialogue that doesn't need to be turned around.
"Sister!" Liang Xingjue pointed at himself in the mirror and shouted in panic, "You are crazy! He is a cop!"
Just after saying this, the door opened with a click, and Yuan Weiqi poked his head in curiously.
Liang Xingjue still maintained a look of shock and anger, but his face turned red.
--Awkward.
"You...what are you doing?" Yuan Weiqi asked dumbfounded.
"I..." Liang Xingjue quickly withdrew his hand and said with a smile, "I'm practicing my lines."
"Oh." Yuan Weiqi finally understood, opened the door and walked in, "I just heard a loud scream and thought something happened."
Liang Xingjue scratched his cheek, and asked again: "Why are you here?"
"It's not because of the new album." Yuan Weiqi sat down on a chair beside him wearily, "I've passed all the lyrics and music, but I still feel that there are a few things that are not right."
"Oh." Liang Xingjue stood aside and looked at his fingers. Catcher is about to release a second album, and the time flies by.
"Sorry, did I disturb you?" Yuan Weiqi said, but he didn't intend to go out.
Liang Xingjue quickly shook his head, smiled wryly and said, "No, I'm probably just like this."
Seeing his sad face, Yuan Weiqi asked, "Is there something wrong with acting?"
Looking at Yuan Weiqi's naturally sincere face, Liang Xingjue also sat down and said, "Well, the role is wrong."
Yuan Weiqi has never been exposed to movies, but at least he has starred in idol dramas, so he began to act as a life mentor, "It must be confusing when you first get in touch, it's okay to take your time."
"I've watched the script and performed it in my head many times, but every time it's not appropriate to play in person." Liang Xingjue sighed and shook his head.
"Maybe it's because you think too much?" Yuan Weiqi tried to analyze, "When you go on stage, you always think about every movement, so you become stiff instead."
Liang Xingjue thought for a while, and said, "Probably not, I don't think much about actions when I'm acting."
"Then why?" Yuan Weiqi was also puzzled.
"Let's put it this way," Liang Xingjue turned to Yuan Weiqi slightly, and simply said everything, "Today I acted a scene of playing cards with my family. The cards in my hand were not big but I wanted to bluff, and my father finally exposed it. So Some embarrassment."
"Hmm... would you mind acting it out for me?" Yuan Weiqi asked.
Liang Xingjue was not on guard either, he stood up and began to perform, "There are three people in the scene, my father, my sister, and me. My sister's role has nothing to do with me so I omitted it. In the beginning, it was my father who dealt the cards."
As he said that, Liang Xingjue quickly dealt the cards, then sat down on the opposite side and pretended to pick up the cards, then shouted excitedly: "This time, I will kill everyone!"
After a pause, Liang Xingjue closed his cards and pushed out his chips confidently.At this point in the performance, he could only explain: "Then my father took out three times the chips. I was a little guilty, but I finally gritted my teeth and pushed all the chips out of my hand."
Liang Xingjue secretly gritted his back teeth and made a gesture of pushing chips, then went to the opposite side, played the role of Boss Jiang, flipped over the cards in his hand, pointed at the face of the cards and said, "Guansheng, you are bold, but you lack a little strategy."
After speaking, he returned to Jiang Guansheng's position and smiled unnaturally.
When it was over, Liang Xingjue withdrew his hand and asked, "What do you think?"
After observing all the way, Yuan Weiqi folded his arms and said, "I'm a little confused about the nature of your role."
Seeing Yuan Weiqi frowning, Liang Xingjue couldn't help but feel depressed.
"You're acting as your father's son, right?" Yuan Weiqi asked a seemingly mindless question.
Liang Xingjue didn't understand what he meant, so he could only say, "Yes, I'm playing Boss Jiang's son."
"But I feel..." Yuan Weiqi didn't seem to be able to explain why, so he asked again: "What is the relationship between the character you played and his father?"
"Jiang Guansheng admires his father very much." Liang Xingjue replied.
"That's right," Yuan Weiqi said with a smile as if he had finally solved the mystery: "You acted like a friend in the front and a subordinate in the back. Although there was a sense of respect, it did not show family affection."
Liang Xingjue was taken aback, Mu Yanmozheng and even Gao Yunwei didn't mention this point, but after thinking about it carefully, it seemed to be his problem.
"What should I do?" Liang Xingjue seemed to be asking the person next to him, and seemed to be muttering to himself.
"It's actually very simple. Think back to when you played cards or played with your father, the feeling that although you lost to your father, you were not reconciled but enjoyed spending your free time together." Yuan Weiqi said.
Except for the executives and two mentors in the entire company, no one else knew about Liang Xingjue's life experience.Knowing that Yuan Weiqi had no malicious intentions, Liang Xingjue's face sank as if he had been stabbed.
"What's wrong?" Yuan Weiqi felt something was wrong and apologized a little.
"It's okay." Liang Xingjue pursed his lips and shook his head, "It's just that I haven't played cards with my father."
Yuan Weiqi could feel his resistance, so he didn't ask further.
"Ah, that's right. Why don't you help me read the song I wrote, I can't find any problems by looking left and right." Yuan Weiqi suggested.
"This..." Liang Xingjue hesitated, "Show me the song you haven't released yet..."
"I also saw the movie you haven't released yet." Yuan Weiqi took out the crumpled manuscript and his own pencil to Liang Xingjue as he spoke.
Liang Xingjue took it, and hummed softly with a pen.
Yuan Weiqi waited patiently at the side, and saw Liang Xingjue lightly changed a note or two where he found it awkward, hummed and erased it, and lowered it by a semitone.
Liang Xingjue hummed the whole passage before handing back the manuscript and pen, "I probably think so, you can see if it works."
When Liang Xingjue was correcting just now, Yuan Weiqi was actually watching. After Liang Xingjue started to write, his heart began to waver.
A genius is indeed a genius, is it true that no matter how hard he tries, he can't achieve it?
"Thank you," Yuan Weiqi's smile was dry.
"No, your song itself is very good." Liang Xingjue said.
"But it would be better with your help," Yuan Weiqi laughed again, "Come on, I'll visit the class someday when I'm free."
Liang Xingjue said with some embarrassment: "Well, thank you."
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